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When Ji Qingyun walked out of the room, he sneered sarcastically when he heard his father's words.

Ji's father turned his head and saw him standing in the courtyard with a disdainful expression on his face, and reprimanded him: "You still have the face to come out? Don't you know what you have caused to shame the family?"

Ji's mother stared at him beside him: "how do you talk to the child?"

"How else do I have to talk to him? As soon as we come back from that base, we will be scolded. You go out and ask, how can any son scold Lao Tzu to his face? If it spreads, do you still want my old face?"

Ji's father blew his nose and pointed at his head and scolded him severely, but Ji Qingyun didn't feel it, and even found it funny, quietly watching how his father insulted him with various dirty words.

"dad."

He suddenly made a sound, and Ji's father was interrupted. Seeing his calm expression, he was immediately taken aback.

Ji Qingyun's flat voice seemed lifeless: "When I was young, I thought you were good to me when you were strict with me, and wanted me to be a useful talent for the motherland and win honor for my family."

"But later, as I grew up, I gradually realized that it is false to win honor for the family, and it is false to contribute to the country. Only for your own face is the most real."

"You used to say that you often play with Yunling and Yun Zhiyue, because you actually value their connections, status, and future. Do you know that when I realize this, I will go to make friends with them, and my heart It is extremely painful and guilty."

"Our conscience is considered by you to be incompetent and cowardly and incompetent, but what about you?"

"Put you in a flattering way, follow the wind, and add insult to injury, is this the right way you think!?"

In the end, he spoke faster and faster, every sentence and every word made Ji's father feel ashamed, and the anger of resentment rushed to his brain instantly.

"Snapped--"

As soon as the sword was on the verge of breaking out, Ji's father was agitated, and a red palm print appeared on Ji Qingyun's right cheek.

"Qingyun!"

Ji's mother hurried forward, pushed Ji's father away, caressed her son's face distressedly, turned her head and shouted: "Speak as you speak, what are you doing with the child!"

Ji's father scolded her together with her: "You, you...a loving mother is a failure!!!"

Ji's mother didn't give him any good looks, and sarcastically said: "Yes, yes, a strict father produces a filial son, but a loving mother often loses her son. It is your credit for the child's filial piety, and it is my fault for the child's disobedience. You really know how to count." account!"

She pointed at Ji's father's nose and said, "I tell you, Ji Zhaoguang, I have tolerated you for a long time. If you can live through it, if you can't, then get out! My old lady divorced and took her son back to Liao Province. By then you will be alone The capital is looking forward to your rising sky!"

Ji's mother had never had such a big anger with Ji's father before, and the accumulated patience of the day finally spewed out like a volcanic eruption when her husband touched his son.

It is said that women are strong when they are mothers, but after so many years, the last opportunity to ignite the fuse was to refute another man for the sake of one man.

In the final analysis, from the beginning to the end, it was only her own emotions that were sacrificed.

Ji's father was so frightened by her sudden attack that he swallowed, then weakly withdrew his fingers hanging in the air, and stumbled, "Why are you getting so angry? It's only natural for me to beat my son. How can a woman always talk about divorce? Spread the word." Do you want to lose face..."

Ji's mother gouged him out and snorted coldly: "What? Your face tells you that you have to lose your temper with your family if you want face?"

"..."

Ji Qingyun lowered his head, looking at his mother who was protecting him.

Obviously not as tall as him, obviously not as strong as him, but he has the courage to protect him in front of a more powerful father.

Then what reason does he have to back down?
Ji's father was reprimanded speechless, and the mother and son stood opposite him in a confrontational posture, and suddenly there was a desolation of being abandoned by others.

For a while, the lonely courtyard could only hear the harsh wind whistling past, the dead branches and rotten leaves were rustling and flying around, immediately messing up the clean and tidy bluestone brick path.

"Qingyun, let's go, Mom will apply some ointment for you."

Ji Qingyun wanted to say that he didn't need it, it was just red and swollen and not broken, but he didn't want to continue to argue with his father in the cold wind, so he followed obediently.

Ji father is left alone.

In the bedroom, Ji Qingyun refused his mother's ointment, sat opposite her, and expressed his attitude as peacefully as possible.

"Mom, I... still plan to go to Qing Province."

Ji's mother sighed helplessly: "I know you are a child, and you won't turn back if you don't hit the south wall, but the wind and rain outside, the place you want to go is not only difficult but also faces the risk of being canceled at any time, and it will not be easy to come back when the time comes. "

"As your mother, to me, your ideals are far less important than your safety. To be honest, I would rather you be mediocre and inactive all your life, and I hope you are safe and sound."

Obviously, Ji's mother's heartfelt words could not move Ji Qingyun's firm mind.Just now his mother was able to stand up to protect him, so why couldn't he protect himself comprehensively?
"Mom, I know what you mean, but I was born in a country, and I have the ability to do something, but I have to look forward and backward. I am sorry for the commodity food I eat every month."

"Farmers get up early and stay late, facing the loess and turning their backs to the sky to supply the food rations of more than 2000 million people across the country; soldiers not only go to various places to open up frontiers, but also guard the motherland's territory at all times."

"Now, I only have this brain and this body of knowledge left. Do I really want to nest in the city and just want to be safe?"

"All sides of the country are struggling to move forward. Even if the outside is stormy, it is still much better than during the war. Mom, you also fought through the hail of bullets and bullets in the war. You predecessors have smoothed out the thorns and stones on the road ahead. Clean up, what right do I have to curl up in the greenhouse?"

He has made up his mind, and Ji's mother has nothing to say.

"Ugh--"

Ji's mother put away the ointment, turned to go out, and helped him close the door.

Ji Qingyun looked at the vicissitudes of his mother's back, and regretted whether he had spoken too seriously?

There is nothing he can do...

In fact, the reason for the stalemate before is that he always cared about his family's training.Even if the intention of his father's teaching to him is not correct, some practical cultivation is indeed unquestionable.

What's more, his mother has always supported him since he was a child, and rarely persecuted him.

Except this time.

But only this time, he didn't want to back down.

This is the first time he has resolutely strengthened himself, and perhaps it is also an account of his past regrets.

He can't study physics, he can't play with ordinary kids, he can't eat without completing tasks, he can't choose his career, he can't decide his marriage.

He can't meet the person he wants to see...

When he was a child, what Ji Qingyun heard the most were "no", "not allowed", and "impossible".

Even as an adult, these imprisoning spells seemed to bind him all the time.

In the previous "rebellion", he failed.

But now that he finally had a chance to break through this cobweb, he never wanted to give up.

Ji Qingyun's eyes were warm and moist, with a strange light flashing across them, facing the window of Ji's mother's room, he muttered to himself:

"Mom, I'm sorry."