Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 94 Are You an Angel?
"Gongsun Jin, do you want to sleep with me?"

The girl curled up in the quilt, raving.

Every day, men pour out their love for her, scrambling to light cigarettes for her and toast her.

She has no shortage of compliments, no roses, no chocolates.

In this world, it seems that many people love her.

But she knew that wasn't the case, they just wanted to sleep with her.

If Gongsun Jin answered yes tonight, she might not resist.

Sleeping with Gongsun Jin is better than giving myself to those greasy fat pigs.

Seeing that Gongsun Jin didn't respond, Zhong Lingzi continued.

"Gongsun Jin, please allow me to ask a somewhat abrupt and narcissistic question."

"Do you love me?"

She closed her eyes and her voice gradually decreased.

"I do not know."

Gongsun Jin shook her head slightly, took out her cleaned clothes from the washing machine, and took out the iron borrowed from the front desk.

Zhong Lingzi opened her eyes, her slender eyelashes were like trembling butterfly wings.

"You are beautiful, as long as you are a man, you will be attracted to you."

Gongsun Jin said softly.

"Your body is indeed attractive to men. But I can't deceive myself whether I am in love with your soul or want to possess your body."

"Please remember what I said."

"When a man longs for a woman's body, he will care about her soul, and then lie to himself that he is in love with her soul. Only after occupying her body can he forget her soul."

Gongsun Jin said leisurely.

"This sentence is really classic, where did you see it?"

Zhong Lingzi was thoughtful.

""Red Rose and White Rose", a book written by an author named Zhang Ailing in my hometown."

"Sounds like a romance novel."

Zhong Lingzi was thinking.

"Her books are disguised as romance novels, and they write about humanity and desire. They are full of love, but in essence they disenchant love."

"Those who have read her book will not yearn for love so much."

Gongsun Jin ironed her clothes without raising her head.

"Your hometown is really full of talents."

Zhong Lingzi was quite emotional.

"I feel so too."

Gongsun Jin agreed.

"You don't believe in love, you only believe in humanity and desire. Is that why you don't fall in love?"

Zhong Lingzi rested her chin, her demeanor was lazy, but also with a hint of casual charm.

"Not at all."

Gongsun Jin shook his head lightly.

"I was a person who lacked love since I was a child. I have never been loved well, nor have I loved others desperately."

"For a long time in the past, I didn't love anyone, including myself."

"So, if you ask me if I love you, I can only say I don't know."

Gongsun Jin knew that she could promise to love many girls like Lin Hui did, and then come to have an intimate relationship.

This doesn't cost him anything, and the girls are also very happy.

But if that was the case, he would not be Gongsun Jin.

"You, have a mental cleanliness?"

Zhong Lingzi asked tentatively.

Gongsun Jin's hand paused, and slight ripples appeared in his eyes.

"Well, I don't accept sex before marriage."

"Why? You have nothing to lose. Isn't Lin Hui in your dormitory very chic?"

Zhong Lingzi smiled.

"In order to separate one day in the future, at least we can leave a way out for her."

"In this way, the people who will be with her in the future will not mind her past, and will not call her a broken shoe when arguing with her."

As Gongsun Jin said, she flattened her underwear and carefully ironed it with an iron.

The smile on Zhong Lingzi's face disappeared, and she stared blankly at his back for a long time.

In the future, she will still hear many men say they love her, and receive roses and chocolates from many men.

But the person who really loves her cherishes words like gold.

Even though she was naked in front of him that night, he didn't sleep with her.

"Your shoes are still wet, you can brush them yourself later, and then blow them with a blower."

While ironing her socks, Gongsun Jin subconsciously looked at her sneakers.

"Fish can be raised in shoes."

Zhong Lingzi looked at the wet sneakers and murmured.

"Then the fish must not stink to death? Pickled fish is about the same."

Gongsun Jin said calmly.

"Hahaha, the sneakers and socks I wear have been soaked in the rain for hours, can they not stink?"

Zhong Lingzi laughed so hard that he leaned forward and backward.

Her current feet are still severely dehydrated, the soles of her feet are white, and some holes have been cracked.

"The clothes are ironed for you, you put them on first."

Gongsun Jin put her clothes on the bed and went to the bathroom.

Zhong Lingzi looked at the closed door in the bathroom, smiled lightly, picked up the clothes and put them on.

After a while, there was the sound of shower water in the bathroom.

Zhong Lingzi rested her chin and looked towards the bathroom door, thinking about it.

"Boys pee standing up when they go to the toilet, right?"

She thought inexplicably.

After taking a shower, Gongsun Jin looked at the washing machine in operation and didn't go out for a long time.

"Hey, why don't you come out? Did it fall into the toilet?"

Zhong Lingzi joked.

Gongsun Jin did not respond.

"I'm dressed, come out. Hurry up and get under the quilt."

"Hurry up! You'll catch a cold if you don't wear clothes, and the bathroom is cold even if you turn on the heater."

"When the clothes are dry, I'll iron them for you."

Seeing that Gongsun Jin was still too shy to come out, Zhong Lingzi couldn't help smiling.

"Don't look at it."

Gongsun Jin said coldly.

"Who's looking at you? You're not a big girl."

"Besides, even if you let me take a look twice, you won't lose."

Zhong Lingzi was full of smiles.

"If you don't look, I'll go out."

"Okay, okay, now I turn my back and cover my eyes so I don't look."

Zhong Lingzi covered his eyes and turned around, as if coaxing a child.

After a while, the bathroom door opened, and Gongsun Jin hurriedly hid under the quilt.

"Done yet?"

"All right."

Only then did Zhong Lingzi open his eyes, and looked back.

Gongsun Jin was wrapped in a quilt, and his stern face was tense, which was in great contrast to the past.

"What are you afraid of? Could it be that I will eat you?"

Zhong Lingzi raised her eyebrows and reached out to rub his head.

Gongsun Jin ignored her and just glared at her.

It looked a bit fierce, but Zhong Lingzi didn't think it was scary at all.

The sound of the washing machine running rang in the room, and the buzzing sound was reassuring.

Zhong Lingzi washed the shoes in the bathroom, then sat down on the edge of Gongsun Jin's bed, picked up the hair dryer and started blowing the shoes.

After a while, the whole room was filled with an indescribable sour smell.

Gongsun Jin looked at her angrily, with disgust on her face.

Zhong Lingzi froze for a moment, his face flushed slightly, but he still smiled and put his shoes in front of him.

"You smell it!"

"roll!"

Gongsun Jin turned his face sideways, wrinkled his nose, and covered his head under the quilt.

"Goose, Goose, Goose, Goose!"

Zhong Lingzi stretched his neck and leaned forward and backward laughing.

"Open the windows to let the wind out, I beg you."

Gongsun Jin felt uncomfortable, and his tone sounded helpless.

After disposing of the shoes, Zhong Lingzi opened the window for ventilation.

"The clothes are dried, your clothes are very expensive, right?"

She took Gongsun Jin's clothes out of the washing machine.

That blazer is not machine washable, so keep it alone.

"What to do with this coat?"

"Slowly absorb the moisture with a dry towel, then iron."

Gongsun Jin doesn't like these luxury clothes too much.

It is very troublesome to send it to the dry cleaner every time.

"Oh, but I haven't ironed clothes before, what if I ruin your clothes?"

Zhong Lingzi was a little nervous, if this ruined his clothes, she wouldn't be able to afford it.

"It's okay, it's been raining heavily for several hours, and it's almost broken. You can just iron it."

Gongsun Jin shook his head, not caring.

"Row!"

Zhong Lingzi nodded, and carefully spread out the clothes on the table, then carefully drained the water with a towel.

She had never used an iron before, and Gongsun Jin taught her for a while, and repeatedly told her not to hurt her hands.

Zhong Lingzi always felt very warm when he saw that he cared about her but didn't mention this expensive dress at all.

When she was at the bar, she accidentally saw the waiter accidentally spill the wine on the clothes and bags of the customers, and then the customers grabbed their hair and slapped them.

Those guests, any clothes and bags on their bodies cost tens of thousands of dollars.

People who live at the bottom of society always walk on eggshells when facing those people.

His dignity was trampled on and he dared not speak out.

Gongsun Jin is different from those people.

He never looked down on her just because she was a person living at the bottom of society.

Even after seeing her in the most embarrassing state, he didn't laugh at her.

In him, Zhong Lingzi couldn't see the aloof attitude of rich people.

Therefore, Zhong Lingzi ironed this dress more seriously than ever before.

Gongsun Jin looked at her focused profile and felt that she was like a wife ironing a suit for her husband who was traveling far away.

The clothes were ironed neatly, Zhong Lingzi picked them up and looked at them, very satisfied.

After ironing his clothes, he brushed his shoes and dried them with a blower.

"Your shoes stink too."

"Fifty steps laugh at a hundred steps."

Zhong Lingzi raised his face slightly, smiling sweetly.

Gongsun Jin always liked the smile on her face.

After ironing Gongsun Jin's clothes, Zhong Lingzi tactfully went to the bathroom and closed the door.

She didn't come out until Gongsun Jin put on all the clothes.

At five o'clock in the morning, the two were lying on the bed, sleeping together under the blanket.

"We're the ones who've slept together, haven't we?"

Zhong Lingzi leaned against the pillow, looking up at the ceiling above her head.

Gongsun Jin heard this sentence of deja vu, but said softly: "It's still early. Today's class has been adjusted due to the previous holiday, and it is on Wednesday."

"There is no class in the morning, you can rest assured to sleep."

"Well, good dream!"

Zhong Lingzi's eyelids were also fighting, and she closed her eyes with peace of mind.

For the people around her, she has completely let go of her guard.

If Gongsun Jin really wanted to do something to her, he would have done it long ago.

"Your heart is really big."

Gongsun Jin looked sideways at her sleeping soundly, and sighed leisurely.

"If it were someone else, they wouldn't know what would happen."

After speaking, he also closed his eyes.

The corners of Zhong Lingzi's mouth raised slightly, as if smiling.

After a while, she fell into a deep sleep, breathing very evenly.

Gongsun Jin was beside her pillow, listening to her slightly undulating breathing, his mood became peaceful.

The room was dark after the lights were turned off, and the winter night was long and quiet.

The quilt is filled with the warmth and fragrance of a girl.

She sleeps not very honestly, very active.

After a while, he reached out and hugged Gongsun Jin.

When Gongsun Jin was hugged by her, she suddenly woke up from sleepiness.

Before he could react, her legs rested on him again.

Zhong Lingzi hung on him like a koala, and arched her head into his arms.

"Don't hug me."

Gongsun Jin said coldly, trying to push away.

But seeing her sleep so deeply, I couldn't bear it.

Her arms were so soft that they wrapped around him like they had no bones.

The warm breath of her breath was blowing on his face.

What lingered at the tip of Gongsun Jin's nose was still the faint milky scent.

He didn't move, just maintained this posture, like an emotionless pillow.

"It's just Zhong's family, it doesn't matter if you don't wait."

Gongsun Jin heard her vaguely saying something.

Her sleep talk was so soft that he couldn't hear it clearly, so he had to get close to hear it.

"Reverse! Reverse!"

Just as Gongsun Jin leaned over, he was slapped firmly on the face, so he was a little dazed.

"Bad concubine, how dare you devour the master!"

Zhong Lingzi was raving, and then hugged Gongsun Jin's arms, as if he liked the warmth of his body very much.

"The way to revive the giant is to turn Dagu into light."

She didn't know what she dreamed about, but her tone suddenly became pious and holy.

"Haha, my Diaochan, it's fragrant~"

Before he could recover, Zhong Lingzi suddenly pecked him on the face, and then started to giggle again.

Gongsun Jin fell into a brief sluggishness, and pushed her away with some disgust.

But Zhong Lingzi stuck it with a silly smile, like chewing gum sticking to his hair, which couldn't be ripped off no matter what.

Really unable to push her away, Gongsun Jin simply lay still on the bed and let her kiss and hug her.

After a while, Zhong Lingzi suddenly began to cry in a low voice, like a helpless child lost.

"Dad... don't go..."

"do not go……"

"Don't leave... Shu'er and I..."

Gongsun Jin opened his eyes, and an imperceptible sadness flashed across his eyes.

"Don't go...don't go..."

He finally turned around, took Zhong Lingzi into his arms, stroked her hair with one hand, and patted her back with the other.

"Hmm~"

Zhong Lingzi huddled in his arms, pressed the side of her face against his chest, and rubbed her affectionately.

Gongsun Jin looked as usual, just patted her on the back and comforted her to sleep.

Her head was a little hot, probably from the cold from the rain.

After sleeping for a while, Zhong Lingzi started to cough, and his consciousness became somewhat clearer.

In a daze, she felt that someone was holding her gently, and that embrace was very warm.

The man touched her forehead with his hand, and patted her back lightly, so gentle.

"Wait a minute, I'll go to the pharmacy outside to buy you some medicine."

It was Gongsun Jin's voice. He left the bed, covered her with the quilt, and folded the end of the bed inside, lest she would be cold.

Half asleep and half awake, she felt someone holding her back, hugging her and feeding her a spoonful of loquat paste.

After the cough symptoms subsided, she covered her with a quilt again.

"Gongsun Jin... are you... an angel?"

Zhong Lingzi closed her eyelids tightly, talking like she was dreaming.

"Angel?"

Gongsun Jin was puzzled.

"Well, angel..."

"I forgot which book I saw it in."

"It's been said that in each of us... there is an angel in our lives."

"When we are going through a difficult time, angels will appear and walk with us for a while."

"When we are out of the predicament, the angel... will leave and return to his original world."

Zhong Lingzi spoke intermittently.

Gongsun Jin listened, but did not answer.

How can a person like him who is cold and cold by nature, who doesn't love anyone, and who doesn't even shed a tear at the funeral of his loved ones be an angel?
However, even a person like him was indeed healed by an angel.

That angel was called Lily, and when he was about to jump downstairs, she said "I need you".

After accompanying him through the most difficult part of the road, Lily left his world.

In Zhong Lingzi's words, Lily should be his destined angel.

"Gongsun Jin, you are like an angel to me."

"No one has been so kind to me except you."

Zhong Lingzi said in a low voice.

"If you are an angel, can you..."

"Walk a little further with me."

"This road is a bit long."

Zhong Lingzi suddenly smiled, remembering the song he sang when he carried her to the infirmary that night.

She doesn't remember the name, but only remembers a line of lyrics.

Can you let me go with you.

"it is good!"

Gongsun Jin's response was very simple, nothing but a good word.

A person like him can also become an angel who redeems others.

　In fact, I want to write a lot of details, and drive by the way, but I dare not open it, and I will seal it as soon as I open it
　　
　
(End of this chapter)