my doomsday wish list

Chapter 137 Don’t be afraid of depression, just enlighten yourself and it will be fine
Kington Manor.

"Done!" Zheng Xun took a long breath, let go of Shen Jiunai, and ended today's irrigation task.

Today's irrigation quality and duration are obviously much better than before, and there is still a feeling that there is still more to come.

Although he has not yet figured out the root cause of his recent "arrogance", it does not affect his continued cultivation and development of Shen Jiunai.

After a period of running-in, Shen Jiunai seemed to have recovered some subtle nerve reactions, and could occasionally control the muscles in key parts to match his rhythm.

This discovery was a pleasant surprise.

Even though Shen Jiunai's eyes were still dull, she couldn't even make the most basic expressions, like a simulation doll.

But there are more and more signs that she is 'alive' and awakening in a unique way.

Shen Jiunai sat on the edge of the bed, letting him control her, very well-behaved.

A pair of twins next to them, all wet, were also quietly waiting for orders.

Zheng Xun confirmed that Shen Jiunai had almost absorbed it before issuing new instructions.

"dressing."

The twin sisters took the initiative to pick up the clothes and began to put them on expressionlessly.

The movements were a little stiff at first, but I quickly got used to it, but my clothes were still on inside out.

Zheng Xun stepped forward and rearranged the twins' clothes, turning over the side with the Pikachu print.

The originally small Pikachu was stretched out of shape by them, and its mouth opened wide.

Zheng Xun once again ordered Shen Jiunai to dress herself.

But Shen Jiunai remained motionless, as if she didn't hear him at all.

He thought it was strange.

Obviously Shen Jiuna can contact the two twins, and the twins can dress themselves, but Shen Jiuna herself cannot.

Although the twins' movements are slow and stiff, and they can't even tell the front and back of their clothes, if they continue to train and practice, I believe they will soon be able to correctly master the dressing instructions.

Unlike Shen Jiunai, she didn't move at all, as if she didn't hear anything.

Zheng Xun was not sure whether she really didn't know how to do it or whether she was selectively unable to hear.

Zheng Xun had no choice but to put Shen Jiunai into clothes with his own hands. She wore a black lace inner layer, a beige knitted sweater and straight jeans, wrapping her up tightly.

After serving the three zombies, he changed his clothes and looked at the date. He had to send some supplies to Lin Youzhen and the others.

Villa No. 163 has limited storage space for supplies, and with the two of them eating and drinking, there may not be much supplies left last time.

Sometimes you have to change your diet and eat the same thing repeatedly, which will inevitably lead to nutritional imbalance.

Zheng Xun put on the five-round revolver and loaded five more bullets. He took some refrigerated products such as beef and fish from the cold storage, packed some rice and noodles, and went out immediately.

Villa 163.

As soon as Zheng Xun entered the room, Lina ran over with her chubby legs, looking excited.

"Oppa, long time no see. Woohoo!"

It's true that he hasn't come to see Lin Youzhen for a while. He has been busy outside recently, and the matters at the shelter and the church have not yet been completed.

Hu Zhiyan's car modification materials have been sent to Cui Jenny last time, and all that's left is to wait for Boss Cui to complete the modification task.

Zheng Xun put down several plastic bags in his hands, then picked up Lina and pinched her little nose.

Lina sneezed, rubbed her little nose vigorously, and hummed: "Don't pinch it, your nose will collapse when you pinch it. It will not look good when you grow up. In the future, I will be more beautiful than Sister Youzhen, and look better than Maki." My sister is even older."

Maki heard Lina's childish words and walked over quickly, her pretty face blushing slightly.

"Lina, children can't talk nonsense!"

Lina didn't tolerate her, and said bluntly: "But Sister Maki is the biggest I have ever seen, soft and elastic."

As she said that, she turned her head to look at Zheng Xun and asked, "Oppa, do you think so?"

Zheng Xun thought for a while, searching his mind roughly, and found that in terms of model, there were really not many that could compare with Zhenxi.

But it’s not impossible. For example, Hulu girl Che Meiyan’s model size is very exaggerated.

But taking a comprehensive look, Maki's advantage is not entirely in the word 'big', the key is the pretty curvature and beauty.

Although the two large water bags were so heavy, they did not look cumbersome when hanging on her body. Instead, they looked natural, just like two ripe peaches growing naturally.

It is rosy in white.

Maki only wore a gray short-sleeved shirt today with a low collar and a deep slit, which fully explained what it means to show more and the world will be more peaceful.

She trotted over in shame, took off her left orange rubber glove, and quickly covered Lina's mouth.

"You are still talking nonsense, you can sleep alone tonight!"

Lina instantly gave up and nodded quickly. After Maki let go, she said, "Sister Maki, I was wrong. I don't want to sleep alone at night!"

Zheng Xun pretended to be surprised and said: "Lina, you are so old and you still sleep with your sister, aren't you ashamed?"

This little Douding is as big as a brat, but he doesn't talk too big or too young, so it's quite fun to tease him.

Lina pouted and said unconvinced: "If I were as old as Sister Maki, I would definitely sleep with my own baby in my arms!"

Maki: "."

She seemed to have just finished doing housework, and there were some sweat stains on her forehead.

Her pretty face, which was already red, became more mature.

"Chief Zheng, why don't you go inside and take a rest first," she suggested while hiding her embarrassment.

Zheng Xun glanced around the room and didn't see Lin Youzhen's figure.

I don’t know what she was doing hiding in the room. The clean and tidy house was probably all the result of Maki alone.

Zheng Xun put down Lina, carried the supplies to the kitchen, and put them all in the freezer.

The freezer that was originally empty became full again in an instant.

Zheng Xun sat back on the sofa, thinking that he had already come here today, so he might as well sit for a while longer.

Maki made her a cup of warm tea and placed it on the table.

"Thank you." Zheng Xun asked casually, "Why don't you see Lin Youzhen?"

Maki hesitated for a moment, but unexpectedly Lina ran over and sat on him, quickly answering: "Sister Youzhen is depressed."

Depressed?
Zheng Xun just thought it was Lina who was talking nonsense.

Maki nodded in embarrassment and said, "It does seem a little bit. Anyway, I don't say a few words all day long. I just lock myself in the room. Sometimes I don't even eat. I don't know what happened."

Lina added: "That's right, sister Youzhen has lost a lot of weight due to hunger. When I touched it before, it was almost this big, and then it was only this big."

As she spoke, she gestured with her hands to describe the roughly narrowed range.

So hungry?

Zheng Xun was also quite surprised. According to Lina's description, one palm could almost cover it.

Unlike before, when you open your fingers, some may overflow.

Is this a hunger strike? Zheng Xun didn't know what tricks she was playing. Maybe she was really depressed, or maybe she was just doing it to show him.

But no matter what, it's not a good sign.

The doomsday atmosphere is too desperate, the pain of losing relatives and friends, the fear of facing the unknown darkness, the sadness of being alone and helpless, etc., negative emotions are always lingering in people's hearts.

Maintaining mental health is, to some extent, more difficult than collecting supplies.

If you have better luck in collecting supplies, you will always get a good harvest.

But psychological problems really have nothing to do with luck.

Lina said: "Actually, Sister Youzhen has been at home for too long. She has been locked in the room and never went out. After a long time, she naturally became depressed. I just need to take Sister Youzhen out to relax!"

Maki nodded, showing a worried look, sitting on the other side of the sofa, and asked, "Chief Zheng, this matter may trouble you."

Zheng Xunxun thought that it wouldn't be a big problem to just enlighten Sister Youzhen and take her out to relax for a few days.

"Okay, I have no problem here."

Lina bit her lollipop and said: "Since Oppa agreed to go out to relax, of course he has to choose a good place. There are zombies everywhere in the city now. I think camping in the countryside is very good, and you can experience the natural scenery and have fun." You can set up a tent and sleep outdoors, it makes you feel relaxed just thinking about it.”

Zheng Xun glanced at Lina strangely, wondering if this little kid was just having fun and making up all the nonsense.

"Let's see what Lin Youzhen says first."

Lina jumped down suddenly, rushed into the bedroom, and locked the door with a bang.

Lin Youzhen was sitting in front of the window sill, writing something in a notebook.

The golden light of the afternoon poured in through the window and fell on that beautiful cheek. The fine hairs on the skin were vaguely visible, and the dust was floating in the beam.

She saw Lina running in, raised her head and asked, "Lina, what's the matter?"

After getting along for a period of time, she slowly accepted the lovely Lena.

This little sister is very clever and very good at observing people's emotions. She always learns to smooth things over at critical moments.

"Sister Youzhen, Oppa is here to take us out to play. Let's change clothes quickly." Lina said truthfully.

"Is he here?" Lin Youzhen was a little surprised. He didn't expect Zheng Xun to come.

This room is well soundproofed and I didn't hear anything outside at all.

Lina nodded and said seriously: "Chief Zheng was worried that we would be too depressed living here, so he wanted to take us out to relax. If you don't go, then only sister Maki and I will go. I am more playful and may not be able to control the two of them. Sister Youzhen, you will also go, right?"

When Lin Youzhen heard this, her heart suddenly tightened.

Then we definitely can't let Maki go out alone with Zheng Xun to relax. This guy has no good intentions from the beginning to the end.

Zhenxi is such a simple and kind-hearted girl, and she has a good impression of Zheng Xun. If she is let out like this, there is a high probability that something big will happen.

She immediately stood up and followed Lina out of the room.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Zheng Xun and Zhenxi sitting on the same row of sofas, and their expressions instantly turned cold.

Seeing Lin Youzhen's unkind expression, Zhenxi took the initiative to explain: "Sister Youzhen, Chief Zheng just came over and sent a lot of supplies."

Although he gave an explanation, his body remained motionless and he was still sitting next to Zheng Xun.

Lina held Lin Youzhen's hand and said happily: "Oppa, sister Youzhen agreed to go out to relax together."

Zheng Xun turned his attention to Lin Youzhen, and when he saw her nodding slightly, he didn't ask any more questions.

Although it felt weird, there happened to be one more item on his wish list that he was ready to complete.

7. Barbecue and drink beer while camping by the cool river in the wild.

People really can't hold it in at home for too long. Let alone the end of the world, even if they are cooped up at home for a month or two on a normal day, they will probably have overwhelming negative emotions.

Lina said happily: "Without further delay, how about we set off now!"

With Lina's help, several people walked out of the door, brought some refrigerated meat and water hoses, and boarded the Raptor off-road vehicle.

Lin Youzhen sat in the passenger seat, and Maki took Lina in the back seat.

Zheng Xun started the vehicle, drove out of the small courtyard of the villa, knocked down a zombie on the roadside, and drove out of the villa.

Going out for camping and barbecue requires some equipment. Zheng Xun plans to find a supermarket first and stock up on some barbecue grills, tents and other tools.

In the car.

Lina asked curiously: "Oppa, have you decided where to go camping?"

Zheng Xun said casually: "I can do it, it's up to you."

Lina said: "Camping and picnics must be close to nature. There must be rivers and forests to taste good. What do you think, Sister Youzhen?"

Lin Youzhen was speechless.

From the moment she got in the car, she had been staring out the window, looking depressed.

"I have no opinion."

Maki made a suggestion: "If it's safe, the camping area in Beiyue Mountain is pretty good. I used to go there when I was studying. There are mountains and water."

Lina naturally agreed. Anyway, she just wanted to go out and play. It would be the same wherever she went. It was better than staying at home.

Soon.

Then we drove to a supermarket on the street.

"You guys wait in the car, I'll go check on the situation first." Zheng Xun got out of the car first.

Lin Youzhen and others stayed in the car and continued to wait.

Zheng Xun walked into the supermarket and took a general look at the situation under the setting sun.

The supermarket is not too big, with three floors in total, and there is an outdoor sports area on the first floor.

There are five or six zombies wandering in the supermarket hall. It may be due to lack of food, but there are not many zombies.

He walked to the sports counter, pulled out a baseball bat, and knocked several zombies to death along the way. He checked the situation in the supermarket and made sure it was safe before walking out.

When they came back again, Lin Youzhen and the others also came over and moved things together.

Several people came to the outdoor sports area and started choosing tents.

Zheng Xun chose a silver ordinary tent with inflatable foot pads, which was quite convenient to use.

It was more than enough for him to sleep alone, and it wouldn't be too crowded for two.

Lin Youzhen and the others didn't quite understand this, but considering that the girls would be crowded together at night, they decided to use a large gray tent.After confirming, Zheng Xun began to pack the tent, bundled it into a storage bag, and threw it into the trunk of the off-road vehicle.

Then continue to choose the tools for barbecue and picnic, such as smokeless charcoal, gas can, barbecue rack, toothpick skewers, etc.

Lina's mind was not here, and she quietly walked around the mall with her small schoolbag on her back.

Maki turned around and found that Lina was missing. She quickly took the pan and looked inside.

She lowered her voice and shouted carefully: "Lina. Don't be naughty, come back quickly!"

After searching for a while, there was no sign of Lina for a long time.

She was a little anxious and was about to tell Sheriff Zheng, but she saw Lina's figure at a corner.

Maki ran over quickly and scolded angrily: "Lina, what are you doing here? How can you run around?"

Lina quickly stuffed her things into her schoolbag and explained with a smile: "I'm looking for a swimsuit. There won't be any rivers or streams where we can play in the water later!"

"Look for the swimsuit over there." Maki quickly led her to the swimsuit area.

Swimming suits, swimming rings, inflatable water mats, everything is available.

"Lina, hurry up and pick, we are almost out of stuff." Maki reminded softly.

Lina looked at the dazzling array of swimsuits, stood on tiptoes and took out a set of swimsuits, and said, "This one looks pretty good."

Maki took a look and found that the swimsuit was thin and narrow, with almost only two pieces of white cloth intertwined together.

If you wear this thing to swim, I'm afraid it will burst accidentally.

"That one is for adults, not children." She explained awkwardly.

Lina nodded and said: "I know, I picked it for you, sister Maki, don't you want to play in the water?"

Maki was stunned.

She didn't think so much.

Lina added: "Oppa can definitely play with water. If you don't want to play with water, then bring it to Sister Youzhen."

Let Sister Youzhen wear this?
Maki was afraid that the picture was too beautiful and she dared not look at it.

But is this dress really suitable for her?

It doesn't seem appropriate either.

Lina picked out a set that suited her, as well as a larger set.

Then he took a small swimming ring, a life jacket and the like, and urged: "Sister Maki, let's go. I've also chosen a set for you, and Oppa has chosen one too."

Lina came to the off-road vehicle with a pile of swimsuits in her arms.

Zheng Xun had already moved the camping equipment, carried a few boxes of beer, and packed some snacks.

When he saw Lina holding a bunch of colorful things, he took them, put them all into a hiking bag, and then stuffed them into the trunk.

The group finished reorganizing and continued driving towards Beiyue Mountain.

The sun was setting, and it was getting late.

Zheng Xun followed Zhuxuan's usual route and arrived safely at Beiyue Mountain Scenic Area.

Due to the decrease in tourists in Beiyue Mountain, the previously built vehicle roads have been submerged in the green grass.

Zheng Xun was not familiar with this place, so he had to rely on Zhenxi to find his way around.

"Go that way." Zhenxi leaned forward and raised her fingers to guide her. The big and tall dough gently pressed on Zheng Xun's shoulders and elbows.

He calmly continued to drive deep into the mountainous area, fully demonstrating the powerful capabilities of the off-road vehicle.

Traveling through gravel paths, through muddy potholes, and through wild grass and basil, the journey was smooth.

Beiyue Mountain becomes steeper as they go north. They just find a camping spot and only drive on the gentle edge of the mountain.

The sky was getting dark, the shadows of the trees on both sides blocked the remaining light, and the surrounding forest environment became darker and darker.

The lights of the Raptor off-road vehicle are large and bright enough, illuminating the front clearly.

Soon.

They arrived at a lawn area with a living stream next to it and a clear pool connected to it.

Zheng Xun parked the car aside, and everyone got out of the car, feeling the breath of natural greenery for the first time in a long time.

Insects are chirping and frogs are chirping.

"Oh yeah! You can play in the water now!" Lina was very happy. The first thing she did when she got out of the car was to quickly change into her swimsuit, wanting to go play in the water.

Maki quickly stopped her, taking great pains to take good care of this little bean curd.

Zheng Xun first lit four mosquito repellent lamps and placed them in the four corners. Then he started to set up the tent and build a barbecue table.

Lin Youzhen was responsible for putting on the skewers and preparing for the next barbecue.

Just the preparation work has been busy for a while.

By the time everything was ready, it was already completely dark.

Zheng Xun moved a chair, sat in front of the grill, set up a large skewer of meat, spread it out flat, brushed it with oil, and grilled it slowly.

The dark red burning charcoal steamed with heat, scratching off the few ice residues left on the meat, mixed with oil stains, and made a sizzling sound.

After Lin Youzhen finished her work, she washed her hands by the river and dried them. She didn't know what to do for a while.

Zhen Xi was busy taking care of Lina, Zheng Xun was sitting there barbecuing, and she seemed like an outsider, not knowing what to do.

"Come here and give me a fan." Zheng Xun shouted.

Lin Youzhen turned around and found Zheng Xun calling her. After a moment of hesitation, she walked over.

She took a small piece of soft cloth and sat next to her. She held the hard-shell paper in her hand, which she had just torn off the cardboard box, and fanned Zheng Xun.

That beautiful face was slightly illuminated by the weak dark red color of the charcoal firefly.

Lin Youzhen remained silent, just fanning mechanically.

Zheng Xun finished grilling a handful of meat skewers, sprinkled them with cumin, the aroma was fragrant, and started eating as he was doing.

"Are you really depressed?"

"Come to my tent tonight and help you enlighten me."

Lin Youzhen: "???"

Zheng Xun didn't pay attention to her thoughts. After killing more than a dozen skewers, he felt less hungry.

Unexpectedly, Lina ran over panting at this time and asked: "Oppa, how is the roasting? I just smelled the aroma."

Zheng Xun said calmly: "Of course you have finished eating. You can bake it and eat it yourself. You should learn such a simple truth early."

He took another handful of meat skewers, stuffed them into Lina's little hand, and pinched her nose.

"Bake it well, come on!"

"Ah?" Lina's face collapsed.

Maki, who kept chasing her, couldn't help but snicker.

Zheng Xun took Xiao Mazha with him, took a fishing rod, and sat by the small pond.

After hanging the hook and getting the bait, I lowered the hook to the clear pond and started fishing leisurely at night.

It’s a rare moment of leisure and relaxation, so naturally you have to enjoy it.

He took out the A4 paper from his pocket, spread it out, found the wish to be fulfilled today, and started to tick it off.

7. Camp and have a barbecue and drink beer by the cool river in the wild. √
11. Fishing.

And the jungle that will be completed next.

Regardless of whether Lin Youzhen was depressed or not, it was impossible to find an excuse to hide away so easily.

Some things, if you do them too much, you will naturally think about them.

Zheng Xun was thinking, and the fish's bladder just happened to float.

"Did you take the bait so quickly?" He quickly folded the paper, put it in his pocket, and then put away his pole.

A small silver-scaled fish was caught.

Zheng Xun took off the hook from the fish's mouth and took the fish to the barbecue grill.

"Oh my god! Oppa, you actually caught a fish!" Lina exclaimed, her face turned red by the heat.

Maki was also surprised and said with a smile: "I heard that the fish in this area are not easy to catch. Almost no one comes here to fish. You can catch it in the first time. It's really amazing."

"Maybe it's because human activities have decreased, so there are more fish, and they're not as smart as before." Zheng Xun handed the fish to Lin Youzhen, "Go ahead and peel it."

Lin Youzhen's face darkened.

Where did she peel any fish?

Thinking of the scene of fish disembowelling, I couldn't help but frown.

But she could only passively accept Zheng Xun's order.

Just when Lin Youzhen was about to reach out and take it, Lina snatched it away and said, "Oppa, I have to finish peeling the fish. Let sister Youzhen help me grill it!"

She threw down two skewers, ran to the side with the fat fish in her hands and squatted down. Then she took a knife, pressed down on the fat fish in a decent manner, and started to disembowel it.

He was still chanting happily: "Is the fish broken into pieces? Is the skin peeled off?"

Maki was dumbfounded, inexplicably worried that Lina would be psychologically stimulated.

Zheng Xun felt that Lina, a girl, had the qualities to be a hero since she was a child, and she was also a good chopping melon and vegetable when she grew up.

After everyone finished the barbecue, they ate and drank beer for a while, feeling hot and sweaty all over.

Lina then raised her hand and suggested: "Oppa, let's go play in the water. It's hard to come here. If we don't play, we will have no chance! I also brought you swimming trunks!"

Only then did Zheng Xun remember that this little kid had packed a bunch of swimsuits and was waiting here.

Lina ran to the car, turned over the backpack placed next to the tire, and found a lot of colorful clothes inside.

"Sister Maki, sister Youzhen, let's go to the tent to change."

Lin Youzhen was stunned for a moment, a little unsure, and looked to Zheng Xun for advice.

"Then let's play together."

Maki saw the swimsuit in Lina's hand, hesitated, and took away the two strips of white cloth.

Lina was stunned for a moment. She was about to remind her something, but was interrupted by Maki.

"Let's change first and play with the water first."

When Lina heard this, she quickly gave the remaining piece to Lin Youzhen and followed Maki into the tent.

Zheng Xun stood up, walked to his backpack, rummaged through it, and found a sealed bag of men's swimsuits.

He took the packing bag, walked into the tent, and changed into his clothes.

After changing, I found that this outfit was quite gentlemanly.

The upper body is a pure black tight-fitting short-sleeved shirt, then a pair of leggings shorts, and a pair of shorts worn outside. The whole body is wrapped tightly, leaving only the limbs outside.

Zheng Xun changed his clothes and walked out of the tent.

I found Lina pulling Maki into a small stream and throwing water splashes there.

It doesn't matter if you don't look at it, it's really not easy to find Maki at first glance.

The white swimsuit was V-shaped, with two palm-wide pieces of fabric passing around the back of her neck, attached from both sides, and intertwined in front of the deep valley, half covering the overflowing bracket lines on both sides.

Stretching from the ravine downwards, it is like a flat river, reaching straight to the navel, every detail is visible.

Below the abdomen, the thin fabrics are gathered and intertwined again, accurately covering the key points.

While laughing and playing, the curves of the figure moved slightly, and the two charming little waists on the back were looming.

It is both irritating and refreshing.

With such a figure, even if she was put on a show at a top booth, she would be the best in the show, and she would not be familiar with those big-framed foreigners at all.

Just looking at it like this made even the well-informed Zheng Xun feel a little dry.

At this time.

Lin Youzhen also came out of the tent next to him and happened to meet Zheng Xun.

Zheng Xun glanced at her.

It seemed that he was wearing the same style as himself, and it was wrapped tightly. The steamed buns that could be held in one hand were pressed a little flat.

Zheng Xun was a little surprised. Was such a contrasting style intentional by Lina?

Lin Youzhen turned her face away and saw Maki's clothes in the stream, and her expression changed suddenly.

Dressed like that, she was so beautiful that I couldn't even take my eyes off her.

She quickly took out a short-sleeved shirt from her backpack, trotted into the stream, and forced Maki to put it on.

Zheng Xun rubbed his chin and sighed.

"Even Zhenxi knows that good news should not go to outsiders. Why are you busy? You can enlighten Sister Youzhen later."

　None tonight.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)