belated love

Chapter 31 Drunk Confession
He had always been unwilling to answer Su Xinnian's phone calls, because this woman seemed to have nothing interesting in her life. Every time she called, she would either bother him with trivial things, or she would be silly and want to He came home.

It's not that she doesn't know, he doesn't want to talk to her at all, and doesn't want to go back to that so-called "home".

It is said that a place with love is home. Since there is no love in that home and only the helplessness of forcing a couple, why bother to go back?

But she seemed to be very stupid, unable to understand or understand, and repeatedly threw her self-esteem in front of him, as if it was worthless at all.

After hesitating for a moment, he pursed his lips and answered in silence.

When Su Xinnian heard the call, he smiled stupidly.

She was completely drunk, lying on the table holding her mobile phone, squinting her eyes in a daze, and said in a stern voice: "Beicheng Beicheng, I regret it so much. If I weren't so stupid, maybe you would fall in love with me?"

"If I had known that night would be so important, I wouldn't have left without saying anything. I really regret it. I shouldn't have said I won't marry unless you are the one, and I shouldn't have let dad force you to marry me... If I... ...If I could be smarter and approach you more gently...maybe...maybe..."

"I envy Bai Yingying so much. She is so happy. You love her and you work hard for her. Why doesn't she cherish it?"

"You can't even see her badness...Actually, I didn't do anything bad, really..."

Lu Beicheng held the phone and listened to the intermittent and loud words inside, but he remained silent and did not hang up.

If it had been in the past, he would have hung up the phone irritably and thrown the phone aside.

But today, I don't know what happened, maybe it was because the night was too lonely, maybe because his mood was too complicated, he actually wanted to listen to her words.

However, this was also the first time that she felt so sad and regretful.

It’s not about pretending to be happy, it’s not about pretending that there are many interesting things happening every day, it’s not about trying your best to please him, or it’s not about finding something to talk about when you have nothing to say.

Su Xinnian paused for a while, then continued: "Lu Beicheng, you know, I really love you so much, I don't want to leave you, but I am so helpless... Obviously loving someone is not to make him suffer, let alone Imprisonment. Maybe I'm too selfish, I just want you as my own, and I can't learn the saying 'The deepest love is to give him freedom'."

Lu Beicheng's eyes condensed and he looked up at the world outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

The night was hazy and the moon was not visible.

"Lu Beicheng..." Su Xinnian made a "bang" sound, and he didn't know if his face hit the table or if his phone fell.

After a while, her voice came out again.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... why did I love you."

In this sentence, her voice that pretended to be relaxed but could not hide her bitterness finally broke completely.She cried loudly, sobbing, her voice trembling, with a strong cry, as if she was expressing all the grievances in her heart.

Lu Beicheng opened his mouth, wanting to say something.

However, before he could think of a word, the call was suddenly disconnected.

At four o'clock in the morning, Su Xinnian was drunk and crying in a noisy bar.

Such a scene made Lu Beicheng feel an inexplicable panic, followed by irritability.

"This woman is so annoying!"

He took a deep breath, angrily opened the quilt, grabbed a large black trench coat with a stand-up collar, and hurried out the door.

(End of this chapter)