I Am Gwen's Spider-Man Mentor.

Chapter 145 Your and My Choice
After making this decision in his heart, Raymond was no longer afraid of Gwen's scrutinizing gaze with that of a spider woman - my heart and actions are as clear as a mirror, and everything I do is righteous. With this kind of ideological stamp, your judgment can no longer affect me.

So the professor calmly gave the same answer as Alexander Pierce: "Sometimes we have to reach into the dirt and dust and build something beautiful."

"What about your hands? After you take them out, what should you do with the dirt and dust on them?" Gwen said reluctantly.

"Wash it off. There will always be a way to wash it off. I can hire a very large team of lawyers." Raymond answered seriously.

Gwen was silent for two seconds after hearing Raymond's words. The girl's sadness became more and more unbearable, "Listen to what you said, hire a team of lawyers, use federal legal loopholes... What's the difference between you and Kingpin now? !”

"Kingpin is here to rule!" Raymond emphasized to Gwen, "But I am different. I gained power to protect this planet and you!"

Gwen took two steps back. The girl frowned and looked at the boyfriend in front of her. She shook her head: "I still can't see the difference..."

"In 2012, the Chitauri are about to invade the earth, and after I stopped the process of establishing the Avengers, mankind has to rely on itself..." The professor sighed, and he tried to persuade the girl in front of him: " If not, we will be at the mercy of others and the 70 billion people on this planet will become slaves!”

"Stark is already preparing for the expo. After this is over, we only have 2 years left to prepare for the 2012 invasion. I must concentrate power as quickly as possible so that we can concentrate resources... We are racing against time. ,Do you understand?"

"Then...then what?" Gwen couldn't even tell whether she was sad or happy in her voice. The girl stood still and looked at her boyfriend in front of her blankly.

"There are still many dangers in this universe, some dangers... Frankly speaking, even if we can throw the 140 million-kilometer-diameter sun at Him as a weapon, it may not be enough to cause harm to Him... Do you understand, this It’s a superhero universe, which means this universe is a place of four wars.”

"Gwen...you don't realize where your power comes from. If there are some more terrifying guys, I won't do what I am doing now. You can't stop me then, and neither can I. We should what to do?"

"You have indeed experienced many parallel universes..." The girl's voice was calm, as if it was about to float in the wind at any time. Her eyes were lowered, trying to cover up her trembling emotions with a soft voice.

"You go be your Spider Woman, and I will protect your back. One day you will no longer worry that that mask will cause trouble to the people around you, and one day you will be able to truly return to your classmates. , enjoy the life you should enjoy, this is our promise, isn't it?"

"But I don't want to lose you in this process..." Gwen's blue eyes looked blankly at the ashtray placed aside - in the shadow of the falling night, the boxy appearance of the ashtray was hidden outside the window. The neon lights were completely outlined, and for a moment, Gwen lost her mind.

After a long while, the girl came back to her senses and gently comforted her boyfriend: "I would rather be tired and miserable than you want to become like most people in that circle... I am a superhero after all, and I get If you receive this gift, you should take on more responsibilities, but you are not..."

When Raymond heard what Gwen said, his blood suddenly surged and he was furious - "How many times have I said that any superhero has a limit, and most superheroes are trapped in this society, and Spider-Woman is the worst trapped!"

Before Gwen could refute, the professor sighed again: "Oh, forget it...you don't understand this either..."

"Let me tell you -" Gwen took the initiative to step forward. The smart girl knew that both of them were stuck in their own logic - even if they argued tonight, nothing would come of it.So she took the initiative and said:
"Why don't we stop seeing each other during this period? You're busy with yours, and I'm busy with mine... I want to graduate early, so that the burden on you will be lighter." The girl's voice was as thin as a mosquito's after the silence. Slowly floating in the still air, "Give us some time to calm down."

"Maybe..." Gwen chuckled, "Maybe I can understand your decision after thinking about it, and even help you think of a better way, maybe, right?"

"But..." Raymond stretched out his hand, "We disappeared?"

"It's been missing for a while." The girl emphasized, "I need time to think about it, okay?"

"I want to say no." Raymond stood in the shadows, his voice finally began to tremble, "I want to say no, Gwennie, okay?"

"Calm down..." The tremor in the girl's voice disappeared. She walked forward and patted Raymond on the shoulder: "It's not a breakup, it's just... giving us a buffer is a good thing, you know. ?"

"I know..." Raymond held the wrist of Gwen's hand on his shoulder. The girl's skin was smooth and cold: "I'm just... afraid that I won't be able to see you..."

"What are you afraid of?" Gwen laughed, "You are afraid, so we will definitely see..."

The girl took another step closer and gently pressed her body against Raymond in front of her - but the two of them did not hug, they just stayed close to each other: "If you stop being afraid one day, I might feel sad..."

"So -" Gwen raised her head, her sapphire blue eyes seemed to glow in the darkness, "Honey, promise me, okay?"

For several minutes, Raymond's breath was unstable. His black eyes flickered in the darkness for a long time before he answered the girl with weak breath and a low voice: "Okay, I will do as you say." Just think about it.”

----split line----

When Gwen's spider web swayed out of Stark Industries' temporary headquarters building, the girl's tears and wind fell - until today she understood that Raymond had never said "I will not change" Take this sentence seriously.

His so-called "I will not change" is not a strict promise, but just an excuse and a perfunctory humility.I should have noticed Raymond's arrogance a long time ago - he is very smart, but he always thinks that everything will and will be controlled by his own hands!

I don't know how much he has to stumble on such arrogance... I don't know how much he has to stumble to make him sober... I definitely can't persuade him now. He has accomplished almost everything he wanted to do, even... Such a huge S.H.I.E.L.D. was dragged into the quagmire of congressional questioning by him, and the NYPD did not dare to provoke him.

But as his girlfriend, how could she bear to watch him suffer because of such arrogance?

If Gwen's own selfishness is followed, she hopes that Raymond will not have to suffer at all, she hopes that Raymond can realize his arrogance, and she hopes that he can control all his actions in time and establish a sense of responsibility for everything. She has the same moral standards as Spider-Woman.

But...how is this possible?
But fortunately, he still loves himself... Maybe I can use this feeling to make some changes in him?But what should be done?

Thinking of this, for the first time, the girl felt that the wind blowing against her face outside the thin mask was not so comfortable, and became more and more biting - after all, she was only in love for the first time, and now she was asked to change someone, or to change someone whose mind was bigger than her own. Mature, more sophisticated people…

How difficult is this...

After graduating, figuring out how to deal with the teacher-student romance scandal, preventing Helen Zhao from stealing her home, figuring out how to form an offline team of the Spider Woman Forum, finding Jin Bin’s criminal evidence, and dealing with the NYPD’s harassment, Spider Woman has given herself a new life. Two items were added to the list:

Try to find a way to find Kingpin's lifeline so that he can be overthrown if the situation goes wrong... and find a way to make Raymond realize that sooner or later, his current path will lead to the same fate as other dirty people in that dirty circle. The person is exactly the same, try to get him to quit.

Gwen felt her head hurt again - why did Spider-Woman have so many headaches?

At this time, Raymond, who was standing in the office and staring blankly at the direction Gwen was leaving, also became depressed. He was not unaware of what he had done and how integrating into that circle had affected his true nature. Change--

To send the fire chief to a dead end without mercy is like the behavior of a shameless politician.

So he didn't refute Gwen's accusations against him. What the girl said was indeed true... But the question was, what could he do if he didn't do this?
The professor's head also began to hurt. He knew that Gwen's decision about the two of them not to meet each other recently was right - they were already standing at a crossroads. If the two of them continued on their current path, they would definitely part ways. The ending!

But...are you willing to let it go?

Thinking of this question and Gwen's blue eyes, Raymond's insecurities about love exploded and alarm bells rang loudly.He paced around the office irritably until the office phone rang——

"Jingle Bell--!"

The professor rushed forward and picked up the phone. It was Zhao Hailun's voice:
"I'm leaving for Florida soon, do you remember you owe me two dates?"

The beautiful doctor's voice was as gentle as a pool of warm water, brushing over the professor's anxious heart.Raymond's anxiety was slightly less, but his mind was still full of Gwen: "I'm sorry, I... have something to do. I will honor you when you come back, okay?"

Helen Zhao smiled across the receiver: "No, because Mr. Wilson Fisk also made an appointment with me and his new secretary Natasha Romanoff. Do you want to join our 'double date'?"

Raymond's hair stood up - why did Jin Bing find Zhao Hailun's head again? !
(End of this chapter)