I can talk to my internal organs

Chapter 111 It's not her who's sick, it's you

"Have you ever had the urge to die?"

Lu Jiu stared at Wang Mengfei and spoke softly.

As soon as these words came out, both father and daughter stared at him with wide eyes, with incredible expressions on their faces.

Because her daughter was very resistant to her illness, Wang Dingxu didn't tell Lu Jiu the specific situation at the first time, but only said that her physical condition was not good.

As a result, Lu Jiu's first sentence after taking her pulse was to ask her if she had any suicidal tendencies, which really surprised Wang Dingxu.

"Am I acting obvious?" Wang Mengfei regained his composure, staring at Lu Jiu quietly with his eyes.

"No." Lu Jiu shook his head.

"Then how did you find out?" Wang Mengfei asked.

"Your body told me." Lu Jiu said.

my body?

Wang Mengfei looked at Lu Jiu strangely, "Then can you tell me what it told you?"

Lu Jiudao, "It tells me that you often suffer from insomnia, you have to use drugs to control it, you don't eat well, you are restless, cranky, memory loss, and you have no interest in anything."

"It also tells me that you are stressed, you want to rest, you don't want to have these negative emotions, but the pressure around you has to be like this, you have endured it for too long, so, you want to go away."

After listening to Lu Jiu's words, Wang Mengfei didn't look surprised, but suddenly laughed.

"You're right, but it's useless. I've seen a psychiatrist, and depression can't be cured."

Lu Jiu smiled. In fact, from the moment Wang Mengfei came in, two words were revealed all over her body, resist.

She wasn't resisting Lu Jiu on purpose, she was resisting everything, including her father.

"Then what if I say you don't have depression at all?" Lu Jiu laughed.

"No?" Wang Mengfei frowned.

"You are just under a lot of pressure, which makes you insomnia. The so-called depression is just caused by you taking medicine. It is not your own problem at all. Why do you want to bind yourself to a disease name?" Lu Jiudao.

"Did you take medicine? Doctor, can you explain a little bit more clearly." Wang Mengfei said.

Lu Jiu clenched his fists and pressed them together, "My two fists are like the old and new blood in the heart. When the new blood replaces the old blood, my two fists will collide. The new blood will knock out the old blood. At the same time, the new blood will follow. But at the moment of collision, the old and new blood will stop. We call it a drop of blood in the heart, which is the mind."

"Similar to the collision experiment of two pendulum iron balls in junior high school physics, at the moment of impact, a ball will stop at the same place, and this stop is the place where our hard work nourishes the mind. If this mind runs away, people will have a short-term restlessness."

"It's like when you are suddenly frightened one day, the moment the blood flow in the heart is too fast, the stop point will be changed, and the drop of blood in the heart will run away, and people will feel flustered and absent-minded. If the drop of blood cannot return to its place for a long time, then insomnia will occur."

"Because your spirit has escaped, it is not in the heart at night, but in the brain, so you will think wildly when you should sleep, so that over time, the internal organs will go wrong together."

"Why do you say that? Because insomnia means wanting to fall asleep and not being able to fall asleep. Staying up all night will first cause anxiety, and secondly, you will not be able to vent your emotions. In this way, you will have problems with your heart, liver, and kidneys. Then you will have problems with your diet and spleen and stomach caused by disordered work and rest. As for your lungs, a sad lung, excessive insomnia and anxiety will make you feel more depressed, and you will always worry about something involuntarily.

"Once insomnia chooses to take drugs to control, such as sleeping pills, then it will inhibit the function of your heart and force you to sleep, but it will not care whether your spirit has returned to the heart. If things go on like this, the heart function will degrade, and you will completely lose control of your mind. The effect of sleeping pills will decrease. At this time, anxiety will double and escalate, which is the so-called depression."

"When you see a doctor at this time, the doctor will probably prescribe some antidepressant drugs for you, but do you know what the side effects of antidepressant drugs are? Insomnia, delirium, tachycardia, etc. Then you will find that this is a closed loop of treatment. If you have insomnia, you take sleeping pills, then you take antidepressant drugs for depression, and then you continue to suffer from insomnia, and the cycle repeats. In the end, all patients who cannot resist the damage of depression will take a road and commit suicide happily!"

Wang Mengfei calmly listened to Lu Jiu's story. For some reason, she was not afraid of what Lu Jiu said. Even if it was the final suicide, she even felt that what Lu Jiu described was what she had experienced and what she wanted to implement. So when she looked at Lu Jiu again, she suddenly felt a sense of intimacy.

Because the doctor in front of me understands her!

"Doctor Lu, it can't be so serious, right? I've seen those suffering from depression, and I haven't seen a few suicides. Are you a little too alarmist?" Wang Dingxu couldn't accept it after hearing it.

"Then how many depression patients have you seen? How much do you know about them? Do you know how painful they are when they get sick?" Lu Jiu asked.

Faced with Lu Jiu's series of questions, Wang Dingxu couldn't answer them at all.

How could he have time to take care of others, just his daughter alone, he couldn't take care of it.

"But……"

Wang Dingxu wanted to say something else, but Lu Jiu changed the topic, "Actually, in my opinion, it's not her who is sick, but you."

"Me?" Wang Dingxu wondered.

"Her pressure from the beginning came from you. I should be right about that." Lu Jiu said.

"Why did I put pressure, no." Wang Dingxu was puzzled.

"No?" Lu Jiu looked at Wang Mengfei, "Tell me, what is your pressure?"

Wang Mengfei looked at her father and said slowly, "He always forces me to develop in a big city, so that I can see more of the world. Every time I make a phone call, he asks me to climb up the ranks, to establish a good relationship with the leaders and colleagues, and never ask me if I am tired or not. As long as I mention going home, he will scold me and say that I am worthless."

"I know that he must regret not having a son, or else he can let his son do what he didn't achieve when he was young."

Wang Dingxu shook his head, "No, I never thought about it that way, never."

Wang Mengfei said, "But that's what you did."

"I..." Wang Dingxu looked at Wang Mengfei's indifferent eyes, and was speechless for a while.

Looking at the father and daughter, Lu Jiu couldn't help sighing.

Big cities... meet the world...

Yes, how many parents are describing dreams outside to their children, always hoping that they can go to big cities to meet the world and become promising.

But is going to a big city just to see the world?
Appreciating artworks in the Jinling Forbidden City is your world, and farmers planting crops in the fields is his world. What you have never seen in the world is that you accuse the peasants of not knowing art, and the peasants accuse you of not knowing farming.

Children in the city can see high-rise buildings everywhere, and children in the country can also see the sky full of stars. The so-called world is just one side of the world. Who has seen the world more than anyone else?
Isn't the world just about accepting all kinds of strange people and things in this world?

Is it true that traveling, developing in a big city, eating delicacies from mountains and seas is the world, and taking a walk in the countryside and eating roadside stalls is not the world?
The teacher has never been abroad in his life, but his works are sold all over the world and become a platform for the struggle of the proletariat.

Zhuangzi never reached the universe, but he was able to create astronomical works such as Xiaoyaoyou, which were passed down to later generations and remembered by hundreds of millions of Chinese people.

The difference between people has never been whether they have seen the world, but whether they can see the world, see themselves and all living beings through any side of the world.

"Uncle, may I ask, if she wants to live according to her own ideas now, will you still interfere?" Lu Jiu asked.

Wang Dingxu was silent, he looked at Lu Jiu, then at Wang Mengfei, after a long time, he gritted his teeth, "As long as she can get well, anything will do."

Lu Jiu nodded, and then looked at Wang Mengfei, "I know that simply giving you advice is meaningless to you. In fact, you should understand many things yourself, but I still want to say that depression, anxiety and panic are not signs of weakness. They just show that you have tried to be strong for too long."

"It takes enough courage for a person to work hard in a big city. No matter you are a boy or a girl, we are just ordinary people living in this world. Now, you can try not to force yourself, not to resist everything, pretend that I am strong, live a simple life, and try to let yourself go."

"As long as you can try to do this, then I will help you recuperate your physical discomfort, so that your so-called depression can be completely recovered, how about it?"

In fact, it is very difficult to get rid of depression. When you get sick, there are really no symptoms, and it doesn’t even have anything to do with your mood. You are obviously happy one second, but suddenly feel lost for no reason the next second, and all kinds of negative emotions follow one after another.

Severe people often have a feeling of suffocation, and the discomfort is not something that outsiders can empathize with.

Therefore, when you feel that you have depression, it is likely to be false, but when you are involuntarily sad, or even have self-destructive emotions, then the probability is true.

The source of all depression is insomnia, which is more important than taking medicine.

Unfortunately, with the current medical environment, no one will go to a Chinese medicine doctor if they suffer from insomnia, and there is a high probability that they will still go to the hospital, and then enter that endless loop.

Those who are better can be suppressed by drugs all the time, but this time will not be too long. Those who are worse will choose to face death if they cannot stand the long-term suffering.

Lu Jiu actually sympathizes with this type of people. Most of them are emotionally sensitive and always like to think of others. They read it every day amidst emotional internal friction.

Because when they get along with others, they will repeatedly think about every word, every action, and even every action of their own, whether they hurt the other party at that time, and if so, how to avoid it next time.

At the same time, some unintentional slander by the other party will make them go back to the game for a long time, and even when the other party can no longer remember their words and deeds, they will still bear it.

Such a person will not take the initiative to hurt others, but such emotions will invisibly hurt themselves.

Once there is still some paranoid in the personality, after long-term insomnia, it is very likely to become a potential patient of depression.

In the later stage, when they are constantly tormented by the side effects of drugs, they will show mania and hysteria, but these are not their original intentions.

But in the eyes of others, they are like lunatics.

Wang Mengfei's condition is fairly stable now, at least the medicine can stabilize her mood, and the side effects are not too serious.

This means that there is still governance.

"Is it really possible?"

(End of this chapter)