see you in spring

Chapter 182 The difficult spring [-]

After Liu Quantao was dragged off, the middle-aged man cried loudly in front of the whole family. Only those who have experienced that kind of suppressed crying will know how painful it is.

He didn't fall asleep until he ran out of energy from crying.

Liu Quanhai and his mother were afraid that Liu Quantao would wake up and do something stupid again, so they sat next to the sofa, guarding Liu Quantao, and looked at this crumbling pillar in silence.

Sun Yan returned to the room with a haggard look on her face. What happened just now made her hands and feet tremble.She couldn't imagine how she and her child would face this if Liu Quantao really jumped.

At this time, she was filled with grief and anger.What makes Liu Quantao angry is that he only cares about escaping, regardless of the psychological shadow that may be left on his sons.Sadly, she couldn't empathize with him. She didn't know how much pressure Liu Quantao was under to make such a choice.

At this time, she was filled with a deep sense of defeat. As a wife, she could not understand her husband's pain.As a mother, she could not provide for her children.

Perhaps it was a mistake for her to come back to be a stay-at-home mother.If she hadn't resigned, she would at least be able to ensure that her children had enough food and clothing, and Liu Quantao wouldn't have decided to end it because she felt he couldn't support them.

Looking back on their marriage, she always positioned herself as a giver and a sacrificer.Resentment arises when her efforts and sacrifices are not rewarded or even ignored.

She has been holding back all these years.In other words, it is passive forbearance.Because she is not financially independent, she can only think about everyone but herself.Whenever she argued with the vendors at the vegetable market over a few cents, she felt that her spiritual world had been barren, leaving only a walking corpse.

From the moment she heard Liu Quantao calling his boss, she actually knew in her heart that Liu Quantao might not have cheated on her.But at that moment, it really didn't matter to her whether he cheated or not.

She had had enough of this kind of life.

She wanted to leave this bottomless quagmire, and she wanted to get back all the years she had missed while she still had the strength to fight.

The old woman, whose voice had become hoarse from crying, suddenly walked into Sun Yan's room.At this time, she no longer had the same air as when she used to scold Sun Yan.

She tremblingly handed the bank card to Sun Yan's hand, wiping her tears and said: "Yanzi, I have been sorry for you all these years. You have gone to college and are knowledgeable. Don't care about an old rural woman like me."

It was this sentence again, as if she, Sun Yan, deserved to be patient because she had read a little.

She put the card on the dresser, glanced at her two sons who were already asleep on the bed from crying, and tried to keep her voice low: "We will be strangers soon. I don't have the time or energy to argue with you."

Even though she was angry, the education she received since childhood still kept Sun Yan calm.

"You...you still want to divorce Quan Tao? Quan Tao is already like this. I beg you not to divorce him. If you really leave now, he will be finished."

"If I don't leave, I'll be doomed." Sun Yan stood up and covered her youngest son with a quilt, who turned over in shock at the old woman's voice.

The old woman suddenly made a "plop" and knelt down again: "Swallow, I know you don't want me and Quan Hai to live here. We will go back to our hometown by car tomorrow. I just ask you not to leave Quan Tao. If you take the child away , This is forcing him to a dead end."

The old woman's voice and posture completely woke up the two children, and Liu Quanhai was standing at the door of the room at some point.

"Sister-in-law, I will buy the bus ticket today, and my mother and I will leave tomorrow. My brother relies on you and the child for support now. If you leave, he really won't be able to survive."

"Mom, I don't want dad to die." The younger son started crying again.

The eldest son hugged the younger son and kept wiping his tears.

Everyone was looking at Sun Yan. Sun Yan raised her head, took a deep breath, and tried her best not to let the tears stay in her eyes.

At this moment, everyone is forcing her.Why is she always the one who compromises in the end?
Facing the longing eyes of her two sons, she could no longer hold on to her own ideas.Thinking that her two sons would grow up in a family without a father, and that they might lose their father's love, she finally hesitated.

Recalling that her and Liu Quantao's marriage has come to this point, it is actually not a problem with one of them.If she had set the rules from the beginning and used a tough stance to make Liu Quantao understand her bottom line, then their family would not have reached this point.

If her mother-in-law and brother-in-law could really keep their word and stop disturbing their lives, then she would be willing to give Liu Quantao another chance for the sake of her children.

When going to bed at night, Sun Yan felt very distressed when she saw the sensible Lele memorizing chess scores while coaxing her younger brother to sleep.Several times she almost said the words that came to her lips, but in the end, she swallowed them.

She knew it was cruel to tell her son that he could not compete until the last moment, but she did not want to see the disappointed look in her son's eyes, and she did not want to give up until the last moment.As long as there is a chance, she will fight for her son.

When she was young, the night she cried the most must have made her grow the most.But for Sun Yan now, it's just the opposite.The night she couldn't hold back her tears made her realize the impermanence of life.

She was depressed and sad. She picked up the phone several times and wanted to talk to Jia Lie and Gu Yu.But finally let it go.Because if you say some depressing words, you will collapse, but if you hold it in, you can turn it into ambition to survive this day.

Early the next morning, Sun Yan opened the door and came out. Her mother-in-law and brother-in-law had already packed their things, and there was breakfast just prepared by her mother-in-law on the table.

The whole family is waiting for Sun Yan.Liu Quantao lowered his head, like an eggplant beaten by frost.

"Swallow, come here for breakfast." This was the first time in so many years that her mother-in-law made breakfast for her.

"Sister-in-law, mom and I are leaving today. You and my brother will live a good life. I'll call you when we get to your place." Liu Quanhai pulled out a chair for Sun Yan.

Sun Yan sat down at the table and looked at their luggage.She knew that Liu Quantao felt uncomfortable, but if he wanted to keep this small family, Liu Quantao must learn to keep a distance from his original family.

"What time does the car arrive? I'll take you there." She said.

Liu Quanhai quickly waved his hand: "No, we can just take the bus to the station. We still have children at home to take care of, and we don't worry about my brother being alone at home."

Liu Quantao turned around, went to the toilet to wash his face, and hid his tears in the water droplets all over his face: "My hometown... has nothing left, so how do you live when you go back?" Liu Quantao turned his back on his back, his eyes were red.

He wanted to keep Sun Yan and his son.I also don't want to watch my own mother and brother go back and suffer.

"You don't have to worry about this. I called your cousin last night and they have already cleaned the old house in advance. They have all the daily necessities." The old woman was afraid that her son would leave them here again, and Sun Yan would To change her mind, she quickly gave her youngest son a wink and told him to leave quickly.

Liu Quanhai didn't waste any more time, ate an egg in a hurry, stood up and went to pick up his luggage.

"Quanhai!" Liu Quantao couldn't hold himself any longer, turned around, and burst into tears. "I'm sorry for you."

The old woman also started crying. Liu Quanhai sniffed and went over to hug Liu Quantao. , this time, he did not wear a mask.

"Brother, what are you talking about? You have already helped me a lot. At my age, it is time for me to be self-reliant." Liu Quanhai patted Liu Quantao on the shoulder: "I will take good care of mom, don't worry. You should also take good care of yourself. , take good care of your sister-in-law and children."

Lele and Tiantian walked out at some point. Looking at grandma and uncle carrying their luggage, Tiantian asked strangely: "Grandma, are you going on a trip?"

The old woman wiped away tears and came over to hug her two grandchildren: "Grandma and uncle have returned to their hometown. You must listen to your parents at home."

"Why do you want to go back to your hometown? Don't you live here?" the younger son asked, tilting his head.

"I can't live here anymore. This is the home of you and your parents. Grandma and uncle also have their own homes. We are going back to our own homes."

After saying that, the old woman looked at the scab on her eldest grandson's eyebrow and said guiltily: "Lele, grandma, I'm sorry for you."

"It doesn't hurt anymore, grandma." Lele helped her wipe away her tears sensibly.

The old woman was ashamed, covered her face, stood up, opened the door and walked out.Liu Quanhai took his luggage and turned around to wave to everyone: "I'll come see you when I get my results."

After the door closed, the two children ran to the window and watched the old woman and Liu Quanhai walk out of the community.

Liu Quantao took the bedding on the sofa and silently walked into the room where Liu Quanhai lived.Sun Yan looked at his lonely back and the two suddenly vacant rooms, feeling a little confused.

Although the previous conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are temporarily gone, the family is still full of difficulties.

Even though Liu Quantao is no longer a patient, the accusations and discrimination from real life and online still keep him coldly trapped in place.She didn't know if or when he could come out.

She only knew that if she wanted her two sons to have a complete and healthy home, she had to help Liu Quantao come out.

(End of this chapter)