I am studying and eating melons in Chronicle

The system's self-sacrifice led to its possible permanent shutdown, but it also left Yunling with endless wealth.

Among them is the full-body repair cabin that immortality may not be able to exchange for.

But she didn't feel any satisfaction at all.

The whole body repair cabin can save many people's lives, but if it is exchanged for her life, why zero zero zero?

The emergence of the system was an unexpected surprise in her short life, but its forced departure also made her wake up.

In the high-dimensional world, she - Yunling, an ordinary human being who is inconspicuous in a small world, has no autonomy at all.

Although she didn't know the reason, she figured out from those "last words" that Ling Ling Ling was trying to protect her and had to fall into a dilemma.

I didn't kill Boren, but Boren died because of me. Such ordinary and endless sadness came to my heart.

For several days, Yunling could not recover from her injuries.

Even Fu Chengxu, who had not met her often recently, noticed it.

"Doctor Yun." Fu Chengxu was lying on the hospital bed, struggling to stand up while holding on to the bedrail, "Are you... in a bad mood lately?"

Yunling took out her energy from the prescription list that was full of handwriting. Even if she forced herself to immerse herself in work and stop thinking randomly, she could not hide the pale and confused look on her face.

In the past, she never worried even if the system was getting busier and almost offline.

But now, the spiritual connection is suddenly broken.

She knew that she might never see her best friend of eight years again.

"No." Yunling took a deep breath, adjusted her expression, and forced a smile, "It's just that I haven't adjusted my schedule well recently, and I'm a little tired."

Fu Chengxu lowered his eyes, obviously not believing it.

Although they didn't have a close friendship, he was very attentive and paid more attention to Yunling. He could tell at a glance that this was nothing more than a white lie.

"If that's the case, I can ask the doctor to come over. Anyway, it's a lot of rehabilitation work, so don't be too tired."

Even though I look forward to seeing her more often every day, I don't want to sacrifice her hard work.

Fu Chengxu hesitated for a moment, then cautiously whispered: "If there is anything else that bothers you, can you tell me? Just treat me as a trash can for venting."

"Alas..." She sighed slowly, feeling very confused.

Everything has been suppressed these past few days, and she seems to be almost out of breath.

The medical team of Huayi Medical University has withdrawn. Zhen Han is accompanying her mother who is recovering from illness. Doctor Shi is preparing for their postponed marriage. Yue Hongjin has always kept a distance from her...

In such a large Southwest Military Hospital, she couldn't find a single acquaintance to talk to.

Fu Chengxu showed his kindness, and Yun Ling just needed a lyrical outlet, so they hit it off immediately.

"I have a friend……"

"We have known each other for eight years, but he suddenly passed away a few days ago. I..."

The familiar past has not yet emerged in my mind, but it has already been shrouded in a mist of tears.

Fu Chengxu raised his hand slightly, his generous palm with a little warmth, covered her sleeves and patted her gently.

"I used to have many friends. They laughed and played, practiced and studied, and in the end, they shouldered their guns and rushed to the battlefield. They ate and lived together, sometimes arguing and sometimes laughing..."

"They are my indelible presence in the past ten years or so, and they are also the only hope left in the danger of isolation and loneliness."

"During those difficult years of separation, the life that was lost forever became the support I had to overcome one obstacle after another."

"Yunling, I don't know if you and I watched them leave with the same mood, but I guess they probably have the same hope. I hope we can go on safely as before."

He closed his eyes, which were covered with scarlet and dense bloodshot threads, trapping them in the past like a spider web.

Looking up at each other, he was not the only one trapped. He held Yunling's hand so lightly that there was even a layer of air between them, as if two lonely souls were clinging to each other.

"In that raid, I brought twenty-four people with me, and more than half of them were comrades I had known for several years. I think they trusted me, so they took the initiative to sign up regardless of life or death."

"But I am the last one to survive..."

Fu Chengxu recalled that the despair at that time was almost concrete, shaped like a gnarled tree, withered like a broken branch.

Yunling felt the same way.

She is now using those bits and pieces of "heritage" left behind, and her heart is aching.

In the dead of night, when her mind was empty, she couldn't help but feel guilty, because the cost of saving people was equivalent to exchanging her friend's life.

And those patients praised her for her wonderful rejuvenation, miracle doctor, and young genius...

In fact, in her heart, there was another epitaph engraved with shame.

The patient is not at fault, she is.

But from the perspective of a bystander, Yunling was able to regain her clarity: "Fu Chengxu, they are fighting on the battlefield not for personal reasons, but for the country and people behind them."

"When it comes to trust, you should trust the troops, the organization, the country and the people, not yourself!"

"Even though many people may not understand the war that just passed, they may be criticized as buying peace and quiet. But the people are used to distant peace and tranquility. This is not exactly the future in which we fight for our beliefs and are willing to give up our lives. ?"

"As long as we always remember their sacrifice and existence, and do our best to complete their unfinished business, those who have passed away will not be considered let down, and you and I can live in this world with peace of mind..."

These words are so resounding and deafening.

Fu Chengxu looked at her with gentle eyes. Only one person sighed softly: "You are good at persuading people, but what about yourself? They didn't die because of me. Where is your friend?"

Yunling whispered bitterly: "It really left because of me."

The tears of excitement hit the trouser legs and gradually began to bloom, like a flower, leaving traces for a short time but eventually drying up.

Fu Chengxu closed his palms slightly and said firmly: "The cause of his death was not you, but those bad people."

"Yunling, you know very well that both you and I are trapped in survivor's guilt of a morbid psychological disorder."

His voice gradually became hoarse, and he coughed a few times: "You tell me, the person who made my comrades sacrifice was not me, but the enemy who unjustly invaded the war. Similarly, the person who made your friend leave was not you, but those who forced him to Disadvantages of making the final choice.”

Fu Chengxu almost collapsed because of this, and fell into a deep and unextricable guilt day and night.

He can indeed accept the farewell of death calmly now, but his crying has turned into pain that will always be buried in his heart.

So raising scars now is intentional.

Unforgettable evidence is the best comfort.

Perhaps a few simple words are not enough to heal the scars, but they unexpectedly hit the most critical point.

——All variables in the small world are constant, and only the unknown factors in the high-dimensional world are out of control.

Ling Ling Ling once promised that it would accompany her until the end of her life; but before leaving, she also revealed that it was clearly someone outside her authority who prompted this ending.

That's right.

She shouldn't waste time feeling sorry for herself, but instead put all her energy into the high-tech equipment in the system space.

There must be something that can connect her to advanced civilization or save Zero Zero Zero.

Correct!

Before Ling Ling Ling left, he said that after receiving energy supply, it will automatically turn on.

She must find a way to obtain energy!

For its own sake, it is willing to become a sleeping consciousness dissipated in the universe.

So does she.