Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 64 There Will Be Roses

The moment Gongsun Jin saw Zhuang Xiaomeng, she was terrified.

It's like in the white album, when Chunxi and Dongma were kissing, they happened to meet Yukina who rushed over.

It always feels weird.

Damn it, Scholar Bai, right? Hurry up and die!
The difference between Baijiao and a dog is that when a dog is hit to death, the tires will have brake marks.

After careful consideration, Gongsun Jin quickly calmed down.

Whether Zhuang Xiaomeng or Lin Xijun, the two girls are not in a relationship with him.

That being the case, what is there to be nervous about?

Gongsun Jin leaned over, knocked on the glass window, and pointed to the mutton in the copper pot in front of him.

Zhuang Xiaomeng looked at his buzzing mouth and understood what he wanted to say.

"Come in and eat."

"Humph!"

Zhuang Xiaomeng walked in angrily and came to the table for two people.

"Hello."

Lin Xijun greeted with a smile.

"I know you, from the School of Communication, right?"

Zhuang Xiaomeng frowned slightly, looking a little displeased.

"Well, are you an alumnus too?"

Lin Xijun asked.

Zhuang Xiaomeng ignored it, just sat next to Gongsun Jin and looked at her coldly.

"Your girlfriend?"

Lin Xijun looked at Gongsun Jin and asked cautiously.

When Zhuang Xiaomeng heard this, the tips of his ears turned red slightly, and he pinched the hem of his clothes with his small hands.

"No."

Gongsun Jin shook his head, paused for a while, and added: "She is Aunt Qing's daughter, she is my elder sister."

"Oh I got it."

Lin Xijun was thoughtful when he heard the words.

"I thought it was your girlfriend who came to investigate, ha ha."

"What's the relationship between you two?"

Zhuang Xiaomeng looked cold.

"We were practicing songs together in the recording studio. I helped her a little bit, and she invited me to dinner."

Gongsun Jin explained.

"I saw her feed you something."

Zhuang Xiaomeng said with a blank face, but anyone could tell that she was a little angry.

"I didn't eat it."

Gongsun Jin said calmly.

"Hmph, if I'm not here, you must have eaten."

Zhuang Xiaomeng snorted coldly, turning her face away.

"Will not."

Gongsun Jin was a little helpless, and coaxed patiently.

"Of course, you are like Lin Hui, a beast in clothes."

"Don't compare me with Lin Hui, you are insulting me."

Gongsun Jin said with a serious face.

"I don't like this kind of overly intimate contact. No matter who feeds it, I won't eat it."

After finishing speaking, he added another sentence: "Even you are no exception."

When Gongsun Jin said this, his voice suddenly became very soft, a little sad, like a little smoke.

Hearing that tone gives people a sense of trust.

Zhuang Xiaomeng was very relieved when he heard the first half of the sentence, but frowned at the second half, feeling very uncomfortable.

Gongsun Jin, will you die if you don't say a word?
"You're so narcissistic that I'll feed you?"

"I want to fart."

She muttered softly, her mouth pouted slightly, but she was still a little jealous.

"On the bus before, didn't you feed the lollipop to my mouth?"

Gongsun Jin asked back.

He didn't like this kind of intimacy, so he took the candy with his hands.

Zhuang Xiaomeng was a little ashamed when he heard this, and stretched out his hand angrily to hit him on the arm.

Listening to the interaction between the two without any sense of distance, Lin Xijun couldn't help but smile.

"Eat some meat, you should be quite hungry too."

Gongsun Jin glanced at the dipping sauce in her bowl, and there was coriander in it.

He took away the dipping sauce that Lin Xijun had prepared for him, replaced it with two new bowls, and made another two servings of dipping sauce.

Zhuang Xiaomeng doesn't like the smell of coriander, and it makes him feel uncomfortable when he smells it.

"This mutton is really delicious, you should like it."

Gongsun Jin picked up the mutton, boiled it in the pot, and put it into her bowl.

Zhuang Xiaomeng raised her chin slightly, her face was still a little unhappy.

After two seconds, she still reluctantly picked up the chopsticks and took a bite with a little disgust.

"That's it."

Gongsun Jin didn't speak, just rinsed the meat and put it in her bowl.

Zhuang Xiaomeng ate in silence, with a disgusted expression on his face.

The atmosphere at the table was very quiet, no one spoke.

Looking at the interaction between Gongsun Jin and Zhuang Xiaomeng, Lin Xijun always felt a little redundant.

After dinner, the three of them left the restaurant together.

Gongsun Jin wanted to transfer her and Zhuang Xiaomeng's share to her, but Lin Xijun insisted on paying the bill.

"Today's mutton in copper pot is delicious, thank you for your hospitality."

"You're welcome, you've helped me a lot, as it should be."

"See you."

Waving his hand without looking back, Gongsun Jin left gracefully.

"OK Bye Bye."

Lin Xijun was still standing there looking at his back, just as Zhuang Xiaomeng looked back and met her eyes.

The sights of the two pairs of eyes met, and there seemed to be electricity and sparks flashing in the air.

Lin Xijun could read the hostility in the girl's eyes.

Zhuang Xiaomeng also stretched out his palm in front of her neck on purpose, and made a gesture of wiping her neck at her.

Lin Xijun raised her eyebrows slightly and couldn't help smiling.

"This girl is very interesting."

On the way home, Zhuang Xiaomeng turned his face away from him.

Only occasionally, when he was not paying attention, the eyeballs would secretly glance at him, and then quickly retracted.

"You really haven't dated her?"

After a while, she finally couldn't help but ask.

As soon as the words were spoken, Zhuang Xiaomeng regretted it, she felt it was inappropriate.

And she shouldn't act so concerned.

"You care?"

"No, I don't."

The more Zhuang Xiaomeng talked, the more he felt that he was covering up.

"I'm just curious."

She spoke seriously.

Gongsun Jin was not angry at the little girl's desire to hide it.

Some girls don't necessarily like you when they see you behaving intimately with other girls.

It could also be a combination of possessiveness and "just want to see you around her" ego.

"She is beautiful, but like those roses in the flowerbed, she is so beautiful."

"There are many beautiful girls in the world, just like thousands of roses in a garden."

"But no one is my flower."

Gongsun Jin spoke very calmly.

"None of them can compare to my rose."

Zhuang Xiaomeng was nervous and excited when he heard this, but also a little scared.

"Then, who is your rose?"

she asked tentatively.

"I have no roses."

Gongsun Jin's eyes dimmed for a moment, and her voice became very lonely, with an indelible exhaustion.

Zhuang Xiaomeng listened, both grateful and disappointed.

"In the future, there will be roses."

"Um?"

Gongsun Jin looked sideways at her.

"There will be roses, there will be."

Zhuang Xiaomeng said with a determined expression.

Gongsun Jin did not respond.

After arriving home, Zhuang Xiaoyu drooped his head, put his chin on the dining table, and looked at Gongsun Jin pitifully.

Gongsun Jin immediately understood and went to the kitchen to cook.

The dinner was still very sumptuous, and both Shi Qing and Zhuang Xiaoyu liked it very much.

Zhuang Xiaomeng looked at a large table of favorite dishes, full of heart but not enough.

If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have eaten so much boiled mutton...

Anyway, it was Lin Xijun's treat, and with the idea of ​​making Lin Xijun bleed profusely, she ate a lot.

This meal really caused Lin Xijun a burst of pain, and he bled more than his aunt.

After dinner, Gongsun Jin went back to her room to code after helping her younger sister to finish her homework.

"Three Kingdoms" progressed to the plot of Sun Ce's death.

Jiangdong Xiaobawang died young, which made many readers feel sorry for him.

"It's a pity, Sun Ce is really a staunch materialist fighter!"

"Such a hero has fallen into the hands of Yu Ji who pretends to be a ghost."

"Since you are a god, why do you kneel down? If you are a god, why do you bleed? The part about killing Yu Ji in anger is really refreshing."

"Sun Ce's fucking is outrageous, I'm going to die of anger watching it."

The subsequent plot is one of the most important battles in the book.

The Battle of Guandu, this battle allowed Cao Cao to basically pacify the north.

Gongsun Jin was not sloppy about this crucial plot, and decided to slow down the pace and refine it before releasing it.

After updating the Three Kingdoms, Gongsun Jin stretched out, leaned on the chair and looked out the window.

There are tall buildings as far as the eye can see, and lights are shining in the window panes.

The sound of cooking resounded in the kitchen, full of smoke.

Having a small home like this in the city is the dream of many people.

It was Lily's and his.

Now this dream is within reach, but he no longer needs it.

Inking the pen, he wrote a line of small characters on the paper.

"Looks like an old friend is here."

One of Anita Mui's masterpieces, Lin Xi wrote the lyrics of this song beautifully, and the song is written by Luo Dayou, which is also beautiful.

Gongsun Jin does not take popularity and popularity as the standard for listening to songs.

A good song must have beautiful words and music, as well as an excellent arrangement and theme.

He prefers artistry and music, so the songs he listens to may not be liked by most people.

Regarding the title of the song that seems to be from an old friend, there is a saying that it is taken from the song "Looking at each other from afar, knowing that it is an old friend" in "Self-hanging Southeast Branch" (Peacock Flying Southeast).

It coincides with the theme of a couple being separated in the song.

"Traveling the same way, dreaming the same dream, should be a couple."

"When a person is young, he doesn't wake up in his dream, but he has to go back when he wakes up."

When writing this, Gongsun Jin smiled slightly, as if thinking of the rose that no longer belonged to her.

When recalling those past events, it will remind him of these favorite songs.

Memories of these songs will also become particularly deep.

But to be honest, he really didn't want to remember.

Memories are an endless road, the more you go, the more lonely you are.

Perhaps as Marquez said, all the splendor in life needs to be repaid by loneliness.

The beautiful words written by Lin Xi testify to his loneliness that cannot be loved.

"Hate Qing Qing on the stage, or me and me off the stage, not me and you."

There is love and love on stage, Qingqing and me, but it's a pity it's not you and me.

Hate is useless, regret is always the norm in life.

"The mundane dust is insignificant, and God's will is indistinct, separating you and me."

"Heartbroken, with the sound of wind and rain, it seems like an old friend is coming."

Gongsun Jin was humming back and forth, and the pen was swaying on the paper.

"One kind of lovesickness, two bitter loves."

"Hold your hand, but break up again."

"Shuangshuang in ten years, and right in ten thousand years, I just hate not seeing it."

"It's a wonderful word."

Gongsun Jin couldn't help but marvel at it.

When Lin Xi uses the rhetoric derived from classical poetry, there is no sense of rhetoric piled up at all, which makes the context of the words more profound and moving, which perfectly fits the theme of impermanence in life.

What about Aunt Qing?Or sing it yourself?
This song is actually not very suitable for Gongsun Jin's style, but he especially likes it.

"Forget it, let's sing by ourselves."

Gongsun Jin rubbed his eyebrows.

Like Qianqianyuge, his liking for this song overwhelmed his reason.

　Many of you may not like the songs Xiaolu likes very much.

　　The standard I like for a song is that the melody is good, the lyrics are good, there is a prominent theme, and I prefer the musicality.

　　So the songs in my playlist are very old, many songs, like Faye Wong and Priscilla Chan, you may not like them.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)