I Am Gwen's Spider-Man Mentor

Chapter 36 War and Gwen (3)

After the bombing stopped, and the dust had not completely settled down, Raymond glanced back, confirmed that Pepper had gone to the laboratory to find a tool that could cut the spider web and put Tony Stark down, and randomly put the The shoulder strap of the submachine gun was slung over his shoulder, and he stumbled around the crater and rushed towards the explosion area.

Sweeping away the dust that blinded his eyes, ignoring the swaying handguards and gun stocks that slammed into his body, the professor just tried to open his eyes wide, and then opened them again, trying to face the gunpowder smoke that was so sour that his eyes were about to flow out of tears. Looking for the figure of his own students, the figure of the students who he sent into the battlefield with his own hands.

At this time, the professor just felt great regret—he regretted that he should not have handed over the brand new battle suit to Gwen so early, but thinking of this, he regretted bringing Gwen to a place where this is wrong... In the end, the professor regretted it all the way It all started with regretting that he had involved Gwen in this matter, treating Gwen's wounds that night, and even the beginning of the beginning, the name he called.

"Gwen Stacy——" the professor wanted to call out the name, but when he thought of Pepper Potts and Tony Stark behind him, he suppressed the shouting in his heart, but this life was so painful Raymond felt pain in his heart, made his eyes red, and couldn't breathe, which only made him anxious, panicked, and aching.

The professor who couldn't do anything, not even save Gwen Stacy, who had saved himself, could only open his eyes wider in the end, trying to use this panic to cover up his flawless mistakes, trying to use This confusion concealed his recklessness in bringing an innocent girl into this bloody battlefield.

If it weren't for Gwen Stacy today, he would have died under the fragments and shock waves produced by the 40mm grenade.The professor who had watched Gwen get injured once again watched the girl who had just saved her life "buried" herself into this death field, and he didn't even make any moves to save her.

But in the end, Gwen Stacy still didn't make Raymond Xu go crazy with such disappointment.Maybe it's the protagonist's aura, maybe it's Spider-Man's real ability, but Gwen finally came out.

The usually clean battle suit of Spider-Woman, who carried a big man on her shoulders, was so dirty that the original color could not be seen at all. The pink and white areas were now red, and the red was covered with a layer of earthy color. The earthy color was not even yellow, but burnt black, and there were even some blown sods hanging from the girl's blond hair.As for the black place, Raymond couldn't tell whether it was the color that was sprayed on or the blood that was covered up.

Seeing the shaky Gwen, Raymond, who panicked and blamed himself to the point of collapse, finally breathed a sigh of relief.At this time, the professor didn't care about his previous sense of propriety and reserve. He just watched the girl put down the unconscious shooter in front of him, and then hugged the somewhat sluggish, thin girl in his arms. Are there any fatal injuries on the body.

Gwen didn't struggle, the girl's body was numb, just standing in Raymond's arms blankly.Even she didn't know that she was stunned by the screaming bomb, the intestines and the broken limbs that fell out.
Raymond let go of Gwen, patted her on the shoulder, and said softly, "Are you okay?"

"I..." Gwen, who was wearing a mask, looked up numbly, but she was not answering herself, but the strange gunman: "I don't know, is he still alive?"

Raymond was taken aback, but looking at Gwen's hard and stiff mask, he seemed to be able to see the injured but stubborn girl hiding behind the mask, so he just shook his head and sighed in shame. He took a deep breath, squatted down, touched the gunman's neck, and then nodded to Gwen.

After receiving the news that her efforts were not in vain, the girl who was exhausted by being involved in this complicated battle finally couldn't stand upright anymore.In the past, the girl who always stood gracefully with standard dance moves, her legs gave way, and she sat on the bombed lawn.

On weekdays, Gwen would never sit so unladyishly, recklessly, or crookedly, but today, at this time, she just wants to sit, no matter how she sits, as long as she sits.She only felt that the soles of her feet were weak, even her calves were weak, and her whole body was weak.

She thought of the bloody intestines in the gunpowder smoke again, but her head was just blank and numb, without even fear, just blank, frighteningly blank.At this moment, she doesn't even remember the mask on her face, the spider silk launcher on her wrist, the spooky Spider-Man, the majesty, and the drumming.

She was just Gwen Stacy, a 20-year-old college student at Empire State University, a homeless teenage girl.

"Hey." Raymond waved his hand in front of Gwen. The professor was at a loss for words at this time, and could only ask the same question over and over again: "Are you okay? Are you injured?"

Gwen shook her head numbly—a slow motion like a slowed down, stuck movie.The girl's clear voice in the past also became hoarse: "I'm not hurt."

Due to working with weapons for a long time, Raymond quickly guessed Miss Gwen Stacy's current state - the blonde girl is now in a state of being bombarded and frightened by bloody scenes. A blank space in the brain.

In fact, Gwen's state is quite strong. Back then, Professor Xu vomited on a bunch of goats that were used as experiments for almost three days and three nights. By the fourth day, he only dared to inject some glucose into it.

The professor approached, wanting to hug Gwen, who was sitting on the ground numbly, into his arms again - but unexpectedly, he was pushed away by the other party.

The girl stood up again with some difficulty. She looked again at the blue skyline after the gunpowder smoke gradually dissipated. She just turned around without saying a word, shot spider silk into the distance, and then took herself away from the sky. This bloody Shura field.

Raymond looked at the back of the girl going away, but finally said nothing.

----split line----

Gwen, who was swaying with spider webs and accompanied by the wind, still hasn't returned to the future in the air, she just has a blank mind.She doesn't hate anyone, and she doesn't despise anyone. Pushing Raymond away is not so much the strict upbringing of Stacey's family that "men and women don't get along with each other", it's better to say that the bewildered girl habitually pushes away everyone's help and leaves. All eyes.

She just wants to be alone, but the world is already full of people—so, echoing in the air with spider silk is the only way to distance herself from the crowd, and it has become Gwen Stacy's favorite The way.She is so used to this method to release stress.

But the pressure of failing a course, quitting the band, and rebelling against your father is always worse than seeing a life wither little by little like that, flow to the ground little by little, flow to those inorganic, trapped The pressure that just goes by like that on things that are normal.

So stressed and feeling overwhelmed, Gwen Stacy pushed away her mentor as if everyone, the world, and walked away alone.

But not long after leaving alone, Gwen regretted it again.

She knew that she avoided it because she couldn't handle such complicated things, and she might not even be able to handle her emotions well.But escaping cannot solve the problem, nor can it even delay the problem. After leaving the whole world, Gwen finally found that this problem is getting worse like a vicious circle.

Unable to solve the problem—to escape—the problem got worse—and then to escape, she even began to wonder why she did these things?Who is she doing it for?Peter Parker?George Stacy?Raymond Xu?Or herself?
Ghost Spider-Man Gwen Stacy is not like other Spider-Man, there is an uncle Ben who taught him that "with great power comes great responsibility", and all the girl's actions are just based on the teachings of her principled father And the sacrifice of her childhood sweetheart, now she just feels that all this is very empty.

"Raymond Xu has participated in several US military projects, and the weapons that have been transformed or newly built by him are becoming a sharp sword for military expansion. If Stark is the mastermind, then he is the most effective accomplice!"

I also thought of the generous statement made by the girl who protested against Raymond on campus. Gwen Stacy, who had not experienced all this at the time, only found her noisy and annoying, and those who were noisy and shouting all day long. The yelling young hippies who are squatting at home and dreaming are no different.

It can be seen that after seeing the battlefield—even if it is not a battlefield at all, but just a small corner of the real battlefield—Gwen Stacy understood in an instant what is meant by "the sharp sword of military expansion and the scythe of human life".

On the real battlefield, there will be no F/A-18 with cannons hanging on the ground to clean the ground and can be stopped by the data link all the time. There are only bombs, shells and missiles falling like raindrops, and armored battalions and mechanized infantry shouting to attack like waves. The battalion, with gunpowder smoke that blocked the sun, fell to death in pieces by the roadside, and was run over by heavy, forty or fifty-ton crawlers, and finally turned into bloody corpses.Under such ruthless steel, death has become the most common thing.

Her Gwen Stacy, Ghost Spider-Man, the most unaccustomed scenes, the most frightening scenes are just a small part of the girl's mouth, like a drop of water splashed from the ocean.

But Gwen didn't hate Raymond—she wasn't one of those idle hippies after all, and she knew that even if Raymond was responsible, he was just a part of the war machine.The professor said "I don't want to give this suit to the US military, so I gave it to you."

Gwen Stacy lowered her head, looked at the black spider pattern on her chest, and looked at her blue-green ballet shoes, which were the latest military technology and the most elite killing weapon.

Now the murderous weapon was in her hands.

(End of this chapter)