After being reborn, I found out that my deskmate was secretly in love with me

Chapter 94 After Waking Up
Li Xingzhou was confused by her words: "I'm not sad. How could you think I'm sad?"

"I understand, you are pretending to be calm."

Lin Xuan said in a low voice, with self-blame in her words, she stretched out her hand and patted Li Xingzhou's waist, and said, "Where there is no fragrant grass in the end of the world, why bother to fall in love with a single flower. Right?"

At this point, Li Xingzhou suddenly realized, and hurriedly said: "I don't like Tao Xinyi. Before, I told you that I liked Tao Xinyi because... I was joking." He couldn't help but pause for two seconds, and said in a hoarse voice:

"I invited you out of school for dinner that day, and I wanted to explain it clearly to you. But I didn't expect the billboard to fall down, so I didn't have time to say it."

Lin Xuan frowned hesitantly: "Then why didn't you tell me the truth later?"

"I forgot." Li Xingzhou said calmly, with no expression on his face.There was a skinny tree beside him, all the leaves had fallen off, and the sunlight could not pass through the dead branches, leaving mottled shadows on the left side of his face.

Hearing his tone of indifference, Lin Xuan's heart was entangled with the thread of grievance, strangled in pain, pretending to be brisk and authentic:
"You are so unjust, you only told me about this. I was also worried that you would be sad after knowing that Xin Yi and Lu Ming were together. I worried for a long time. But when I found out, it was almost the end of the semester. I didn't want to affect your grades, so I didn't say anything." .

I didn't expect it to be a joke. "As she spoke, she wanted to pretend to laugh a few times, but she couldn't, and said calmly: "Well, don't make such a joke next time. "

Li Xingzhou only felt that his mouth was extremely sour and bitter, but there was a deep sweetness hidden in the bitterness:
"Sorry. The college entrance examination, which university do you want to go to? My grades have increased by more than [-] points recently, and I guess I can increase a few more points at the end of the semester."

"do not know."

Lin Xuan looked confusedly at the man carrying a schoolbag who came out of the school gate. He pushed his shoulder-length hair behind his ears and frowned:
"Why did you say this all of a sudden? The topic changed so quickly. However, I really haven't thought about what university I'm going to take, and I don't know what major I'm going to study. Don't think about it for now. I'll think about it after the college entrance examination. OK. Which university do you want to go to?"

"Same as you. You don't know, and now I don't know either."

Li Xingzhou stretched out his hands to pick up the fallen leaves that floated to Lin Xuan's head, and threw them into the cool wind again. He raised his eyes to look at the clouds in the sky, and felt a dull pain in his plastered left foot.

Because he often supports Li Xingzhou, physical contact is unavoidable. Lin Xuan is used to Li Xingzhou's approach and does not feel ambiguous.But what Li Xingzhou said just now, Lin Xuan always felt that there was a pun in it.

Li Xingzhou first said that he was the same as me, and then said that I didn't know, and he didn't know either.

If it’s a pun, one means that he doesn’t have a good idea of ​​which university he wants to go to; the other means that he doesn’t think about which university I want to go to, that is to say, he wants to go to the same university as me. University.

Lin Xuan subconsciously denied it as a confession, but his face turned red and he murmured softly:
"I have become so narcissistic. It seems that I have done too much reading comprehension, and I am stunned."

"What did you say?"

Li Xingzhou leaned over to look into her eyes, his heart was beating fast, so many words floated to his lips and couldn't help but blurt out, the air stagnated.

Lin Xuan's intuition told her "Li Xingzhou likes me", but her reason told her "I am narcissistic". She was so confused that she didn't know what she was really thinking.

But the more she looked at Li Xingzhou, the more she felt that he liked her.

There seemed to be traces of the past, what Lu Ming and Xin Yi said to her at that time seemed to imply that Li Xingzhou liked me.

But do I like him?

For the last minute, I was still worrying about Li Xingzhou's feelings for Xinyi, but now I think he likes me.The sense of absurdity began to gain the upper hand in Lin Xuan's heart. She paced back and forth, clenched her fists and said:

"I said that studying is still very important. Falling in love in the third year of high school is very dangerous. It's not good, and it also affects learning. Although Xinyi may be in a relationship, she is different. Anyway, I think high school should focus on academics and not study in the world. "

As soon as the words fell, a trace of regret appeared in Lin Xuan's heart, and he didn't even know why he regretted it.

However, she quickly cut off this trace of regret.Compared to making Li Xingzhou feel that I am narcissistic, I can't accept Li Xingzhou's direct confession to me.To be honest, Lin Xuan was very confused and didn't know what to do.

Li Xingzhou breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "It's the same as you. I also think it's better not to fall in love in high school."

Before his grades catch up with Lin Xuan, he doesn't plan to confess his love. The best time is to confess his love after the college entrance examination and copy Lin Xuan's application list.

Seeing this, Lin Xuan became confused and smiled awkwardly.Could it be that I am too narcissistic?Fortunately, there are often taxis passing by on the road. Lin Xuan walked over quickly and stopped a car with his hand: "Well, there is a taxi just in time. Get in the car. Happy winter vacation."

"Happy winter holidays. Goodbye."

Li Xingzhou grinned, showing two rows of white and neat teeth, smiling brightly in summer, staggered into the taxi with a cane, glanced at Lin Xuan from the corner of his eye.

Soon, the taxi disappeared into the traffic, and Lin Xuan stood in a daze with a dazed expression.

After a while, she saw Lu Ming walking out of the school gate with a book in his arms. She couldn't help walking forward and asked, "Brother Lu, I have a question for you."

Lu Ming stopped and said seriously, "Say it."

"That's right, how do you say it?"

Lin Xuan paused for a few seconds, getting more and more panicked, and subconsciously blurted out: "What does it feel like to be in love? Will it affect your grades?"

After she finished speaking, she regretted so much that she wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in, and hurriedly said: "I asked this, not because I want to fall in love. It's just a little curiosity. I see you and Xinyi together, and I just want to know what it feels like , just curious."

Lu Ming knew it in his heart, seeing her blushing cheeks, he made a guess:
"It's hard to describe the feeling of being in love. It's probably emotional. As for the impact on grades, in terms of probability, most students who fall in love will affect their grades. But everyone's situation is different, and whether it affects grades varies from person to person."

"That's it."

Lin Xuan nodded half understanding, but felt that Lu Ming was wrong.When I stayed with Li Xingzhou, I felt very at ease, and my heart beat quite fast from time to time.But he and I are just friends, not in love.

It can be seen that Lu Ming is unreliable, so I'd better ask Xin Yi.

She frowned slightly and then said, "Okay. Bye." After saying that, Lin Xuan drowsily called a taxi and left. His face was horribly hot and his heart was beating very fast.

Lu Ming didn't think much about it, he just thought that Li Xingzhou had made it clear to her, so he took the book home.

Before he had time to rest, he went to pack a meal in the restaurant, and after dealing with a couple of casual meals, he went to the bedside and fell asleep with nothing in his mind.

When Meng Ruohua came home, she found out that her son had slept to death. She checked that his quilt was covered and wanted to close the door and go out.

At this time, Lu Ming's phone rang.Meng Ruohua followed the source of the voice, opened the drawer, picked up the phone, and saw the words "Tao Xinyi" on the screen.

(End of this chapter)