time-limited addiction

That winter.

It was the earliest day she got up at [-]:[-] in the morning.

Without warning.

Grandma collapsed suddenly and woke up early in the morning. She collapsed beside the bed. The nanny who cooked breakfast for her every day found out and hurriedly called an ambulance. She was still unconscious at the hospital.

Didn't wake up.

After arriving from Beijing to Shanghai, Shen Jing didn't sleep well all night. She sat on the bench outside the custody room and remained silent.

When the doctor came out of the intensive care unit, he saw her sitting and reminded her to rest. She just said yes and remained silent in the end.

Doctor: "We tried our best, but we can no longer perform surgery. The cerebrovascular disease has caused cerebrovascular disease, from the initial narrowing to the current occlusion."

What was originally a cerebrovascular disease has now become more serious. I thought it was just a matter of poor memory, and I couldn't tell the difference between Liang Yingning and Xing Fei.

He really knows how to lie to her. Every time he goes back to Shanghai and takes him to an old restaurant for dinner, he happily puts on his hat and follows her.

She clearly didn't like that kind of occasion, and she said happily that she wanted to go. She was old and couldn't remember what the Shanghai market looked like outside.

Shen Jing raised her head and said in a weak voice, "Can you wake up?"

The doctor said, "Perhaps her vital signs will disappear when she falls into coma, so be mentally prepared."

Shen Jing turned on her cell phone and dialed Zhou Luchen's number skillfully. In the end, she didn't dial out, and even laughed at her own behavior. How could she act in such a ridiculous way.

Stupid, idiot, why do you miss that person whenever something happens?

She turned around and walked into the ward, sitting by the bed and looking at the old man who refused to open his eyes and look at her.

Stingy, open your eyes and see what she can do.

His eyes became redder and redder, he sniffed and endured it again and again.

From beginning to end, it was Sun Qiyan who accompanied her.

I brought her milk, but thinking that I couldn't drink milk on an empty stomach, Sun Qiyan went downstairs again and ran to an old alley in Dingxi to buy noodles for her.

When Sun Qiyan left and when he came back, Shen Jing had no idea at all. She smelled salty oil noodles in a place full of disinfectant.

She sniffed her nose.

Sun Qiyan squatted next to her, "How about we find a place to eat."

Shen Jing realized that she was so hungry that she couldn't stand still. Sun Qiyan squatted down and said, "It's okay. I'll carry you downstairs."

As soon as she pressed against his back, the man seemed so nervous that his whole body tensed up. Shen Jing stepped back in a hurry, holding on to the wall. She was also nervous.

In her memory, no one except her father could carry her away like this.

"I'll go by myself."

Sun Qiyan does not force anything.

It took the two of them a long time to get to the parking lot. Sitting in the car, Sun Qiyan turned on all the lights, opened the lunch box, peeled off the chopsticks for her, and watched her eat the noodles in small bites.

"There is also porridge. Let me know if you want to eat anything." He said.

"What about you?" Shen Jing looked at him and asked, "Have you eaten anything?"

It seems that he has been staying with her in the hospital since last night.

Sun Qiyan rubbed her head and smiled gently, "I've eaten."

Shen Jing put the untouched porridge into his hand and said, "If you don't eat it, we'll end the relationship."

It doesn't matter if you worry or give orders, but breaking off the relationship is not an option.

Sun Qiyan shook his head and smiled, listening to her.Very quiet, no words spoken.

She was sleepy and couldn't fall asleep while lying in the car. She went back to the ward and looked at the doctors who were busy entering the intensive care unit to rescue her.

All night long, moved to the operating room.

Her eyes never closed.

It seems to be gone.

At two o'clock in the morning, her vital signs disappeared, and her grandmother did not wake up to take a last look at her. Her memory stopped at the last time she left Shanghai, when a pair of wrinkled hands knitted a scarf for her and stuffed it into her luggage bag. .

"My favorite is wearing a scarf in winter. It's so big that my face is almost invisible. This one is light and warm, but it's uglier than the one you bought."

not ugly.

She actually likes it.

Shen Jing put her arms on the wall, blinking her eyes, and the pearls she had endured all day and night fell to the floor as if they were broken.

Sun Qiyan was at a loss and didn't know how to comfort her. The word comfort never worked when parting between life and death.

"Let me give you a hug," he said.

He gently pushed her into his arms, and she did not refuse. The thin and soft little girl huddled in his arms.

Tears finally wet the man's white and clean shirt.

There was no sound, just the body shaking.

Sun Qiyan raised his hand and ran it along her back, as gentle as a feather brushing against her. He had feelings for her when getting along with her, but he was not sad or shed tears easily. These five words didn't seem to work very well.

He rubbed his chin on the top of her head, looking at the old man covered with white cloth through his blurred vision.

——Qi Yan likes Nannan. He just likes her. Grandma can see it. Grandma also likes Qi Yan. Qi Yan is filial.

——My daughter is very cute, isn’t she?
——Have you ever met Nannan’s boyfriend?Is he nice to my daughter?
I have never met him, I don’t know him, and Sun Qiyan only gave me six words at that time.

He made up a lie and said that her daughter-in-law did not have a boyfriend.

The old lady looked at him happily, "What about our Qi Yan? Every time she comes back, she always looks for you to pick her up at the airport."

Although every time, how to count.

Sun Qiyan just laughed and did not answer the old lady at that time.

He tightened his arms and held the crying person in his arms closer.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, you are not alone, it will be okay."

"You don't know how happy grandma was these days. She told me that Nannan took her to eat the best food in Shanghai. She doesn't remember anyone. Sometimes she even remembers my name wrongly, Yan Qi. Yan Qi…”

"I'm still in Shanghai. When you want to come back in the future, please come to my house."

The person in her arms never spoke, she just hugged him tightly. The tears flowed more and more, and she choked with tears. Her white shirt was caught by her fingers and deformed. How wronged she must be. She couldn't even say a word. OK.

The door of the ward.

From the moment Sun Qiyan gently held Shen Jing in his arms, the man witnessed the whole process with a pair of dark and cold eyes.

Sun Qiyan was still comforting the crying little girl. She was thinly dressed and thin. She looked like a dying rabbit wrapped in Sun Qiyan's arms.

"Ah Jing and I, right? You can cry if you want. I'll be with you. You can do it anytime. You don't have to be afraid."

Although Sun Qiyan's eyes were filled with tears and his voice was almost trembling and choked with pain, he still had to suppress his emotions.

Helpless, she hugged him tighter and became more dependent on him. It must be really aggrieved.