White Moonlight who woke up and became a paranoid wizard

Chapter 183 The person who can heal me is you
Eric said it so bluntly that Feike was a little flustered.

She had never expected to face Eric's problem like this.

It was like a little secret carefully hidden in the bottom of my heart, being peeled away bit by bit and exposed in front of Eric.

Feike no longer cared about Eric's injured palm.

There seemed to be a voice in his heart that kept shouting. Facing Eric, Feike was almost ready to cry out.

"Yes, I'm just worried about you, so what?"

There was a hint of anger in Feike's words.

It seems that admitting that he is interested in Eric is like showing weakness to Feike.

Eric was slightly startled. Hearing Feike personally say that he was worried about him, Eric felt as if he had tasted a mouthful of honey, and his whole heart was filled with sweetness.

"Worried about me?" Eric chuckled. His voice was very pleasant, especially the voice with laughter, which tickled people's hearts. "Why are you worried about me and so concerned about me?"

Eric's words were vague, and the words behind them were so ambiguous that Feike's heart trembled.

"Because of me, because..." Feike's heartbeat sounded like a dense drumbeat.

Even the slightly parted lips were trembling slightly, as if the doubts in his heart had finally been answered.

Feike finally understood why he was suddenly happy because Eric was happy, and felt lost because Eric was lost, and his eyes could not help but follow Eric's figure...

When she sees Eric approaching, Feike will become extremely nervous and will subconsciously want to avoid him.

But seeing Eric distance himself from him, Feike felt disappointed again, and wanted to drive out all the "outsiders" who had a crush on Eric...

This strange mood finally had an explanation.

Feike figured this out, and the illusory feelings that made him almost irritable finally found a solution.

Feike likes Eric.

Not just the likes of being friends.

Fick's love for Eric is because he wants to go one step further, because he wants to be the only one for each other.

This feeling seems a bit absurd for Feiko and Eric.

But Feike was entangled in this fatal love and couldn't extricate himself.

"Speak, huh?" Eric moved slightly closer and scratched the tip of Feike's nose with his fingers, "Are you pretending to be mute again?"

The last note of Eric's voice rose slightly, which finally made Feike unable to hold on to the words on his lips. He couldn't bear it anymore. Feike's little hand grabbed Eric's sleeve: "Eric, I seem to... like you a little bit." ”

Because Feike was nervous, his words were a little choppy, and he was still faintly shaking.

It was also when Feike finished saying this, that Feike suddenly realized what he was talking about, and his delicate little face "snapped" and instantly blushed.

Feike lowered his head timidly. Feike didn't dare to look at Eric, for fear of seeing the disgust and disgust in Eric's eyes.

Eric would definitely throw his hand away in disgust, right?

You must look at him like a monster, right?

Feike thought so.

In order to avoid being too embarrassed, Feike took the initiative to let go of his hand and timidly put his little hands behind his back. His little head was still lowered. Seeing that Eric refused to speak for a long time, Feike said with some embarrassment: " Actually, don’t take it to heart...I just, I just..."

The more Feike spoke, the softer his voice became. At the end of the sentence, his voice was as quiet as a mosquito.

Feike's voice was trembling.

The crisp voice was tinged with moisture, and even sounded like crying.

Eric's reaction made Feike feel scared, and Feike regretted his irrational behavior at this moment.

Eric was indeed stunned by Feike's words.

Eric really didn't expect Feike to give him such an answer.

Eric just stared blankly at the little guy standing in front of him, watching him lower his head shyly, then trembling his shoulders, seeming to be weeping patiently, and finally seemed to be alive Feeling sullen, she threw away his hand again...

"Huh? You..." Eric hesitated.

After being thrown away by Feike, Eric inexplicably felt that the tip of his heart suddenly became empty.

The big mouthful of honey I tasted just now seemed to be mixed with tiny glass particles.

It stung Eric's heart slightly.

Feike obviously didn't want to hear the second half of Eric's words, he was more afraid.

The little hands behind his back covered his ears in panic again, and Feike's little head shook like a rattle: "I know everything, don't tell me, I don't want to hear it..."

Fei Ke thinks that his heart is the same as that of Der Spiegel.

He was afraid of hearing the answer he didn't want to hear from Eric's mouth.

The crystal clear teardrops were like broken pearls, rolling down Feike's cheeks one after another.

Feike is such a little beauty.

Even when she cried, she didn't look embarrassed at all. She looked like a little beauty who had been bullied. Anyone who saw her couldn't help but feel sorry for her.

Eric came back to his senses, subconsciously held Feike's cheek with his big hand, and wiped the tears on Feike's cheek distressedly.

But Eric forgot that there was still a large area of ​​bright red in his palm, wiping the blood on Feike's face.

Eric blinked awkwardly: "...Sorry, I..."

Eric's words were a little vague. He originally wanted to apologize for accidentally smearing the blood on Feike's face, but Feike, who was highly focused, completely misunderstood Eric's apology when he heard it.

Feike's pure eyes widened, she raised her head slightly, staring blankly at Eric's handsome face.

Maybe this is the last time we see Eric?

Fei was reluctant to blink, wanting to remember Eric's appearance deeply in her mind.

After all, this boy is what he likes.

Eric was Feike's first heartbeat.

After a long time, Fei Ke seemed to come back to his senses, opened his lips slightly, but found that he had already lost his voice because of crying.

After coughing hard twice, Fike finally said softly, but the original clear voice was hoarse: "It's okay... It's not you who said sorry to me, it's me who caused you trouble, so I should be sorry ..."

Feike obviously didn't want to cry, but every time he said a word, the mist in Feike's eyes gathered a little more.

Feike still felt so wronged.

Why does his liking become so ridiculous?
Eric couldn't understand Feike's sudden apology for a while, and he wiped away the blood on Feike's cheek with the back of his generous hand: "No, I mean..." He apologized for wiping the blood on Feike's face! !
Feike didn't wait for Eric's explanation, and slapped Eric's hands away with her small hands. Eric's touch was a sweet trap that made Feike intoxicated. The deeper Feike fell into, the more greedy he would be for it. Gentle, he was afraid that he would not be able to pull away from Eric cruelly.

"That's it between us, Eric, I'm so lucky to meet you," Feike felt as if he was about to cry again, his red lips pursed slightly, and he deliberately suppressed the cry again, stubbornly. He raised a smile at Eric and said, "I won't disturb you from now on. I'm leaving."

"Are you leaving??" Eric was inexplicably confused. He stared blankly at Feike who was making his own decision. He watched the little guy resolutely turn his back and leave in the opposite direction. Eric followed closely and clamped his big hands tightly on Feike's wrist, "You leave? Where can you go?"

Is it wronging him to stay here?
What is going on in this little thing's mind?
Are you so eager to leave?

Leaving here means that Feike will go back to his original wandering life, without enough food and clothing, and his hands and feet must be unclean in order to survive. Maybe one day, he will be eaten because he is too beautiful...

Eric's big hands were clamped on the little guy's shoulders, and he straightened Feike's body angrily, forcing Feike to look directly at him: "You are making trouble, even if you are getting angry at me for no reason. It doesn’t matter, but you can’t leave casually, I can’t afford to make such a joke!”

Eric couldn't imagine what he would be like without Feike's presence in the future.
Will it become aimless, lose its pursuit, and become a walking dead every day, muddled?

When Feike turned around, tears were already rolling down her cheeks. When Eric straightened her body, Feike burst into tears. She covered her cheeks tightly with her little hands. Feike felt that she was crying at this moment. He looked a little embarrassed, and he didn't want Eric to see him crying helplessly.

Low sobs flowed out from the fingers, Feike raised his voice, and his roar became intermittent: "I...still here...what to do?! Is it possible that I stay, Is it causing trouble for you?!"

Facing such a disgusting face every day, Eric would probably feel extremely disgusted, right?

Why is Eric so kind?

He is so kind that Feike is at a loss for what to do!

"Feike, calm down." Eric squatted down and looked at him quietly. It wasn't until the little guy cried out all his grievances that he became speechless. After crying enough, Eric finally He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Feike's cheeks, and opened his lips slightly, "I think you may have misunderstood me. The reason I was sorry just now is because..."

Feike Chunche's eyes widened, and he was actually thinking wildly for a moment.

In the hope that things will turn around.

Feike just waited quietly for Eric's answer. The surroundings were so quiet that Feike seemed to be able to hear his own rapid breathing and nervous pounding heartbeat.

Eric finally opened his lips and chuckled helplessly: "Little fool, I forgot that I had an injury on my hand. I wiped blood on your face just now... Are you angry because you love cleanliness so much?"

Eric's words inexplicably soothed the anxiety in Feike's heart.

Just...just because of this?

Fick couldn't believe it for a moment.

The little hand subconsciously touched his cheek, then lowered his eyes and glanced at his fingertips. It was indeed a mess of dirty blood.

It turned out that Eric apologized to him because of this incident?
Also.

Eric is such a careful person, he seems to pay special attention to every bit of him.

Fico's heart felt warm for no reason.

Then could he expect a little more from Eric's answer?
Feike stared into Eric's eyes so hard that Eric became nervous.

Eric's breathing also became slightly rapid. In his memory, it seemed that this was the first time Eric had done such a thing.

In the past, Eric, with his outstanding appearance and noble status, had many people courting him out of admiration.

But every time, Eric would refuse without thinking, without paying any attention to the other person's mentality.

I have never been like this before, hesitating for fear of hurting Feike.

Feike's heart beat slightly faster, listening to every word Eric said as if it was an edict, for fear of missing a word.

Eric sighed softly, and after calming down his tension slightly, he slowly opened his lips: "Feike, this is also the first time for me to do this kind of thing. I know you are expecting my answer. I don't want to reject you, nor do I want to say anything to you." You are irresponsible, I want to consider this matter carefully..."

"Maybe there are a lot of things I'm not good at. You're too thoughtful and sometimes I can't guess. I'm too stupid. Maybe I'll touch your minefield by accident..."

"But I will try my best to correct it. You said you like me, and I was also surprised. What I was surprised about was, how could someone like me be worthy of you?"

Feike, this little beauty, is an elf who strayed into the mortal world.

Eric just wanted to guard him carefully, keep a distance deliberately, and not dare to taint him or hurt him.

The more Eric talked, the more his eyebrows trembled. Feike always said that he was nervous, but he didn't know that Eric was also incredibly nervous.

"I don't know how I feel about you. Before, I always regarded you as my only partner, and I didn't want to be separated from you. Even after leaving for a short while, I felt that my irritability was about to flare up again. ..."

Eric paused, pointed his fingertips at the bottom of his eyes, and chuckled, "Look, this is the time when you left me. I couldn't sleep at night, and I had dark circles under my eyes. Do you feel bad?"

Feike pursed her red lips and didn't answer, but she still touched Eric's eyes with her little hands.

"So, Feike, can you give me a chance?" Eric took a deep breath and said solemnly, "Let me understand this anxious mood because of you, and let me know that it can be cured. You must be my man.”

Eric was so nervous that his breath was unsteady, and he spoke intermittently in the second half of his words.

Feike felt that he was hearing hallucinations for a moment. He held Eric's strong arms tightly with his little hands and tilted his head slightly. The first thing that appeared in his pure eyes was not surprise, but confusion.

"What's wrong?" Eric was almost amused by the reaction of the little guy in front of him, and waved his big hand in front of Feike, "Didn't you want my answer just now? You cry when you don't hear the answer, and you don't want it when you hear it. You'll get into trouble if you hear the answer. Now I've told you the answer you're most looking forward to... What? Are you unhappy again? "

(End of this chapter)