The modern me and the Republic of China her

Chapter 103 Cowardly
Lin Mi lowered his head and walked forward, immersed in his inner world, completely oblivious to the road under his feet.When she walked to the edge of the stairs, because she was thinking about something, she didn't look at the steps at all, and just stepped over at a normal speed.

With her body suspended in the air, she suddenly realized the danger, and subconsciously stretched out her hands to scratch, but the stairs had no handrails, so she just rolled along the steps step by step, fortunately blocked by the broom placed beside the steps, She turned over to regain her balance, and got up awkwardly to catch her breath.

Soiled pillow case and pillow towel lost somewhere.Instead, she relaxed a little, feeling a temporary sense of relief.If my mother asks, just say that I fell and lost it.

Her knees were bruised in several places, and her hair was disheveled.She also dislikes this appearance, but what can I do?Recently, I always feel inexplicably uncomfortable. Dreaming can make my cousin have a nosebleed, and walking can make me roll the stairs.

Zhang Xiaofa came to this side of the stairs, and suddenly stopped.He saw the pillowcases and pillowcases scattered on the ground, not only with blood on them, but also his familiar room number.

Could it be that he had nightmares during the day?That sheet alone was enough to upset him.Now it's all right, the whole bedding is neatly brushed and let him see it all over the place, it's going to be as annoying as it is.

However, he immediately noticed a slight noise under the steps, so he walked gently to the stairs and looked down.Lin Mi's back was immediately clear.

He was a little surprised: even in such an embarrassing atmosphere, he could meet her... Then, do you want to take the initiative to talk?
Although Lin Mi suffered a little from rolling the stairs early in the morning, there was no other place in the hospital that was more suitable for them to avoid the eyes of others.In this place, except for the occasional cleaners who come to clean, and the nurses and doctors who take shortcuts during the night shift, patients and their families hardly notice it.

She stood there with her back to him, blowing gusts of cold wind, and simply untied her braid, letting her curly hair float naturally.

Ever since she stayed in bed with her in the hospital, she often wears her hair lazily, and walks with her waist twisted unintentionally, causing many people to turn their heads.

In the eyes of others, she is no longer regarded as a child, but as a mature girl.

In Zhang Xiaofa's heart, she has always been a beautiful, happy and lovely girl, like a delicate flower that needs to be protected and cherished, and she cannot be harmed in any form.Even if she can marry and become a mother, he will not forget the impression she made in her best years.

She bent down and gently rubbed her knees, moaning slightly, obviously feeling the pain.At this moment, she was lonely and weak, which aroused his love and affection.

Rationality was defeated by sensibility, and he hurried downstairs and ran towards her.

When she heard footsteps behind her, she thought it was a stranger passing by and didn't raise her head.

Lin Mi didn't realize his existence until a pair of hands supported her from behind, accompanied by the familiar fresh lemon smell.

How did he come here?Is it just a coincidence?

Lin Mi didn't intend to think deeply at the moment.Now that the person you miss day and night is here, let's cherish this rare opportunity.

Instead of turning around as in the past, she stood still.She expected him to give him a long-lost hug to soothe the endless thoughts and entanglements in her heart.

However, after waiting for a long time, Zhang Xiaofa's movements were still at the stage of "supporting", without any further intention.

She finally couldn't help it anymore, and tried to hint to him as tactfully as possible: "Mr. Zhang, can you get a little closer to me?"

He looked down, and replied calmly: "We are already very close, the distance is less than ten centimeters."

Lin Mi didn't know whether to laugh or cry after hearing this: Does he really not understand or is he deliberately pretending not to understand?If it was Lin Yitang, I'm afraid the zero distance would have been achieved by this time... It really echoed a sentence she read in a novel: It's tiring to fall in love with someone who doesn't understand!
Zhang Xiaofa really didn't react.His mind is full of two words: measure.The relationship between him and her that should be maintained most now is the teacher-student relationship, which must be measured.In those days when Lin Yitang was not present, they lived a relaxed life. There was happiness in class and romance after class.In other words, it would be nice if they were just ordinary cousins...

Of course, a boy's heart must be broad enough not to be trapped by trivial matters in love, otherwise his ambition will be greatly reduced, or even regressed.

Lin Mi just wanted to talk to Zhang Xiaofa simply and directly, to pierce the window paper.After she fell down, she was no longer bound by the details, and became herself who dared to think and do again.

"Ms. Zhang," she looked up at him boldly, "Can you hug me like you used to?"

His clear eyes suddenly shifted to the tiles on a nearby eaves, looking at those squeaking little sparrows.

The avoidance of answering made her feel compelled to take the initiative.

She seems to have returned to the night when they first met, chasing him in the empty Midnight Street, the warm wind with gardenias gently brushing past her side, the skirt fluttering in the wind, and the alleys full of The good taste of first love.

As she recalled, she said softly, "Low your head and look at me..."

Zhang Xiaofa kept silent, but his body was very honest, and he bent down obediently so that she and him were on the same level.

Lin Mi suddenly put her arms around his neck, her soft curly hair slid down against his cheeks, and the sound of her soft breathing was clearly amplified in his ears, which caught him off guard.

"Don't move," her long eyelashes drooped, and her softly curved features looked even more beautiful.

His attention stayed on her lips: like rose petals with dew in the morning, delicate and fragrant temptation.

She let go of her past shyness, and now she just wants to give him her first kiss.Although she didn't know exactly how kissing came about, but she had read some western story books, and in those exquisite illustrations, kissing scenes were always inevitable.Westerners are enthusiastic, while Easterners are reserved. Her thinking was quite advanced at that time. She grew up with foreigners in church schools and felt that what foreigners can do, Chinese people can also do.

"Come a little further, I can't reach it if it's far away."

Zhang Xiaofa was admiring her beauty, but never thought that she was going to give her first kiss at this moment.He instinctively hid back, and the distance between the two of them suddenly separated by one foot, and her kiss was sideways, regrettably dedicated to the cold air.

"It's so annoying..." Seeing that he was so ungrateful, Lin Mi was so angry that he didn't know what to say.

"This is a hospital, so it's not easy to talk about it. Besides, you're getting married soon, between us... treat each other with courtesy from now on." He said these words against his will, with great determination.

"Coward!" With tears in her eyes, she pushed him hard, "Treating each other with courtesy is better than never seeing each other again."

She took off the hair clip he sent from her head and stuffed it into his hand, "Take care, I'm leaving."

Zhang Xiaofa stayed where she was, and suddenly realized: This is her true temperament, daring to love, daring to hate, daring to act.

He is not really timid, but has to take into account various social etiquette constraints.Men are always more rational than women, and they will become more cautious when they love deeply.

　thank you all!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)