clown game

Chapter 294 Doubt ([-])

"Are you real?" Ice Bear repeated the other party's extremely stupid question: "What kind of nonsense is this, you just stand here!"

"Yeah, I know." The homeless man nodded: "You may not understand what you mean, you see, I breathe, and it hurts when I slap my mouth, but I always feel that something is wrong, for example, I should not know You, but you give me an inexplicable sense of familiarity. It seems that we have known each other for a long time and have a good relationship. "

Bai Xiong looked at the guy in front of him, showing a disgusted expression: "I don't want to have anything to do with you, I'm not crazy!"

"Maybe you are, you just don't know it"

The white bear became obviously unhappy: "I don't want to hear your crazy talk here."

"But you stopped!" The other party said immediately.

"what??"

"You stopped. You've come to the corner. You stopped when I called you."

"Then what happened?"

"You've been talking to me for so long, you wouldn't be listening to me say this under normal circumstances, I'm just a bum, dirty, look at my scars, no one will be sorry for me Good impression, if there is no reason, do you think you will be standing here at this moment?"

At this time the homeless man had already walked in front of him, and Ice Bear could clearly see his disgusting face. So, he froze for a moment. Yeah, why should I stand here and listen to his nonsense.

At this point in his thoughts, he immediately turned around and was about to leave.

But the other party obviously didn't want to just let it go: "You will subconsciously look at me every day when you pass by. In fact, you knew me before, but you didn't know it, and so did I."

"I'm sick!" Ice Bear scolded without turning his head, and quickened his pace.

"I saw you in the morning, on the road, that car accident, you were eating breakfast in front of that person's body as if nothing had happened!!"

Bai Xiong didn't respond to him, and let the sharp voice pass behind him, and comforted himself in his heart, it was just that he was still sleepy in the morning and his reaction was slow.

"I'm very hungry! I'm so hungry!!" The man was still yelling like a lunatic.

"Bastard, it's none of my business whether you're hungry or not!" Ice Bear scolded in his heart. At this time, he had already walked a long distance, and his voice gradually became unreal when he passed through this path.

"I think something is wrong, but I don't know what the problem is? Anyway, I haven't eaten or drank water for more than a week!! Very hungry, thirsty, but I'm still alive!! I can still scream .can still"

Ice Bear ran away from the range of the sound, he didn't know what he was afraid of, he just wanted to go home quickly and return to real life.

Originally it took 5 minutes to travel, but Bai Xiong arrived in less than 2 minutes. Panting, he pushed open the door and subconsciously wiped the sweat off his brow.

Afterwards, he looked at the palm of his hand in a daze, but in fact, there was no sweat at all.

"what happened?"

Song Xuan came out of the kitchen, still wearing the same apron, holding a spoon in the book.

"Ugh nothing, I just hit it again. No, I mean how come I'm not sweating."

Song Xuan frowned: "I'm sick!" She glanced at him suspiciously, then turned and walked into the kitchen.

dinner is ready

OK very suddenly.

Sitting on the sofa, Ice Bear didn't even realize how long it took before the meals were brought to the dining table.It's still the same style. I have eaten it for many years, and I can still recall the taste when I close my eyes.

Exactly the same as when you eat it.

"Why are you acting so weird today?" Song Xuan pushed a bowl of rice in front of him and asked.

Bai Xiong looked at the rice, which was piling up one by one, and suddenly had a thought that if he ate one by one, the bowl of rice would never be finished, he quickly withdrew his thoughts: "Oh, Nothing. It's just... tell me, what would a person look like if he didn't eat for a week?"

"Ah? Why are you asking this?"

"I just thought of it by accident."

"I must be starving to death, even if I'm not dead, I'm half dead." Song Xuan sat down and responded as if chatting about family matters.

The white bear picked up the chopsticks and looked at the food, but he didn't have any appetite: "So...if a person hasn't eaten or even drunk water for more than a week, will he still be alive and kicking, and even growl?"

"Of course not. If you don't drink water, you will die. You are not a child anymore. Okay, stop thinking about it and eat quickly!"

"Oh, eat!" Bai Xiong said subconsciously, but he didn't make any movements. He just sat blankly, and suddenly put down his chopsticks: ".I, want to lose weight!"

From this day on, Ice Bear's living habits changed, or in other words, he began to do some strange things intentionally.

First, he told his wife that he didn't need to bring his share of dinner.Although Song Xuan didn't know why he wanted to lose weight, but he didn't stop him, maybe life was too boring, so he wanted to find something to do.

Second, he has also given up transportation entirely, running to and from get off work several blocks every day, and working extremely hard, as if he is deliberately trying to burn himself out.

In the end. He also gave up breakfast and lunch.

Ice Bear doesn't know why he wants to do this. This kind of behavior is absurd, unreasonable, and stupid. He knows it well, but he just wants to do it, and he must do it. There is a real self in his heart that is praying, and only by seeking death in this way can he keep himself alive.

There is a voice that is frantic and urgent, wanting to tell the truth of being hidden.

But I can't hear it myself.

In this way, a week passed.

The white bear dragged his tired body and came to the alley again.

He was very hungry and thirsty, these thoughts were screaming in his mind, urging himself to eat or drink something with the fear of dying, but the white bear didn't do it, he wondered why he could have Such a strong willpower is simply impossible for an office worker.

But these are less surprising than the fact that "I am still alive."

What's wrong with me?
He felt puzzled, frightened, and confused, but these emotions were extremely blunt,
It feels so weird.

You must know the truth yourself.

The white bear came to the corner where the homeless usually stayed.

But there was no one there.Instead, there was a huge arrow painted with spray paint on the wall, pointing to the garbage pile beside it.

The white bear instantly understood what it meant. He ran over and frantically rummaged through the trash.

Finally, he found a plank.

It had a phone number written on it with spray paint.

(End of this chapter)