Momo no rain

Chapter 88
Ever since I met him online, we secretly chatted and played games online every day. When I was young and ignorant, I felt that he was the only one in the world who understood me best and cared about me the most.From then on, I had no intention of studying anymore. He was in my mind every day, so my academic performance also declined steadily.

By the time I graduated from high school, I didn't even pass three exams.At home, your grandparents pick up on me every day and look down on me every day.So I told your grandparents that I wanted to go out to work with my classmates, and your grandparents agreed at the time.

I called him as soon as I left the house and told him that I was going to his place.He was very happy to hear that I was going to find him.

When we arrived in City A, we rented a house and lived together.He was really nice to me at the beginning. He wouldn't let me go out to work. He said he would earn money to support me.He did indeed do it at that time. He gave me all the more than 5000 yuan he earned every month. I felt very happy at that time.

Later, I got pregnant. It’s always embarrassing to get pregnant without marriage, and I didn’t want you.But he insisted on letting me keep you, saying that he would be able to support us and our mother after birth. At the same time, he promised to marry me when I earn enough money to buy a house in the future.I believed his words and kept you.In the meantime, your grandparents called me several times and asked me why I didn't go home for so long. I always said I was busy with work as an excuse for not going back.

After ten months of pregnancy, she gives birth.Just when you were about to be born, he almost lost all the money we had saved for a long time because he was dragged into gambling by others.So, he told me that after the child was born, he would not be able to raise it, and he would suffer if he followed us. He also told me that there were relatives in his family who were infertile, so it would be better to give the child to them to raise.

Seeing that you were going to be born in a few days, I was confused, so I listened to his words.At that time, the family still had 300 yuan, which was not even enough for hospital delivery.He said that he had learned some medical knowledge before and that a woman's birth was as simple as a hen laying an egg. He could help me deliver the baby.At that time, he was my only support, and I believed whatever he said.So you were born in a bungalow we rented.

After you were born, I took one look at you and fell asleep. Although I agreed to give you away before you were born, I was reluctant to let you go after you were born.When I woke up and couldn't see you, I cried and asked him where he had taken the child. He said he had given it to his infertile relative.I asked him where the relative's house was and if I could see the child after the month was over. He said no. He said that adoption of children is confidential and no one is allowed to know.

He won't let me see the child. I'm not familiar with the place in City A, and I don't know where to find you.I cried so many times in one month.

What I didn’t expect was that on the morning of the full moon day after your birth, he gave me 800 yuan and asked me to buy some clothes on the street. Then he told me that he would not go home for dinner at noon and would go to a friend’s wedding banquet. , I believed what he said.

Since that morning, he has not gone back. I called his cell phone and his cell phone was turned off.He just told me before that he was doing renovations with his friends. I didn’t know where he was doing renovations, so I didn’t know where to find him.I waited for him in that rental house for more than ten days, but he never showed up.I know he definitely doesn't want me anymore.

Seeing that the money he left me was running out, and I was alone in City A with no friends or relatives, I was very scared and decided to go home.

I worked outside for a year. When I returned home, your grandparents didn't know that I gave birth to a child outside. They always thought that I was working outside.They asked me to give them the money I earned during the year. I lied and said that I had been deceived. The boss usually only pays living expenses, and the rest of the money was promised to be paid at the end of the year. However, when the money was about to be paid at the end of the year, the boss ran away, so I Didn't get the money.Your grandparents believed what I said and scolded my boss for making it up.From then on, all the relatives and friends on your grandparents’ side did not know that you existed.

Later, I no longer traveled far and worked as a salesperson in a local private supermarket.

The owner of the supermarket is a very kind middle-aged couple who treated me very well.Then I married their son and we became a family.Then I had two more sons.Whenever I see the two of them, I think of you, but I can't tell you. Everyone thinks that I am the son of a yellow girl who married a supermarket owner. Only I know that you are like a root in my heart. The thorn will always prick my heart.

I have never forgotten you. I dreamed about you in the middle of the night. Several times I dreamed that you were betrayed by that person. I cried and made trouble, and woke up in my dreams again and again.I want to find you, but I don't know where you are.I have secretly been to City A three times to inquire about you near our rented house, but I have never heard from you.

Maybe our fate in this life is endless. Momo, my daughter, we met again accidentally. Mom is really happy.Mom will never abandon you again. I got your mobile phone number from Jiaqi, and I will contact you often in the future.It’s just that you have to forgive mom. We can’t make our relationship public for the time being. When the time is right, I will take you back to my home, which will also be your home in the future.

Momo, my daughter, last time I heard Jiaqi say that all the students in your school have donated money to you, saying that your family is in difficulty and your adoptive mother has cancer and has no money for treatment.At that time I wasn't sure if you were my daughter, so I couldn't help you.Now I am transferring 8 yuan to you, which is the private money I have saved over the years, just thinking that one day I can find you and help you a little.I know you need money now, and giving you this money can be regarded as a little help from your mother. At the same time, it can also be regarded as a thank you to your adoptive mother for her years of hard work in raising you.

I sent you a friend application on my phone. You must accept it so that I can transfer the money to you.My WeChat nickname is "Miss You".

Momo, my daughter.I want to go to E University to meet you alone before you go on vacation, is that okay?
Mom looks forward to your reply! ! !

Momo held her breath as she read the letter her mother wrote to her. The hatred she once had for her mother had completely disappeared the moment she read the letter.My mother has not forgotten her, but she was too young at the time and fell into the trap of a bad person, so she gave birth to her. She has always been in her heart!Her mother also came to see her. She had some last resort, Mo Xiaomo!You must forgive your mother for not visiting you for more than ten years.Momo kept comforting herself in her heart with tears in her eyes.

After Momo read the letter written by her mother, she carefully folded it and put it in her pocket. Then she took out her phone and saw the stranger in her WeChat address book who had applied as a friend for three days in a row, "Miss you." It turned out that It was her mother's nickname. Momo thought it was an unrelated stranger, so she never accepted it.

Momo clicked the word "accept" on her phone with trembling hands, and soon received 8 yuan transferred from her mother.However, Momo did not click on the transfer red envelope, but replied two sentences to her mother:

Mom, she's gone...

Mom, I'm always waiting for you at E University!
(To be continued)
(End of this chapter)