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Zhou Mian even shed tears when the camera was deliberately tracking her. All the viewers saw with their own eyes that the previously aloof Zhou Mian shed tears and even covered her ears, looking extremely afraid of being humble.
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When Gu Qingxu picked her up, the trending searches were already in trouble, and everyone was talking about Zhou Mian's contrived behavior in the live broadcast.

A blog post by a certain psychological expert quickly became popular on the square.

"Today I opened the hot search and saw the entry "Zi Mian Fangzi". I accidentally clicked in and took a look. I originally wanted to watch it for fun, but it turned out that it was not fun.

She hid under the table, much like someone subconsciously looking for a bunker in a war zone. She covered her ears because she was afraid of being deafened by the sound of bombs. She was the same as one of my patients with war sequelae. Although she was not familiar with this reporter, she had obviously reacted to stress. , this is uncontrollable and is not a gimmick. "

Someone below said, "Why don't you go back to China and still be like this? There are no shells here. It's fake that she is still here like this."

"To be honest, I don't deny her achievements, but the moment she squatted down and cried, I actually laughed out loud. It was so artificial."

"Having been on the battlefield, are you still afraid of the sound of a piece of equipment falling down? What a far-fetched reason."

However, the blogger thought of his patient and felt sad:

"Why are only heroes who stand up to heaven and earth allowed to exist? I have seen many heroes who are just ordinary people. After they left the battlefield, they also had many sequelae of the battlefield, which they could not let go even for decades. They used all the courage they could use in this life, Why aren't they allowed to come back?

It was with this body that she protected the people of country G, and with this kind of cover she delivered the news that shocked the whole world.

I feel it is inappropriate for people who have never been on the battlefield to point fingers at this reporter.

She never flinched on the battlefield. How many people accused her of risking their lives as many times as she did.

With so many people here laughing at her, has anyone ever thought that if the people in country G saw this scene, they would not laugh and would only feel sorry for their hero. "

People constantly come out to popularize science about famous generals and soldiers who will hallucinate the sound of air-dropped thunder after leaving the battlefield, fall down when walking on the ground because they think a certain bump is a landmine, and suffer from mental dissociation because they have seen too many broken limbs and arms.

The ridicule and incomprehensible words gradually weakened, and then I had no intention of seeing what direction it would take next.

She guessed that there would probably still be a lot of ridicule.

Zhou Mian didn't dare to participate in activities anymore. When she was taken home by Gu Qingxu, she felt so incompetent for the first time. She lowered her head and covered her eyes with one hand: "Am I terrible?"

Gu Qingxu held her other hand: "You are a hero. No matter what the public opinion is temporarily, when you are mentioned in five or ten years, others will only remember that there was a reporter named Zhou Mian who stopped the 21st century. In a hot war, the textbooks of country G will remember you, and the people you have saved will know that you are not pretending."

She knew it, and she should know it. She was too aware of the declining trend of news and public opinion, and she also knew that it would definitely be what Gu Qingxu said in five or ten years.

But at this moment he is still trapped in a cage.

School started soon, and Zhou Mian even shrank a little, afraid of the eyes and whispers of people around her.

However, after class on the first night, he was pulled downstairs from the dormitory by someone from the drama club.

She subconsciously wanted to hide, not knowing why.

But before she could react, all the lights in the dormitory building went out, and instead the fluorescent light from the mobile phone's flashlight lit up the entire square, like a concert glow stick.

There are more than a dozen dormitories, and each floor shines.

When I was still in a daze during the day sleep, I heard singing suddenly coming from all directions, filling the empty square downstairs.

"I'll reach out my hand to you"

(I will reach out my hands to meet you)

"I'll have faith in all you do"

(I have deep confidence in everything you do)
Zhou Mian covered her mouth in disbelief, her eyes so hot that she was about to shed tears.

And waves of singing came to her like waves of wheat, and those young and passionate voices all surrounded her. The lights seemed to have substance, wrapping her like a warm woolen shawl, forcing away the cold. At this moment, she stood in the center of the world. .

"Just call my name"

(As long as you whisper my name)

"And I'll be there"

(I will be by your side)
"I'll be there to comfort you"

“Build my world of dreams around you”

(Building a dream world around you and me)
"I'm so glad that I found you"

(I am so happy to have found you)

"I'll be there with a love so strong"

(I will be by your side with steadfast love)
The lights like fluorescent sticks swayed from side to side, and Zhou Mian couldn't help crying. He was surrounded by the crowd in the center.

It was the song she heard before she was hit by a mortar.

Perhaps the G country soldier who was playing guitar and singing in the encirclement to enjoy the misery had turned into ashes, but at this moment, she seemed to have returned to the moment before she was hit. She still seemed to be brave and fearless in her day sleep.

"I'll be your strength"

(I will be your strength)
"You know I'll keep holding on"

(will never change)

"Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter"

(Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter)

"Togetherness well that's all I'm after"

(How much I look forward to the joy of reunion)

"Whenever you need me"

(Whenever you need me)

"I'll be there"

(I will be by your side)
She cried bitterly amidst countless lights and songs coming from all directions. The echoes of the songs continued for a long time, echoing back and forth like a vast ocean.

After finishing the song, Zhou Mian bent down and bowed gently to these peers who expressed kindness to her with their passion and sincerity.

She stood up and the students around her shouted to her:

"Come on day sleep!"

“Day sleep is the best!”

"The pride of the journalism department!"

“It’s really awesome to come back alive!”

Zhou Mian burst into tears and smiled, and out of the corner of her eye, she noticed that the teachers from the Journalism Department were also standing on one side, looking at her lovingly and gently.

For a moment, the origin of this chorus was clear.

Shi Wan looked at her from a distance, but he knew that he was separated from her by thousands of mountains and rivers.

At this moment, Zhou Mian was no longer the Zhou Mian who looked at him with love and expectation, nor was she the same Zhou Mian who looked at him with indifference and full of hatred when they met again.

Now, Zi Mian no longer has eyes for him.

He finally admitted his defeat, smiled bitterly, and the clear light of tears flowed through his eyes.

Zhou Mian's revenge is too long. I have loved him for three years, and it will take countless three years for him to let go.

Maybe a long time later, he will look back on it with regret.

Remember the girl who stood at the center of all the lights and songs.