First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 474 I Can't Bear To Leave You

Du Rongzhi, who was in Shanyin County, didn't know how many people's thoughts had been aroused by her illness.

Her mental and physical strength are slowly recovering, and she can already get out of bed and walk around.

Song Zixun still leaves early and returns late every day, he is constantly busy, and the couple only have a chance to see each other at night when Song Zixun finishes his business, but even so, they both feel great satisfaction - only those who have experienced loss know , how precious every day we spend together.

It was midnight again when Song Zixun came back from the yamen.

Du Rongzhi was already asleep, and there was only a small lamp lit in the room, echoing the bright moonlight outside the window.

"Master—" The maid who was on guard at night hurriedly wanted to say hello, but was interrupted silently by him.

The latter waved his hand, and the servant girl understood, and quietly retreated after being busy.

Inside the bed curtain, Du Zhi was sleeping soundly.In the past few days, her complexion has improved a lot, her little face was flushed from sleep, and her pink lips were slightly pouty. If she hadn't been too thin, she would have been very pleasant.

Song Zixun watched quietly, with a touch of warmth on his tired face, and reached out to caress her cheek...

The sleeping little man frowned slightly.

Song Zixun paused, worried that he would wake her up, but he saw Du Rongzhi's lips move, and he let out a choked call.

Song Zixun couldn't help frowning, leaned down and whispered in Du Rongzhi's ear, "Rong Zhi..."

Du Rongzhi who was sleeping was also struggling to wake up.

She let out a mournful sob, opened her eyes again, and it was no longer the scarlet delivery room in her dream.

"But it's called a nightmare?"

Du Rongzhi stared at him in a daze, and tears poured out like a flood.

Song Zixun was taken aback, "What's the matter?"

He hurriedly smiled and hugged her, "I'm not a child, how can I make Meng cry..." He said so, but couldn't stop rubbing her back to calm her down.

Du Rongzhi just woke up, and the whole person was still immersed in the dream that she died. In the scene where Song Zixun hugged her corpse and was in pain, she hugged Song Zixun tightly, crying and convulsing, "I, I dreamed that I died Oh, you hugged me and cried...I don't want to make you so sad, but no matter what I say...you can't hear..."

Song Zixun's heart tightened, and he inexplicably remembered those dreams he had intermittently in the past few days.

I don't know if it's because of what she said a lot... those dreams are always so real as if they just happened...

But as Du Rongzhi gradually recovered, he didn't dream about those things recently.

Song Zixun collected his thoughts, stroked her hair and said with a warm smile, "Idiot, it's just a dream... Haven't you heard of it? Dreams are opposite to reality."

Du Rongzhi looked at him with tears in his eyes, still a little dazed, "Really, really?"

"Of course it's true." Song Zixun nodded and smiled, "Old people say that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have good fortune...you will live a long life after passing this test, and we will also grow old in vain. .”

Listening to his gentle and deep words, Du Rongzhi's heart gradually calmed down...

Leaning in his arms, she choked up and said, "You don't know, when I was dying that day, I also dreamed about this... At that time, I was very sad..." She burst into tears, buried her head On his chest, "Zixun... I can't bear to leave you."

Song Zixun was also a little moved when he heard it, and said in a low voice, "I know..." He hugged her, "It's all over... Nothing can separate us from now on."

Du Rongzhi nodded vigorously.

He kissed her forehead lightly, "It's still early, go to sleep."

"Yeah." Du Rongzhi hugged his neck relyingly, "You sleep with me."

"it is good."

Leaning in the familiar embrace, Du Rongzhi finally relaxed.

She went through emotional ups and downs throughout the night, and now she relaxed, listening to his steady and powerful heartbeat, she felt drowsy again after a while.

She yawned lightly, her limp body rubbed against his arms like a kitten, and was about to fall asleep again.

During the period of her illness, she really lost a lot of weight, even through the thin pajamas...

"It's too young..." He rubbed her ears, and suddenly said in a hoarse voice.

Du Rongzhi seemed to be scalded by something, blushing and pressing his hand helplessly, Qiqi said, "I... I'm still sick, in case I get over it..."

"No." His breathing became heavy, and he murmured in her ear, "The doctor said...it's no longer a hindrance."

I don't know if the meaning in his words is too embarrassing, or his palms are too hot, Du Rongzhi's face is getting hotter and hotter, and there are layers of water in his blurred eyes...

She moaned softly, and stretched out her hand to hook his neck...

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On the other side, in Aunt You's room, the lights were also on at this time.

You Shi stared blankly at the dancing candles on the desk, his brows were full of sorrow.

Mother Zhu's nagging complaints could still be heard in my ears: "Isn't Auntie having some ideas? Why is it that you look like a gourd with its mouth sawn off? What should you do? You should say something!"

Jing Chun stretched out his hand and pulled Mammy Zhu's sleeve, and said in a low voice, "Mammy, let's not say a word... Auntie is also feeling bad..."

Since the young lady contracted the disease, yesterday was the first time the young master came to see his aunt, but what he said was...

Mother Zhu didn't care about her, she pulled Jing Chun aside, and said displeasedly, "Auntie, just say something, if you keep doing this, wait until the master sends you to Zhuangzi, but just say It's too late!"

The silk handkerchief in his hand has been wrung out of shape... Youshi took a deep breath, and laughed at himself, "What can I say? Who dares to say anything about what the Lord has decided!"

How could she have thought that Du Shi, who was doomed to die, would come back to life!
Obviously only a little bit away...

Just a little bit!
She had even thought about how she would please Du Shi after his death, how to make him transfer his tenderness towards Du Shi to herself in the pain of losing his wife...

She should have had a lot of time, a lot of opportunities, to slowly figure it out... But now, there is nothing.

He even dared to go against the wishes of his elders in order to please Mrs. Du, who had just recovered from a serious illness. He even told her yesterday that he would send her to the Zhuangzi outside as soon as the epidemic situation was over...

The only thing she could choose was to let her choose a resting place...

What did he take her for? !
Du Shi is his sweetheart, what about her and Fu Shi?Could it be that their lives are cheap by nature, and they deserve to be cannon fodder for Mrs. Du and be widowed for the rest of their lives? !

That being the case, why did he let her in and let her see with his own eyes how he held a person in his hands and gave her those illusory hopes? !
Tears blurred Youshi's vision, but she bit her lower lip tightly, holding on tightly.

She also wondered what she could do.

There are no elders who support her and make decisions for her, let alone a strong and domineering aunt, and even... she can't even ask her family for help...

What else can she do? !

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The update in July may be unstable. Firstly, this month is relatively busy, and secondly, the network is not very good. Please forgive me.

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