see you in spring

Chapter 191 Dawn of Happiness II

Since the Internet violence caused Liu Quantao to completely lose his job, he has fallen into serious self-doubt.

He wanted to leave the house, but Sun Yan went out to deliver food during the day and asked him to take good care of the children at home.

I see that my wife, who has been at home for six years, now has to go out and do such physical work in order to make a living.He is a grown man, but he can only stay at home like a waste every day.

This feeling made Liu Quantao, who was used to being the mainstay, feel ashamed to see others, but he had to continue living such a life.Because Sun Yan said that if he still had a little sense of responsibility for this family, he would take care of his two sons when she was away.

As a father, seeing two such young children, he couldn't just leave at this time.

The children were playing in the living room, so he opened the door without saying a word, just watching them quietly.Go to heat up the food that Sun Yan prepared in the morning at meal time, and then give it to them.

The children tried to talk to him, and he had a lot to say to them.He wanted to tell them that when he left, they should listen to their mother.If you are bullied at school in the future, remember to fight back.As little men, they want to protect their mother...

But facing the innocent looks of the children, all these words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say a word.

Because every sentence shows that he is evading his responsibilities as a father and husband.

It was his responsibility to protect his wife, but he had to pass it on to his two underage children.It was his responsibility to protect his children, but he wanted them to protect themselves.The frustration of not being able to bring anything of value to the family struck him again.The more he tried to escape, the stronger this feeling of despair became.

His heart was in turmoil, but no words came out of his mouth.The children thought he was unwilling to talk and stopped talking to him after a while.

Liu Quantao is like a humanoid machine. He eats very little. He only eats one meal a day and sometimes drinks only a little water.

He didn't know how long he would live like a zombie.Ever since he found out that his information was posted online, he couldn't sleep all night long.When I was tired from lying down, I got up and wrote a letter.

Written to Sun Yan and also to his two sons.Write the words he can't say directly in the letters, and wait for the day he leaves, then quietly put these letters under their pillows.

The reason why he wrote these letters was that Liu Quantao felt that Sun Yan would not be able to work for a long time.Although Sun Yan is full of confidence in this job, the delivery staff is exposed to wind and sun, and even men can't stand it. It is precisely because of this that a large number of people are recruited, and the review is loose.She, a woman who has stayed at home for so many years, suddenly goes out to run orders like a man, she must not be able to bear it.

After all, she is still more suitable to work in an office with heating and air conditioning.And if she wants to get a job like that, he is her stumbling block.

Therefore, he is always ready to leave.

At this time, Sun Yan, who was running orders outside, was delivering food for the first time.

It is already the end of March, the temperature is freezing in the morning and evening, and the heating will be gone in two days.The weather outside looks good today, but I still feel the wind hitting my face while riding the tram.Sun Yan thought that she would be fine just by wearing a windproof jacket, but she didn't expect that the coldest parts were the backs of her hands and knees, which were the most exposed areas.

She was thinking of buying a pair of leather knee pads and leather gloves on Taobao when she went back at night, and she received the first order distributed by the platform.Sun Yan was excited and full of curiosity. She carefully rode the electric bike borrowed from Jia Lie Na to the destination KFC store.

This customer ordered KFC's breakfast beef porridge and burgers. Usually there are many people eating in this store, but now there are no people in the store. Most of them are delivery riders waiting for orders.She had just arrived, and followed their example, leaning on the side, waiting for the front desk to call out the order number.

After finally getting the takeaway she wanted to deliver, she hurried out of the store, got on her electric bike, and headed straight to the customer's house.

With a lot of twists and turns, she rode into a small alley. Although she had been in Jincheng for more than ten years, there were still many places she had not been to.And this old neighborhood, with its many people, was a place she rarely visited.

When we arrived, it was a staff dormitory community, prefabricated houses built in the 90s, without even an elevator.She glanced at the address: 5, Building 702.Good guy, it's the top.

After moving into the home she lived in, she had not climbed the stairs for seven or eight years.At this time, she carried a bag containing a bowl of beef porridge and a hamburger and walked upstairs.When I reached the third floor, I already felt soreness in my thigh muscles.

After finally reaching the top floor, I stood at the door of 702 and knocked politely and softly.

"Here, wait a minute." A man's voice came from the house, followed by a trot. The door opened, and a shirtless man wearing only a pair of boxer briefs stood in the house.

The man was obviously stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect that the delivery person was actually a woman.

Sun Yan was wearing a mask and helmet, but she still turned her face away unconsciously.The man was also a little embarrassed. He took the takeout bag from her hand and muttered: "Why is it a woman?"

Sun Yan swallowed nervously, said hesitantly: "I wish you a pleasant meal," then turned around and quickly went downstairs.

It wasn't until the tram drove to a section with few people that Sun Yan took off his helmet and mask, and took a good breath, his face was as stuffy as a red persimmon.

With the experience of the first order, she became more and more proficient in delivering the following orders.Some customers will say "thank you" to her when they receive something.Some customers took away the trash at the door when they asked her to leave.These various people made her feel fresh after not having contact with outsiders for a long time.Although delivering food is hard work, she is still happy to see that she can make money with her hands and feet.

On the first day of work, I planned to go home at six o'clock to cook for my children.But six o'clock is the prime time for dinner delivery.In order to make more money, Sun Yan gritted her teeth and took the last order.

She rushed to the braised chicken rice restaurant, picked up a portion of chicken rice, and hurried to the customer's house.

When I arrived at the gate of a community, the security guard refused to let me in, saying it was for epidemic control.She can only call clients.

Unexpectedly, the customer didn't answer the call.Sun Yan had never encountered this kind of situation, so she could only report it to the system, marking the customer as unable to be contacted, and then planned to send the items back to the store.

Unexpectedly, halfway through the ride, the customer called her and asked her to deliver it to him immediately.Sun Yan had no choice but to deliver the lunch box to the gate of the community, and then called the customer to come down and pick it up.

The customer was not happy when he heard this: "Why do you have so many things? Everyone can do it, but you can't? Do you think you want to be special because you are a woman? If you find it tiring, don't do this job! You If you don’t deliver it to me today, I will file a complaint against you!”

It was the first time that Sun Yan encountered such an unreasonable customer. She had no experience and could only patiently explain: "It's not that I don't want to send it, it's that your security guards don't let me in."

"Why don't you go in if he doesn't let you in? Does he give you money or do I give you money? I give you money and you listen to him? Do you have any brains?"

Faced with the other party's unreasonableness and nonsense.In order not to be complained on the first day, Sun Yan had no choice but to go to the security guard.

The security guard looked businesslike: "Who is responsible if something goes wrong? No!"

Sun Yan could only call him again, but the other party still insisted on her delivering it.Seeing that she had been here for half an hour, the security guard couldn't stand it anymore. It was already dark, and she was being made such a difficult time for a woman. The security guard finally said that he would help her get there.

Sun Yan sent a message to the customer and said that the security guard would deliver it to him.She thought the matter was finally over, but a few minutes later, the customer sent her a message: "The food that was delivered is cold, and even the takeout cannot be delivered well. What else can you do? Negative review!"

Sun Yan stared at this message blankly, like an ice bucket falling on her head.The confidence she had finally built up again was so easily destroyed by a stranger.

Yes, now she can't even do takeout, so what else can she do?
The temperature dropped sharply at night, and she felt that the chill in the air was not as cold as this message.

But a middle-aged woman who has a family to support is not qualified to be sad for too long.After driving all the way back, she had healed her injuries on her own.After stopping the car, she took a few deep breaths and told herself: Only she can define herself, and she, Sun Yan, will definitely be able to stand up again.

At nine o'clock in the evening, she finally opened the door of her house, dragging her legs filled with lead, exhausted both physically and mentally.

(End of this chapter)