spooky calendar

Chapter 53
Lin An didn't react immediately.

As a player of Changyi, it was difficult for her to understand Qin Ze's behavior of breaking taboos at the expense of illness.

But Qin Ze's eyes became more and more wrong, gradually making Lin An realize the problem:
"Your reaction seems to be telling me... that the consultation was successful?"

"It's not so outrageous, is it? I made various diagnoses for you and it didn't take effect, but I casually said... it took effect?"

"But I said you had a cold just now, but it didn't take effect..." Lin An was a little at a loss.

Qin Ze's expression gradually became normal, and then he said jokingly:

"It turns out that a sickness in the brain is also a disease. Now it's all over, I'm really sick. Thank you, Lin An"

Lin An really wanted to go crazy and take back what he said just now.

But it was clearly too late.

"Are you sure you succeeded in breaking the taboo? Are you really sick? Do you want to have another checkup?" Lin An couldn't believe it.

She didn't know whether to be happy or not.

Breaking the taboo is Qin Ze's goal, but the consequences of breaking the taboo are really hard to say.

Especially if the brain is sick, it is really difficult to cure.

But Lin An still doesn't understand why so many previous diagnoses didn't take effect, but this sentence can take effect.

"Yes, at that moment, I felt a taboo, and some related memories quickly appeared in my mind."

Qin Ze drank the bitter tea poured by Lin An, and continued:

"These associated memories convinced me what disease I had. It turned out to be a disease, and I had figured everything out."

Lin An didn't dare to make any more guesses, fearing that a few casual guesses would aggravate Qin Ze's condition:
"Tell me, what is your illness?"

Qin Ze pressed his temple:

"Let me think about where to start. This matter was actually done in two."

About ten seconds later, Qin Ze sat down and said:
"The thing is like this. You should remember that I once violated the content of the taboo, taboo to sleep."

"After falling asleep that night, I dreamed of a very evil killer named Prior."

Lin An remembered that this incident happened just a few days ago.

Qin Ze continued:

"The level of taboo is distorted, and the effect is that I am in a dream, which will confuse the identity recognition between me and Prell."

"I can't help but think, I'm Player."

"This may have a great impact on my spirit. It may even make me degenerate into a black calendar."

Lin An vaguely guessed that this might be the "symptom".

But this disease was unknown to her, and she thought it was over:
"But I remember you seem to have dealt with this matter?"

Qin Ze hummed and said:

"Yes, I took a bath that day and obtained an impurity body. This is very important, it makes it difficult for me to be invaded by spirits. I originally thought that this is the end."

"But I will still dream of Prell later, but I won't have my identity confusion and think of myself as Prell."

Lin An said:

"Then this can only be considered weird, but it's not a disease, right?"

Qin Ze nodded:
"If it weren't for what happened today, and if it weren't for what I went through the last two days, it wouldn't really be sick."

Lin An was still confused, but did not interrupt Qin Ze.

Qin Ze said:

"The act of asking a doctor, I have experienced it once before. I went to ask Feng Enman."

"Fon Enman wanted to examine me, but I refused. I can't trust him. I refuse anyone who prys into my memory."

"But this process is indeed a consultation. Feng Enman even told me how to eliminate the influence of dreams."

Lin An probably understood a little bit.

"You mean, this experience is also included in today's consultation?"

Qin Ze nodded and said:

"Yes. Just when you said I was mentally ill, Von Enman and Prior appeared in my mind. Although I don't know what Prior looks like, I have his voice in my mind."

"This memory suddenly appeared, making me want to understand what happened to all of this."

After Qin Ze let out a breath slowly, he concluded:

"Let me sum it up briefly."

"Because I visited Feng Enman not long ago, my experience is that the psychiatrist Feng Enman was consulted first, and Lin An was consulted by you."

"Twisted, combining the two experiences. It means that when I visited Feng Enman, I had already buried the cause of the disease."

"But at that time, when I dreamed about Pryor's situation, it wasn't a disease. At most, my body was polluted by spirit."

"Because I didn't encounter today's taboo on the day I visited Feng Enman, so it was just an ordinary consultation."

"But today, I started to ask a doctor, which is a calendar behavior, which caused me to be affected by distorted power."

"The two distorted taboos seem to have some kind of weird connection."

"If I don't ask a doctor today, then dreaming of Prior will still be just a kind of mental pollution."

"If I ask a doctor today and the doctor doesn't come to the conclusion that I'm mentally ill, then dreaming about Pryor and still being polluted is not a disease, because it means that I have failed the interview."

Lin An also figured out the logic, Qin Ze finally said with a smile:
"But if there is no if, I succeeded in breaking the taboo. When you said that my brain is sick, I really became a sick person."

"Now, when I dream of Prell, it is no longer a simple pollution, but a disease... a disease of a strange level."

Lin An apologized:

"I'm sorry, I really shouldn't talk too much..."

"You don't need to apologize. I violated the taboo voluntarily and happily. For me, the most important thing is to improve my function." Qin Ze waved his hand.

He continued:
"The current situation is that we have to figure out the difference between mental pollution and disease."

"Fortune and misfortune depend on each other, good and bad go hand in hand, we need to figure out first, misfortune and misfortune."

Lin An pondered Qin Ze's words, and after a while, she gave her opinion as a doctor:
"You dreamed of Pryor before, only because there was some kind of twisted pollution in your body, which was not purified."

"But now, you have already got a disease. This kind of disease is definitely not a disease that people in reality can get."

"Illness refers to an abnormal state that occurs physically or psychologically. From this point of view, it seems to be the same as before."

"But the pollution exists within you, and what corrodes is your single target."

"But diseases are different. Once a disease occurs, it is an objective existence that can affect human physiological or psychological functions. The target of the action is a certain group of people."

"The disease may still be contagious. If it is not complete, I will also dream about a terrible person tonight."

"Then the people I come into contact with will also be associated with their dreams..."

In fact, what Lin An described was terrifying, but Lin An's expression was very calm.

She didn't think that Qin Ze had brought misfortune to the world.

On the contrary, Lin An began to think very dialectically, unexpectedly there was a feeling of bright future.

Qin Ze didn't know what Lin An was thinking, so his expression became serious.

He believes that Lin An's statement is reliable.The difference between pollution and disease is not just a different name.

"Disease" has more room for definition and a broader concept.

In other words, from now on, on a weird level, this world has an additional disease.

It is not clear whether the disease is contagious, it is not clear whether it may continue to deteriorate, and it is not clear whether it can become cancerous...

Pollution can exist on the spiritual level, and it will be over after being purified by a psychiatrist.

But illness is something that exists objectively.

I can get this disease, and someone else can get it.

Qin Ze frowned. Is this considered a taboo, and then made something extremely scary?Is it the villain behavior in the movie?

He sighed:
"I suddenly felt that distortion is more terrifying than conscripting and coming. It is too difficult to define, and it is full of too many variables."

Lin An shook her head, with a smile on her face:

"You're right, distortion is hard to define, but you might be different this time."

Qin Ze was puzzled:

"What do you mean?"

Lin An explained:
"First of all, Huo Qiao's divination said that your taboo behavior this time has no effect on me."

"That means that this disease is not contagious. As long as it is not contagious, your taboo behavior will not affect anyone."

Lin An tapped the table with his index finger, thought for a while and said:
"It seems that your illness and symptoms are not fatal."

"Spiritual pollution or disease, it's hard to say which is more terrible, but for me, disease is not terrible, because disease is certain."

"In the future, when similar pollution occurs again, everyone can use your method to obtain salvation."

Qin Ze seemed to understand, his eyes suddenly brightened.

"Actually, it's the same as before, Qin Ze. In the past, the level of medical treatment was backward, and people had no way to deal with epilepsy. They thought it was an invasion by evil spirits."

"Maybe it's weird. For us now, what epilepsy is for people in the past."

"Maybe because I'm a doctor, I'm more afraid of the weird and the twisted than the sick."

"Now, you have turned a certain type of weird pollution into a disease."

"Then it is equivalent to making the originally incomprehensible things understandable. The unpredictable things have a fixed form."

"To put it simply, after the distortion is endowed with the concept of reality, it is no longer unpredictable."

Qin Ze really didn't expect that doctor Lin An's thinking and perspective on problems are so unique.

He admired:

"Lin An, you are really a genius! But how did you determine this? You seem very sure?"

Lin An smiled and said:

"This is a topic that Jane's mother said."

"He has a lot of 'quality' and a high level of the old calendar, so Mother Jane will have some knowledge about the old calendar that we don't know."

"Some of them involve the secrets of the origin of the calendar, and he can tell them as soon as he can."

"He once said that distortions are weird and unpredictable, but when you give them the concept of reality, you can trap them."

"This is a very ultimate topic. Mother Jane believes that the meaning of the existence of the calendar is to bring weirdness and distortion to life through the behavior of life."

"On the surface, it is encountering strangeness, but it is actually eliminating the strangeness."

This statement made Qin Ze feel like a ray of light pierced through the darkness.

He thought it would be a long time before he got to something that involved the nature of the calendar.

But Jian Yiyi seems to have already touched it.

This also strengthened Qin Ze's determination to collect "quality" and put it into the old calendar.

He admired:

"The team leader is really amazing."

Lin An fully agrees:

"Of course, among so many teams, the team leader is the youngest to join the board of directors. But the team leader also has a lot of questions... Well, you can ask him yourself in the future. He is very optimistic about you."

"Now, what you have to do is to try the disease yourself like the ancient doctors did. Qin Ze, you have to work hard to feel the impact of this disease on you."

"And find a way to fix it."

Lin An stared at Qin Ze seriously:

"Maybe this disease brings you not only bad things, but also some good things that can be tapped."

"Maybe you are influenced by Prell, and Prell will be influenced by you..."

"Your experience of having an impeccable body has allowed you to avoid the biggest risk of this disease-identity confusion."

"And since it's a disease and no longer a pollution, it won't erode you further, why not make good use of the symptoms?"

"You know that there are actually many special brain diseases. For example, some people have some diseases and it is difficult to read words, but they have an amazing talent for drawing."

Qin Ze actually thought of this himself.

He stands up:

"Lin An, thank you, I already know what to do."

This disease does not need to be cured in a hurry. Everything is exactly as Lin An said, and there may be some additional benefits from the disease.

Of course, the most important reason for all this lies in——

He has established an "antibody" through the body of innocence.

Although the body of innocence has disappeared, but the inner sense of self-identity has deepened.

……

……

Qin Ze didn't delay Lin An for too long. Of course, if possible, he would like to communicate with Lin An more.

Although Lin An is young, he feels quite rewarded from the perspective of thinking about problems.

If Lin An wasn't really busy, he would rather communicate with Lin An more.

At dusk, Qin Ze returned home.

The copper money plant in the pot grows at an incredible speed. It has passed the germination period and entered the growth period, even with a few leaves.

When Qin Ze returned home and saw the potted plant, he was amazed at the growth speed of the plant under the twisting force.

At the same time, Qin Ze discovered that the leaves of the copper money grass were a bit weird.

In the middle of each leaf, there is a dark line.

Qin Ze observed carefully and found that it was not a black line, but a gap.

He approached the potted plant and took a closer look.

His breath fell on the leaves, and this action seemed to make the leaves absorb some kind of nutrients.

A strange scene appeared soon, and the black gap spread instantly.

To be precise, it is "open".

It turned out that it was not a black line, but a trace after one eye was closed.

Now, the copper money plant sensed a certain breath and opened the eyes of a leaf.

The eyes on the copper coin-like leaves made Qin Ze feel a little scary.

This is no longer the money grass, at least under the force of the distortion, it has mutated.

God knows what the hell is planted here?

But he soon realized—

"I planted it for the sake of convenience, not against taboos. No matter how scary this thing is, in essence, it is a product of fashion."

Although I don't know what kind of harvest this potted plant will eventually give me, but recalling the information in my mind...

Qin Ze moved closer, staring at that eye gently.

Not only is he no longer afraid, on the contrary, he wants to make this adjustment as complete as possible.

(End of this chapter)