see you in spring

Chapter 61
At this time, you rummaged through the full cabinets in the kitchen, but found nothing except a bunch of juicers, wall breakers, blenders, coffee machines, noodle presses, and various soup and stew pots.

He just couldn't figure it out. Many of these things were multi-functional. A wall breaker obviously had the functions of blending and juicing. Why did Han Guyu buy another juicer and blender?And he counted, there was not just one juicer, but several.There are hand-cranked ones, automatic ones, cute cartoon ones, retro ones... Looking at these cabinets filled with all the small appliances that his family has in the world, after traveling around a lot, I finally understand why these years Han Guyu is always the moonlight.

He was hungry, but apart from instant noodles, there was nothing ready to eat at home.He really didn't want to eat instant noodles anymore, but compared to starving to death, he still chose it.

Zhou You opened a package of braised beef and as soon as he poured hot water into it, the smell of fried noodles made him feel nauseous.By the time he put the material package in, he already regretted it.

In order to avoid smelling the smell, he pinched his nose before opening the lid of the instant noodles. Just as he was about to stir the noodles inside, he heard Han Guyu's voice coming through the microphone: "After all this, can you still eat it?"

Zhou You was startled by the amplified voice and turned around to see her looking at him with a microphone.

Because they had agreed that they would each make their own meals after the divorce, he had not had a good meal since signing the agreement. At this moment, when he heard Han Guyu’s sarcastic words again, Zhou You felt that she was looking at him. It was a joke, so he said harshly: "This noodle tastes so good, why can't I eat it?"

Han Guyu said "Oh": "I thought you had eaten enough in the second semester of your sophomore year. I thought I couldn't eat the lean meat porridge in the electric stew pot, so I gave you half of it. I didn't expect that I was wrong. Well, since you like noodles so much, then you can eat them."

After finishing speaking, Han Guyu pushed back the long black wave, twisted his waist and walked away.

Zhou You was stunned for a moment. How did she know that he had eaten instant noodles for a semester in the second semester of his sophomore year?He never told her.

Forget it, this happened more than ten years ago, there is no point in thinking about it now.Right now, my stomach is still growling, so it’s time to deal with my hunger.

Although he had spoken harshly just now, when he saw Han Guyu leaving, he immediately put on the instant noodles and turned around to find the electric stew pot that was simmering the thin porridge.

After finally finding the small cup with porridge among the pile of stew cups and stew pots on the cooking table, Zhou You couldn't wait to pick up the spoon. Unexpectedly, Han Guyu's joking voice amplified through the microphone sounded behind him: "Why? , the instant noodles are no longer fragrant?"

Zhou You didn't expect Han Guyu to secretly look at him. He was a little embarrassed, but he still insisted on saying, "I just want to taste the smell of porridge or instant noodles."

Han Guyu snorted from his nose: "If you want to drink porridge, please tell me something nice!"

"Drink!" Zhou You was also hungry and didn't want to make any more detours.

She rolled her eyes at him: "You, you have this mouth, but you have this mouth." After saying that, she glanced at the small stew pot for one person, paused, and said, "Forget it, what's in the pot You should drink all the porridge."

Zhou You swallowed: "What about you?"

"Let's eat instant noodles. You've soaked them, do you need to pour them again?" Han Guyu sat down angrily, pulled his bowl of braised beef noodles in front of him and smelled it, smelling of preservatives.

She demands perfection in everything she does, and she is even more demanding about food.Since she was a child, her parents rarely let her eat instant noodles, saying that this food is unhealthy.When she grew up, she didn't like this kind of instant noodles. No matter how busy she was at work, she would rather lose an hour of sleep and make two quick dishes at home to take with her instead of eating this kind of instant noodles and fast food.

The reason why we have instant noodles at home is because Zhou You wants to make a bowl of instant noodles to satisfy his hunger when he occasionally gets hungry while playing games at night.But I guess he really doesn't like eating it. It's been almost a year since I bought this box of noodles and I haven't opened it yet.Unexpectedly, after encountering the epidemic and signing a divorce agreement, he had to start eating every day.

Han Guyu took a bite, and the salty and oily taste spread in his mouth.She chewed it slowly in her mouth, imagining how he felt after eating it for a semester.

Zhou You didn't expect that she would actually eat instant noodles. She usually talked about keeping in good health and always defined these instant noodles as "junk food." He didn't expect that she would be willing to give him the porridge and eat the junk food herself.

He hesitated for a few seconds: "Forget it, you can't get used to the taste, otherwise you should just eat porridge."

Han Guyu took another bite of noodles: "I've had enough porridge, and I just want to change the taste. What's wrong? Can't I?"

Seeing that she was determined to eat, she didn't argue about traveling around. She poured out the porridge and drank half the bowl in one go. Only then did she feel that her whole internal organs were ironed.

"It's delicious." Zhou You drank up the porridge in three gulps and wiped his mouth, feeling satisfied.Before, there was something ready to drink every morning, so he was used to it.After eating instant noodles for a few days now, I finally realize that this porridge that took two hours to cook is not simple.

But if you ask him if he is willing to tear up the signed divorce agreement just for the sake of food and drink, the answer is no.

He couldn't say how tired he was of this marriage that had lasted for ten years, but it was true that he had no passion.

Facing Han Guyu every day like clockwork, urging him to work hard in every aspect, he felt tired even if she was not tired.

This problem had actually surfaced when she was in college, but at that time he felt that she had to work hard because her future was uncertain.But he didn't expect that after her career and family were stable, she would still not relax all the time, which he couldn't understand.

She felt that he was standing still and not seeking to make progress. He felt that the most important thing in life was to be happy. After all, life should not be defined in only one form.

The ideas and gap between the two became wider and wider after their marriage, but neither of them was willing to compromise with the other.

It's not that Zhou You has never thought about divorce, but apart from Han Guyu being too motivated and forcing him to make progress together, as a wife, she really has nothing to fault.He can't separate from her because of her progress, right?
After getting married, her Virgo characteristics came into full play. She demanded perfection in everything and asked him to do anything wrong. In the end, he simply did nothing. Anyway, the more he did, the more mistakes he made, and the more he did, the more wrong he was.

This made Han Guyu even more dissatisfied, but Zhou You himself felt aggrieved.Since the root of the problem cannot be solved, he can only escape.

Escape is shameful, but useful.From then on, traveling became a complete Buddha. When I got home, I would play games and go fishing on weekends. Since I didn’t have children, the two of them didn’t have to interact with each other because of their children.Gradually, this home was just a place for him to eat and sleep. Apart from that, he didn't care about anything in this home. This was why he couldn't find anything at home.

Every time he faced Han Guyu's aggressive attitude, he would give in. It wasn't that he really couldn't make the argument, but that he knew that in this family and in this marriage, he was not the only one who was enduring it, Han Guyu was also enduring it. With.He married her into the family and failed to let her live a happy life. He owed it to her.

He thought they would just tolerate each other and get over it in this life, but this sudden epidemic, the infected Liu Quantao, and himself who didn't know whether he had been infected all made Zhou You feel an unprecedented impact.

This impact is multifaceted, ideological, psychological, and life-related.

This incident made him think about it completely, and let go of what he had been struggling with before.Life is short, be kind to yourself.So when he heard Han Guyu talk about divorce, he suddenly became enlightened.

It's not like she has never said such angry words as divorce before, but they both know well that these are just angry words. Even though the love between them is no longer there, they have already become each other's lives after living together for so many years. an integral part of.

But this time it was different. Their lives had undergone tremendous changes because of the epidemic. He didn't want to think about the future anymore. Even if there was a future, it should be a new future.

Therefore, he agreed to the divorce without hesitation.

At this time, Han Guyu finished his last bite of noodles and felt mixed.She thanked him for his devotion to her back then, but after ten years of marriage, she saw the problems between them.She admitted that when she said the divorce was just an angry word, when he agreed to it, she was angry and even angry. After all, she had paid so much for this family, but she just said an angry word, but he didn't even offer a symbolic attempt to stay. nothing.

But later, after getting drunk, she gradually felt relieved. Why did she have to go to his son to be his mother?Besides, they don't have children yet, so Zhou You had a quarrel with his parents because of this matter.

Although the old lady in his family is open-minded, his parents have made it clear to her that their family cannot be the next generation of Youyou.In other words, if she never gives birth to a child, their family will have to find a daughter-in-law.If that's the case, then why does she bother to stay in this family that doesn't accept her?
The epidemic and Liu Quantao's incident also gave her great stimulation. The reason why she started singing again and began to try to experience the traveling life was that she wanted to leave no regrets in her unknown life in the future.

We are all adults. Once we make a decision, we must bear the consequences.

Separated, perhaps to see a wider world.

Seeing Zhou You sincerely praise and thank her for the porridge she made, and wash all the bowls and pots after eating for the first time, she suddenly felt that the divorce was worth it.

At least, the eyes he had closed during marriage finally opened, and he finally saw her dedication. Even if she paid the price of divorce for him to see it, she felt it was worth it.

After eating and drinking, she was determined to relax and no longer busy cleaning up. Instead, she wiped her mouth, stood up contentedly, and continued to sing in the living room.

Looking at her empty noodle bowl, Zhou You suddenly felt guilty. When he was in school, he never let her eat such junk food, but after marrying him, she had to eat these things for him.

He silently found a bag, poured her leftover noodle soup and juice into it, and then put it into the trash can.He told himself that he would have to do all this work by himself in the future, and he had to adapt in advance.

He believes that he can slowly learn these skills of cleaning the house and cooking.He had to slowly adapt to the life without Han Guyu, and he couldn't let himself have the slightest regret.

(End of this chapter)