President, my wife has returned to her mother's house

Chapter 155 I really want to see him tonight

Whether he was asking if he had anything else to say or if he had something else to explain, there was no way of knowing.

Wen Huaxu clenched his fists and wanted to explain but couldn't. The image of him supporting another woman flashed through his mind.

Without seeing her speak, Xi Mo ended the conversation, "Go to sleep."

There were no lights on in the living room, and the dark screen couldn't even reflect his face.

After sitting quietly on the sofa for a while, he took out a lighter from his trouser pocket. There was a click, and flames sprang up. A hole was opened in the darkness. The man's handsome and strong face was illuminated by the beating firelight, but his dark pupils were still as black as ever.

The flame disappeared, and the taste of nicotine was lingering on his lips and tongue. After taking two puffs, he turned his head and looked at the goldfish in the transparent bag on the table.

He arrived before her, waiting for prey without turning on the light.

But the prey turned back before it reached the door.

Exhale the last puff of smoke and put out the cigarette butt.

He stood up, picked up the goldfish, and put it into a glass vessel.

There was a wider space, and two goldfish were swimming freely inside, spitting water from their pouty mouths.

After watching for a long time, the man's gloomy mood calmed down for a moment.

She looked away with a cold face, but even a fish she bought had the effect of calming him down, how could he be so humble?

Repeated pampering is indeed worthless.

In the past, I always felt that it was good to have her by my side and just look at her, but I never expected her to be filled with love in my heart and eyes.

He thought he could bear it.

The truth is, ordinary people always overestimate themselves.

The more love he gives, the more eager he is for the other person's response. He himself knows that the relationship between the two is not equal at the beginning, but he is willing to pay more.

Thinking it was only a matter of time before she would slowly fall in love with him.

He overestimated his patience and overestimated her feelings.

Wen Hua has no love. The most important thing in her heart is family affection and friendship, but she may not know what love is.

Her friends were more important than him.

Those negative emotions hidden in the dark corners, those irritations that had been quietly growing in the quagmire but that he tried his best to suppress, reached their peak tonight.

He loved her for eight years, tried his best to keep her by his side, tried his best to be good to her, and perfectly pretended to be what he thought was a good husband, gentle and considerate, occasionally strong, and tolerant of everything she had...

In fact, he is not as indifferent and generous as he appears. Every time he sees her interacting with other men, he has the idea of ​​trapping her at home, even if he knows it is nothing.

Ting Yue, Zhou Silin, Liu Yixun...and Shen Mu who had been in her life during those years when he was absent.

Thinking of that person, his eyes darkened for a moment.

Everyone knew that he was looking for Wen Hua. Shen Mu knew it but hid it from everyone and occupied her alone for seven years.

Every time I think about him, I feel extremely unhappy.

She went to dinner with Shen Mu, spread rumors about Zhou Silin, and looked cheerful and lively without any scruples in front of Liu Yixun...

Every time negative emotions emerge from the swamp, when he looks into her clear and beautiful eyes and listens to her soft tone, he is naturally reluctant to bring his emotions to her. He doesn't want to hurt her, and he doesn't want her to know the dark side of his heart. Time and time again, I forced myself to suppress the growing dark thorns.

The seeds under the rock can take root and sprout and break through the cracks in the rock. It's just a matter of time.

Before she could soften her heart, he couldn't hold it back anymore.

Overnight, he suddenly figured out that he couldn't suppress and trap those emotions alone every time. Since she brought them, she should bear them together.

That's only fair.

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The bedroom was in darkness. Wen Hua tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. Her mind was confused and she thought about everything in a quick glance.

The unruly boy who called her "little classmate" with raised eyebrows in high school, his dark eyes on the day of the school anniversary reunion, his serious-looking proposal at the Xishan Hotel, the dignified and calm manner in which he peeled shrimps for her at the dinner table. He hesitated to take the photo of the crown, his doting and smiling eyes, his concentration and tenderness when he clasped her waist and kissed her deeply...

Just thinking about it is a scene where this man treats her well, he seems to enjoy it, never asks her, never asks her to return him with equal affection.

The loved one is always confident.

Gradually, she seemed to forget to reciprocate.

She never seemed to ask him what he needed, showed no attentive care and dedication, did not understand his preferences, and pretended to be blind to his outpouring of love. It seemed that this would prove how clear-headed, independent and independent a woman she was. .

Sometimes when I think about it carefully, I feel childish and ridiculous.

In his opinion, she should be too rational and sober, and maybe he thinks she is a scumbag who plays with emotions.

It was only after his attitude changed that she suddenly realized that her self-righteous feelings might not be felt at all from his perspective.

She just...

How embarrassing.

If she wanted to express her love openly, she would subconsciously flicker even when she looked at him, and the more nervous she was, the calmer she appeared on the surface.

A feeling that is self-righteous, awkward, and difficult to express in words.

I wanted to see him and talk to him especially tonight, trying to sense in this way whether he was by her side or belonged to her.

A cold phone call almost crushed her light heart.

She couldn't ignore the slight panic in her heart, feeling that something ungraspable was slowly flowing away, getting further and further away from her...

Where will he spend the night tonight?
Will he come to her tomorrow?

Is he going to try it with another woman?
As she was thinking about it, her breathing became erratic for a moment. She opened her phone and clicked on his WeChat. She scrolled through two pages of chat history, filled with greetings and greetings that he tirelessly reminded her of.

After browsing, almost every page was filled with messages from him, and the number of times she took the initiative to send him messages could only be counted on one's fingers.

Now looking at these chat records that used to be ordinary, there are ripples in my heart.

Pursing her thin lips tightly, she clicked into his circle of friends.

There is only one.

In late autumn, he took a photo of her on Ginkgo Avenue downstairs of the college.

The copy is just one word: [She. 】

After staring at this circle of friends for a long time, the corners of her mouth slowly raised a small arc, and her eyes were a little moist.

Compared with him, she really...

Looking at this circle of friends, she still remembered his gentle and caring eyebrows at that time, and she felt a surge of courage in her depressed heart, wanting to send him a message.

Just when I was about to exit the circle of friends and return to the chat interface, the circle of friends suddenly went blank.

She was stunned for a moment and thought it was a network problem. Looking at the logo, the network was full.

I pulled down and refreshed the page, but it was still blank.

The arc at the corner of his mouth was completely frozen, and his clear eyes couldn't focus.

When Wen Yousui saw the person coming downstairs early in the morning with two dark circles on his face, he didn't say anything and silently poured her milk and peeled eggs.

Wen Hua knew that she had serious dark circles, so she put on concealer before going to eat seafood with Wen Yousui.

"You used to like eating crab roe, why don't you move today?"

"It feels a bit fishy, ​​I'll just eat shrimp."

　Yes, some babies guessed it right and are chasing their husbands to the crematorium.
　　
　
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