After the abuse heroine returned, she exploded

Chapter 158 Don't want children
Wow, what a touching story.

I love you every time, from birth to death, from sunrise to sunset.

An Ning: "Me too."

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After An Ning gathered all the evidence in his hands about the corruption of the household department, he presented it to the current emperor, Cang Fuyun.

The whole household trembled.

When the new emperor took office, he killed decisively, and the entire household department was spared.

Corruption has been a felony since the time of Emperor Xuan.

All the doors were copied and chopped.

It's just that this time because of the large number of people involved in corruption, the current Holy Majesty is merciful, and only the corrupt officials were killed, not the courtiers.

For this reason, the people praised the new emperor for his righteousness.

And An Ning also took the position of Minister of Household Affairs in one fell swoop. The new emperor single-handedly promoted him, once again setting a new age for court officials.

An Ning undoubtedly became the youngest courtier with a low official position.

The officials of the household department were cleaned up wantonly, just to take advantage of the new imperial examination.

This time it was handed over to Superintendent An Ning.

In this imperial examination, there were many women on the list, so An Ning selected some women to enter the household department.

Cang Fuyun also focused on promoting rookies and female officials.

Change the corrupt atmosphere of the court
After three months, it was considered to be completely stable.

After half a year, An Ning took to the streets again.

After undergoing reform and new policies, the whole Daye has renewed its new style again.

Standing on the bustling streets of Kyoto, you can still see many more women than usual.

Some were on their way to school, some went to work, and some were shopping for jewelry and food on the street with their daughters.

There are also more and more women's schools. Some businessmen have discovered the benefits and opened many schools that charge tuition fees.

This also received great encouragement from the court.

The Star Academy is also in various places, and the more it opens, the more it opens and the bigger it gets.

An Ning lowered the curtains of the carriage, and looked at Master Gu beside him.

She promised him before that after they finished their work, she would go to the suburbs to fly a kite.

Now is a spring day again.

There was a huge kite on Gu Qingzhao's lap.

He started doing it a month ago.

It's a butterfly-shaped one, a pattern he cut and painted himself.

An Ning's hand gently caressed the kite, he took his hand, and when he looked at the palm, there were indeed many scratches.

"Master Gu is very good at handicrafts, but he made himself into this appearance."

She lowered her eyes gently.

This kite was a surprise he gave her.

He secretly got up in the middle of the night to do it. He couldn't see it, he could only grope for it, so there were many scratches.

Gu Qingzhao smiled softly and said, "It doesn't hurt. I'm very happy. It seems that I haven't given you any surprises."

Little did he know that he just wanted to dedicate all the good things in this world to the people in front of him.

An Ning also smiled softly: "Every time you appear, it's a surprise. Every time you turn around, every time you look back, and you looking at me now, it's a surprise."

Gu Qingzhao gently touched An Ning's face, and she lost a lot of weight.

"Well, I see. If you don't mind being bothered, I will appear in front of you all the time."

"it is good."

How could she be bothered? Her family, Mrs. Gu, is like a round of moonlight, the way it illuminates is too broad.

The carriage has arrived.

They went to the thatched cottage where Gu Qingzhao lived.

It seems like almost two years have passed.

As soon as we got off the carriage, the memory of our first meeting came to mind.

What An Ning saw was a man dressed in white, unstained by dust, as cold as an immortal.

At that time, she didn't know that Gu Qingzhao saw her restraint in front of the window, the coincidence that she reached out to open the door trembling with difficulty, and the heartbreak of calling her Miss An again and again.

"Master Gu, this is the first time you see me here. What are you thinking about?"

Gu Qing took care of the familiar scene in front of him, he lived there for many years.

The scenery here is very good, the air is very good, but he never appreciated it until the day she came.

From then on, the whole surrounding has color.

"I'm thinking, God treats me well, my girl can actually see me. I'm thinking, from now on, I will appear in your sight. I'm thinking, what if you still like the prince? If you What will you do if you don't see me again one day?"

"Do I want to walk towards you, do I want to stop you regardless of your wishes, do I want to be like the person I hate in the scriptures, where you can never forget me, do I want to break into your life , will I make you sad, will I make you hate me."

He is the one who hates God, and it is he who is grateful to God in the end.

It was him who let go, and it was he who was reluctant to let go.

There is another sentence, he is thinking, if he doesn't have to die, if he can just guard her like this, for the rest of his life.

Her gaze is too important, it gives him the desire to live and the motivation to live.

Even if he can only call her, Miss An.

An Ning lowered her head and her eyes were red.

She thought of the winter day in her dream when her family, Mr. Gu, was covered in heavy snow.

Forgotten by everyone, forgotten by time, he who disappeared without a trace.

Another life, just this life.

Live in the same quilt, die in the same hole.

She would never have to watch him disappear like this again.

An Ning asked suddenly: "Master Gu, do you want a child?"

Since they got married, they haven't talked about this issue, and they tacitly don't want children.

It's not that she doesn't like children, it's just that she owes herself too much, so in this life, she just wants to spend this life well with him.

She never asked her family what Mr. Gu thinks, child...

"There are some people in this world who feel that they have a place of their own only when they have children. So, do you want a child?"

Gu Qingzhao gently held An Ning's face, "Look at me."

His eyes were extremely serious and he said: "How could you think that having a child is a belonging, and you are my belonging, and I already have a belonging. Ah Ning, it is undeniable that once, I wanted to have a relationship with you." Children, however, I love our children only because I love you, not because I love children, I will love you more."

"If you don't want a child, we don't want it. We will travel all over the world for the rest of our lives. Children are not important at all. Aning, every time you are sad, you dare not look at me. You always feel that you owe me , You can't take yourself to satisfy my wish. Just like I can't always use this to ask for your mercy."

An Ning smiled with red eyes.

"I'm always independent, always awake, and occasionally, I'm addicted to my Master Gu. Well, then we don't want children, we go to swim all over the mountains, rivers and seas, we do what we want to do, our pain , we will heal ourselves. Master Gu, I know, you always feel that you are not from this world, and you also seem to think that I will disappear at any time. "

"You think that if you have a child, you will become real, and I will not leave. But you are very conscious and restrained, because these will hurt me."

(End of this chapter)