my doomsday wish list

Chapter 115 What a painful realization
Even though Zheng Xun comforted her softly, Lixiu couldn't help crying bitterly.

The desperate eyes of the hostage girl were like sharp arrows piercing people's hearts, hitting her most sensitive and vulnerable places with precision.

She failed to save anyone and broke her oath to become a police officer.

I can only watch the hostage girl die in agony.

Lixiu believes that what she brings is not hope, but an end.

"Okay. Don't cry. You've done a great job." Zheng Xun reached into her pocket, took out a pack of tissues, pulled out one and handed it over.

"Keke, it's all my fault, I'm so useless." Lixiu took the tissue and wiped her tears, blaming herself.

Zheng Xun took one, wiped the revolver Lixiu had just used, and continued to persuade patiently.

"There is no need to blame ourselves. We are good people who try our best and should not be the object of conscience and moral condemnation."

"The ones who really caused all these consequences are the gangster survivors."

"The end of the world is actually more like a mirror that magnifies the dark side of those gangsters."

"Similarly, this mirror will also illuminate the kindness in people's hearts."

Lixiu leaned into Zheng Xun's arms, raised her hazy tearful eyes, and asked, "Is it true?"

Zheng Xun looked serious and said, "What we can do is get rid of these cancers."

"It's like a doctor performing an operation to cut out a cancerous tumor in order to save the patient."

"However, the disease was so powerful that the patient failed to survive. Should we blame that doctor?"

"It shouldn't be." Lixiu shook her head ignorantly.

"That's right!" Zheng Xun had a childish expression.

"Remember, we must always be grateful."

"The doctor tried his best. If the tumor is successfully removed and the patient is saved, we should thank the doctor."

"Even if we fail to save the patient, we still have to thank the doctors for their efforts, because it is the cancer that really kills the patient."

"It's like when I dealt with Chief Wu's group of gangsters, would you blame me for coming too late and failing to save your colleagues?"

Lixiu quickly shook her head, and said firmly, "No, no! I don't even have time to thank you in return, so how could I blame you?"

"Then the transaction you made with me, is it a voluntary repayment?" Zheng Xun took advantage of the victory to pursue.

"." Lixiu was speechless, lowered her head and muttered: "Yes."

"That's why I said that the most fair and reasonable transaction is based on mutual voluntary basis, so that it can last for a long time and be mutually beneficial." Zheng Xun made the final conclusion.

He saw that Lixiu's mood was gradually calming down and he was about to take the next step. Unexpectedly, Lixiu suddenly asked.

"Am I stupid.?"

"He has no ability, he easily trusts bad people, and he is always timid and hesitant. It can be said that he is useless and has no merit."

Zheng Xun was slightly surprised. For the first time, he found that the trainee police officer in front of him didn't seem to have only a silly side.

I always thought she was cute and could be bullied, so I would make up a set of clichés to get her to take the bait.

Now it seems that her sensitive heart has already noticed something beyond words.

"Actually, you are not useless."

Lixiu is beautiful and has a great figure, which is the biggest advantage in Zheng Xun's eyes.

If both guns are good at shooting, that's a plus.

"Thank you." Lixiu wiped her tears. Even though she knew that Zheng Xun was perfunctory, her heart was still filled with emotion.

After experiencing a terrible apocalypse, it is very lucky to have someone who is willing to take care of your emotions.

She felt that Zheng Xun was very warm and understood her, but she didn't understand Zheng Xun at all.

Apart from the paper information in the archives, almost nothing is known.

Lixiu is more eager to understand Zheng Xun and enter the other party's inner world, rather than just staying in the deal with hands and mouth.

Maybe it's because he is too stupid, that's why Zheng Xun always treats her as a burden.

"Actually, I thank you very much."

"Thank you for encouraging me with your beautiful lies and giving me the courage to continue living."

At the end of the sentence, Lixiu closed her eyes tightly and almost used all her strength to speak out what was in her heart.

"But I really want to change, I want to keep up with you, and I don't want to live up to your expectations!"

This kind of talk is not enough to just say it casually, it has to be taken into action. Zheng Xun saw that Lixiu was sincere, so he planned to give her a chance.

He reached for the bullet pouch on his waist, took out five golden bullets, and loaded them into the revolver one by one.

Until it was loaded and loaded, it was handed to Lixiu again.

"There should be a few of those villains left. Let's use this gun to end their sinful lives and avenge the girls."

Lixiu stared at the revolver that was handed to her, her eyes no longer containing any hesitation.

She stood up straight, wearing a straight dark green police uniform, which set off her beautiful figure.

Putting the tear-wiping tissue into his pocket, he took the revolver and checked it skillfully to make sure it was correct.

Lixiu raised her eyes, regained her morale, looked at Zheng Xun firmly, and said loudly.

"Okay! Then let's go!"

Zheng Xun shook his head gently.

"It's not us, it's you who will avenge the girl."

"As a concerned citizen, I can only provide some necessary help."

Lixiu froze for a moment.

No matter how simple she is, she can immediately understand the meaning of Zheng Xun's words after many in-depth educations.

With so many zombies around, if she were to avenge the girl alone, she would naturally need an imported vaccine.

She pursed her lips, hesitated for a moment, and then slowly squatted down.

"You have to work harder, otherwise the bad guys will be eaten up by enthusiastic zombies."

"Well"

It's been a while.

Zheng Xun arrived at the archery hall area.

The archery hall was not far from where the gangsters gathered. Before he came, there were not many zombies here, but now there were quite a few.

There is a man hiding in the hall, standing on the high platform of the cabinet, bowing his bow and setting his arrows again and again, shooting the zombies who are rushing in a non-standard posture.

Just facing a dozen or so zombies, he was already overwhelmed, his hands were trembling, and when he replaced the arrows, he dropped a bow and arrow.

Until the last arrow was exhausted, the number of zombies continued unabated.

Although the zombies cannot climb up the counter for the time being, as the number increases, it will only be a matter of time before they use each other's strength to step on and climb up.

He had to find a way to escape from here.

Suddenly, he saw a figure passing by in the archery hall, which was incompatible with the surrounding zombies. It was a sheriff who looked no different from a living person.

what's the situation?
The man was horrified.

It was the first time I saw a living person who could walk among the zombies.

But he can't control that much, since the other party is wearing a police uniform and holding a gun in his hand, he is definitely someone he can turn to for help.

"Sheriff! Here! Help!" The man shouted while waving his hands.

Zheng Xunxun looked over and saw a man in a suit hiding on a high cabinet, holding a longbow and waving his hands, calling for help.

He turned around and walked over, standing safe and sound among the corpses, and asked casually, "What's your name?"

Lixiu took the vaccine in her mouth and went to hunt down the remaining gangsters.

And Zheng Xun arrived at the archery gym first, looking for bows and arrows, and at the same time looking for Jin Xiangcheng.

I noticed earlier that he was not among the gangsters being chased and bitten by zombies.

Jin Xiangcheng was completely shocked when he heard the response.

The sheriff in front of him was not only handsome and out of tune with the crooked zombies around him, he also responded to his call for help.

It shows that the Sheriff is a living person through and through.

The zombies around him seemed to be completely ignored, and there was a living police sergeant standing next to him.

Simply amazing!
"Chief! My name is Jin Xiangcheng, please save me!" After Jin Xiangcheng escaped, he was besieged here alone. He was so panicked that when he saw a living person, he didn't care about anything else. He honestly reported his name, hoping to get the magic police. Long rescue.

"It turns out that you are here, so it will be easy." Zheng Xun was very satisfied.

I couldn't find any place after I broke through the iron shoes, and I was worried that he would run away.

Pull off the two zombies in front of him to prevent them from stepping on the body of their companions to open the can.

Sheriff Jin Xiangjian pulled away the zombie, stretched out his hand towards him, and immediately showed a look of great gratitude, thinking that he was about to be rescued, but who knew the sheriff said indifferently.

"Give me the longbow."

"Ah?!" Jin Xiangcheng was stunned.

Zheng Xun hooked his hands and signaled him for the second time.

"Oh." Jin Xiangcheng didn't dare to neglect in the slightest, quickly knelt down, and carefully handed the bow and arrow to the sheriff to avoid being pulled by the underground zombies.

Fortunately, the sheriff was tall, so he could easily get the bow and arrow. The other zombies could only stare beside him.

Zheng Xun got the bow and arrow and felt it in his hand. It was not bad, but compared with Zhiyan's longbow, it was still a bit worse.

To be more precise, Zhiyan's professional longbow feels more comfortable in the hand, and it is equipped with auxiliary machinery.

"Wouldn't it be very handsome if he could really become like Eagle Eye?" Zheng Xun posed, very satisfied with this longbow.

"That. Sergeant, if you like to practice bow and arrow, you can wait until we evacuate safely."

Jin Xiangcheng was so anxious that he almost went crazy. The zombies under his feet became more and more excited and almost pulled his ankle many times.

Finally met a sheriff, he has a gun, if you get his help, the possibility of escaping here is very high.

It's just that the sheriff didn't seem to be in a hurry, and he didn't seem to be in a hurry to save himself.

If there is any further delay, the sheriff is fine, and he will definitely be torn to pieces by the zombies.

"I just want to practice now. Isn't there a live target?" Zheng Xuanxuan looked around and pulled out a long arrow from the chest of a zombie.

live target?Jin Xiangcheng was completely dumbfounded.

What this means is that the sheriff not only wants to practice archery here, but also wants to find a live target.

Are you looking for these zombies?
He was the only real living target.

Zheng Xun stood a little further away, shook off the blood stains on the arrows, bent his bow and set his arrows again, and aimed at Jin Xiangcheng's terrified face.

"No no. You are the police chief, you can't kill people!" Jin Xiangcheng was terrified and kept backing away.

"Can you still be regarded as a human being?" Zheng Xun asked back, and let go of the bowstring.

call out!
The long arrow cut through the air and shot straight at Jin Xiangcheng.

After so many days of practice, he felt that he was at this distance and had the confidence to hit every shot.

The arrows flew towards the target.

laugh!
A long arrow pierced a skull.

A zombie under the cabinet, with black blood flowing from the back of his head, collapsed to the ground powerlessly.

Zheng Xun put away his longbow in shame.

"This can be regarded as a 100% hit."

He threw away the bow and arrow casually, and the first shot was not smooth, indicating that there was no fate.

He turned and left, continued to collect more longbows and arrows, and left the rest to the corpse brothers.

Zombies scrambled to climb onto the counter. Jin Xiangcheng was completely frightened and couldn't make a sound from his throat. Finally, he was completely succumbed to the zombie wave.

Zheng Xun came to the archery store, and there were all kinds of longbows hanging in it, with different sizes and models.

Some of the bows and arrows were taken away, but most remained in place.

Most of the survivors in the shopping mall don't know how to use bows and arrows, and generally use machetes and iron bars.

Zheng Xun stepped forward and began to choose bows and arrows.

"I'll go, why is there still a gear on this bow and arrow?"

He held a military green longbow with a complex and precise bow structure, equipped with supporting machinery such as sights, arrow rests, and auxiliary brackets.

Glancing at the introduction card hanging next to it, the bow is called Predator, a professional compound bow that can adjust the rate of fire in pounds, and is more suitable for novices.

"It still looks pretty cool." Zheng Xun decisively accepted the Predator, "I have to ask Zhiyan to help me adjust it."

I took a set of bow bags from the counter at the bottom, as well as sets such as sights, brushed arrow rests, bow limb shock absorbers, etc., and put them into the bag one by one along with the longbow.

In the end, I took twenty arrows and three boxes of replaceable arrows, and packed them all away.

After finishing his longbow, Zheng Xun chose a similar-looking one according to the style Zhiyan used in his memory.

I held it in my hand and bumped it. The texture was very similar to Zhiyan's.

"The price is not cheap."

Zheng Xun suddenly discovered that the price of even the most ordinary professional longbow is much higher than expected.

Zhiyan chose a professional recurve bow called the Reaper, which looks less complicated than a compound bow and is more concise and neat.

"With this new bow, Zhiyan should be happy next time she shoots a gun."

Pack this Reaper bow and call it a day.

At this time, there was a sound of sprinting behind him.

Zheng Xun looked back and saw Lixiu covering her small mouth, blushing, running all the way, as if she was about to be unable to hold back.

She plunged into Zheng Xun's arms and squirted out all over Zheng Xun's body in an instant, all over Zheng Xun's body.

"I'm sorry. I can't help it anymore." Lixiu groaned, panting again and again.

"Well, it's okay." Zheng Xun took out a tissue and handed it to Lixiu.

Lixiu wiped the corner of her mouth and said helplessly, "Thank you. I was looking for you everywhere just now. Hey!"

She felt that someone had pinched her hard, and she couldn't help but exclaimed.

"Don't use imported vaccines next time, it's better to use infusions." Zheng Xun helped her steady.

"." Lixiu blushed and was too ashamed to say a word.

Zheng Xun took the pistol in her hand and pushed the revolver away. There was still one bullet in it.

"Have the rest of the gangsters been dealt with?"

"Well, most of them were killed by zombies." Lixiu explained.

Zombies are obviously more experienced than her in dealing with living people.

During this period of time, a lot of bullets were consumed. There were only 23 rounds of usable bullets left for the two revolvers, and 5 rounds for the K44 pistol. It was almost impossible to become a sharpshooter with this amount of bullets.

"Okay, let's go back then."

Zheng Xun put away the gun, picked up the arrow bag, and left the mall with Lixiu.

Seoul City Hall Shelter, Girls' Area Support Office.

Li Enhui stood behind the table, picked up a pack of sanitary products and gave them to the girls who came to receive them.

"Thank you." The young girl took the hygiene products and nodded her thanks across the table.

"You're welcome." Li Enhui smiled reluctantly, a little absent-mindedly.

It has been several days since I came to the shelter, but I have not heard any news about my father Li Bingcan.

Since the isolation area implements a separate system for men and women, she has no chance to find someone in the men's area.

In addition, the management system is now more stringent, and random movement in different work areas is strictly prohibited to prevent unnecessary misunderstandings.

Unless it is a security team or special reasons, generally only activities in the work area, living area, and public area that you are responsible for.

She is in charge of logistics management in the girls' area, and she rarely has the opportunity to stay outside. She is basically busy all day long and two days long.

Li Enhui also tried to ask some female companions around, but many of them had just arrived and didn't know who Li Bingchan was. They just suggested that she go to Councilor Lu to ask.

She originally wanted to go to Congressman Lu, but he was busier than her and didn't even have a face-to-face meeting. She finally found a chance to go to the 506 office.

It is the other party's turn to go out to collect supplies, and it is very likely that they will never return.

Li Enhui saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart.

Fortunately, Mr. Lu came back safely, but he heard that he was in poor health.

She doesn't have a good solution at the moment. Since she has come to the refuge, she must first abide by the rules and regulations here and do a good job in logistics.

Suddenly, Li Enhui raised her eyes, and heard two girls in line talking and mentioned a sensitive name.

"Sergeant Zheng is too good, I heard that he was able to receive the hygiene products this time, all thanks to him."

"Didn't Congressman Lu bring it back? Sergeant Zheng said he left the shelter."

"How could it be? Councilor Lu personally explained in the meeting that these supplies were brought back by Sergeant Zheng."

"Wow! Then he understands us too well. He has complained so many times before, but it doesn't work at all! You don't even know that I'm so worried about this matter!"

"That's right, few pairs of pants are clean."

"It's time for you to get supplies."

Two girls queued up to the counter.

Li Enhui handed each of them a copy, and asked before they could thank them and leave.

"Hello, I would like to ask, when did the Chief Zheng you mentioned arrive?"

One of the girls thought for a while and muttered, "About four or five days ago."

Four or five days ago?

It didn't just happen that I came here not long ago.

"Excuse me, has Sergeant Zheng left the shelter?"

"Well, I haven't been back since I delivered this batch of supplies. Everyone is very concerned about him, alas." After the girls finished speaking, they took the supplies and left.

Li Enhui fell into deep thought.

Could it really be Zheng Xun?

Calling Sergeant Zheng, and having the ability to go out to deliver supplies, the timing just fits.

It's too much of a coincidence.

The more Li Enhui thought about it, the more likely it seemed, and his appearance could not help but appear in her mind, always smiling so gently and calmly.

What are you doing here?

Li Enhui's eyes were complicated.

In fact, she was quite afraid of seeing Zheng Xun again. After all, she cheated on his safety talisman to escape all the way to the shelter.

However, she also knew that Zheng Xun's secret must not be exposed.

Using a deal to ask him to enter the refuge to find his father is tantamount to pushing him into a fire pit.

Li Enhui couldn't do this kind of thing.

The moment she decided to run to the shelter alone, she was ready to die.

Dedicating the first time to the man she loves the most is the last thing she can do as a girlfriend.

She thought she couldn't help Zheng Xun, as long as she didn't drag him down.

That being said.

When she walked through the vast sea of ​​corpses alone, she still couldn't help being afraid, and somehow wanted to lean on his side.

Being immune to zombies cannot give her a sense of security.

Is it coming to find me?

Li Enhui was wondering if there was a possibility, but Zheng Xun insisted on taking risks and ran to the shelter just to confirm her safety.

It's as simple and beautiful as fulfilling a boyfriend's concern for his girlfriend.

Maybe it was, or maybe it wasn't, but she was still looking forward to it.

"Hello? Hello? Let me get the supplies bag." A girl in a plaid dress waved her hand in front of Li Enhui's face.

"Oh, I'm sorry, this is your supply package." After being reminded, Li Enhui quickly recovered from her daze and quickly handed over a supply package.

The girl accepted the supply package and saw Li Enhui's appearance clearly, and couldn't help but marvel.

"You look good!"

Li Eunhui smiled euphemistically, and the soft sunlight illuminated her shy smile, especially her waist-length black hair, which was as flowing as dust.

"Are you new here? My name is Zeng Minzhu. What's your name?" Zeng Minzhu asked curiously. She was always familiar with the faces of newcomers in charge of reception.

"Lee Eun Hye."

Li Enhui?
Zeng Minzhu frowned slightly, as if she had heard this name somewhere, and it felt familiar, but she couldn't remember clearly.

Suddenly, she remembered that she had mentioned this name when she first received Sergeant Zheng.

"Ah! You are Li Enhui!"

"Do you know Chief Zheng? He came to the shelter to find you!"

"Ah?" Li Enhui was stunned for a moment and murmured: "We know you."

Unexpectedly, Zheng Xun really came to find her, or in such a straightforward way.

Some inexplicable expectations in my heart were met at this moment.

It turns out he still cares about me. Li Eunhui thought this way, but she felt that Zheng Xun, who always talked about transactions, was actually a warm boy who was considerate of girls.

Caring about her alone is touching, but sending such a large batch of hygiene products and caring for so many girls is a little too warm.

"Great, you are the sister of Inspector Zheng!" Zeng Minzhu was very excited, "Inspector Zheng is so handsome, I didn't expect my sister to be so good-looking!"

younger sister?

When did I become Zheng Xun's sister?

Li Enhui was completely stunned.

She doesn't understand.

Since Zheng Xun found this place and asked others to find him, why did he call her his sister.

Is it because he doesn't want to publicly admit his girlfriend's identity?

Li Enhui was in doubt.

Maybe I was thinking too much before.

She raised her gaze and looked at Zeng Minzhu, who was very happy, and the long queue of girls behind her.

Everyone was filled with satisfied smiles, as if they understood something, and their minds were in a mess.

"Thank you! If Chief Zheng comes back, I will tell him for you." Zeng Minzhu thanked him and prepared to turn around and leave.

"." Li Enhui lost his mind again.

Suddenly, she noticed something falling out of Zeng Minzhu's pocket and walked out of the counter.Bending down to pick it up, he reminded aloud.

"Wait, you dropped something."

"Oops!" Zeng Minzhu hurriedly took a look in his pocket, found that the safety bag had been dropped, and quickly turned around to pick it up.

Seeing that the long-haired girl was holding a safety bag in her hand, she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Thank you, this is my safety bag."

She stretched out her hand to come back, but suddenly found that the other person was stunned, staring at the safety bag for a long time without moving.

"What's wrong?" Zeng Minzhu asked suspiciously.

"Oh, it's okay." The long-haired girl came to her senses, quickly returned the safety bag to her, and then asked, "Can I ask where you bought your safety bag? I think it looks good."

Zeng Minzhu carefully put away the safety bag, and said very preciously: "I didn't buy it, it was given to me by your brother, Inspector Zheng."

All suspicions are completely confirmed!
Li Enhui looked terrified, unable to say a word in a daze.

Because she knew that this peace blessing was made by herself as a parting gift to Zheng Xun.

It is impossible to have a second one in the whole city of Seoul!

Li Enhui felt as if her heart was being pulled hard, and an indescribable feeling crawled all over her body.

Zheng Xun really came to the refuge to find her, but she never thought that she would see Ping An Fu from another girl.

She wanted to analyze and guess Zheng Xun's intentions, but her mind was blank and completely broken.

There is no doubt that the purpose of Zheng Xun's pursuit of the refuge is to find himself.

As for after finding it, countless guesses have already begun to emerge in her heart.

Li Enhui asked herself, and was willing to accept all punishments from Zheng Xun.

Even if she dies, as long as she can see her father.

Even if it’s just one side.

Zeng Minzhu didn't notice Li Enhui's expression, but continued to praise her.

"Your brother is amazing. He overwhelmed those troubled survivors right after he arrived."

"Okay, I still have to go to work, and I'll talk to you in the evening."

"I especially want to hear the story of your brother, Chief Zheng!"

The word "brother" was like a hammer, smashing Li Enhui's heart in one fell swoop.

The pain was so bad that I almost forgot to breathe.

　None tonight!
　　Welcome Yan Zu to join the group!

　　Into the group!Into the group!Into the group!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)