out of control wildfire

133. Epilogue

(This chapter is a free chapter)

one,

Although this book is very popular and has very few readers, I ask myself that the quality of the book is worthy of me, but the frequency of updates is still too disappointing for everyone.

But because of the lack of publicity, my thought was not "Why should I waste my energy on such a popular book? I should just cut it like others", but I would like to express my gratitude to every reader who is still waiting for me. Thank you very much. Still willing to pay for this story.

I have never had the habit of cutting books, and I certainly won’t cut this one.

Thank you very much for everyone's tolerance and support during this time.

Thank you very much.

2. Prototypes of male and female protagonists
I actually don’t know enough about the prototype of the male protagonist’s delirium. There are many times when I can only guess a rough idea and don’t know what he is thinking specifically.

When I showed the first version of this story to the editor, the editor at the time also said that the male protagonist’s emotional changes were relatively vague.

In fact, because I really don’t know how the male protagonist fell in love with the female protagonist prototype, I can only guess that the later female protagonist prototype happened to become his ideal type, or that the female protagonist prototype was detached with disgust and love. Let him be tied down.

Therefore, some settings were given to the male protagonist to make this love a matter of course.

Although I don’t know enough about the male protagonist archetype, probably no one knows the heroine archetype better than me, so I can try to tell you the archetype of this story from the heroine’s perspective.

Before meeting the male protagonist, the archetypal female protagonist had excellent grades and decent looks. She had been praised since she was a child.

However, great changes occurred in her family. Her parents failed in their business and owed huge debts. The amount of this debt was completely beyond imagination, which made her situation take a turn for the worse. She was so anxious that she had to take medicine every night to fall asleep, which made her study and life a mess. .

In this situation, she met the prototype of the male protagonist. His appearance was very attractive. From his grades, family background to appearance, he was impeccable and he even helped her out of the predicament.

I haven’t written this story before because I thought it was mediocre, and it was expected that the data would be poor. Such a barren love has no ups and downs, but is just a record. Of course, it cannot impress more people and copy the data of my previous works.

To put it in a more amusing but heartfelt way, the archetype of the female protagonist in her teenage years believed that the archetype of the male protagonist was very different from the other little boys in school at that time.

During the summer vacation of his freshman year of high school, he had used family connections to intern at a law firm. He knew exactly what he wanted, had seen a broader world, and his thinking and logic were more mature than those of boys in the same class.

I can speak fluently about various types of wine, I can clearly explain economic terms that I don’t understand, I know how to wear a suit, but I don’t reveal myself too much.

Frankly speaking, Shi Wang’s appearance is very eye-catching in reality. I have basically restored his height and appearance. This is also the first book where my male protagonist’s appearance is exactly the same as the prototype.

Tian Mian himself is relatively strong, so it is not surprising that he likes Shiwan prototype.

After the heroine went to college, she thought she would never have the chance to meet again. Unexpectedly, a few years later, an alumni gathering brought the two of them together by chance.

The prototype heroine was actually very angry and anxious when she saw him again.

Angry because he had been dismissive and scornful of her, and wanted to have a big quarrel or break up with him.

She was worried because the two of them went to different schools and she thought she would never see each other again. She even missed him many late nights. Her childhood crush was always unforgettable.

When they reunited, she was being pursued by a very famous news host, but even so, when she saw Shi Wangchen again, she still fell in love with him just one look at him.

At that time, the heroine's prototype had probably changed so much that he didn't even dare to recognize her. He suddenly looked up at her several times one night.

That night, Zi Mian's prototype found an excuse to have a big fight with him, and for the first time, he apologized in a good-tempered way.

Even the prototype heroine couldn't believe that he just gave in.

Later, she met him many times by "coincidence" through appointments with friends.

She obviously didn't want to go back to that humble state, but she couldn't help but want to see him again, because she knew that no matter which side he met, it might be the last, and she was happy to see him one more time.

She still doesn't know how the male protagonist fell in love with her, but when she was clearly sure that he liked her, the story was over.

This story has ended a long time ago. They didn't have a relationship, they just had a brief period of time to move toward each other.

During the short period of time they fell in love, or missed each other, it was probably a month or two, maybe a few weeks, or maybe longer than Zi Mian thought.

From his preferred words and deeds, from his WeChat messages when he had nothing to say, from the frequent likes he started giving to her WeChat Moments, from the time he pretended to tease her when he heard the news about her being with other members of the opposite sex, and then suddenly lost his mood after teasing, the whole night Silent, but unable to say a single word to explain why he was lonely.

She could actually vaguely feel his surging but unreleased love, but she wasn't sure.

Until Shi Wang suddenly flew two thousand kilometers to see her in her city, just because he wanted to see her.

If a friend hadn't told him, Zhou Mian would have always thought that he was just traveling and met him by the way.

He was longing for their future, but she was cutting off all ties with the past in her heart.

She never dared to believe that they were having an affair. She only thought that they should have turned from people they liked to friends. After all, they were too far apart at one time, and she just pretended that nothing happened.

Even the friends around him saw the difference between Shi Wang and day sleep, and they discussed it in private without them.

It wasn't until people around her exposed this to her that she truly dared to believe that he really liked her.

This on-and-off relationship lasted for a year. Whether it was an ambiguous relationship, a pursuit, or a tacit agreement, there were even some things that happened during the period that made her almost turn around and agree to him. In the end, she ended the relationship unilaterally. end.

The deeper reason is that Zhou Mian is unwilling to lower her head to eat the grass that turns back, and is unwilling to break her pride and respond. The prototype of the male protagonist has no hope, and over time he understands what she means.

The prototype of Zi Mian will not regret not choosing him too much, because she is always a person who looks forward. She believes in the person in front of her, instead of dwelling on another path she has not chosen, which is not worth it.

It was inevitable that there would be a white moonlight when she was a teenager. She didn't know if she got it briefly, but after that, she finally began to let go. Missing is the norm in life, and gaining is always rare.

What's more, most of his light comes from the filter of her first love.

Later, Shi Wang went abroad. From the few words in his circle of friends, it can be seen that he was generally living a good life.

And she didn't think much about him anymore. With Gu Qingxu by her side, her delusion was a thing of the past.

(Shiwang, Zhou Mian, Gu Qingxu, You Xiaomeng, and Zhu Jiang all have prototypes, and the plot is based on fictional reality.)
two,

When I wrote "Kiss Me", I actually envied the male and female protagonists, because no matter how noisy they were, they would never break up, and they would still fall in love even if they met a few years later.

No matter how disgusting it is, it makes my skin crawl all over the floor, and I am disgusted enough to dig out three rooms and one living room.

But envy is also real.

The male and female protagonists who came to kiss me are both brave. This is the reason why they can be together. Unlike the male and female protagonists in this book, who are hesitant and timid, one of the two always values self-respect more than life.

At this point, everyone probably knows who the heroine of this story is.

I'm sorry to present you with a story based on the prototype of be, but for me as a girl, those one or two months, or one or two weeks of love finally came to an end.

I finally have an explanation for the difficulties I had in my teenage years.

To those who disappoint me, I return the disappointment to them.

I know clearly that as long as I lower my head once, the ending will be different, and he will definitely come to me, but even if I go back to the beginning, I will still make such a decision.

But I also hope that when facing difficult feelings, everyone can at least be brave without regrets.

Because not all feelings can be let go. Maybe if you let go of some feelings once, you will regret it for the rest of your life.

3. Gu Qingxu
When choosing Gu Qingxu, Zhou Mian's criteria for choosing a mate had completely changed.

When I was a girl, I always wanted to be strong, I wanted to be first in the exam, I wanted to win a trophy, and I also wanted to like the most eye-catching person.

But after a long period of looking up and dealing with reality, I finally understood that people cannot always stand on tiptoes and raise their necks, always looking at things that do not belong to them, otherwise they will lose sight of themselves.

How can you be happy living like this?

Gu Qingxu's mood is extremely stable, and her mental strength is strong enough to withstand all her turbulence.

As a friend, he has been with her for three years.

In the past three years, his affection was actually very obvious, but he never crossed the line once when she was in danger. Every time she was in trouble, he would never hesitate to help her, regardless of the consequences, regardless of gains and losses, but he did not use these threats of kindness.

The more gentlemanly he behaved, the more suspicious he became of his purpose.

There was once a professor whom she admired very much who harassed her in every possible way, and there were also some men with high status around her who were willing to take care of her. Before that, Zhou Mian almost treated them as respected elders.

So much so that her worldview collapsed. How could someone give so unconditionally like Gu Qingxu? Even though I know there may be no result.

He must have something up his sleeve.

When Zhou Mian asked him, the author cannot fully reproduce his original words. They probably meant:

I want to help you because even as a friend, I will help you.

I am good to you not because I hope you will be good to me, but because I hope you will be good to yourself.

Frankly speaking, he is not as rich as Shi, and he is not as dazzling as He'an, but his understanding and tolerance of day sleep are unmatched by the two.

She is so ordinary, gentleness and understanding are the moon that will surprise her when she looks up when she is extremely tired.

How can life be out of control and wildfire everywhere?
Only living water can extinguish the fire of shackles and karma.

Maybe loving Gu Qingxu was originally destined.

All stories are still in reality to be continued.
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other works
Past events in Shanghai (two parts)
1. "Out of Control Wildfire"

2. "Crossing the Boundary to Show Love"

Two parts of politics and law:
1. "Top Beauty, Secondary Substitute"

2. "Cool!" The vicious female supporting actor exploded after seeing the barrage"

Physicist in two parts:
1. "Kiss Me"

2. "Study God, will you form a CP?"

Ancient saying:

"The beauty is like a dream"