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Chapter 192 Reasonable Love
Tao Yunjiang bit his lip and looked a little confused.

She didn't know what to say either.

There is no doubt that Xie Lingwan's behavior is the one she hates the most. Logically speaking, she should scold her now.

But her starting point was for Fang Weihan's good.

The girl thought for a long time and couldn't decide how to evaluate this matter.

She finally had to say:
"She...is so amazing."

Yes, that's all Tao Yunjiang could say.

After all, it is undoubtedly incredible that a 13-year-old girl can think of this step.

"Yeah, she's amazing."

Fang Weihan exhaled softly as if sighing.

The heroine of Destiny, can she not be awesome?
"It's so powerful that it scares me."

Tao Yunjiang held his hand and comforted him silently.

"What then?"

The girl asked softly.

"Later...you didn't adopt her strategy. How did you escape the disaster?"

Fang Weihan smiled.

"Have you not responded yet?"

"what?"

Seeing Tao Yunjiang's blank look, Fang Weihan pointed at himself in a funny way.

"I gave up on my own initiative."

"Think about what I did afterward."

Only then did Tao Yunjiang react.

He was talking about...the things he had done.

"Are you doing this...to defile yourself?"

Her voice was a little low.

Obviously, it is very uncomfortable for a girl to see her sweetheart forced to choose a path that hurts her for some reasons that have to be said.

"Self-defilation? That's out of the question."

Fang Weihan shook his head.

"I'm just expressing an attitude."

"It took me about three years to offend almost all the aristocratic families, and since then I have completely faded out of the empire's center of power. Anyway, I didn't like them in the first place. It's better to say that I was doing things based on my heart. .”

"Those speculators and adventurers thought that I was not a good partner. They rushed to turn their attention to me and withdrew their attention. All that was left was the infamy on me."

Tao Yunjiang murmured in a vague way:

"So... so that's the case?"

Fang Weihan chuckled and said:

"But don't tell me, it feels good to be what they call a dandy."

After all, the dandy and evil young man does not need to follow so many rules, nor does he need to put a layer of shackles on himself that are created out of thin air.

Free and comfortable, but extremely lonely.

"I just... felt wronged by Lingwan."

When Tao Yunjiang heard what he said, he couldn't help but squeeze Fang Weihan's hand a little tighter again.

"She always wanted me to work hard to climb up and eventually stand at the top of power with her."

Fang Weihan was repeating to Tao Yunjiang what Xie Lingyuan had said to him in those years, with extremely complicated emotions.

"But in the end... I failed to live up to her expectations."

There are always some memories. If we don’t recall them deliberately or see something related, we may never remember them again in this life.

Those expressions of embarrassment, pain, or anger can only have a place in some unknown corner deep in memory.

We haven't forgotten, we just don't want to remember.

"I am not very enthusiastic about being an emperor. I would rather be a border general than be a coward in the court with those insidious and cunning people."

"The idle feudal prince can certainly become a general, but this also means that he has given up on the road to becoming a prince."

"I also personally destroyed Xie Lingwan's thoughts."

Fang Weihan said a little lonely.

"What then?"

Tao Yunjiang quietly sat upright without knowing when.

The love between Fang Weihan and Xie Lingwan is inherently romantic, not to mention that their story has nothing to do with the word smooth sailing.

Tao Yunjiang was fascinated by this.

She even subconsciously forgot that this was the love between her sweetheart and another girl.

"later……"

The smile on Fang Weihan's mouth became even more bitter.

All first loves may not be perfect. We are young and immature and don't know how to love someone.

We try hard and love clumsily, but often we lose our original love while trying.

But Fang Weihan was lucky, the relationship between him and Xie Linwan did not reach this point.

Because of what?

"Later, when she realized she couldn't change me, she started to do it to herself."

"She stopped asking me to do something and instead forced my share of responsibilities onto herself."

"Most of the things she would face with me in the past are now her own responsibility."

"That's what is called...she came to protect me."

Tao Yunjiang finally understood.

"She's amazing."

The girl said the same thing again.

Tao Yunjiang was a little envious.

If it were her, she might make the same choice as Xie Linwan...

An inexplicable sense of joy and mission arose in the girl's heart.

Tao Yunjiang didn't know where her feeling came from, but this did not prevent her from another opinion:
She wanted to meet this Miss Xie even more.

Listening to Tao Yunjiang's sigh, Fang Weihan finally couldn't speak any more.

The more he talked, the more guilty he felt about his past actions.

How many times did I and Xie Lingwan quarrel?
Fang Weihan lost count.

But he could still clearly remember the last quarrel. After Xie Lingyuan was silent for a long time, she said to herself:
"If this is your choice, then I will support it."

From that day on, Xie Lingwan never quarreled with herself again.

The world only saw that Xie Lingwan turned a blind eye to his overtures, but it did not see the girl's difficulties.

Fang Weihan only focused on playing the role of his domineering prince, but he never thought about Xie Lingyuan's situation.

They are all angry.

But the difference is that Fang Weihan did meaningless things out of anger, but Xie Lingwan silently shouldered all the responsibilities.

What is left of the bond between them?

A promise, and a love that can never be let go.

Fang Weihan came back to his senses.

You can never dwell on the memories of the past. When you think about them, you want to go back in time and slap yourself hard.

What do you think I was angry about at that time?
Isn’t it good to listen to Wanwan?
Fortunately, it wasn't too late for me to wake up.

Xie Lingwan's attitude towards herself has changed slightly recently.

Fang Weihan knew that this was because what he had done recently was in line with Xie Lingwan's expectations.

She...maybe she thinks she has turned back?
What a pity, what happened this time.

Fang Weihan knew that Xie Lingyuan's leaving without saying goodbye was more like expressing an attitude.

He knew Xie Lingwan very well.

He can even imagine the thoughts of his childhood sweetheart.

I was wrong, she was not wrong, but she felt guilty.

Xie Lingyuan's dignity prevented her from apologizing, so she chose to leave.

This is her way of apologizing.

But Fang Weihan couldn't go to deliver it.

Even if she went, she probably wouldn't stay.

And more importantly, sending it meant that he accepted Xie Lingyuan's apology.

I accept shit.

He wanted to tell Xie Lingwan that she didn't need to apologize for this matter at all, because there was no need.

For a girl who puts the lives of others before her own interests.Whatever she did, whatever mistakes she made, Fang Weihan could be forgiven.

He wanted to bring Xie Lingwan back from this wrong idea.

Then he can't apologize, but prove it to Xie Lingyuan in other ways.

Prove that you have changed.

"Ugh."

Fang Weihan sighed.

"The matter between Xie Lingwan and I is completely a bad debt that cannot be discussed."

"The cutting is constant, and the reasoning is still chaotic."

"She is such a rational person, she insists on telling me what is right and what is wrong."

"So she's gone."

"And I don't want to tell her what's right or wrong, so I won't try to save her."

"I will use my actions to truly tell her that there is no need to make such a clear distinction between us."

Although Tao Yunjiang didn't quite understand what the riddle was going on between Fang Weihan and Xie Lingwan, she was still very concerned about one thing.

"Then...are you just going to let her go alone?"

Tao Yunjiang said with some discomfort.

A girl who had sacrificed so much for Fang Weihan was left alone, but Fang Weihan didn't show any signs of it even after knowing all this.

Even though the two of them could understand each other's intentions, Tao Yunjiang still felt that something was not good.

Anyway...she just felt that this was wrong.

Xie Lingyuan should not be treated like this!
Well, it's all Fang Weihan's fault.

The girl glared at Fang Weihan angrily, looking angry and aggrieved.

Perhaps thanks to her strong ability to empathize, she felt the same way as Xie Lingwan.

Fang Weihan: "..."

How come after talking for a long time, this little master just can’t get enough of it?
"Hey, didn't I tell you everything? I can't go."

Fang Weihan said helplessly.

"If I go, maybe she will stay, maybe she won't. But even if she stays, the matter is still not made clear."

"It's best for the two of us to be separated for a while, because then I can prove to her that my previous mistakes have been corrected."

"Do you think I'm willing to give up? It's been several years, and I haven't left..."

Fang Weihan suddenly stopped talking.

Damn, I accidentally said too much.

At a certain moment just now, he really forgot Tao Yunjiang's identity.This is also a big jealous jar.

"No what?"

At some point, the girl had put the Qicang Sword on the table.

At this moment, she was supporting her head with one hand, her soft hair falling crookedly from the side of her face, while her other hand was gently tapping the scabbard of the Qicang Sword.

"Good disciple, why didn't you say anything?"

she said with a smile.

"It's nothing."

Fang Weihan immediately stood up and walked back without looking back.

"Little master, remember to pay."

"I promised you the invitation, but don't default on it!"

Fang Weihan disappeared in a flash.

"Humph."

Tao Yunjiang grinded his teeth.

……

……

Inside the carriage, Xie Lingwan stared blankly at the late spring scenery that was rapidly retreating outside the window, with slight ripples in her heart.

How long has it been since you...have been away from home?

The last time I traveled far away was when I was seven years old. I followed my parents from Chen County to Beijing, taking this same route.

At that time, I was sitting in the carriage, with my mother smiling gently beside me, and my heart was filled with longing and curiosity about the future.

Twelve years later, I am still walking on this path.

I changed the direction I came from, and my beloved mother was missing.

Everything seems to have changed, and nothing seems to have changed.

Xie Lingwan didn't want to cry.

Her tears were very precious. She had made an exception just now outside the Suzaku Gate, and she couldn't do it again and again.

The girl just felt a little anxious inside.

It's like catkins stuck to your hair.

That's why...I hate catkins so much.

Xie Lingwan pouted imperceptibly.

I don’t know... what is he doing at this time?

If you don't come here to see me off, you won't be getting tired of being with other girls, right?

The girl's eyes suddenly became sharp.

But in the blink of an eye, she sighed again.

Forget it, I can't control it anymore. My husband has grown up and won't let me control it anymore.

As long as you are the head wife, it's fine, and the rest of the husband can do whatever he wants.

Anyway, Fang Weihan has already made a promise to himself and guaranteed this matter.

Xie Lingwan knew Fang Weihan very well, and because of this, she dared to leave Changming with peace of mind.

If a girl threatens her status, it is absolutely impossible for Miss Xie to leave.

"Well... the Lanling Xiao Clan's Xuan Zhongwei can be a big help."

The girl was thinking secretly in her heart.

"Although Xiao Jin may not listen to herself, it is impossible for her not to listen to Fang Weihan."

"It seems that if I have any use for Xiao Jin in the future, I just need to tell my husband."

"That Tao Yunjiang is not bad...her grandfather..."

If Fang Weihan knew Xie Lingwan's inner thoughts at this moment, he would definitely shake his head in confusion.

This is in line with Xie Lingyuan's style of grabbing all available resources for his own use.

The girl herself hadn't even met yet, but she had already begun to make plans for Fang Weihan's other confidante.

Just as Xie Lingwan was thinking silently, the carriage suddenly stopped hastily.

"Hey! Old man, you don't want to live anymore?"

The coachman cursed loudly.

The pendant on Xie Lingwan's waist shimmered slightly.

There was a constant rustle in the surrounding woods.

She waved her hand toward the car window, signaling to calm down.

Look at the situation first.

"I have something to do with the girl in your car."

An old and powerful voice sounded.

The girl frowned slightly.

This voice...is a bit familiar.

Soon she remembered.

Isn't this the voice of Mr. Zhao?

The girl's heart skipped a beat and she hurriedly opened the door and got out of the car.

"Second Master? Why are you here?"

It’s really Mr. Zhao!

Xie Lingwan's eyes swept behind him without leaving any trace.

After seeing no one there, a look of joy or disappointment flashed across the girl's eyes.

"I'm here to deliver something to Miss Xie."

Mr. Zhao smiled.

"Your Highness specifically asked me."

"Miss, he found me as soon as he left Changming Palace."

Xie Lingwan: "..."

"There's Er Lao Lao."

She hid the joy and sweetness in her tone very well.

"No trouble, no trouble."

Mr. Zhao handed a space spirit ring to Xie Lingwan's hand.

"The things have also been delivered. Zhao, I will go ahead so as not to delay the eldest lady's schedule."

"Second Master, go slowly!"

The figure of Mr. Zhao disappeared instantly.

"Go on."

Xie Lingwan ordered the driver.

"As ordered."

The coachman responded respectfully.

Xie Lingwan walked back to the car.He held the ring in his hand.

She took a deep breath and spread her palms.

She recognized this spiritual ring.

This is a small gift for Fang Weihan.

The space spirit ring is an extremely valuable thing, even so valuable that it would hurt the Guangling Palace to buy one.

Fang Weihan, who was young at that time, did not have this thing, so Xie Lingwan gave him one.

There is no way, what Miss Xie lacks most is money.

It's easy to support a prince or something.

Then... what does he want to do by sending this ring over?

The girl closed her eyes and felt the space inside the spirit ring.

After a moment, she pulled out a large white ball.

Xie Lingwan: "?"

Her pretty eyebrows wrinkled.

What is this ball?
She touched the ball lightly with her hand and closed her eyes again.

Streams of light flew into her spiritual platform.

Xie Lingwan opened her eyes suddenly, her breathing suddenly became a little faster, and her eyes trembled.

This ball...is everything in it true?

husband...

She grabbed the space spirit ring again and poured out another letter from it.

and a bunch of evergreen roses.

That ring contains these three things.

She hurriedly unfolded the letter and saw a few simple words written on it:
"Everything written in that ball is true. I have confirmed it, so you can rest assured."

"I will wait for you in Changming."

"Jiangnan is hot and humid, remember to eat less yellow apricots."

"I asked Old Zhao to pick the roses from the palace for us to play with on the road."

The handwriting is very sloppy, as if it was written in a hurry.

Xie Lingwan read these few lines of small scrawled words over and over again, and her eyes turned red unconsciously.

"You didn't say any love words, and you still want me to cry..."

"Hmph, I can't take advantage of you..."

She sniffed and wiped the crystal corners of her eyes nonchalantly.

But the girl hugged the letter in her hand tighter.

The sadness in my heart disappeared long ago without knowing when.

……

……

Fang Weihan was standing at the door of the Lanling Xiao family's mansion at the moment.

"Ah."

He sneezed.

Fang Weihan was a little confused.

Who's thinking about me?
He rubbed his nose.

"Logically speaking, Wanwan should have received the takeout I ordered for her by this time."

Fang Weihan said to himself.

"Oh, logically speaking, it shouldn't be."

He sighed.

But there is no way, who let this be his own fiancée.

Of course he must pamper his fiancée.

For her sake, if I break the rules a little bit, what's the problem?

(End of this chapter)