I am the Empress Dowager!

Chapter 299 Deng Sui’s Thoughts ([-])
Along with a violent cough, Deng Sui's face became a little pale.

Upon seeing this, Cai Lun on the side quickly asked someone to hand over warm water, and then gently tapped Deng Sui's back.

"Queen Mother, you have to pay attention to this body. You can't do this!"

"Cough cough cough cough" After another cough, Deng Sui finally calmed down, and then he sighed helplessly and shook his head slowly.

“That’s it, I still can’t hold on with this body.

Maybe it won't be long before I go to find the late emperor. I just hope that the late emperor will still want me and won't blame me for not taking good care of the big man in these years."

At the end of the sentence, Deng Sui couldn't help but show a sad expression, as if he was really affected by these words.

Seeing the rather sad Deng Sui, as her confidant and confidant, Cai Lun certainly wanted to step forward and offer some words of persuasion.

But when he really wanted to speak, he looked at the strand of silver hair on Deng Sui's temples, and suddenly his mind seemed to be twitched by something.

"Queen Mother, please pay attention to rest!"

Cai Lun wanted to say something, but in the end he said nothing.

And looking at Deng Sui's slightly pale face, he couldn't help feeling a little angry.

"What do those losers from the Imperial Medical Office do for a living? They couldn't take care of the late emperor when they were asked to do so.

Now they couldn't take good care of the Queen Mother.

This group of people should be sent to Tingwei Mansion for punishment! "

"Okay!" Deng Sui interrupted him directly, coughed twice again, and then continued softly.

“This war in the northwest is also a training experience for His Majesty.

I myself don’t know how long I can hold on, but if I am asked to hand over this power to His Majesty right now, I don’t feel at ease, and I don’t want to do it.

Therefore, His Majesty needs to gradually master some rights, but he cannot master too many rights.

This degree needs to be mastered well, do you understand? "

"Sir, I understand!"

"Yeah" Deng Sui looked at Cai Lun in front of her and couldn't help but nodded slightly. She knew that although the man in front of her was not a man in the eyes of many people.

But he is more reliable than most men in the world.

The late emperor back then, myself back then, and even the future His Majesty all had to deal with this guy.

The late emperor sent Cai Lun to him back then, and now I am afraid that he will have to send Cai Lun to his majesty who has gradually grown up.

This may be inheritance, or it may be helplessness.
"Cai Lun."

"Chen is here!"

"Do you know why I am telling you these things today?" Deng Sui looked at Cai Lun in front of him and couldn't help but reveal an unconcealable smile on his face. At the same time, he waved his hand to let other palace people leave first.

After everyone left, Cai Lun took a deep breath and bowed to Deng Sui in front of him.

"No matter what the Queen Mother's reason is, as long as she is the Queen Mother's subordinate, she will do it even if she is mad at you."

Looking at Cai Lun, who was directly expressing his loyalty to him as before, Deng Sui did not wave his hand to ask him to take back his words like E Huan did before.

But for the first time, he showed a relaxed smile. "I know, of course I know your loyalty to Cai Lun!"

"My lord, thank you Queen Mother for your trust!"

"It's me. I want to thank you, Cai Lun, for your service over the years!"

"I don't dare, I"

"Okay, today is not the time to talk about these things!" Deng Sui directly interrupted Cai Lun's words, then lightly tapped his arm, and then spoke softly with a bit of exhaustion.

"My body is a little tired, but I won't die immediately. At least I can still hold on for a while.

Persevere until His Majesty truly grows up.

But after all, I cannot always accompany Your Majesty, and even if I could, I am afraid that by that time, I will not be so harmonious with Your Majesty.

Although His Majesty has always said that he does not want to care about anything and does not want to do anything.

But in fact, I know very well that Your Majesty resents me!
Your Majesty is a sensible person. He knows that I have worked hard for so many years, so he understands my hard work.

But His Majesty is also an ambitious person. He knows that this world belongs to the Liu family, not my Deng family, nor mine!

Therefore, His Majesty is not really unambitious as he said, but he is just tolerant enough.

I understand, but I have never blamed His Majesty.

All these years ago, I was unwilling to give up my power because His Majesty had not grown up yet, but now, I am still unwilling to give up all my rights.

I admit that I have some selfish motives.

But I am destined not to be able to control the government all the time. The purpose of returning power to Your Majesty is to appease Your Majesty.

In this way, I only hope that when that day comes in the future, Your Majesty will be able to take note of my hard work for the Han Dynasty and the Liu family for so many years.

Let my family go.

Over the years, I have known that the Deng family has become somewhat out of control.

Although the general is still insisting, although some of my brothers are still somewhat honest.

But Deng Feng, as well as many Deng clan members, collateral clans and even direct clans, all rushed to stand up.

In the past few years, most of the recommended people submitted by various places in Jingzhou, even together with Yuzhou, Yizhou and other places, turned out to be members of my Xinye Deng family.

what is this?
This is naked flattery and flattery, and I can't stop this kind of thing.

If His Majesty really gains power in the future, even if His Majesty is really kind-hearted, I am afraid that it will be inevitable to liquidate the entire Deng family.

Over the years, I have been sending children of the Deng family to His Majesty, hoping that that day will come.

Your Majesty, even if you don't care about me, you care about those people, so you can leave such a glimmer of hope for my Deng family!
If those guys who don’t know life and death really did something bad after I left,
I also hope that you can be by His Majesty's side and help them say a few good words.

The Deng family cannot be rich for a long time, but the Deng family still needs to be passed down! "

When Deng Sui said this, the domineering and majestic look on his body had completely disappeared.

And only when facing his own future and the future of his family, Cai Lun could see such a trace of the little daughter in Deng Sui.
(End of this chapter)