Close your eyes and become the strongest adventurer

Chapter 51 The Mystery of Wisdom and Trouble

Xuan Yuan shrugged helplessly:

"I missed someone's meal, and the tombstone was prepared for me in advance."

"If I miss another meal, I can't imagine what will happen next."

Hearing Xuan Yuan's ridicule.

Xinia blushed with embarrassment, and said in embarrassment:

"I am so sorry!"

Xuan Yuan smiled:
"It's nothing, just kidding with you."

"It's fine to eat, I'll just choose a place."

heard here.

Xinia couldn't help but her eyes lit up, her face serious:
"Great, please be sure to choose a good enough restaurant to express my apologies."

Xuan Yuan smiled and nodded:

"Okay, I will kill you severely, and I will bankrupt you in one meal."

After finishing speaking, I took Xiniya with me.

Come to the Jian restaurant where Captain Tolfin gave Xuan Yuan a treat last time.

See this open-air light meal on the square.

Xinia froze for a moment.

"what!?"

"Xuan Yuan-jun, is it really just like this?"

Xuan Yuan very naturally found a chair and sat down, picked up the menu, and said with a smile:
"Otherwise, what else do you want?"

"Do you really want to bankrupt you with one meal?"

Xinia looked at Xuan Yuan, opened her mouth a little moved, and wanted to say something.

In the end, she just sat quietly opposite Xuan Yuan, not knowing what was going on in her little head.

Soon, Xuan Yuan chose a recommended nutritious meal for the day with a good balance of meat and vegetables.

Instead, Xinia picked up the ordering screen.

From the beginning to the end, she kept clicking on it with her little finger.

Seeing this, Xuanyuan opened his mouth and said:

"Is it too much?"

"I have ordered all the dishes on this menu."

"Can you eat it all by yourself?"

Xiniya heard this and looked at Xuan Yuan in surprise:

"What I ordered is the amount that I can finish myself~"

"Xuanyuan-jun, if you don't have enough food for one serving, and you are afraid that you will not be able to finish it if you order more, you can eat mine together."

Xuan Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and glanced at Xinia's petite body, which was almost half a meter shorter than her own, and the almost full menu in front of her.

shook his head:
"It's okay, as long as you can finish eating by yourself."

"One is enough for me."

After a while, the food in front of the two of them had piled up like a mountain.

The tables in the open-air plaza were too small, and the waiters purposely put together a few more tables for them to barely fill one table with dishes.

The adventurers who ushered in the past, as well as other diners in the restaurant, all looked sideways at the two of them.

Xuan Yuan looked at a set meal in front of him, and then at the opposite side, the puppet Manchu banquet with hundreds of dishes in front of Xinia, and Xinia who was about to be submerged by the hill of food.

Xuan Yuan didn't say anything, and didn't ask any more questions.

Started to eat, chatted with Xinia without saying a word.

Xinia seemed extremely excited, and had been sharing her joy endlessly.

Xuan Yuan quietly listened to the girl's narration, and responded with a few words from time to time.

Through Xinia's self-report, Xuan Yuan knew.

The other party had already passed the written examination of the Scholars Association with high scores earlier this year.

Her internship in the Adventurer's Branch of the Stokes Dungeon is the ultimate test of Xinia's personal character and ability to withstand pressure secretly belonging to the Scholars' Guild.

She has passed the test.

Now, he has become an official member of the Scholars Guild.

Today, she was brought here by the new mentor of the Scholars Guild.

Let her continue to work here starting tomorrow, so she doesn't have to go to work in the adventurer's guild outside.

She just finished the entry formalities.

I bought some snacks nearby, and was lucky to meet Xuan Yuan without thinking about it.

Speaking of this, Xinia was particularly excited and said that her trial period would be at least a few months.

However, because she has been exclusively named by Xuan Yuan for cooperation.

Xuan Yuan, who was her named cooperation partner, has entered the real adventurer's guild again, and has successfully transferred to become a trainee archer.

So far, Xinia's final test ended ahead of schedule, and she passed the final test of the Scholars Guild with the best possible score.

Because, the last item in the final assessment of the Scholars Guild requires an adventurer who has entered the real Adventurers Guild and has successfully changed jobs to reach the most trusted nomination cooperation among adventurers.

Speaking of it.

Xinia felt particularly embarrassed.

"The instructor just told me today that you have been transferred to a trainee archer."

"If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have done the stupid thing of erecting a monument for you."

Having said that, Xinia couldn't help covering her face with a flushed face:

"Ah, ah!"

"When I think about it now, I still feel so ashamed!"

Xuan Yuan smiled.

Just as he had finished eating, he took out a tissue and wiped his mouth:
"That's kind of fun, isn't it?"

To be honest, seeing the empty plate in front of Xinia.

Xuan Yuan was a little surprised.

He didn't see clearly how Xinia was talking to him endlessly while emptying out the almost mountain of food in front of him.

I feel that the frequency of the other person's eating movements is obviously normal.

But the speed at which the other party finished a full meal was the same as Xuan Yuan's normal speed of eating a portion.

Moreover, the lower abdomen is still flat, without any ups and downs.

He looked at Xinia who had just finished eating and was wiping her mouth with satisfaction.

Xuanyuan asked:

"Why don't you take a walk in the square when you're full?"

Xinia said happily:

"Good! Good!"

When the waiter came to pay the bill, Xinia was very proud and grabbed a handful of kinners from her skirt to pay the bill.

Let for a debt of 10 kinnars.

Xuan Yuan, who was still working hard in the dungeon, couldn't help feeling a little emotional.

Maybe trainee scholars are really well paid?

No wonder Xinia's sister was surprised when she heard that she couldn't even get 3 gold.

Xiniya and Xuanyuan.

The two started walking around the square after dinner.

When walking, Xuan Yuan slowed down, just in sync with Xiniya's pace.

Xinia, who was immersed in happiness, didn't notice it.

Still talking about himself.

It can be said that Xuan Yuan didn't ask anything.

The other party has already said that her grandfather once made military achievements for the kingdom and became a baron. When his father was young, he completely broke with his strong grandfather for love, and was kicked out by the whole family. Then her father took his wife through the difficult years, and after giving birth to her Striving hard, studying hard for several years to become an official scholar, and because of an extremely outstanding research result, she became an honorary earl two ranks higher than her grandfather's title, and finally returned home, reconciled with her grandfather. I said it again.

Having said that, Xinia covered her small mouth belatedly, then lowered her head, embarrassed and said:

"Sorry, I really like talking to myself."

"It didn't bother you, did it?"

Xuan Yuan shook his head:

"It's okay, you're very interesting."

"I don't find it bothering me."

Hearing this sentence, Xinia didn't know why, and her tone suddenly became a little depressed.

She lowered her head and whispered:
"Xuan Yuan-jun, you are really special."

"I've never met anyone like you."

"Obviously only 4 years older than me, and only 18 years old."

"Why, compared to you, I feel like a child who hasn't grown up."

"I don't understand anything, and I have done a lot of stupid things."

"I always feel inferior in front of you."

"I also want to live a gentle, firm and wise life like you, but I just can't do it."

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even pass the last test of the Scholars Guild."

"It's hard to meet you."

"I don't know why, but I've been talking to myself."

"Even eating so much in front of you like a pig."

"You don't ask me a word, and you don't make fun of me for eating too much."

Having said that, Xinia had tears in her eyes and couldn't help sobbing softly:

"Compared to you, why do I always feel so useless?"

"It's just that it's better to be born, but those are the abilities of my parents, and have nothing to do with me."

"I really don't understand anything except reading."

"I am often squeezed out by people around me, always saying that I can't read other people's eyes, that I have no emotional intelligence, and that I look like a child who can't grow up."

"However, now I even have the only trainee scholar status that I can afford in my life."

"Without your reminder, I will not be able to join the Scholars Guild."

"I'm really useless."

"Like now, I know that I should control my emotions, and I know that I shouldn't waste time talking to you."

"However, I still can't help but want to talk non-stop."

Having said that, Xinia couldn't help covering her face with her hands, and the tears couldn't stop falling down.

"I'm sorry, Xuan Yuan-jun."

"Let you see me so unbearable."

"Can you teach me how to be as mature as you?"

"Living in this world is really painful."

"I know that compared with many adventurers, my life is already good."

"But I still often feel pain, feel that I am so useless, and feel that I am worthless."

"I really don't know what to do, I've been depressed and have low self-esteem."

"I don't have the confidence to continue walking."

"Can you teach me?"

"How can I continue to live in this world without suffering so much?"

Staring at Xinia who was crying.

Xuan Yuan smiled:

"Why do you want to be perfect?"

"The self in your eyes is completely opposite to the you in my eyes."

"Others say that you are childish and don't know how to look at other people's eyes. In my opinion, it is precisely your innocence and pure essence."

"You feel like you're nothing but reading."

"It seems to me that to be able to read through so many profound and profound books is to think consciously about them at the age of 14 and suffer from self-reflection."

"A testament to your patience, determination and reflection."

"Xinia, it's easy to become a social person, as long as you enter the dye vat of society, allow yourself to be dyed the color that others need, and constantly cater to other people's expectations."

"However, it is very difficult to become a truly mature person. You must have the ability to think independently, the determination not to be shaken by the environment, and the courage to stick to yourself against the opposition of others."

"Some people are very old and dying, and they think they are very mature, but in fact they have been completely domesticated by this society and have lost their unique color."

"Some people are not very old, but they have already aroused the questioning, thinking and reflection of the truth of the universe, and they are tirelessly longing for the truth."

"The former is just a walking dead living in this world."

"The latter, in the pain of self-reflection, gradually embarked on the supreme road to wisdom and truth."

"Xinia, there is no need to pursue perfection in the world."

"The world is driven not by perfection, but by imperfection."

"Two random leaves in this world are so different."

"Why bother striving for perfection?"

Hearing this, Xinia stopped her tears, her eyes thoughtful:
"Why shouldn't perfection be pursued?"

"Isn't everyone pursuing a perfect life?"

Xuan Yuan couldn't help laughing:
"This is the misunderstanding of life by those who are not good at thinking."

"Xinia, if you observe the universe with your heart, you will find an obvious truth."

"The perfection that the world seeks is nothing but the same vulgar life."

Having said that, Xuan Yuan randomly searched for a shop that sold porcelain cups.

Spending 30 copper, I bought two identical pairs of white porcelain cups, and held them in front of Xinia:

"Look, these two cups."

"Probably produced on the same assembly line."

"If they represent perfection, do both glasses have the perfect handle, the perfect body, the perfect bottom, the perfect rim?"

Cynthia nodded.

Xuan Yuan put the two cups behind him, exchanged them several times, and held them up in front of Xinia again:

"I swapped them behind my back."

"Now, tell me."

"Can you tell which cup in my hand is the one in my right hand when I showed you just now?"

Xinia shook her head blankly.

Xuan Yuan casually raised the porcelain cups and knocked a gap in each of them on the ground.

One cup has small, irregular, cracked gaps;

The other cup had a large chip and a round shape with no cracks.

Lift it up and give Xinia a signal again.

Put the two cups behind your back, exchange them several times, and hold them in your hands:

"Now, which cup in my hand is the one in my right hand just now?"

This time, Xinia pointed it out without hesitation.

Xuan Yuan asked Xiniya:

"Why, can you recognize it this time?"

Xinia thought carefully:

"Because there is a gap in this cup."

"The notch in this cup has a different shape than the notch in the other cup, so it was recognizable."

Putting the two cups in front of Xinia, Xuan Yuan said calmly:
"Two seemingly perfect pure white porcelain cups, just like the perfection that the world pursues."

"If everything you want comes true, it's like playing a game without any challenge, and you can't feel the value and meaning of life growth and transcendence."

"It looks perfect on the surface, but it's just a batch product on the assembly line. It doesn't have its own thoughts and soul, nor does it have the unique essence that makes it what it is."

"The broken cups are like real individual lives."

"It is because of these distinctive chips and cracks that we are uniquely ourselves and have our own unique identity."

Having said this, Xuan Yuan's eyes became deeper and deeper.

He stared at Cynia.

The eyes are like a bottomless deep pool, filled with a peaceful atmosphere.

"All carefully set laws and definitions always have their own limitations and scope that cannot be surpassed."

"Only random events without rules can create endless possibilities."

"Sinia."

"The universe never worked because it was perfect."

"On the contrary, it is because of various imperfections that spontaneously form a wonderful and harmonious resonance system, allowing everything to run forever."

"Every imperfect individual is like an irregular puzzle piece."

"All the pieces of the puzzle come together to form a grand blueprint for life."

"So, don't resist your imperfections."

"This imperfection is what makes you who you are."

"Imperfection—is the most perfect design in this world."

"All wisdom must arise from imperfections."

"Worry and wisdom are like two sides of a silver coin."

"They are opposed to each other and cannot be separated."

"Transform afflictions, and wisdom will arise."

"When wisdom is disregarded, defilements arise."

"Whether to choose a life of wisdom and tranquility, or choose a life of pain and trouble."

"The right to choose is always in your hands."

(End of this chapter)