I Am Gwen's Spider-Man Mentor

Chapter 58 Critical Point

After the professor had a taste of this topic, he decided to bring the conversation back to the main topic.Gwen may never kill to accept "elimination of evil must be done", but it is still the principle. If a girl like Gwen does not let her experience something, she will not change her principle.

"So you can't do it, you can only fight one by one, as many villains as there are villains..." The professor hesitated, and he held Gwen's shoulders——the girl's slender arms made him feel a little sad merciful, but still he decides to give his verdict:

"Even if one day you learn to kill people and eliminate evil, you will find that all kinds of super villains are still emerging, especially gangsters like Jin Bing."

Gwen lowered her head. Based on her experience, she knew that what the professor said was true, but this "what he said was true" could only make her feel a little more powerless for no reason.

"The so-called gangsters, they exist, and they naturally have a reason for their existence." Raymond turned around, turned his back to Gwen, and narrated in a flat tone: "Where the law does not reach in a society, there will naturally be other rules to replace it." It; where there is no order in a society, order will naturally form spontaneously—but the process of forming this order is extremely barbaric and unsightly.”

Raymond didn't turn around, but looked back, and saw Gwen looking out the window, but still listening carefully—probably because she was trying to think hard to keep up with what the professor said.

"Are you saying that what Kim Bin did was something that the New York City government should have done but failed to do?"

After thinking for a while, Gwen turned her head around, and before Raymond looked away, she caught the other person with her own eyes, and inferred from Raymond's words with a serious expression, "You mean, if these things are different, If a high-level federal agency doesn't do it, then the gang will always occupy this position?"

Raymond turned around, and looked at Gwen Stacy, who was carefully choosing his words and frowning, replying seriously.

Frankly speaking, with the average IQ of Americans on this kind of thing, he thought it would take Gwen at least a few "big incidents" to understand what he was talking about.

After asking, Gwen sighed again: "I understand what you mean, but what can we do?"

When Raymond's gaze finally caught the girl's eyes, she could even see some undertones of sadness in Gwen's eyes, and she judged almost instantly that there was almost no solution to this problem—but as a A romantic realist, Miss Spider is always the face of action.

Therefore, this is not a rhetorical question, but Spider-Woman's ruthless judgment on her own destiny - since she chose to take on this responsibility, she has been aware of it, even if these gangsters can't finish killing, she will To thwart their plots again and again, until the fate of the comic world comes to an end.

This is also her statement - she is ready to pay all the price she can for this never-ending marathon.

"Yes, there is no way." Raymond could only nod helplessly in the end. He understood what Gwen meant-some things cannot be left to be done because of difficulties or cannot be changed. If no one does it, things will not happen. Get better.

Gwen's statement made Raymond decide to speak clearly. He knew that with Gwen's character, as long as he focused on one thing, he would not let it go.So he speeded up his speech: "There is no good solution, but at least we can make the partial problems cleared up."

"Behind Jin Bin, there must be big figures in Washington supporting him, or in other words, Jin Bin is basically just a glove of these big men... With Jin Bin's character, he will not be willing to be controlled by these people. So, I cooperated with him, It is also to clean up these people."

"At that time, Jin Bin will be just Jin Bin, Jin Bin who can be dealt with by Spider-Woman, he will no longer be protected by the power of the system, and even the power of the system will turn against him because of his rebellion."

After Raymond finished speaking, Gwen didn't reply him—the girl just stood there with her shoulders forward and down, and her head was also bowed forward...

Gwen only felt that she was tired, but she had to object to the plan anyway—

"Raymond——" the girl used the title that the two of them seldom used after they got into embarrassment, "Do you know what kind of person Jin is?"

"I know."

Gwen finally couldn't hold back her emotions anymore, from the more awkward relationship between the two of them because of the teacher-student relationship, to the day when Felicia Hardy threatened her with Raymond's life safety, to witnessing her own death The sweetheart shakes hands with his mortal enemy, and finally to this day his...self-righteous!
Gwen Stacy couldn't bear it anymore, not to mention she was not a person who could control her temper and emotions well.

The girl raised her volume and her voice became stern: "You know? You know why you take risks?"

"Then what should I do?" The girl's confrontational mood made Raymond, who had been trying to make her understand his thoughts, a little annoyed. He couldn't help but speed up his speech and increase his volume to show his deterrence. He repeated it again to strengthen Tone: "Then what should I do?"

"You're not Spooky Spider-Man, if Kim is going to kill you, it's hard to even protect yourself, you know you're playing with fire?"

Gwen's voice was always a little lazy in the past, and her words revealed her struggle and helplessness with her fate, and her mood of only having fun in bitterness after being helpless.

Also, unlike most girls, she doesn't like to use a high-pitched voice to express her emotions. Instead, she prefers to express herself with crackling drums and ride cymbals, but today—

The girl raised the volume again and again, and her voice was mixed with a lot of trills—this was enough to reflect her trembling emotions at this time:

"Do you know how dangerous it is to mix yourself with Jin?"

The girl's trembling but extremely resolute question made Raymond's heart tremble, but the professor immediately became more determined:

"Otherwise, what should I do? Is there any other way to get rid of those moths? Waiting for you to send Jin Bing to prison again, and then he escapes the sanction of the law again and comes out to cause trouble for you again?"

"Why don't you wait and see you die in New York City because of playing gold, silver, and copper, or be besieged by gang leaders?"

"Otherwise, wait for you to meet your own fate, and the fate of all Spider-Man?"

In the past, Raymond always acted calmly, but maybe because he was facing Gwen Stacy, maybe because of the girl's agitation, Raymond's emotions also became intense—he even couldn't choose what to say without spoiling Gwen the final word about her own fate.

Gwen felt that her breathing stopped for a moment, and she immediately read the potential meaning of "my fate will not be very good" from Raymond's questioning, and her mood became more and more sad.

But this does not hinder her will:

"That should also be my fate, I don't need you to interfere, I don't even need to involve you."

"Don't drag me in?" Raymond smiled back angrily, and aggressively challenged the girl in front of him, "Locking Jin Bing's backstage and using political means to clean him up, if I don't do it, who else will do it?" ? If I don’t do it, who else can?”

"Relying on your childish fighting and killing, we can do nothing, and we can't change anything. You, Gwen Stacy, are destined to be only a poison used by the Federation to appease New York's blue-collar workers. The act of peddling dog meat to maintain this ugly order, your existence can only make more people willing to live in this distorted atmosphere until the end of the world..."

Raymond took a deep breath and carried out his persecution to the end: "I ask you, are you willing to do this?"

"What about you?" Gwen, who was pressed by the professor repeatedly, still did not retreat, but the voice of the girl who was still holding on to the line of defense was already a bit crying, and her voice trembled more and more, as if in the wind. Swaying: "What should you do? Have you considered your own safety?"

Gwen Stacy finally came out with her worries, and then she bowed her head.

All her arguments, all her worries, all her backing down and keeping her distance, were just so as not to affect Raymond, perhaps to preserve his reputation and teaching position, perhaps to prevent him from following Kim and sinking into the world together. into the abyss, perhaps to save his life...

It was all for Raymond Xu.

Gwen Stacy had lost enough, she hated losing anything more.So even if you lose Raymond as a friend, let him get away from these dangerous things!
At this time, Gwen just wanted to stop Raymond. She didn't even care about her own righteous cause. Give up the idea of ​​picking a chestnut from the fire.

Although what Raymond has to do is exactly what Spider-Woman should do under the principle of justice, fighting crime, punishing evil and promoting good, but even a righteous Spider-Woman, when faced with the most important personal emotional choice , It is also inevitable to reveal selfishness:

"If you are pulled into the abyss by gold, you want me to treat you too..."

Gwen's tears finally fell, and the teardrops twisted and meandered on the girl's delicate and smooth skin, and finally fell to the ground.Her voice dropped:
"Is it necessary to eradicate evil?"

All the moments before and after Peter Parker became a lizardman emerged in front of Gwen Stacy. She had watched the evil devour her childhood sweetheart, how could she tolerate the same thing to be devoured...

Gwen couldn't determine the identity of the person in front of her. She just raised her eyes and looked at Raymond in front of her with a sad and pleading face.

(End of this chapter)