hunter commando

Chapter 181 Death Note
Li Mu had doubts in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask.

Suddenly, the reading light in the cabin came on.Bu Meiyu took out a few pieces of paper and a few pens from her pocket, handed them to Li Mu beside her, and said, "Pass this on."

Li Mu passed it to Zhao Yiyun beside him and asked: "Instructor, what should you write?"

"A suicide note."

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Li Mu's hand trembled slightly. When the others heard this, their eyes widened, and the hand holding the pen trembled slightly.

No one took action yet.

Bu Meiyu glanced at them and said, "If you are honored, you have to say something to your family. If you don't have anything to say? Write it."

Du Xiaofan lowered his head and started writing. Zhao Yiyun glanced at Li Mu and also started writing. Lin Yu also started to lower his head lower.Shi Lei sniffed and whispered as he wrote, "Write as long as you die. Anyway, I still have a younger brother. My father and mother won't have anyone to see them die, and the incense in our family will never be cut off. Write !”

Among these people, only Du Xiaofan is the only son, and even Li Mu has a younger brother.

Du Xiaofan raised his head and glanced at Shi Lei, but said nothing and kept writing.

Within a few minutes, Du Xiaofan stopped writing and handed the written suicide note to Bu Meiyu.

"So soon?" Bu Meiyu took it, glanced at it, and said, "That's it? You must have thought clearly. If you don't write it now, you may not have the chance in the future."

Du Xiaofan smiled and shook his head, "No need."

Smiling and nodding, Bu Meiyu put Du Xiaofan's suicide note into an envelope and wrote his name.

Immediately, Zhao Yiyun and Lin Yu also finished writing, and an A4 paper was almost full. Bu Meiyu read them all again, said nothing, put them in an envelope, wrote their names and put them away.

Shi Lei was still writing. After a while, he raised his head and asked, "Instructor, can you give me another piece of paper? No, give me two more. Well, two may not be enough. Give me two first." Just write it..."

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"I'm writing a novel! Pick the important one and write it!" Bu Meiyu stretched out her hand.

Shi Lei handed him the suicide note. He read it over and said helplessly, "What a mess you wrote. What revolutionary spirit, patriotism, sacrifice for the country, and ideological experience!"

"I didn't want to write it like this, but I saw you reading our suicide note, so I wrote it like this. If you can read it, I guess the leaders will also read it." Shi Lei said.

Bu Meiyu was stunned, and a look of embarrassment flashed across his face. Fortunately, he wore camouflage on his face. He said, "You haven't written a suicide note. I have to check whether the explanation you should give is clear. Everyone in our super-large team has written one." His suicide note is kept with the company instructor."

"Write another one." Bu Meiyu took out two pieces of paper and handed them to Shi Lei.

Shi Lei started writing again.

At this moment, Bu Meiyu noticed that the A4 paper in Li Mu's hand was still blank, so she asked, "Why don't you write?"

Li Mu turned to look at him and said, "My suicide note is in the company and in my personal package. If I die, you will find it when you clean up my personal belongings."

He was talking about the packages of personal belongings in the company's parcel room. They were all personal belongings brought by the soldiers when they enlisted in the army. They were all collected and sealed, and were unsealed, inspected and taken away on the day they were discharged.

"When did you write it?" Bu Meiyu was very surprised.

Li Mu said, "A few days before joining the army."

The carriage fell silent, and only the slight roar of the engine, tire noise, and wind noise could be heard.

Bu Meiyu collected the suicide note and put it in her pocket. She didn't know how to answer Li Mu's words.Zhao Yiyun and others also looked at Li Mu in surprise. They didn't know that Li Mu had such a thing.

I wrote a suicide note before joining the army.

You can use your imagination to your heart's content and imagine Li Mu sitting at his desk at that time. On the desk were his enlistment notices, and maybe a few of his favorite books. Of course, there might also be a pack of big front doors and a username. An ashtray cut from a mineral water bottle. He holds the letter in his left hand and a pen in his right hand. Perhaps he is meditating against the white wall under the dim light.

I don’t know when I will return from this trip, so I leave only a few words to my parents.

"Dad, Mom, by the time you read this letter, I have already sacrificed my life. Don't be sad. I have no regrets in dying in the army. It was a well-deserved and meaningful death. The only regret is that I don't have the chance to take good care of you, so I can only work hard for my brother." Yes. Do you know, I don’t want to be a soldier, but you said that there is a future in the army. My thoughts are different, and I hope you understand. I was unwilling to join the army at first because I was afraid that I would not have the opportunity to fulfill my filial piety to you. . Since ancient times, loyalty and filial piety cannot have both, and I can only choose one of them. My grandfather is an old revolutionary comrade, and my father also wanted to join the army. It was his lifelong regret that he did not go. I know that my father hoped that I could make a difference in the army. The results come from it. I trained very hard and studied hard, and I lived up to your expectations. But the army is an army after all, and it is a dangerous profession. I joined the field army, which is more dangerous than other armies. This letter is I wrote this the day before I got on the train. I have been mentally prepared for this day. I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that I will not have the opportunity to fulfill my filial piety to you. You have worked hard to train me, but I have no chance to repay you. It is my son's unfilial piety. Dad, Mom, I asked, if I die, the army will give me a lot of pension. I have checked the standards. Anyway, even if I am going to die, I will try to become a martyr. Being a martyr will give me the most money, and I will Strive to make more meritorious service, and the more meritorious service you make, the more money you will receive. In short, you don’t have to worry about life problems. I have become a martyr, and you are martyrs. The country will support you for a lifetime. This is the only thing a son can do. Dad, Mom, everyone is going to die. Yes, don't be sad. I think you are the greatest if you die loyally for your country. Dad, Mom, after I leave, you must take good care of yourselves and buy whatever you want, especially if you don't eat overnight. After arriving in the army, I will set aside most of my monthly allowance and save it to send to my brother for living expenses. You don’t have to worry about it. Although the money is not much, it is better than nothing. Dad, Mom, I will stay here You can burn the books at home for me. You know, I love reading. Let me read them in heaven. Dad, Mom, I’m leaving. You should be good. Your son will be a cow or a horse in his next life to repay his kindness. "

If you really had the opportunity to open Li Mu's suicide note from a red-covered Xinhua dictionary in his personal package, you would find that many of the words on it have been blurred.Li Mu cried and finished writing a letter to his parents, and boarded the train to the army the next day.

"Old Li?" Zhao Yiyun shook Li Mu's shoulders.

Li Mu looked over.

"Are you okay?" Zhao Yiyun asked.

Li Mu came back to his senses, smiled, and shook his head, "It's okay."

After speaking, return the paper and pen to Bu Meiyu.

Bu Meiyu patted Li Mu on the shoulder and said, "Get ready, it should be here soon."

Li Mu didn't know that everyone saw him crying, but he didn't know he had cried.

(End of this chapter)