my doomsday wish list

Chapter 172 The Lord Does Not Care
"Don't lock yourself in the room all the time. You'll get suffocated if you do this for a long time." Zheng Xun leaned on the bed and said casually.

Lin Youzhen still put on that stinky face and said coldly: "If you can get out of this door, can you get out of the door outside? So what if you get out? Everyone is locked in this cage, wait slowly Just death.”

"Don't be so pessimistic. People have to learn to enjoy hardships. Just like me, I made a wish list and still have some thoughts about the world." Zheng Xun said.

"I didn't expect that you would one day comfort others. Why bother pretending? Just tell me what your purpose is. As long as you fulfill our deal, I will do what I promised." Lin Youzhen remained unmoved, her tone still cold.

No matter how extreme Zheng Xunti's request is now, she won't even blink.

No matter how painful or humiliating things are, we have already experienced them, no matter what tricks the other party plays.

"It seems that you have understood the essence of trading." Zheng Xun took out the drawing paper from his pocket and handed it to her.

Lin Youzhen took the drawing paper and found that the drawing on the paper was her mother, and she fell silent immediately.

She had to admit that this portrait looked very much like her mother's, with a gentle and kind face clearly visible.

Lin Youzhen watched with great concentration, and the sad memories buried in her heart suddenly emerged.

My mother's life was ruined at the hands of Lin Dashan.

If she hadn't been deceived by Lin Dashan's appearance, her mother would not have gone that far.

Although she had resisted, she failed and could only become Lin Dashan's tool.

Unknowingly, two drops of crystal tears dripped from Lin Youzhen's cheeks.

Once upon a time, Lin Youzhen also hated her mother. Why did she abandon her young self?Leave yourself alone in this hopeless world.

Now, Lin Youzhen envies her mother for leaving so freely and without even saying goodbye.

Transparent tears fell on the white drawing paper and blurred the pencil sketch.

Lin Youzhen held back her tears, tore the drawing paper hard again and again, then crumpled it into a ball and threw it into the trash can, and then breathed a sigh of relief.

Zheng Xun was slightly puzzled.

This Lin Youzhen hides in his room every day and draws a portrait of his mother. Now that he got the portrait, he tore it up and threw it into the trash can. Could it be that the painting doesn't look like it?
But it might also have brought back sad memories of her past, so she couldn't control herself and just wanted to tear it up, out of sight and out of mind.

"I brought this all the way for you, and you tearing it apart like this is a bit unkind." Zheng Xun teased.

When Lin Youzhen heard Zheng Xun's teasing, she immediately clenched her fists and looked downcast, as if she was making a difficult decision.

She walked up to Gen, ignored Zheng Xun's surprise, and started to increase the intensity.

"Isn't that what you want? Well, why bother using this kind of hypocrisy to disgust me? Well, instead of doing this, it's better to be direct."

Zheng Xun could clearly feel her hard work, which was unprecedented.

Lin Youzhen even shed tears in order to give the other party a better experience.

"cough cough"

After all, it was the first time he worked so hard, and soon he couldn't help but cough violently, and his face turned red.

But she still didn't give up, coughing and forcing herself.

Zheng Xun originally wanted her to slow down a little bit, but he was moved by her perseverance and let her play freely.

This time, Lin Youzhen was really working hard, and it didn't take long for Zheng Xun to successfully hand over the job.

At the end, Lin Youzhen vomited all over him and made him extremely embarrassed.

"Look at you, what are you doing in such a hurry? It doesn't matter if you take it a little slower. Besides, your mother's portrait was given to you by me and has no other meaning."

Lin Youzhen: "."

She almost gritted her teeth. Just now, her whole throat was on fire just because she wanted to get this man to do the job, but he acted like he was taking advantage of her and still behaved.

"Zheng Xun, cough, cough, cough, don't go too far. In the worst case, I'll clean it up for you. Just treat it like I'm being sentimental this time."

The bedroom is equipped with a bathroom. Although it is not large, it can barely accommodate two people.

In the bathroom.

Lin Youzhen wiped it carefully and wiped away the traces of vomiting bit by bit with a wet towel.

Zheng Xun didn't embarrass her and just stood where he was.

But as time went by, things began to go wrong.

Lin Youzhen couldn't help but widen her eyes, her pretty face turned red, and she hesitated and couldn't say a word.

She has never seen anything so exaggerated. How much energy does this guy have?
If this continues, how can we completely quell his anger? I'm afraid even the smoke in his throat won't be able to solve it.

"Sister Youzhen, please be a good person and stick to it this time. Originally, I didn't want to cause trouble for you, but you just took the initiative to stir up trouble. It's not okay to be irresponsible to the end."

Zheng Xun gently touched Lin Youzhen's head and said in a kind tone.

By the time the two came out of the bathroom, Lin Youzhen was completely unable to walk, and it was Zheng Xun who carried her out.

Zheng Xun put Lin Youzhen, who was almost fainting, on the bed. He had already fulfilled Xiao Shiyilang's wish today.

He took out his wish list from his pocket and ticked the boxes after the completed wishes.

"Are you satisfied this time?" Lin Youzhen slowly opened his eyes, his eyes only numb and empty, like a corpse without emotions.

"It's okay. You tried your best. It would be even better if you could maintain this state every time." Zheng Xun said.

Perhaps thinking that the future would be like this, Lin Youzhen showed a desperate expression and murmured: "Whatever you want."

After finishing everything, Zheng Xun started to talk about business and said: "After a while, I plan to bring Qian Suli over to meet you. You should make some preparations in advance."

Lin Youzhen was stunned for a moment, then turned to ask coldly: "Why are you doing this?"

She never believed that Zheng Xun would be so kind to allow the two sisters to meet.

There must be some hidden purpose behind this. If Qian Suli would be involved, then Lin Youzhen would rather not meet.

"The reason is very simple. I just want you to convince her. Qian Suli was brainwashed by Lin Dashan before. Now it is very difficult to correct her ideas. You are the only one who can do this." Zheng Xun confessed truthfully. "You mean she worked as a secretary for Lin Dashan, and now she wants to return to the shelter and continue to work for Lin Dashan?" Lin Youzhen was obviously very concerned about Qian Suli's safety, "How could she be so stupid? She must have been deceived by Lin Dashan again. .”

"Yes, in fact, if she hadn't worked for Lin Dashan before and ran to the church to participate in the operation, I wouldn't have had the chance to save her." Zheng Xun affirmed, "Now Qian Suli firmly believes that Lin Dashan is the one worth following. Boss, you want to go against me."

Qian Suli's experience reminded Lin Youzhen of his mother.

In the beginning, Lin Dashan also used all kinds of sweet words to coax his mother. After winning his mother's heart, he showed his ambition and refused to give up until he pushed his mother into the abyss step by step.

Lin Dashan has now extended his claws to Qian Suli again. Even if the end of the world comes, he still refuses to let go. It is even more terrifying than what he did before, directly brainwashing and controlling people's hearts.

Lin Youzhen will never allow such a thing to happen, and will save Qian Suli from fire and water no matter what, so that she can understand what kind of beast the real Lin Dashan is.

But before that, Lin Youzhen still had to figure out Zheng Xun's true purpose.

Otherwise, it would be like just rescuing Qian Suli, and then pushing her into another fire pit with his own hands.

Having witnessed Zheng Xun's horror just now, Lin Youzhen never wanted to experience this kind of horror again, let alone other good friends.

"Do you have a crush on Qian Suli? Do you also want her to be your secretary? Otherwise, you have worked so hard to get to this point, which is not like you at all." Lin Youzhen simply showed her cards directly, opened the skylight and spoke frankly, He broke through Zheng Xun's thoughts without any scruples.

Zheng Xun smiled and asked, "What kind of person am I? What kind of person do you think I am? That's why I would directly make such a conclusion."

Lin Youzhen stared at him and paused word by word: "You are just a despicable and shameless villain who sneaks in when someone is weak. You will never hide your villainous side in front of anyone. You will never let anyone watch. The woman in the movie, Qian Suli, is so beautiful, will you just let her go?"

She vomited out all the evil in her heart and showed no mercy to Zheng Xun. Anyway, there would be no worse consequences if she told him, and the worst she could do was get another whipping.

But she must say these words, otherwise the arrogance in her heart will not disappear.

Being played by this beast while being applauded would be worse than death. It would be better to completely anger him now and shoot yourself to death.

Zheng Xun thought about it and couldn't find any good reason to refute.

As Lin Youzhen said, he has never let go of any woman he values.

In this apocalypse, he can do whatever he wants without having to consider any ethics and morals like before.

It truly explains what it means to do whatever you want.

He doesn't have to collect any supplies, nor does he have to occupy territory like other survivors, nor does he have to work hard to get a beautiful woman to look back and smile.

No matter how noble a beauty is, she can only bow before his roots.

He is the craziest villain in this doomsday, and he is also the only master in this doomsday.

Who lives and who dies is determined by his thoughts.

"You are right." Zheng Xun admitted generously. Since he could not find a reason to refute, he did not refute it. "But I am a principled villain after all. To be honest, sometimes I really want to I'll take you out to see how the survivors outside treat beautiful girls like you. Compared to them, I can be considered completely benevolent."

Lin Youzhen was silent.

Apart from his animalistic behavior towards him, the other party did not treat him badly in terms of food, clothing and housing, and he even took care of Maki and Lina.

Poor Maki is still confused by Zheng Xun's appearance and has no idea that the person she likes is a beast.

Whenever Zheng Xun dared to lay a finger on Zhenxi, Lin Youzhen would rather jump off the building with Zhenxi than watch her good sister fall into the fire pit without knowing it.

"Although Qian Suli is beautiful, she is not worth my efforts. It is not difficult to figure out her type. I just need to see that she has some beauty and some skills, otherwise she will die on the street. I You don’t even take a second look, do you think everyone can get the opportunity to trade with me like you?" Zheng Xun said calmly.

This guy is so disgusting. Lin Youzhen was almost disgusted by Zheng Xun's arrogance. He obviously wanted other girls to be good-looking, but now he said that he was so noble.

Zheng Xun paid no attention to what she was thinking and continued: "The key is that Qian Suli has always been loyal to Lin Dashan, and now I am going to kill Lin Dashan. This is also your expectation. She is equivalent to standing on the opposite side of us. , I will naturally not let an enemy go back. If she does not change her position, then death is waiting for her. You should think carefully about whether you should persuade her."

Lin Youzhen understood what Zheng Xun meant. This was giving her an ultimatum. If Qian Suli didn't change her attitude towards Lin Dashan, Zheng Xun, who finally couldn't bear it anymore, would definitely take action on her.

"Why don't you convince her yourself?" Lin Youzhen continued to ask, "Don't you like to force others to serve you? If I really convinced her, would you let her go?"

"You've convinced her, why should I let her go?" Zheng Xun didn't care what Lin Youzhen thought, "There are only two ways left for Qian Suli now, either she can be my secretary alive, or she can be my secretary dead. Secretary, you have made your choice."

"What?!" Lin Youzhen's pupils shrank suddenly, and she was extremely shocked.

What does it mean to be his secretary even after death?
Soon, Lin Youzhen figured it out.

Zheng Xun is immune to zombies and can theoretically raise zombies in captivity.

This means that even if Qian Suli dies and becomes a zombie, she cannot escape Zheng Xun's control. Instead, she will become an emotionless toy.

But would anyone really raise zombies for fun?

Lin Youzhen simply couldn't imagine it, and felt that all three views were exploded.

"What on earth do you want to do? Qian Suli has no enmity with you, why do you want to catch her?"

Zheng Xun asked with some confusion: "Didn't the reason just be explained? Because I am a villain and she happens to be pretty. That's all. If you have any opinions, you can express them, but after expressing them, please Let me consider what decision to make and give you a suggestion. If I can successfully convince her, at least you can reunite and live freely, instead of living like a puppet in confusion, with no guarantee of life safety."

Lin Youzhen fell into a painful entanglement. No matter how she chose Qian Suli, she would never escape. Zheng Xun gave her no choice at all.

Whether working as a secretary with Lin Dashan or Zheng Xun, it is a road full of despair.

At this point, Lin Youzhen can only take one step at a time.

As for what happens after persuading Qian Suli, Lin Youzhen can't control that much. At worst, he will suffer a little more when the time comes.

"I know, I will try to convince her. As for what happened between us, I won't tell her, so don't worry."

Zheng Xun nodded with satisfaction. Lin Youzhen was becoming more and more considerate now.

"Then remember to pack your things and go on a long trip with me tomorrow. I just have to do something to show you the outside world. You stay in this room by yourself every day and think this is the end. When the time comes, You will know that sometimes people are scarier than zombies," Zheng Xun said.

When Lin Youzhen mentioned the outside world, he thought of everything he experienced at Akihito Mall, where his two good sisters died.

"I see."

　None tonight.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)