Harmonious home

Chapter 20 A home on the verge of ruin
I carried my daughter home angrily and saw Dabao peeing on the bed and crying. Looking at my son with red eyes from crying, I felt extremely aggrieved.I thought about being unjustly accused and insulted by my father in my parents' family, and now marrying a husband who is not only poor but also a compulsive gambler. I really regretted having a son and a daughter who would suffer the consequences. Thinking of this, while looking for pants for my son to change into, I complained: "It's all your fault." , I really gave birth to you by mistake. If it weren’t for you, how could I have blindly married this bastard, and you are still crying.” After saying that, he couldn’t help but slap his son’s butt twice, and his son cried “Wow!” It got even worse, and the children next to me also started crying. Seeing how young and innocent they were, I knew it was not their fault, everything was my own fault, and my tears couldn't stop flowing down.

My mother-in-law ran to me and asked me fiercely: "Where did you go? The child has been crying for so long and I don't care about it." Why don't you care if you're playing hard?" I picked up my daughter on the bed and yelled at my mother-in-law angrily.My mother-in-law chased me out cursing after hearing what I said.While walking, he muttered and said: "This retribution! (Referring to the six sons) It's really annoying to play cards after two children. I told him to quit the rural Sanmei Zhang. Now it's all right. This daughter-in-law is going to get divorced every now and then. , I think what are you going to do without these two children? Retribution!" As he said that, he shouted, "Six sons and six sons...you this retribution, why don't you play cards if you don't do business? Six sons..." I thought to myself, I have to wait and see I, it turned out that I disliked me and wanted to ask your son to find another one. If this is the case, end this nightmare as soon as possible, so as not to harm others or yourself.But what to do with these two children, they are innocent, if they leave them, they will become orphans, no, no, no, since I was a child, my father did not love my mother or my mother, so let my children repeat the same mistakes as me Such a life?No!This is not what I want to see, what should I do?
Just as I was struggling with where to go, Liu Zi came back carrying rice.He said to me angrily with a black face: "Here, here, the rice you asked for is here. I see you haven't eaten enough and you haven't starved to death." I thought that he had deceived me and said this, and I suddenly became angry. Moderately feverish, I picked up the kitchen knife used to kill pigs and weeds on the ground and gave it to him. I wanted to scare him so that he would give in and stop playing cards, but he thought I was really going to chop him and threw a basket of rice in the house. Inside, another basket of rice bran was still outside and he ran away. I picked up a kitchen knife and chased after him, shouting: "Liuzi... don't run." When my father-in-law came back from outside, he happened to pass by Liuzi who rushed out. He looked at When I chased after him with a knife, I was very surprised and asked: "What are you doing...?" I didn't respond and he chased me straight away. Liuzi disappeared in the blink of an eye, so I had to stop and stand there crying. , I suddenly heard my children crying from home, so I had to turn around and return home.

As night began to fall, I held my daughter and led my son to stand on the top of the mountain and looked out, hoping that the six sons would return home safely, despite the mosquitoes buzzing around, and my son and daughter were bitten by mosquitoes from time to time, I still stood at the original place Standing still, hoping for a miracle.

At night, the crickets chirped in the grass, and the moon climbed up the treetops. My daughter fell asleep on my shoulder, and my son pulled my clothes from time to time. Only then did I come to my senses and take them home to sleep.

Then two or three days passed, and there was still no news from Liu Zi. He never came back. I asked around but couldn't figure out his whereabouts.My mother-in-law was in tears all day long, crying and clamoring for someone to take her away. She also cried and scolded me for having no conscience, so she forced her son away. Now he has neither a living nor a dead body. He wanted to report it to the Public Security Bureau to file a case, but the news reached his uncle. There we go.He worked in the Justice Bureau and came to my door and said, "Xiaolan, your mother-in-law is uneducated, so don't follow the common sense. I scolded her severely for you on the street that day. My son didn't live up to expectations and didn't know how to discipline me, so he followed me blindly." He makes a house full of chaos. The two children are still young. You should take care of them well. When the sixth son comes back, I will teach him a lesson. Ah, don't worry, it will be fine. This kid just went out to cool off. I will come back crying and admit my mistake to you in a few days." I nodded and said, "I was just too impatient and there was something wrong with me, uncle..." My uncle waved my hand to stop talking and said, "Well, I know it's not easy for you two to start a family. Take your time and everything will be fine." After saying that, I watched him turn and leave.

More than ten days have passed, and people around me began to talk about it when they saw me asking for information about Liuzi. Some said that I was cruel enough to force my husband to run away, and some said that Liuzi might have gone out to hide from debts. Some said it was his mother's fault for spoiling him. , such a poor family still gambles, I think his wife will leave within a few days... Wait.Faced with the ridicule of the world and the cold eyes of my mother-in-law, I was busy doing housework with my two children. I often felt physically and mentally exhausted, and my heart was very tormented and painful. Looking at my young and pitiful children, I really wanted to take them away from this miserable life. The world is unspeakable, and I feel that they are too young and too pitiful for me to do anything. After thinking about it, I feel that the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain. Instead of living like this, it is better to abandon the children in the Yang family. I have been there and thought I want a life, but I can't bear to think about the days when I was living under the shelter of others...

(End of this chapter)