He's so cute

Chapter 337 Reasons
"No." Shen Xingzhou hugged Song Yi tightly, afraid that she would push him away in the next second and leave him alone: ​​"Part of it is because of this. I'm sorry, Yiyi, I was wrong."

As he spoke, Shen Xingzhou kissed Song Yi's forehead, as if he was trying to restrain himself, and the emotions of remorse and escape were intertwined in his heart.

Song Yi was held in Shen Xingzhou's arms, and pictures after the breakup flashed in her mind, sad, confused, crying...

She didn't know if Shen Xingzhou felt sad after the breakup, but last time he heard Uncle Shen mention it occasionally, maybe he must have.

Song Yi was silent for a long time, Shen Xingzhou held Song Yi and was reluctant to let go.

Song Yi tried his best to restrain his emotions, the expression on his face was indifferent, and he returned to the old look.

"Shen Xingzhou." Song Yi called him softly, she didn't look at him, but her eyes fell elsewhere: "You know, this is a knot, a knot that will take root, maybe you don't care, but I do mind !"

These days, she easily agreed to be with Shen Xingzhou, not because she didn't mind at all, but because she thought that one day, maybe not long before, she would speak up herself, but she waited and waited, but nothing happened. Wait until he brings it up.

However, she couldn't wait any longer, she wanted to know urgently, and she had been thinking about it for three years.

Shen Xingzhou hugged Song Yi, and he put his chin on the top of her head, gently rubbing her soft hair.

"Do you still remember that you went to Yu Ran's birthday party in your junior year?"

His voice trembled slightly, a little choked up.

The only dinner together before the breakup was with Yu Ran and the others, and that time was Yu Ran's birthday.

In fact, she came to find Song Yi at that time. Song Yi and Yu Ran had a pretty good relationship at that time. The senior sister's birthday party was invited to the public, and it was still a Saturday. She had nothing to do, so she just went.

Because Shen Xingzhou was also Yu Ran's classmate at that time, there were not only a few good friends from the department, but also classmates who had a good relationship with Yu Ran at the party, so when Yu Ran invited him to the doctor, he mentioned Shen Xingzhou.

Shen Xingzhou rejected the invitation at that time, and only said that when Song Yi would end, he would call him in advance and he would pick her up.

In fact, Song Yi at that time was still a little sensitive and cautious about this relationship.

When she was in college, she didn't use much makeup, and she didn't have a figure and face to be proud of.

After being with Shen Xingzhou, she was happy at first, but she was a little worried about gain and loss, and always felt that she was in school.With so many girls in the society, she was afraid that Shen Xingzhou would empathize with others.

Therefore, Chi Qian was often used to insinuate Shen Xingzhou's true inner thoughts.

Shen Xingzhou said she didn't want to go, but she didn't force it. She was quite happy because it was another woman's birthday party.

Song Yi is a junior, and Shen Xingzhou is also a senior, and they are gradually learning how to deal with the company's affairs. They don't have so much free time like they used to go to school.

That night, Song Yi and Yu Ran talked and laughed together and entered the box. In fact, Song Yi had a lot of fun at the birthday party, even though the protagonist was not her.

Later, she still remembers, they played a little game, one was the opposite of the truth, and the other was role-playing.

It is inevitable to drink some wine at a party, Song Yi didn't drink too much, but after all, she did have a little wine.

She remembered that she was sitting on the sofa and said in a cheerful and proud tone: "I don't like Shen Xingzhou at all!!!"

Then someone asked: "Then why are you with Shen Xingzhou?"

Without even thinking about it, Song Yi blurted out: "Money!"

At this moment, her voice was already stained with an imperceptible drunkenness.

At that time, Shen Xingzhou, who was looking for Song Yi in the private room, kept bending his fingers to knock on the door. The door was ajar. He clearly heard Song Yi's proud and proud voice from the room, and he was a little drunk.

After Song Yi finished speaking, Shen Xingzhou froze in place, and there was still a voice suddenly realized from the facade of the box: "So it is like this!"

Then, Shen Xingzhou didn't go in, he withdrew his hand, his eyes were as black as ink, he went upstairs to the rooftop, and lit a cigarette. At that time, Shen Xingzhou thought, maybe she was drunk, talking nonsense, because he was thinking too much.

Then, when he went downstairs again, the door of the box at that time was facing the stairs, so coincidentally, it seemed like he came back from the bathroom.

The moment she opened the door, Shen Xingzhou, who was standing at the corner of the stairs, had a panoramic view of the scene inside through Yu Ran's movement of pushing the door. Song Yi was hugging a man, and a sentence or two came from the side The sound of gasping for air.

The moment Yu Ran closed the door after entering, Song Yi suddenly pushed away the senior who hugged her without saying hello.
Senior: "Sorry, it's just role-playing."

Yes, cosplay, play Song Yi's younger brother.

Song Yi opened her mouth, feeling a little annoyed in her heart, she didn't have this paragraph in the first place, and being hugged suddenly made Song Yi feel uncomfortable all over, but because of so many people, she didn't say anything.

After Yu Ran came back from the bathroom, everyone started the next round, karaoke, let yourself go.

Song Yi lost her previous nature, and her stomach suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, so when she noticed Song Yi's abnormality, she immediately put down the microphone in her hand, and asked with concern, "Yiyi, what's wrong with you?"

Song Yi didn't hide it either: "I feel uncomfortable in my stomach, maybe I ate too much cold food."

"Then I'll take you back, anyway, everyone is almost done playing." After speaking, Yu Ran got up and wanted to call them.

Song Yi hurriedly pulled Yu Ran: "It's okay, I'll just call Shen Xingzhou and let him pick me up."

Yu Ran hesitated for a while, looked at Song Yi's resolute appearance and didn't say much: "Okay, then you go back and take some medicine, take a rest, and report that you are safe."

...

After Song Yi walked out of the box, because Shen Xingzhou was still studying to handle company affairs at night, and her stomach didn't hurt that much, she didn't want to trouble Shen Xingzhou, so she sent him a text message.

The general meaning is that if you don't need to pick her up, it's fine for her to go back to school with her senior sister.

After the text message, there was no reply immediately, Song Yi thought that maybe he was busy, so he put away his phone, and walked out of the shop lukewarmly.

When Shen Xingzhou replied to the text message, Song Yi was in a state that was about to fall asleep.

She looked at the word 'um' on the screen, without thinking much, picked up the phone, and typed two words in a daze——

good night.

Then put the phone on silent and tuck it under the pillow to sleep.

...

Song Yi tried hard to recall the scene of that day, and later Shen Xingzhou was lukewarm to him for a period of time, Song Yi concluded that maybe he didn't handle things well at work.

The screen ended here, and Shen Xingzhou's deep voice also fell from above: "I went to find you that day."

"—!"

Suddenly, a shocking thought rushed into Song Yi's mind, and she was a little flustered, approaching fear, sadness, shock, unbelievable, all kinds of emotions were intertwined together, followed by pain, which penetrated into all limbs the pain.

Song Yi's lips trembled slightly, she bit her lower lip to prevent herself from crying.

So, everything is because of the two games I played, which were designed by Yu Ran! ! !

Yu Ran deliberately let Shen Xingzhou see it, and deliberately let her say those ironic words so that Shen Xingzhou could hear them. No wonder the people in the room had such enlightened and complicated expressions after she finished speaking.

No wonder the senior hugged me for no reason, no wonder Yu Ran had a similar aura to me.

Song Yi's chest was filled with an irritable and depressed air.

She hated that she was naive and never vigilant, she hated that she didn't have a good chat with Shen Xingzhou.

She hated even more, hated the people in their department, she treated each other with sincerity, but in exchange for such calculations, she also hated Shen Xingzhou, hated why he didn't question her and just walked away.

Song Yi's mind seemed to be exploding, and all kinds of emotions came flooding in, almost overwhelming her.

Shen Xingzhou seemed to feel the change in her mood, and reached out to bring the water on the table to Song Yi, and Song Yi took the glass of water almost bottomed out, and the slightly cool water seemed to suppress those emotions a little.

Song Yi held the cup, and after a long time, she finally said, "Shen Xingzhou, if those words, the scenes you saw were all games, do you believe it?"

"I believe it." Shen Xingzhou hugged Song Yi tightly, and now he believed in everything, he buried his face on Song Yi's shoulder, his voice trembling slightly; "It's my fault, I don't trust you enough , I did not open my heart, I made you sad."

"..."

After a long time.

Song Yi put the cup on the table, she broke free from Shen Xingzhou's arms, faced him face to face, and looked at him cross-legged.

At this time, she also regained her normal mood. Two years of experience in the workplace, facing reports from various people, and writing manuscripts have actually honed her character.

Song Yi, please let out a sigh of relief. In recent years, because of her father's illness, many reports have been published in various places, and many of them are about life. Gradually, she has become more and more bearish. Time never waits for anyone.

Song Yi held Shen Xingzhou's hand, she raised her eyes and looked at him.No need to ask, she also knew that Shen Xingzhou still loved her, and so did she. Since they both had each other in their hearts, and they were already together now, she had nothing to complain about.

The only thing is that Yu Ran, this matter, no matter what, she will go to her.

"Shen Xingzhou, do you know why I chased you back then?"

Without waiting for Shen Xingzhou to answer, Song Yi spoke on his own, with a smile on his brows and curved eyes: "Actually, I chased you back then because you were good-looking, and it all came down to my aesthetic point."

Saying that, Song Yi held Shen Xingzhou's face in both hands and looked left and right.

"Later, at night, I accidentally saw you feeding a little cat food and whispering to it,
At that time, the moonlight was as elegant as water, and your eyebrows and eyes were gentle. At that moment, it seemed that something broke into my heart.

Later, I dreamed of you several times, your gentle appearance standing under the moonlight.Since then, I have decided that I must chase you. "

As she said that, Song Yi's tone became sharper, she withdrew her hand, and leaned against the head of the bed: "I remember that I chased you for almost three months."

Shen Xingzhou thought of himself at that time. When he chased her, he naturally received his white eyes and cold words. Thinking of this, Shen Xingzhou immediately wanted to kneel on the washboard with two durians on his back.

Song Yi chuckled, and the dull atmosphere just now completely disappeared: "So, Shen Xingzhou, I never asked you, when exactly did you fall in love with me?"

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(End of this chapter)