After being reborn, I found out that my deskmate was secretly in love with me

Chapter 205
Lu Ming took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, and walked slowly towards the classroom, shadows dragged on the ground by the old elders pulled by the lights.

The Chinese language test paper that scored "122 points" was spread out on the desk, allowing Lu Ming to see it at a glance.He picked up the test paper, gasped softly, his throat seemed to be less itchy, put the test paper in the drawer and continued to work on the questions.

He wrote the boring and pale topic mechanically. After writing three organic inferences, he took out the A4 paper, wrote three words on it, and handed the A4 paper to Xinyi.

It says "I love you".

Tao Xinyi put away the A4 paper, with joy in the corner of her mouth, and said softly, "Me too."

"Okay." Lu Ming smiled heartily, like a traveler holding a torch in the frost and snow, seeing the flame jumping, he naturally didn't want to stop.He lowered his head and continued to do the questions, and his panic and fear gradually faded away.

The most correct thing he can do now is not to worry her.

After the evening self-study, Lu Ming accompanied Xinyi home, sometimes staring at the asphalt road under the street lamp in a daze, then smiled and praised Xinyi for her beauty, and picked two wild flowers for her.

After sending her to the rented house, Lu Ming said a lot of things abnormally, most of them were trivial things.

Tao Xinyi looked at his calm look, but felt vaguely uneasy. When he left, she held his hand and asked softly: "Can you stay with me?"

At that moment, Lu Ming could barely keep the expression on his face, turned around, picked up his schoolbag with one hand, and walked out the door: "I can't do it these two days, my mother said I would go to the Confucius Temple to offer incense this week, and I will definitely do it next time. "

"Oh, next time, I will take you to Yuelao Temple. I haven't been to that place yet."

Lu Ming nodded slightly, walked quickly, closed the door gently, stood in the dark corridor, coughed lightly, and woke up the voice-activated overhead light, illuminating the way he left.

After wandering outside for a while, he didn't know if it was due to psychological factors, but he felt much better after the wind blowing for a while.

After returning home, Lu Ming was sitting on the sofa drinking chicken soup and watching TV with his mother. On the TV, he saw a woman dressed in palace kneeling and shouting: "The concubine wants to accuse Concubine Xi of having an adulterous affair. The harem is dirty and the crime cannot be punished."

Meng Ruohua looked at it seriously, but did not forget to ask: "Why do you have time to watch TV with your mother today?"

"Suddenly want to relax." Lu Ming said, the two drank the chicken soup and began to eat the washed apples. They were half lying on the sofa and felt very comfortable. Not long after, they snored loudly.

Meng Ruohua frowned. She saw the critical moment and didn't want to be disturbed. She woke her son up and said, "Go to sleep in the room and have a good rest on Friday."

Lu Ming walked towards the bedroom with blurred eyes, lying on the bed, habitually grabbed four sleeping pills and swallowed them, and fell into a drowsy sleep, as if floating on the water, dreaming of a huge sun rising from the bottom of the sea, evaporating The water vapor turned into fog and wetted the flying pieces of paper.

The scorching mist burned his soul, and the seconds felt like years.

After an unknown amount of time, Lu Ming suddenly found himself standing on the roof of the school, the roses were in full bloom, and when the wind blew, the petals were flying, like a dream.

Tao Xinyi was wearing an off-white dress and sitting among the blooming rose bushes, looked back at him, and asked indifferently, "Why are you here?"

"This is my dream, of course I'm living it." Lu Ming walked over slowly, sat next to Tao Xinyi, and said softly, "It's only in a dream, so I dare to tell you. I vomited blood today."

Tao Xinyi's expression moved slightly, and said: "You vomit blood, it's none of my business. Stay away from me."

Listening to her indifferent tone, Lu Ming lowered his eyes, moved a brick to the side, and said with emotion: "I still like your gentle look."

"You like me?" Tao Xinyi looked at him incredulously, and murmured in a low voice, "You said you liked me?"

Lu Ming lay on the lawn, smiled heartily, and said, "I obviously like you."

The roses swayed, and the shadows of the flowers painted psychedelic tattoos on the boy's body. Birdsong could be heard in the distance.

Tao Xinyi stretched out her left hand to cover her own eyes, so that she could not see anything or have hallucinations, and said, "I think I'm probably crazy. You are my hallucination, it's so sad...Since you are my Illusion, let me ask you, what’s the point of living?”

"Living itself means something."

Lu Ming frowned, not understanding why he dreamed of this, and said: "Life is short, at most a hundred years, to see the scenery in the world, to eat things that have never been eaten, to do things that have never been done, to be colorful Colorful, how good it is to be alive.”

"So, that's what I thought?"

Tao Xinyi put down her hands, looked up at the glare of the sun, and said silently: "Man... I would rather die than live. It seems that in my heart, I am the most important."

The reality is too cruel. I can imagine a beautiful Lu Ming, so that's fine.

Tao Xinyi turned around and looked at Lu Ming, who was wearing school uniform. She was glad that she was crazy. She was so happy that she raised the corners of her mouth and said, "I'm admitted to Beijing University. Praise me."

"Xiaoyi, that's awesome."

Lu Ming thought about his dream and tried hard to imagine a cake appearing, but failed. He could only stand up and picked the largest-looking rose flower and handed it to her, saying: "I'll lend you a flower. Let's celebrate briefly first." .”

"School flowers cannot be picked."

Saying this, Tao Xinyi took the rose, kissed the light red petals, and shed a tear from her left eye. She walked over and hugged Lu Ming, with a crazy look in her eyes, and said hoarsely: "Since, I won't die, No one can control me."

Lu Ming felt her body temperature and vaguely felt that this was not a dream, but if it was not a dream, could it be that I was reborn?

After a while, Tao Xinyi took Lu Ming's hand, left the rooftop, and walked downstairs.

Back in class, Tao Xinyi saw another Lu Ming chatting and laughing with Li Xingzhou, and turned around to find that Lu Ming beside her had disappeared into the thick fog. Terrible.

It turned out that it was really an illusion... Although, the rose flower in his hand was still there.

Tao Xinyi felt that it might be that the blows of the past few days were too great, so that she became more crazy.But she finally made it to the end of the college entrance examination, but she must not let others find out that she is crazy, imitating the appearance of the people around her, but not feeling sad or happy.

Before no one noticed, she threw away the entire bottle of potassium permanganate in her pocket.

On the boiling sea, Lu Ming saw the sun turning into a burning fireball, burning his body.

When he struggled to wake up from his dream, he found that his whole body was soaked, and his sweat made lines on the sheets.

He walked out of the bedroom in vain steps and went to the bathroom to wash his face. Through the mirror, he found a light red flower petal sandwiched in the collar of his pajamas. Everything he saw was rare and clear, as if his short-sightedness had healed and his throat hurt terribly.

Before, was I dreaming, or was it real?
Anyway, I have to go to the hospital for a physical examination today.Health is the most important thing.

(End of this chapter)