see you in spring

Chapter 53 Today and the past

Since deciding to divorce Zhou You, Han Guyu has completely let go.

The various events that happened during these days caused her thoughts to change dramatically.

Originally, she was a pessimist who worked hard to make progress.Now, he has become a pessimist who gives up on himself.

Han Guyu believes that she worked extremely hard and disciplined herself in the first half of her life because her parents, who are teachers, have had high hopes for her since she was a child. "Don't wait, the boy's head is gray, Kong is sad. The black hair doesn't know how to study early, and Bai Shoufang regrets studying late." Such words almost ran through her entire growth stage.

In order to make his parents proud, Han Guyu, who was mediocre in talent, reminded himself all the time to make up for his shortcomings with diligence.In order not to become a negative example of "waiting for tomorrow, everything will be wasted", before entering college, she almost never got up after seven o'clock in the morning, and never went to bed after 11 o'clock in the evening.

She was racing against time to seize all the time to learn the knowledge points that others could remember after reading it once, but she might not be able to remember it even after reading it three or four times.

But after entering junior high school, as her age and education advanced, she met more and more talented and hard-working people. When hard work could not make up for her shortcomings, she felt helpless. A sense of destiny.She began to become pessimistic. In order to prevent the things she feared from coming true, she could only keep being strict with herself. She was like a small boat struggling to move forward in the rapids. She was afraid that one day she would no longer be able to row forward. It will be washed back to its original place by the current in front.

But this epidemic has completely shattered her long-standing self-discipline. Liu Quantao was diagnosed with the infection, and Dongqing had a fever. All three of their families were isolated at home. There are still eight or nine days of isolation period, and they watch the news every day. With the number of infected people pushed, Han Guyu's pessimism reached its peak. Since no one knows which will come first tomorrow or the accident, what's the point of such hard work?

Before she got married, she spent all her time on her studies, and after she got married, she spent all her time in this family. For 35 years, she never thought about spending time on herself.

The sudden epidemic made her reflect on whether the days she spent in the first half of her life were what she wanted.

Since it's not what she wants, why doesn't she try another lifestyle?

She has been serving Zhou You for more than ten years, and now she has completely become the hands-off shopkeeper.She no longer looked like an old mother worrying about her son who was lying in bed, getting up early to make breakfast for Zhou You.Instead, I learned how to travel around. Everything comes according to my temper. If I want to play games, I can play as much as I want. If I want to watch American TV series, I can watch them all night long.

I really don’t know if I don’t try it. It’s cool to try it.This kind of life that does not require self-discipline is simply not too carefree. No wonder no matter how much she pushed her, Zhouyou remained unmoved.

Now they live their own lives under the same roof, and each is in charge of his or her own affairs.

Ever since Han Guyu stopped caring about his travels, he had been living day and night upside down, making him feel uncomfortable.On the other hand, when traveling around, without Han Guyu's meticulous care, he had to do everything by himself. He couldn't find anything, couldn't eat anything, and lived in an extremely miserable life every day.

After talking to Jia Lie on the phone in the morning and knowing that Jia Lie's fever was just a false alarm, Han Guyu was completely relieved and fell back into sleep again.After this sleep, I slept until the evening.

Zhou You was making noodles in the living room. He made noodles every day for the past few days, and the smell of braised beef noodles made him sick.But he hadn't eaten at noon today, and he was afraid that if he didn't eat this meal in the evening, his body would be overwhelmed, so he could only bite the bullet and hold his nose to eat.

As soon as he took a bite, he heard Han Guyu's cell phone ringing in his room.

Ever since he kicked the door down, he could clearly hear any movement in her room, including the phone calls between her and her two sisters. He knew everything closely.So even if Han Guyu didn't say anything, he knew that Dongqing still had a high fever, Sun Yan wanted a divorce, and Jia Lie had a fever because he was scaring himself.

At this time, the phone rang. Zhou You didn't have to think about it, and he knew it was from her two best friends.

As expected, Han Guyu picked up the answer in a daze, and suddenly raised his voice in the next sentence, and rolled up from the bed: "What do you think happened to Dongqing?"

Hearing that Gu Yu's tone was wrong, Zhou You's heart skipped a beat and his heart rose to his throat. He put down his chopsticks and listened carefully.

"Great! Let me just say, you live together, you're fine, he's definitely fine." After receiving repeated confirmation from Jia Lie on the other end of the phone, Han Guyu yelled excitedly and danced excitedly on the bed.

After hearing Han Guyu's words, Zhou You, who was sitting outside, breathed a long sigh of relief, and a stone in his heart finally fell to the ground.

"To be on the safe side, Dongqing will continue to be isolated in the small room tonight, and her temperature will be taken tomorrow. If it's normal, our family of three will be able to meet each other." Jia Lie's voice on the other end of the phone became louder.

"It must be fine. Just keep your heart in your stomach and wait for tomorrow." When Han Guyu heard the good news, he had already lost sleep and teased the little Pomeranian in bed.

Jia Lie was excited and nervous at the same time: "Somehow, I haven't seen her during the quarantine these days. I'm quite nervous when I think about finally meeting her tomorrow."

Han Guyu laughed twice: "You are really good at it. You have been married for more than ten years, and you still feel like a little separation is better than a newlywed."

"You and Zhou You don't need to be isolated alone. Of course you don't know this feeling of fear."

Han Guyu sighed: "I want to try this feeling. Think about it, we, who have been married for ten years, are forced to face each other day and night, inseparable. We live in a small house, and the main living space is in the bedroom and The door to the living room and my bedroom was kicked in by him, and it was difficult to close the door to get some peace and quiet. We are now in front of each other almost 24 hours a day, and it’s a real close encounter."

Jia Lie said angrily: "Don't talk nonsense, quarantine is no joke. This year, we all want to be safe and sound. By the way, do you know what Yanzi is doing? Why can't she get through on the phone?"

(End of this chapter)