After being reborn, I found out that my deskmate was secretly in love with me

Chapter 201 Secret love is a beautiful blessing
Then, Shen Qiang pulled Tao Xinyi forward, walking faster and faster, holding a transparent umbrella and walking outside the teaching building. The sky was extremely dark, and occasionally thunder could be heard.

Shen Qiang held a transparent umbrella, looked at Xin Yi beside her, and said hoarsely: "Just now, Zhao Mengpeng said that he has a girl he likes..."

As soon as she finished speaking, tears filled her eyes, and a sour taste filled the air.

Tao Xinyi stretched out her arms to hug Shen Qiang, patted her on the back, and said softly: "In the future, I will meet better ones. Since he likes others, you should stop liking him. If you continue to like him, it will be very painful. "

"I definitely... definitely don't like him anymore."

Shen Qiang said with empty eyes, she closed her eyes and wiped her tears, but found that the tears couldn't stop flowing and wet her palm: "Up to now, I still don't understand why I like him."

"It's okay, it's all over."

Tao Xinyi took out a small packet of paper from her pocket to wipe her tears, and said softly: "You don't know the origin of love. Maybe love is like this."

Shen Qiang's nose became sore, and she shed two round tears: "I don't think this is love, it's just secret love, unrequited love. This is the first time I like a boy, and I didn't expect it to end like this. Fortunately, Zhao Mengpeng doesn't know that I like it. Him, otherwise, I would be too stupid..."

She spoke softly, covered her eyes with her hands, and smiled sarcastically at the corner of her mouth, and the picture of Zhao Mengpeng lecturing to her appeared in her mind.

Although Shen Qiang is the representative of the mathematics class, she is not smart, or she does not have the spirit of perseverance. She wants to give up when encountering difficulties, and she is very careless.Sometimes, she miscalculated a question, but she couldn't see it, so Zhao Mengpeng could see what was wrong.

When she encounters a question she doesn't know, her first thought is "Where is Zhao Mengpeng? I want to ask him a question.", even though Xinyi can also do these questions.

Thinking like this, Shen Qiang's eyes were red, she held Xinyi's hand tightly, and said: "From now on, I will never ask Zhao Mengpeng any more questions, and I will ask you all the questions I don't know."

"You should have asked me earlier."

Tao Xinyi looked at her resentfully, and complained: "It's time for you to ask me. Zhao Mengpeng's handwriting is not as good as mine, the process is not as detailed as mine, and his speech is not as good as mine. You can ask me. You can ask me." I'll ask the question, and I promise to tell you everything I know."

Listening to her comfort, Shen Qiang put the umbrella handle into Xinyi's hand, put her hands around her waist and hugged her tightly, crying and nasally saying:
"You are much better than him. I still like you and Lin Xuan the most. But, Lu Ming snatched you away, and Lin Xuan was also snatched away by Li Xingzhou, leaving me alone."

"No, Lu Ming can't take me away. I was taken away by my homework..."

Shen Qiang rested her head on Xin Yi's shoulder and whispered softly: "Okay. I have something to tell you."

"Tell me, I'll listen." Tao Xinyi held an umbrella with one hand and patted Shen Qiang on the back to comfort her.

After a while, Shen Qiang said softly:

"Although, I said before that I broke up with him, but he later apologized to me. I forgave him. Then, I continued to ask him questions.

Once, he told me about a big problem in analytic geometry, and I lost my mind.He frowned and said 'don't waste my time if you don't listen carefully'.I took the question and left.In fact, I should be able to understand, but when I listened to his lecture, my mind went blank and I was still peeking at him.He probably thinks I'm stupid. "

Tao Xinyi, holding an umbrella, was filled with anger and said: "Don't even think about Zhao Mengpeng, he is too slow, he is stupid."

"He's not stupid...Although he's not as smart as you, he's pretty smart. Other times, Zhao Mengpeng is still very good."

Seeing Shen Qiang defending Zhao Mengpeng subconsciously, Tao Xinyi only felt a lump in her throat, as if she saw herself back then.Before, Tao Xinyi never told Lin Xuan and Shen Qiang about her crush on Lu Ming.

Because she knew that if Lin Xuan and Shen Qiang knew that they had been secretly in love with Lu Ming for many years without success, they would find Lu Ming very unpleasant and would persuade themselves to give up.

Tao Xinyi took a deep breath and said, "Then he already has someone he likes, so you want to continue to like him?"

"No. I don't like Zhao Mengpeng after crying. Really, I will never like him again." After that, Shen Qiang let go of her hand, stood still and looked into Tao Xinyi's eyes, put away her tears, and raised the corners of her mouth desperately, pretending to be relaxed Authentic: "I don't like him anymore."

Tao Xinyi's expression softened slightly and she talked about Zhao Mengpeng's shortcomings in her ear.

Although Shen Qiang didn't agree with what Xin Yi said, she knew that Xin Yi was doing it for her own good, so she just nodded and said yes without any further objection.Saying you don't like it doesn't necessarily mean you really don't like it...

Maybe you just say it to deceive others and yourself.

If you tell too many lies, maybe one day it will become true.Shen Qiang knew very clearly that she still liked Zhao Mengpeng, but she also knew that she could not like him anymore.

Their ideal universities are too far apart, one is in the south and the other is in the north.

Shen Qiang thought, if he likes me, we can discuss and connect each other's future together.But the fact is that Zhao Mengpeng likes other girls, and after the college entrance examination is over, he is doomed to part.

The moment she learned that Zhao Mengpeng liked other girls, Shen Qiang lost the desire to confess her love. If she did, she would only look pathetic.

With Shen Qiang's tears, there was much less rain in the sky. It seemed that the sky and the girl had cried enough, leaving only the diffuse water vapor and the damp campus.

Zhao Mengpeng walked back and forth in the corridor, stepped on dirty footprints, rubbed his sore eyes, saw Lu Ming flipping through Chinese materials, walked over slowly, put his shoulders on him, and said, "Do you think falling in love will be so difficult?" Will it affect my grades?"

Lu Ming closed the document and said, "It varies from person to person."

Thinking of Shen Qiang dragging Xin Yi away with red eyes just now, Lu Ming hesitated for a moment, lowered his voice, and said, "May I ask, do you not like Shen Qiang? You don't have to say it if you don't want to."

"I don't know. I haven't thought about it."

Later, Zhao Mengpeng could no longer suppress the irritability in his heart, lowered his voice and said:
"Just now, Shen Qiang asked me if there was a girl I liked. I just mentioned one casually, and said the name of the girl they said I liked. I was afraid that Shen Qiang couldn't help but confess to me... The college entrance examination is about to take place, and I was afraid that she would think about this. Some of them didn’t affect the performance.”

After listening, Lu Ming looked at Zhao Mengpeng with complicated eyes, and asked again: "Then do you like Shen Qiang?"

Zhao Mengpeng sighed silently, his mind was in a mess.Shen Qiang is very beautiful, sometimes very gentle, she also has a nice smile, and is very helpful... He said with mixed feelings:
"I don't like it. I think I should focus on my studies now. Thinking about these things now will affect my future."

Lu Ming nodded slightly and said: "If that's the case, it's fine as you said just now. Don't let people waste time on you. It's good. But, why do you ask me, 'Will falling in love affect my grades?'"

(End of this chapter)