Chapter 83 His Mind

Seeing Yuge's unbearable appearance and wanting to sit up and teach Ruan Qingliu a lesson, Mo Luo quickly grabbed Yuge and motioned her to sit down.

Then he looked at Ruan Qingliu for a while and said:
"You are very lucky to be born into a happy family and social environment with no worries about food and clothing. But this world, and the world you talk about, is not only about happiness and food and clothing."

When Ruan Qingliu heard what Mo Luo said, she tilted her head and thought about it, and just wanted to refute:
"But."

It was just that Mara interrupted her without politeness and said seriously:
"Maybe it was like this before, but in the future you will follow Shan Yu's daughter to the frontier fortress, and you will see a different world soon."

Mo Luo glanced at Yuge and saw helplessness in her eyes. Obviously, Yuge felt that no matter what he said to the person in front of him, it was useless, so he didn't want to waste his efforts.

"The frontier is bitterly cold. Although your mother and father are the family of the Minister of the Ministry of War, because the royal relatives have never been to that bitter cold place, they probably won't tell you about the outside world."

Yuge looked at Ruan Qingliu's ignorant appearance and recounted what he had experienced in the border fortress in the past ten years.
"No way, how could such a tragic and ridiculous thing happen!"

After listening to Yuge's description, Ruan Qingliu couldn't believe his ears, and even Du Liufang, who had read poetry and books, couldn't help but be speechless.

"Oh, I have never heard of it or seen it before. The various descriptions in this book are not as good as the true feelings of a person who has experienced it once!"

As he spoke, he wrote several more strokes with the brush he had been recording in his hand before putting it down.

Mo Luo knew that Du Liufang was always interested in these things that he had not understood before, so recording them now would surely be useful in the future.

Ruan Qingliu automatically ignored Du Liufang's statement and continued to look at Yuge and asked:

"Master Jade, are all these things you told me true?"

Yuge was obviously too lazy to talk to a well-dressed young lady like Ruan Qingliu, so he turned around and refused her question.

Mo Luo looked at Ruan Qingliu, who had obviously received a shock, and then spoke instead of Yuge and said:
"Of course it is true. I know that the movement you launched before was to create a world where everyone is equal, but such changes have overturned not only the status between men and women, but also the rights and status of the ruling class; all successes They are all accompanied by sacrifice and bloodshed, and the fruits of all victories are accompanied by the suffering of the people at the bottom. If you don't understand it now, it doesn't matter. You will naturally feel it when you go to the frontier."

Mo Luo's words have already reached this point, it is rare for her to say so much, not because she thinks that Ruan Qingliu has many mistakes, but on the contrary, she thinks that her innocence has a sense of stupid sincerity.

I just don’t know if this sincerity will still maintain its original intention under the torment of the upcoming sufferings in the future.

For the rest of the time, the few people just chatted casually. Ruan Qingliu's thoughts were obviously more focused on the beauty of the present and the expectation for the future. Everyone saw that they couldn't talk about her, so the three of them had to start talking about the magic. Luo left to prepare things and so on.

It is better to hit the sun than to choose the day, and Mo Luo told Yuge the news that Wang Yi was unwilling to leave the capital city, and begged Yuge to help him with a good job in the capital city.

Ruan Qingliu obviously still remembered Wang Yi. Thinking that he had served Nangong Tou before, he asked if Wang Yi should leave with them.

Mo Luo smiled bitterly and refused. Now that Wang Yi didn't want to leave Kyoto City with him, how could he follow the disappointed Nangong Tou to leave for Kuhan's frontier?

On the contrary, Yuge agreed very quickly. Originally, as an official, it is not difficult to arrange a random position in this capital city. When he heard that Mo Luo had a family member who did not want to leave, he simply said:
"Why don't you rent the house there if I buy it for you first, and you will have a place to stay when you come back one day!"

In this place where every inch of land is precious in the capital, Mo Luo never thought that he could have his own house, not to mention that Yuge helped a lot this time, even if Yuge wanted to, Mo Luo couldn't lick his face to ask for it!
She waved her hands and thanked Yuge for her kindness, saying that she had rented it for three years in advance, which was enough for Wang Yi to live there temporarily, but she didn't expect that he would leave suddenly after the incident, but she didn't plan to refund the rent. , Let Wang Yi stay for now. If there are any changes in the future, I would like to ask for your help.

The few of them chatted for a long time. Everyone knew that this time they would be parted far away from each other. Maybe they would never see each other again in this life, so they simply went out to have a meal together at noon and stayed at the wine table until the sunset. After a while, several people wandered back to their respective homes.

Although everyone felt melancholy or uncertain about the future during this exchange, they had to move forward as if they had been fitted with the gears of fate.

When Mara returned home, when he opened the door, he saw a familiar person sitting in front of the stone table. Seeing Mara back, he stepped forward with some surprise and said:
".You're back"

The person in front of him was none other than Ji Chen. Seeing Ji Chen's cautious appearance, Mo Luo paused and said:
"What's the matter, what are you doing here?"

Mo Luo asked lightly, neither angry nor unhappy nor looking forward to being happy.

But it was this plain and unruffled look that made Ji Chen feel uncomfortable.

Doesn't that mean that the wife-lord doesn't actually have her own in her heart from the beginning to the end?
Ji Chen held back his sad mood, not letting his tears fall, looked at Mo Luo and said with a strong smile:
"I heard you were leaving, so I came here to see you."

Seeing Mara and saying nothing, Jichen continued:
"I know you were unhappy because I couldn't solve the previous matter quickly, but after all, he is my brother, I"

Speaking of this, Ji Chen choked up, rubbed his eyes and said:
"It's useless to say this now. I just came to see you today. From now on, the mountains are high and the roads are far away. I may never see my wife again."

Mo Luo sat down and took a sip of tea to let his drunkenness go away, and then he said:
"Jichen, the city of Kyoto is rich and charming. I believe that you will be able to live a better life here than wandering with me."

Hearing what Mo Luo said, Ji Chen clenched his fists, the water-blue sleeves were pinched and deformed in his hands, and then loosened, looking at Mo Luo, he said:

"I understand. Jichen will definitely listen to what you say. I'm going back now. Wife, can you send me back?"

Mo Luo glanced at the outside and it was even more dewy. Besides, there were no chariots and servants at the door of the house today. It must be that Ji Chen came inside during the day and waited until now.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, Ji Chen is also very difficult. After all, Mo Luo is not a person who does not know right from wrong, and she has no way to completely blame Ji Chen for what Ji Liang did.

He has always been that innocent and harmless child, innocent and timid. Everyone likes him, but since the divorce, he often cries when seeing him.

So Mara nodded and said:
"Come on, I'll take you back."

The night market in Kyoto City always has such a noisy atmosphere of fireworks, but the mood of the people walking on the road is already different from the past.

Mo Luo and Ji Chen walked silently on the street, looking at each other. Even the shouts of the surrounding vendors could not close the distance between them.

Mo Luo felt that she and Ji Chen might have something to say because of their identities, but now they have nothing to do with each other.

She is a person of few words, and her husband who shares the same bed with her rarely have anything to say, even her friends who have a good relationship are only a few words, let alone her ex-husband who is now in a stalemate.

Jichen seemed to be very preoccupied today. Seeing that Mo Luo didn't speak, he also walked silently. The aqua blue sleeves were deformed again and again by him in his hands.

After arriving at the Yang family's mansion, Mo Luo stood in front of the side door, ready to watch Ji Chen leave.

But Jichen saw Mo Luo stand still and stopped himself. He seemed not to want to leave. Looking at Mo Luo's cold face, he finally said:
"Is it over here?"

"Um"

Mo Luo nodded in response and didn't say anything more. He just looked at Ji Chen and signaled that he could go back.

"I"

Ji Chen swallowed nervously, and said nervously:
"Can I invite you in for a sit down?"

"It's more exposed. I can't go in and disturb you. You'd better rest as soon as possible."

Mara took a step back, and after finishing speaking, he wanted to turn around and leave, but he didn't want to be grabbed by someone's arm.

Turning around, he saw that the person was none other than the young master of the Yang family.

"Jichen's old friend, since he's already here, why bother leaving in such a hurry!"

He seemed to have a familiar temperament, not afraid of Mo Luo's cold face and cold eyes at all, and continued to speak on his own:
"You are about to leave, are you afraid that we two little men will harm you and a woman!"

As he spoke, he pulled Mo Luo inward involuntarily. Mo Luo raised his eyes and glanced at Ji Chen. Seeing that he made a pleading gesture to him, he put down the hand that wanted to push the young master of the Yang family out.

Being dragged by the young master of the Yang family into the Yang family, and when they came to a side room, the young master of the Yang family said to himself:
"I'm really convinced by you. The person you like wants me to help you chase him. It's the last time. You can figure it out on your own! I can help you get here! Let's talk about it among yourselves!"

After saying that, he pulled Mo Luo into the house and pushed Ji Chen in. He didn't forget to close the door before leaving.

Now there are only Mo Luo and Ji Chen left again, looking at Mo Luo in front of him, Ji Chen took a deep breath and said:

"Can you take me away with you? I don't want to stay here, I just want to be by your side."

Mo Luo shook his head and watched Ji Chen's expression change from an expression of expectation to one of disappointment. Even though he felt sorry for the child, he still had a hard heart and did not intend to repeat anything.

Seeing that Mo Luo was determined not to take him away, Ji Chen simply gave up, just picked up the two wine glasses on the table and filled them up and said:

"Since you are unwilling to take me away, then use this glass of wine to completely sever the relationship between you and me."

As he spoke, he drank the glass of wine with a tilt of his neck, and then showed the empty wine glass in front of Mara.

Seeing Ji Chen's decisive look, Mo Luo lowered his eyes and glanced at the glass of wine, then picked it up and drank it in one gulp.

"Then I will take my leave."

After finishing the drink, Mara followed Ji Chen's example and turned the empty wine glass around so that he could see clearly that he drank all the wine in the glass, then stood up and left.

All of a sudden, he felt dizzy and dizzy, and Mo Luo felt unsteady on his feet, and sighed in his heart—it was so.

Turning around, he saw Ji Chen standing behind him, squatting on the ground helplessly and saying:

"You must have been drugged."

"you know?"

Jichen glanced at Mo Luo differently, was surprised for a moment, reacted and then said:

"If you knew that, why did you drink that glass of wine?"

"You didn't poison me."

Mo Luo only felt dizzy, presumably because he was drugged with sweat medicine or something, and now even the figure looking at Ji Chen was a double image, but he still insisted and said:

"I'm just betting you're not like that."

Mo Luo raised his eyes and glanced at Ji Chen. He felt that the image in front of him was getting blurry. He smiled bitterly and said:
"Now it looks like I lost."

Immediately after fainting, Ji Chen hurriedly stepped forward and took Mo Luo into his arms.

Looking at Mo Luo's unconscious face and the words she said before she fell unconscious, Ji Chen finally couldn't help but shed tears.

"Sorry, I."

Ji Chen didn't say the following words again, guilt and entanglement occupied his heart.

Only after leaving Mara's home did he suddenly realize his feelings.

In the past, he was the youngest in the family, and everyone doted on him. He felt that such a life could last forever.

Even if he left his hometown, he was always optimistic. He knew what his brother Ji Liang was thinking. He didn't like his wife, but he never thought that there would be a day of breaking up.

It has always been a fixed principle in the world to marry and obey your wife, but my brother found a woman who he was willing to give everything to and left the family.

My brother wants to make himself better, but when will he?

When did he suddenly realize that he had fallen in love with Mo Luo?

Why did he discover his heart so late?

Why did you find out after reconciling?
Did he just feel like a child at the time, or did he feel that everyone would never leave him.

Or the more you can't see the person in front of you, the more you feel that you miss her.
Ji Chen stroked Mo Luo's resolute cheek, at this time she had fallen into a deep sleep.

He did not poison her, he just wanted to be closer to her.
If she can have some substantive intimate contact, will she take herself away too?
What Kamara said before he fell into a coma.
After thinking over and over again, Ji Chen dragged Mo Luo to the bed and lay down. After sitting by the bed for a long time, he stretched out his hand to Mo Luo's belt.
(End of this chapter)

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