see you in spring

Chapter 12 An old saying repeated [-]

"You really plan to let me take care of this family alone, right?" Jia Lie couldn't bear it anymore and raised his voice.She knew that the strings in Dongqing's heart had been tense. In these years, she could only make insinuations and did not dare to speak directly. She was afraid that he would collapse emotionally, that he would deny himself and lose his passion for life.

But tonight, seeing that Liu Quantao, who was not as good as Dongqing, can now look like a successful person, Jia Lie was not reconciled. She drank a lot of wine, and when she returned home, Dongqing gave her the anger. She couldn't bear the words that were on her mind for a long time.

Although she had always told herself that Dongqing had sacrificed so much for this family, she could not dislike him for not making money.But she felt aggrieved during the countless tiring nights she worked overtime.

After all, she still minded if he didn't make money.

"That's not what I meant." Dongqing rubbed her face with both hands and lowered her voice.

"Then you go find a job." Jia Lie couldn't stop his emotions and yelled at him.

Although I know that my salary will increase after my promotion and I will have no problem paying off my mortgage, but when I think about it, I know that life will definitely be tight if a person makes money alone and has to pay back the loan and support the family.Thinking of having to worry about buying a toy for his children for a long time in the future, Jia Lie wished he could let Dongqing find a job now.Even if it's a little less, as long as it has the ability to compound interest, it's at least something to look forward to.

Dongqing looked pained: "Jia Lie, can you please stop forcing me?"

Jia Lie smiled bitterly: "I forced you? Dongqing, ask your conscience, have I forced you in these years? Without these millions of loans, I would not have mentioned it to you today. But Dongqing, you are The father of the child is my husband, and I cannot support this family alone, and I am also tired."

Dongqing said immediately: "You don't have to be so tired. Besides, I don't agree with buying a house at all. If the pressure is so great, otherwise, let's transfer this house. According to what you said, it is so popular, there must be someone Taken over.”

"What did you say?" Jia Lie looked at him. Is this man still the same man who dared to think and fight?What she meant by these words was that she wanted him to work hard for the family with her and make their family live a better life. Unexpectedly, he actually asked her to sell the house.

Jia Lie sighed: "Dongqing, I really don't understand you anymore."

"To each other." Holly stood up with a dark face, quickly walked into her small room, and closed the door with a "bang".

There is a saying that no one can truly empathize. At this time, both inside and outside the door feel extremely wronged.

In the past few years, Dongqing has focused all his thoughts and energy on his family. It’s not that he has never looked for a job, and he has also tried to start a business, but he has ignited hope again and again and denied himself. This kind of torture is not something that people who have experienced it can’t understand. .

In order to resist the financial pressure of his family in recent years, Jia Lie was forced from a weak girl to a desperate mistress.Over the years, she has done everything very quickly in the workplace. She works quickly, eats quickly, and drives quickly. In order to be one step ahead of others, she puts pressure on herself until she can't breathe.

Sometimes, she didn't even know what she was anxious about, but she was just inexplicably impatient.

Every time she looked at the slow pace of Holly and the child, she tried to calm down and enjoy the slowness, but she found that she couldn't do it at all.Because there is always anxiety in her body, she is afraid that she will lose her job, she is afraid of a mid-life crisis, she is afraid that the family will lose their source of income, and they are afraid that the whole family will suffer from the northwest wind.

She has been in love with him for so many years, and there is a high probability that she will not divorce because of him not looking for a job.In any case, he is the father of the child after all, and although he is responsible for all this, who can say that it is not bad luck.

Of course Dongqing knew that Jia Lie's loss of control was related to that house. He was annoyed that she didn't discuss things with him. He was annoyed that she said she would handle it by herself. Now she blamed him for not helping. He was even more annoyed that he couldn't help at all.

Jia Lie stood up and walked slowly towards his room. In the endless quarrels and ridicules over the past few years, they both had a deep understanding of each other's sturdiness.No one can change it.So I could only respond in silence.

Passing by the trash can in the corner, she suddenly saw a white medicine box inside. Jia Lie bent down to pick it up and saw that it was the thyroid medicine that Dongqing took every day.

Before they had children, Holly was diagnosed with thyroid cancer, which nearly devastated the family at such a young age.Fortunately, this cancer is the mildest among cancers. Dongqing followed the doctor's advice and had both thyroid glands removed and recovered well after the operation.

Since she no longer has a thyroid gland, Dongqing will have to take thyroid hormone drugs for the rest of her life to supplement her body's needs after losing thyroid function.

Dongqing takes two pills every morning, and can only eat breakfast two hours later, so since the first day of taking the medicine, he has never slept in for a day, and he gets up at six o'clock every day, and starts to cook for his family after taking the medicine breakfast.

Perhaps it had been so long that she had forgotten about it. She had even forgotten what the doctor had told her before. She must not make patients angry or angry, because anger and stress are the culprits of various diseases. It is especially dangerous for people who have had cancer.

But how can we live life without getting angry and angry, ranging from daily trivial matters such as who will do the housework and how to do it; to major differences in views on consumption, views on children's education, etc.She is impatient, and she forgets about the surgery he had during a quarrel. She knows that she said some things that would hurt others, but she just said them regardless of the relationship she has had for so many years.

She sighed and threw the empty pill box back into the trash.The burden of the family is on her, and she still can't vent to him, so what should she do?She suppressed her anger in her heart, is she all right?

She remembered a passage she had read somewhere before: The so-called marriage means that sometimes you love him very much, and sometimes you want to kill him with a gun.Most of the time, he met his favorite food on the way to buy a gun. When he bought the food, he forgot to buy a gun.I'll think about it in a few days after I get home, and I'll have to buy a gun.

Jia Lie quietly looked out the window at the cold moon, suddenly feeling lonely.

Tomorrow is another day, and she knows Holly will still get by.To be honest, apart from not making money, Dongqing is still a perfect husband.Since she couldn't change him, she shouldn't make herself miserable anymore. How could she make money to support her family if she was so angry?

She convinced herself that Dongqing and she actually wanted to work together, and their quarrel was just for the family and the children.In comparison, they are much better than those couples who each have their own plans. They just can't find the rhythm yet.

The days are long, she can only comfort herself in this way.Marriage is about running into each other. Since you can't change it, you can only accept it.

Jia Lie slowly walked back to her and her daughter's room. Looking at her daughter who was snoring and sleeping soundly on the bed, the stagnation in her heart was slowly relieved.

Her daughter is her focus. Starting tomorrow, she will also be on vacation. She wants to take advantage of these few days of vacation to make up for what she owed her children this year.

(End of this chapter)