I lost my horse after agreeing to a divorce with the crazy villain

Chapter 196: Don’t miss her anymore, just want to work

Jiang Xingzhi lay on the ground, shrinking into a shrimp while crying.

He cried for a day, lay on the ground for a day, and was hungry for a day.

But even so, no one would care whether he was wearing long johns, whether he felt uncomfortable in the cold, and no one would remind him to eat.

"Yan Wu, Yan Wu..." He turned over and over again, only these two words remained.

Jiang Xingzhi did not go to the research institute or join the project team.

He searched all the cemeteries in the city.

I looked past the tombstones one by one, looking for her name and her figure.

He Wuyan went to Yan's house again, and Wuyan asked Zhang's mother where she was.

He spent the whole day wandering from one cemetery to another.

He didn't know how many cemeteries he had searched, and he didn't know when this would end.

His mind was filled with only one thought: to find her.

But he couldn't find it.

He searched for a long time, but could not find her again.

Yan Xi said he didn't deserve to see her.

She must have been extremely disappointed in him, so she would never see him again in life or death!

He spent more than a month in such a daze, and it was the instructor who dragged him out of the room.

"What's going on? You kid, did you and Xiaoyan quarrel? Why is the room in such a mess? I've called you so many times but you still haven't answered? You..."

Jiang Xingzhi listened to his mentor's ramble before saying, "Yan Wu has passed away."

The voice that the instructor was about to speak was suddenly blocked.

"What, when did it happen? Why didn't you tell me? Although I'm just your teacher, in my heart, you and Xiaoyan are half of my children. Why didn't you tell me such a big thing? ?”

"I don't know." Jiang Xingzhi shook his head and said blankly: "I don't know when she died, and I don't know that she was always by my side to take care of me. I, I thought she kicked me out, thought she was just a A cruel, vicious and snobbish woman, Xiaoxi told me that she was going to die and wanted me to accompany her, but I didn’t go, I didn’t go, teacher, I didn’t go, I didn’t go…”

As he spoke, wept uncontrollably.

The instructor did not expect that there would be such a big misunderstanding.

He said guiltily: "It's my fault. Xiaomi is Xiaoyan's business. I wish I had told you earlier. But I didn't tell you in time."

But even if he said that, Jiang Xingzhi still couldn't blame himself in his heart.

He knew very well that it had nothing to do with anyone, it was his own fault.

It's him, it's him who's eyes are blind and his heart is blind.

I never really went to see her.

is himself.

He is the most ruthless, cold-hearted and heartless person.

A young genius like Jiang Xingzhi has an unlimited academic future. His mentor was afraid that he might not be able to figure out what was going on, so he forced Jiang Xingzhi back to the research institute.

Jiang Xingzhi probably shed too many tears during this period.

His eyes were becoming more and more uncomfortable, and his heart always hurt from time to time.

The cramping feeling was like someone pinching his heart and stirring it bit by bit.

It was obviously painful, but he felt relaxed.

He thought that maybe this was God's punishment for him.

Even the gods couldn't see it, so they punished him like this.

He devoted all his attention to his work.

He began to turn a deaf ear to what was happening outside the window, and only used work to anesthetize and enrich himself over and over again.

He rarely thinks about her anymore.

(End of this chapter)