see you in spring

Chapter 150 No one can live without anyone [-]

At this time the eldest son was already awake, he clenched his fists and looked at Sun Yan who was sobbing behind the door.Suddenly jumping off the bed with an angry face, without shoes on, he ran to Sun Yan's side and took her hand.

"Mom, is dad bullying you? Why does he bully others as soon as he comes back? I hate dad, and I want to go out and beat him."

Sun Yan didn't expect her son to say that.

She was startled and quickly wiped away the tears on her face: "Lele, this is a problem between dad and mom. Mom can solve it by herself. Besides, mom told you that hitting someone can't solve the problem. Besides, that person is your father, no matter what, you cannot beat your own parents, do you understand?"

"But he bullied you." Lele pouted.

Sun Yan tried her best to sound normal: "Dad didn't bully mom. Did mom tell you before that she won't let anyone bully her again?"

Lele nodded.

She rubbed her son's head sadly: "Don't worry, no one can bully mom. Go to bed quickly and don't catch a cold."

Lele was still worried, so Sun Yan took his hand and walked towards the bed together.

When her son went to bed, she gently covered him with the quilt: "Be gentle, don't wake up my brother."

"Mom, if you divorce Dad, I will go with you." The silent eldest son suddenly said.

Sun Yan was taken aback for a moment. She looked at her son's determined eyes, her nose sore, and her tears almost fell again.

It turns out he knows everything.The more he knew, the more Sun Yan felt distressed.

She didn't want to hurt the child, but from the very beginning when she misjudged and chose the wrong person, the harm was already doomed.

Sun Yan blinked desperately to hold it back, and said to her son: "Okay. Go to sleep quickly."

"Mom, don't go out, they are outside." The son was still worried.

"If mom doesn't go out, I'll stay here to guard you." Sun Yan gently patted the child's quilt and told him not to worry.

After her son fell asleep, Sun Yan slowly walked to the dressing table and looked at her haggard face in the mirror. She took a deep breath. Now that she had shown her cards, she had to keep going no matter what the road ahead was.

She combed her messy hair, turned on the lamp, picked up the book and continued to study.

The more difficult times are like this, the more you have to work hard.Otherwise, how could she have the confidence to leave?
The results of the interview will come out tomorrow. If she is accepted, it will be a new beginning for her.

If there is no face... Sun Yan shuddered involuntarily.

Because she couldn't control her emotions, she was a little passive now, but she didn't regret it. She had endured it in this family for ten years, and she didn't want to endure it anymore.The world is big and there is always a place where she, Sun Yan, can live. If things don't work out, she can just find a physical job first. In short, she has hands and feet. As long as she is willing to work, she will never starve to death.

Thinking of this, she straightened her back again, held the book and continued reading.

Liu Quantao, who was lying on the sofa at this time, couldn't sleep at all.

When he was in the hospital, he had insomnia all night. When he woke up every day, he paid attention to the notification of death cases, fearing that he would be the next name.

He lived under such tension and high pressure every day. He lost his sense of taste and everything he ate had no taste.There are also obstacles to sleeping, and I can't sleep soundly, for fear that I will never wake up again.

He looked forward to being discharged from the hospital all the time, away from the fearful and difficult days.

The moment he walked out of the hospital, he thought the worst days of his life were finally over.When I got home now, I realized that things were far from that simple.

The doctor said that the sense of taste and sleep will slowly adjust back, and the time varies from person to person, some in one or two months, and some in half a year.But compared to these, Liu Quantao was more worried about Sun Yan's departure.

He was used to Sun Yan helping him take care of everything at home. As long as she was there, he wouldn't have to worry about his family even if he didn't go home for a year.Now that the Dinghai Shenzhen was about to leave, he couldn't imagine what this family would be like without Sun Yan taking care of it.

Liu Quantao looked at the light coming from under Sun Yan's door, and his eyebrows twisted into the word "Chuan" in worry.

He knew that Sun Yan would definitely come out tomorrow, so he must find a chance to explain to her.But tonight's long night, how will he survive?
When he was having a hard time, he just wanted to smoke a cigarette to calm down.

The doctor told him that he should smoke and drink less and exercise more to improve his body's immunity.He finally got over it. When he was in the hospital, he had already decided to quit smoking and drinking. He had actually quit for almost two months. Was he really going to break the habit now?

Liu Quantao was not a person with particularly strong self-control. He rubbed his face vigorously with his hands several times. At this time, it was too difficult to endure without smoking or drinking. The feeling was like ten thousand ants crawling on his heart, liver, and lungs, which made him feel uncomfortable. It feels unbearable.It was okay when he was in the hospital. No one smoked and no one was allowed to smoke. But now that he is home and without external pressure, he can no longer hold back.

There was no cigarette at all at home. He looked at the time and felt that the grocery store in the community downstairs should still be open.

He put on his clothes and as soon as he opened the door, he saw the neighbor couple opposite who had just come out of the elevator.

These two neighbors had a good relationship with their family. When they first moved here, they often gave him and Sun Yan some biscuits baked at home.

"Long time no see." Liu Quantao greeted him proactively.

The two of them were obviously taken aback by Liu Quantao.The next second, they ran to the door of their house at a sprint speed of [-] meters. The man put the mask he took off back on and pointed at Liu Quantao: "You... just stand there and don't come over!"

The woman quickly took out the key from her bag and tried to open the door.Because I was so anxious, I almost dropped the bag of fruit in my hand to the ground.

Liu Quantao looked at their posture as if they were facing a formidable enemy. He wanted to tell them that he had recovered, that he had produced antibodies in his body and would no longer infect others.

But the other party didn't want to listen to him at all, and even if he did, they wouldn't believe him.They only believe what they think is right and wish he could disappear as soon as possible.

Seeing that the other person was avoiding him like a plague, Liu Quantao retreated into the house as if he was running away.

After closing the door, he clearly heard the couple saying in a jealous tone at the door: "It's the one who got the disease, why did you let him back? What if he infects others?"

The other party closed the door with force, causing the corridor to reverberate.

Liu Quantao leaned behind the door and felt a pair of invisible hands pinching him so hard that he couldn't breathe.

He finally came back from the gate of hell, and for the rest of his life, he thought he could finally live a peaceful life again.But now his family is wary of him, his neighbors hate him, and he has completely become a superfluous person.

Then why did he fight to survive those difficult days and return home alive?
He stood at the door for several minutes until he saw his son's toys on the coffee table.

Even though his mother and brother don't want to see him, his wife complains about him, and the neighbors hate him, his two sons truly love him, welcome him, and miss him.

As long as his son needs him, he will work hard to live.

He slowly walked back to the sofa and sat down, picked up his son's car, and decided not to smoke anymore.

His family's lungs have always been bad, and he has often coughed over the years. Sun Yan has always asked him to quit smoking, but he always refused to quit because of going out to socialize, and turned a deaf ear to her advice.

Now for the sake of his two sons, he can no longer waste his body like this. After all, the children are still young, so he wants to be their solid backer.

He went to get a glass of water and drank it in one gulp. The craving for cigarettes that had made him itchy just now finally subsided.

Now that he has decided to start over and make up for what he owed his wife and children, he must start with practical actions now, starting with quitting smoking.He wanted them to see his determination.

He took off his coat, endured his craving for cigarettes, and lay on the sofa just to endure it.

One night, he woke up in a daze and fell asleep.His sleep was already poor. For some reason, he was skipping rope in the living room late at night. The sound of the plastic rope hitting the floor tiles made him unable to sleep at all.

He glanced at the time, it was already 11:30 in the evening.

It didn't matter that he couldn't sleep, but everyone in the family was asleep. If the sound was so loud, it wouldn't be okay if it woke them up again.

Liu Quantao took out his mobile phone and searched through the community owner group, hoping to find the owner upstairs in the group and give him a reminder.I didn't expect that I had already been kicked by the group leader.

He could still see group messages when he was in the hospital, but he was kicked out as soon as he came back?He thought about his neighbor's reaction when he saw him just now, and he finally understood what was going on.

At this time, Sun Yan also heard the sound of skipping upstairs. Her cell phone was vibrating. She picked it up and looked at it. They were all messages from the community group.She originally wanted to mute her voice, but after taking a quick look, she found that everyone in the group was talking excitedly about their family affairs.

First, the owner next door to them said angrily in the group that Liu Quantao was back and lived in this building, and asked all owners to be more careful in the future to avoid being infected.

Immediately, the group went crazy, and all kinds of ugly words appeared on the screen.Some said that the owners committee and the property management team should immediately ask him to move out of here; some said that if he did not move out, he would not be allowed to leave the house, not even the balcony, because the balcony was not sealed, making it dangerous to go up and downstairs. .

What's more, they directly discussed in the group how to drive away their family members. The purpose was to let the owners who lived upstairs, downstairs, and on the left and right sides of their house find ways to disturb their family. One of them was skipping rope at night. .

Sun Yan became more and more angry. Although she wanted to divorce Liu Quantao, she would not allow outsiders to slander her family before they divorced.

She immediately typed up a string of words: Can you guys have some common sense?Cured patients will produce antibodies in their bodies, and they will not be transmitted to others.The country spent so much money to cure the patients.The patient fought with death many times before escaping from hell.But now you just use a few rumors to push the patient who was finally cured into the abyss, destroying the efforts of the country and the healers.Because of your ignorance, you spread rumors about the virus. Doesn’t your conscience hurt?Look at the words you say, are they like words spoken by human beings?
The group was silent for a minute, and someone posted: Why didn't you kick her out?

The next second, Sun Yan was no longer among the owners.

(End of this chapter)