First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 446 I Know What You Care About

Things were like a small ripple that night, and soon calmed down.

No one knew exactly what happened in the main room that day, but early the next morning someone saw Qing He who hadn't shown her face for a long time entered the mansion in a hurry, she went to pay a visit to Du Rongzhi first, and then called out with red eyes The man led him to the study of the young master.

What the two of them said in the study was unknown to others, only that Qing He didn't come out alone, and Chang Wang followed her to the warehouse.

Some people speculated that something important was lost in the mansion and asked Qing He to come back to interrogate her. Others speculated that Qing He relied on the favor of the young lady to guard against theft and was discovered by the young master. Everyone stared at her thinking there would be follow-up. Unexpectedly, in the next few days, not only did Qing He not receive the slightest punishment, but she still stayed by the young lady's side in peace and stability, and seemed to be more valued by the young lady than before, almost to the point of being inseparable--

Because Du Rongzhi's old illness relapsed.

No one expected that Du Rongzhi's illness would suddenly become so severe.

At first it was a nightmare at night, and I woke up crying several times every night, and then it turned into a whole night of insomnia. Sometimes I was obviously sleepy, but when I lay down, my mind was full of things from my previous life, and I couldn't fall asleep.

She became more silent than ever, sometimes she didn't want to speak at all, and sometimes she didn't know what to say - especially when facing Song Zixun.

She also thinks when she is awake, or else so be it.If he wants to believe it, he can believe it, and if he doesn't want to believe it, let it go.

Anyway, without Song Ziche, there would be Chu Shenyao, without Chu Shenyao, it could be someone else.Perhaps in his eyes, she was already so unbearable that any man could make her cheat.

She no longer had the energy to defend herself.

But he refused to let her go.

On the third night after Qinghe came back, he came to have a long talk with her again.It is not so much a long talk as it is his thoughts and confessions these days.

She listened in a trance, she could understand every word clearly, but she seemed to be unable to understand every word.

He said that he was instigated by others, and he accidentally learned that she and Chu Shenyao had met for a long time, so he thought that the reason why she was so indifferent to him recently was because she was frustrated with their feelings, and turned to her Gain comfort from Chu Shenyao, who has the same interests as her...

He said that everything he did was because he liked her and cared too much about her. He had never liked a woman so much. She was the first and only one. He also said that there was nothing between him and Youshi. Staying overnight in Youshi's room was just to test her. Youshi just had her period late this time, she is not pregnant and she cannot be pregnant...

He also said a lot...but she didn't care anymore.

But he was still persistently explaining: "Rong Zhi, I know what you care about... Don't you dislike You Shi? Then let's let her go! Go far away, and never appear in front of you again. "

She looked at him quietly for a long while before asking softly, "Zixun, do you really know what I want?"

Song Zixun was startled.

Looking at his bewildered face, she couldn't help laughing at herself.

In the past, she always thought that Fu Jingrou was the culprit in the tragic end of the two people in the previous life, but until today she suddenly discovered that Fu was just the fuse, and it was themselves who really ruined their relationship——her wishful thinking, it was His sensitivity and paranoia ruined everything.

He never believed her, it was the same in previous life, and it is also the same in this life.

She felt very tired, and the unprecedented tiredness made her just want to let go of everything.She tried so many times, but in the end it just proved that she couldn't afford him.

What he needs is a woman who is obedient and will never disobey him according to his preferences, and no matter how hard she tries and how she changes herself, she will never be able to meet his requirements.

What's even more frightening is... She no longer wants to work hard.

"You don't need to drive Youshi away...and you don't need to drive anyone away." After a long time, she calmly said, "I'm just tired..." She nodded, repeating as if to convince herself, "I'm just a little tired "Just wait a few days and everything will be fine."

She smiled numbly at him, "Let's just leave it at that."

He frowned, looked at the faint smile on her pale face, and the sparkling water in her eyes, suddenly he couldn't say anything.

... The conversation between the two ended without a problem.

She is very obedient, takes medicine on time, eats on time, and does everything a qualified wife should do every day.

But everyone around her knew that she was sick, very sick.

No one dared to say anything.

The newly made spring shirts become loose and baggy in just a few days. Every night, I either sit up all night until dawn or wake up from nightmares countless times. During the day, I have no idea what to do.

Mother An and the others were terrified, guarding her every step of the way, and only kept their mouths shut.

But Guan'er noticed her strangeness, and she secretly whispered to Song Zixun, "Daddy, are you making your mother angry? Mother hasn't laughed these days..."

Song Zixun was silent for a while after listening, "Daddy did something wrong..."

Guan'er pouted, "I knew it..." She scolded with a stern face, "Mother likes Guan'er and Daddy the most... Guan'er is very good every day, it must be Daddy's bad behavior that makes mother sad No. Daddy is not even as good as Guaner."

Song Zixun forced a smile, "How do you know that Mother likes Daddy?"

"Daddy is so stupid!" Guan'er tilted her head and looked at him with disgust, "Mother always smiles happily when she sees Daddy...Mother also smiles like that to Guan'er. Only for people who like that." Laugh! Mother likes Guan'er the most, so of course she also likes Daddy the most." She was talking nonsense in her small mouth, completely oblivious to the loneliness and disappointment on her father's face.

Why is he the last to know things that even a four-year-old child can see?

All these years, he always thought that he was the only one who paid, and always felt that her feelings for him were far less sincere and passionate than he was for her, but he never looked back, how much she had paid for him...

Song Zixun leaned over and touched the little hairpin on his daughter's head, and said softly, "Do you think mother will still like daddy in the future?"

Guan'er didn't understand, so, "Yes." She said innocently, "Every time Guan'er does something wrong and makes my mother angry, as long as I apologize to my mother and say that I won't do it again, my mother will not be angry."

She patted Song Zixun, "As long as Daddy obediently listens to Mother, Mother will still like you." She thought for a while and added earnestly, "But I like Guan'er the most, and then Daddy."

Song Zixun smiled wryly and sighed, hugging his daughter for a long time without saying a word.

(End of this chapter)