First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 453 You deserve better

Those two words spilled out of his mouth so naturally, as if they had been turned in his heart a thousand times, as if he had finally found his way back after traveling through mountains and rivers, he just called out in a low voice.

Du Rongzhi took a step back with a look of astonishment.

He, how dare he call her boudoir by her first name!
Du Rongzhi managed to regain his composure, and warned in a low voice, "Young Master Chu should know who I am... The reason why I didn't allow the girl to disturb me just now is to make things clear with Young Master Chu, if you misunderstood something..."

"There is no misunderstanding." He looked at her calmly, "I think the same as you, I just want to make my heart clear."

Du Rongzhi pursed her lips tightly, suddenly she didn't know what to say.

In fact, since that day, she sometimes calmed down and thought about it, and it's not that she didn't suspect that Chu Shenyao had some other feelings for her... But she really couldn't believe it, how could such a free, easy and unrestrained person be possible? Will you like yourself who is dull and tasteless?

Seeing that she pursed her lips and said nothing, Chu Shenyao couldn't help but said softly, "Or maybe...you have already guessed my intentions."

"Young master Chu." Du Rongzhi came back to his senses and said seriously, "Young master and I have known each other for many years, and you have rescued me several times to save me from embarrassment. I am also very grateful in my heart, but——"

"Madam can you trust the word 'Fate'?" He suddenly asked.

Du Rongzhi's voice froze.

Chu Shenyao said with a faint smile, "I once heard old people say that marriage is predestined. If two people are destined, even if they are thousands of miles apart and there are many obstacles, there will always be a red line in the dark—"

"Do you know what you're talking about?!" Du Rongzhi stopped coldly, "I'm not Yunying's unmarried girl, and my son is not an ignorant and impulsive ignorant boy. How can I be ruined and ruined, beyond redemption?!"

Chu Shenyao shook his head with a wry smile, "I just know what these words mean so much, that's why I've been holding back until now... But now, I suddenly don't want to take it anymore."

He looked at her, and slowly said word by word, "Rong Zhi, you deserve better."

Du Rongzhi closed her eyes forcefully until the turbulent waves in her eyes completely disappeared, then raised the corners of her lips mockingly, "Better? What's better? Is it you?" She snorted coldly, "Mr. You think too highly of yourself!"

She raised her head and said in a cold voice, "My husband is the eldest grandson of the Duke of Song's mansion, and he is the number one scholar hand-picked today. In terms of family background, appearance, talent, and character, he is not a hundred times better than others A thousand times?" She gritted her teeth, and said simply to expose her scars, "Besides, Mr. Chu has not lived in the capital for a long time, so I don't know much about it... In fact, in detail, the marriage with my husband was the result of my stalking. Yes, he didn't like me at all...and because of this incident, my reputation in the public has never been very good..."

Chu Shenyao didn't say anything, he just looked at her quietly, with some pity and distress.

But she felt that this expression was really disgusting!

Du Rongzhi turned her eyes away and continued, "Actually, you can find out these things by asking anyone in Beijing." She smiled indifferently, "So don't say anything about whether it is worth it or not, Mr. Chu, it sounds really good. Terribly ironic."

"What about now?" He asked softly, "If you start over again, will you still stalk him and want to marry him?"

Du Rongzhi couldn't help being stunned.

If she had a choice, would she still be willing to marry him...

The answer to this question has lingered in her mind countless times since she was reborn.

She doesn't want to.

She didn't want to experience the pain of bereavement again, she didn't want to face the Song family's intrigue and rivalry, and she didn't want to... endure his suspicion and suspicion anymore.

Du Rongzhi came back to her senses in a daze, she mumbled and wanted to say something, but he interrupted directly, "No need to say." He whispered, "I already know the answer."

"No, it's not..."

She instinctively wanted to argue, but he didn't give her a chance to explain, "I heard Madam Cai's words very clearly just now... Now please allow me to say a few words, okay?"

His posture was so low that Du Rongzhi couldn't say anything.

"Just now you asked me if I was better than Song Zixun?" He smiled gently, "I think I can answer this question for you right now."

"I may not be as good as him, but I also don't have a family as complicated as his." He said, "I'm the youngest son with two older brothers, and the elders don't have high expectations of me. , for my future wife, I will not blame everything and be extremely picky." He smiled humorously, "Probably they themselves understand that it is useless to be picky. Because what I want to marry is the love of my life who will be hand in hand with me. A perfect decoration for Duke Rong'an's mansion."

Du Rongzhi pursed her lower lip lightly.

"My elder brother has three sons and two daughters, and the second elder brother is even more powerful. Six sons in a row... Now there are more than ten nephews and nieces in the family. I don't need me to support the family."

"I have traveled abroad since I was a child, and I have seen all kinds of strange women who do not give in to their men. I never believe in 'a woman without talent is virtue', let alone think that a woman should be attached to a man by birth. I wish my future My wife can also have her own splendor, and I am willing to share her joys, sorrows and joys."

"I have traveled all over the country, and what I like most is the unfettered and vast world, and what I love most is the unrestrained freedom like wild cranes in the clouds," he paused. Walk with me at night with lanterns, and see all the flowers with me..."

He stared at her quietly, the sun fell in his deep eyes, like a bright galaxy.

The two stood there in silence, neither of them spoke.

After a long time, Du Rongzhi opened her lips lightly, "It's a woman's luck to have a husband like Mr. Chu..." She paused, "It's a pity that that person can't, and it shouldn't be me."

Chu Shenyao's eyes darkened, "If you're afraid of what people say, or if you're worried that he won't make peace..."

Du Rongzhi shook her head, "If you were me, would you hold back because of fear of pressure and fear of people's words?"

Chu Shenyao said solemnly, "If this marriage is just endless torture for me, and that person keeps me disappointed and even despaired again and again, I will never hesitate even if I fall to the ground, even if I fall to the ground. Even if you have to be smashed to pieces, you will never look back, and you will be willing to do so."

Du Rongzhi bent the corners of her lips bitterly, "My thoughts are the same as yours."

Chu Shenyao was taken aback for a moment, but his face turned pale a little bit.

"I don't want to leave, it's not that I can't, it's not that I don't dare..." She said softly, "It's just because I still love him."

"I still, without the slightest hesitation, without the slightest hesitation... love him."

(End of this chapter)