see you in spring

Chapter 200 Live for yourself [-]

Just when Liu Quantao and everyone were worried and looking for Sun Yan everywhere, Liu Quantao's cell phone rang, and it was Sun Yan.

"Swallow? Where are you?" Liu Quantao's voice was filled with joy and annoyance.

"Dad, this is Lele. Mom has gone home. She was asleep. I took her mobile phone to charge and called you. You should go home quickly." The eldest son said sensibly.

Liu Quantao was stunned for a moment: "Mom, is she okay?"

"She seems to be drunk. Come back quickly."

In two days, this was the second time Sun Yan got drunk.Liu Quantao paused: "I understand, dad will go back now."

After hanging up the phone, Liu Quantao told the group about the news to Jia Lie and Zhou You, who were still looking for someone separately.

Jia Lie originally wanted to follow Liu Quantao back to see Sun Yan, but Dongqing stopped him: "There are some things that the couple should resolve by themselves."

Liu Quantao hurried home and found Sun Yan already asleep on the bed.

The room was filled with the strong smell of alcohol, and listening to her slightly heavy breathing, he wondered how much she had drunk tonight.

Liu Quantao moved his two sons to his mother's original room to sleep, while he poured a cup of warm water and placed a laundry basin next to her bed to prepare for the possibility of vomiting in the middle of the night.

In order to prevent her from choking on his vomit, he simply sat in the room and watched over her.

As he expected, in the middle of the night, Sun Yan suddenly gurgled a few times in her chest and felt like vomiting.Liu Quantao, who was leaning against the dressing table with his eyes closed, suddenly woke up. He quickly went over to help her up and brought the basin on the ground to her.

Sun Yan only retched a few times but did not spit anything out.

Liu Quantao could only let her lie down on the bed first. Just as he turned around to get her some water, Sun Yan, who was lying on her side, spat out a stream of paste from her mouth with a "vomit" sound.Everything on the bed and floor was stained, except for the basin used to hold vomit.

The room with the closed window was instantly filled with a sour smell. He endured the stench and went out to get a rag, trying to wipe the bed and floor clean.Unexpectedly, when he came back, he found that Sun Yan had turned around, her whole body was pressed on the filth that she had just vomited on the bed, and she vomited a new puddle.

Liu Quantao spent a whole night mopping the floor in the room, changing the sheets on the bed, and washing Sun Yan's dirty clothes.There were fish belly whites outside the window, and he was so tired that he sat down in front of the dressing table, remembering that every time he came back drunk, he would vomit everywhere.But the next morning, everything was back to normal.It turned out that every night at that time, she was just like him now, too tired to sleep all night.

When Sun Yan woke up the next day, the smell in the room had almost dissipated.

Her mouth was dry and she drank the water on the bedside table.He heard the voices of his two sons talking to Liu Quantao outside the door.

The sun shines in through the curtains, spreading warmth throughout the room.She remembered how she almost jumped into the water yesterday, and shivered unconsciously.

While she was still reeling from the fear of yesterday's crazy behavior, Jia Lie made a video call.Also connected at the same time was Gu Yu, who was still in the hospital.

"Swallow, were you okay last night?" Jia Lie asked.

Gu Yu was also anxious: "Where did you go last night, Swallow? We are so worried."

Hearing the voices of Jia Lie and Gu Yu, Sun Yan suddenly felt a sore nose: "I'm sorry for making you worry."

"You...don't cry. If you have anything, just tell us." Jia Lie panicked.

"That's right. What happened to you last night?"

Seeing the worried faces of the two girlfriends, Sun Yan gradually calmed down and told her what happened yesterday.

Jia Lie and Gu Yu's hair stood up when they heard this.

"Yanzi, are you stupid? If you lose your job, you can find it again. Safety is the most important thing. I finally got out of the hospital, but you want to do such a stupid thing?" Gu Yu was so angry that his voice choked up.

Sun Yan wiped away tears: "I don't know what happened to me at that time. I felt that at that moment, all the dominoes were falling, and I couldn't resist it. If my mother hadn't saved me, I would have I will never see my two sons again, nor will I hear your voices. I am still terrified."

Jia Lie also had red eyes: "How did you come back later?"

"I went to our university, and that was really the best time I had in Jincheng. I sat under the teaching building for a while, and when I left, I passed the barbecue restaurant next to the school. The person who said I couldn't do it before The boss was still there and insisted on guarding the store. There was no one in the store, so I walked in. I drank a lot of wine and kept complaining to the boss. In the end, he sent me back."

"You idiot, why didn't you call me then?" Jia Lie choked up imagining her desperate and helpless mood.

"I was on the phone with my parents and my phone was out of battery. Don't cry, I'm fine now." Sun Yan took a deep breath while looking at Jia Lie and Gu Yu who were wiping away tears in the video. , afraid that if I couldn't bear it any longer, I would cry again.

"Yanzi, listen carefully. If you dare to do such stupid things in the future, I will break up our relationship with you." Gu Yu said fiercely while crying.

"I can't, I don't dare anymore. Don't worry." While crying, Sun Yan comforted her and said, "I'll pick you up from the hospital in a while. Don't cry. The snot and bubbles are all on your face."

"It's all your fault!" Gu Yu wiped it carelessly with paper, but the snot bubbles dodged left and right, trying not to let her wipe it off.

Sun Yan and Jia Lie were finally amused by her pistachio.

"I decided to divorce Liu Quantao." After the three people's emotions stabilized, Sun Yan spoke out her decision.

Sun Yan can be considered a person who has "died" once.She thought very clearly that the essence of marriage is half love and half money.

During her ten-year marriage to Liu Quantao, her love had been exhausted and her money was gone.The identity of his wife always reminds her of the wrong choices she has made one after another in the past ten years.She was used to putting herself too low in this marriage. She took good care of her family, served her husband and children, but forgot about herself.Even if you are hurt, you will choose someone to bear it silently.But she clearly thinks about her family, but she is more likely to be let down by her family.

She had endured it for so long, and she didn't want to be able to endure it anymore.She is also the treasure in the palm of her parents' hands. This time, she chooses to follow her own wishes and love herself first.

Jia Lie and Gu Yu were both a little surprised.After all, what Sun Yan has been pursuing before is to give her children a complete home.In such a difficult situation before, she put in so much effort and endured so many grievances to preserve this family.Now Liu Quantao's mother and brother have left their home, and Liu Quantao seems to have slowly come out of the trough, as if he wants to live a good life with her.Unexpectedly, Sun Yan decided to get divorced at this time.No matter how you look at it, Sun Yan is still angry and can't think about it.

"Yanzi, actually delivering food is not a very good job. Liu Quantao didn't take good care of the children, which caused you to lose your job. You should be scolded. But we can find another job, so don't take advantage of it. Being defeated by pain is not the way to go. Nothing to be ashamed of. We are all ordinary people and have no ability to save the world. Being able to accept all changes without getting into trouble or giving up on life is already remarkable," Jia Lie enlightened.

At this time, Sun Yan's mentality has calmed down: "I am not acting out of loyalty. I made the decision after careful consideration. Yesterday, after I woke up, I was riding an electric bicycle aimlessly. In the end, I didn't know why. Yes, we walked to the gate of our school. We were so good back then, but why did I end up like this? Do you know, my parents called me at that time, and I heard their old voices , I suddenly realized that I had not only ruined my own ten years, but also ruined my parents' originally happy and worry-free old age. I burst into tears at the time, thinking about my half-dead marriage, I was really full of boredom and wanted to escape completely. I am sad, confused and trapped, but I don’t want to give in. I know that after the family makes an exception, the ownership of the children and the division of property are all nerve-wracking things. But now I need a complete and happy freedom, and I don’t want to do it again. Being the sensible me, I just want to be myself. No matter what the cost, I want to end these days."

(End of this chapter)