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"Shaochun, I know your concerns, but I am also an adult and can protect myself. You have been away for a short time, so you can rest assured at home."

Sure enough, as Yunling expected, the root of the problem is still the two of them.

And this knot was something she couldn't untie.

"Ayun, you don't need to say any more, how did our house get smashed before, can you let me rest assured?"

Ni Shaochun still has the title of a university professor. Although the teacher has a bad reputation and may be beaten and insulted at any time, he is a man and can always protect his family. The students who were incited before were beaten and smashed at home. In the end, they just apologized verbally and let it go, but their injuries took ten days and a half months to heal.

Once bitten by a snake and ten years afraid of well ropes, how could he feel at ease and leave his wife at home alone?

Yunling will have a solution when the time comes, which is really a way to get the best of both worlds, but she can't speak rashly before making a decision.Otherwise, let others move there together, but the situation will not be as good as it is now. Wouldn't it be harmful to others and yourself?
But before she could open her mouth, Ge Yun suddenly broke out emotionally, and shouted in a broken voice: "I really don't want to drag you down anymore! We divorced, I let you go, and you don't have to worry about me anymore!"

"I sweep my street, you do your academic work, we have nothing to do with each other, you go, you hurry up! I don't want to see you anymore!"

Ni Shaochun's eyes were red, and he clenched his fists, "No divorce, absolutely no divorce."

The old husband and wife have lived together for more than ten years, and they have survived so many storms and hardships. He doesn't believe that they can't be safe this time.

Yunling observed Ge Yun's expression worriedly, her brows were frowned, and she felt that her spirit was very strange.

At the beginning, being cold and sarcastic to a stranger like her was considered vigilant, and smiling at Ni Shaochun was considered relaxing, but what was this almost maddened grief?
Yunling was barely able to get a taste of psychology, but she also understood that silence is like a deep sea, under which there are undercurrents surging, and the contrast between the front and back of the other party is so great that it is difficult for people not to worry about her mental state.

Ni Shaochun stood up, hugged his wife very lightly, and was very skillful in soothing her.

"We don't want a divorce. When I was a poor boy, you were the one who supported me in pursuit of my ideals. If you say that you are dragging me down now, then I owe you a lot!"

"Do you remember that there is also a painting hanging here, which is our wedding portrait. You painted it yourself, but unfortunately it was smashed later. When you get better, if you still want to paint, let's paint again A picture, secretly hidden, no one can see."

His voice was soft and hoarse, with a strong nasal tone, which faintly suppressed his crying.

The two seemed to ignore Yun Ling who was sitting on the side. Ni Shaochun quietly coaxed his wife back to the bedroom, and there was no movement for a long time.

She didn't know whether to go or stay. Although she didn't achieve her goal, she also knew that if she stayed, to Ni Shaochun's proud character, it was just a joke.

From Yunling's point of view, Ge Yun's current state is not suitable for staying here, but it is difficult for her to leave.If Ni Shaochun is willing to use Ge Yun's mental diagnosis in his capacity, perhaps the psychological problems can be improved in a different environment.

But this is also highly related to the acceptance attitude of the people around him. If the people around him are too repulsive or even hostile, it might be better to stay in the provincial capital. At least Ni Shaochun still has a formal salary, and his home is also a familiar environment. Be more at ease.

Before assessing the risks of this road, Yunling must not rashly propose it.

She left a note, and just in the middle of writing, the bedroom door opened.

"Comrade Xiaoyun, you haven't left yet?"

Sure enough, Ni Shaochun expressed faint dissatisfaction with her behavior of still staying here.

Yunling subconsciously stood up, the half-written note was still on the table, he picked it up and glanced at it.

"Comrade Xiaoyun, you were introduced by Lao Lu, and the writing of the project is indeed well-organized, but you can also see today that the wife's physical condition is indeed not good, and she can't do without people at all, and she doesn't realize it herself. There is a problem, so..."

The man who is usually too conceited showed regret and apology, but Yunling could understand, suppressed the thoughts in her heart, and smiled kindly: "Professor Ni, I still want to thank you for your affirmation, and I understand your difficulties very well. If you need medical help in the future, I will be more than happy."

Ni Shaochun's complexion softened a little, perhaps because she saw that her trip was in vain, or maybe because she was really excited about this plan, so he offered another kind of help to her: "If you have difficulties in planting and making medicines in the future, you can come to the university Find me, and remember to bring the sample materials."

This time, Yunling only brought a few medicinal plants mainly cultivated, and kept them in the system space.

For Professor Ni, these reference values ​​are still too small. Now that he has taken the initiative to ask, in fact, he has agreed to participate in the project research in a different way, but he can't get away temporarily.

Yunling heard his implication, and her face was full of flowers: "As long as you don't dislike me for coming to bother you often!"

"Hmph—if only those students could devote themselves to learning and construction like you..."

He waved his hand, sent her away, silently cleaned up the mess in the house, walked back to the bedroom, desolate, and under the not-so-bright light, a long and dark figure appeared, with blurred edges, half-bright...

Yunling tactfully closed the door for him, and stood there blankly in the dark corridor, silent for a long time.

Only then did she realize why Professor Lu would trust the granddaughter of an old friend who had never met for many years, maybe most of her trust was in her grandfather, right?But if Professor Ni's family is not in such a situation, how can he imply that she will try her best?

The friendship between gentlemen is as light as water, nothing more so.

What's even more rare is that the two of them still forget their friendship.

Yunling looked back at the closed door, her eyes were complicated and profound, with mixed feelings, until she returned to the guest house, she still couldn't get rid of this desolate mood of Xiao Ran.

She lay in bed, unable to sleep at night.

The conflict between ideal and reality is vividly reflected in front of her eyes. It seems like an absurd but reasonable drama, but in the script, the fate of the actors is the endless life in the future.

Belief, hope, ideal, passion...

The cognitive growth of exploring the world is necessarily accompanied by acceptance, doubt and belief.

Yunling's chest was originally full of these ambitious words, but for some reason, she saw Ge Yun as if she was in a dark corner where the sun couldn't shine, and her spirit gradually festered.