Beauty and Marriage

Chapter 81

He asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?"

"I haven't washed my hair for a few days, it's dirty!" After all, I didn't want to quarrel with him.

"I don't dislike it." He still touched my head.But it didn't comfort me.

Shi Yun looks more and more like Tang Yufeng, and looks better and better, but he sees Shi Yun less and less.At least when Shi Yun opened his eyes, he was often not at home.Auntie is in charge of buying vegetables, so naturally I don't need to buy fish.This family has become me, my aunt, and Shi Yun.This is not at all my original intention to start a family with him.In the eyes of many people, I live an enviable life, which makes me have to appear happy all the time.

He didn't go back to the room after drinking, he would go directly to the guest room, he must feel that he was very considerate of me, I would pretend that he didn't know he was back, and ignore it.Auntie would make him hangover soup, just like Auntie would buy fish.We handed over the care that should have been given to each other to a third party, and I feel that the distance between us is getting farther and farther.

After the Chinese New Year, I have fallen into the bad habit of shopping, because I like Shiyun, and because I can put my mind on the package waiting for me instead of Tang Yufeng.The moment I unpack the package, I can get a little bit of satisfaction in my heart.Tang Yufeng looked at the piles of my booty and said, "We should change to a bigger house!"

To me, this sentence was a protest against my shopping, but it aroused my desire to shop more and more. I bought more things and used his card.Tang Yufeng said that he would change his card phone number to mine, because the phone keeps ringing during the meeting, which is not very good.However, I deliberately swiped his card just to let him know what I was doing!
I remembered that time in the library, he said I hadn't noticed him, he was a little disappointed, he wanted me to know that he was looking at me!

I just want to get his attention, I just want him to know that I am looking forward to him.I went to the bathroom and burst into tears.I have been trying to adjust my mentality to understand him, but I can't adjust.

I bought all kinds of toys for Shiyun, and I want her to play with toys alone, so that I can do things I want to do at home, such as doing some work, replying to messages, painting, and watching TV , After having a child, no matter how big the family is, they will no longer have their own space, and even less time!As long as you are here, she will definitely stick to you!

But there is no toy that can solve this problem, such as dolls, track cars, models, building blocks, telephones, ocean balls, slides, balls, toy cars, fishing toys, nurse toys, and Qiqiele… almost all the children I know. Toys, all toys can't be replaced, she wants you to accompany her, even watching cartoons, she wants you to hold her to watch!Just like Tang Yufeng gave me a carefree life, I still feel empty!What she needs is always the company of her parents!

Today, when the material conditions are very rich, Tang Yufeng and I, like many parents, can meet all the material needs of Shiyun, but we are a bit stingy about spending time!I understand this truth, and I hope that I can be qualified and competent!But it's really difficult. Apart from taking care of the children, I still have a lot of things I want to do!Of course, I know how to choose, that is, the children are the most important!But only I put children and family first, and his focus is on his career, which makes me feel aggrieved to some extent!

That day, when I was replying to a text message, Shi Yun kept crawling on me. I really wanted someone to take her away so that I could reply to the text message with peace of mind, but after working all day, it was normal for her to miss me, If I should be with you, let her go, even if she puts the water glass on me and lies down to drink water.

Then she choked and I automatically patted her on the back without noticing that I was slapping her ass.Tang Yufeng happened to see this scene when he came back, and joked, "I'm choking, slap my butt, it seems that I'm used to spanking!"

I said angrily, "I feel like I abused her, so take it yourself!"

"Just kidding! Who doesn't know that mother loves Shiyun the most!" Tang Yufeng hugged Shiyun with a smile on his face. "Have you encountered something unpleasant?"

"A message has not been sent for half an hour! Take your daughter away!"

"Daddy is playing with you, let's not bother mom anymore!"

Although Tang Yufeng spends little time with children, he is very patient and caring every time, making Shiyun closer to him. I will also reflect on whether I am too self-willed and unqualified as a mother, so the more I suppress my temper more and more, and obey the rhyme more and more, even though it is really tiring!
On the morning of Tang Yufeng's birthday, I cooked egg noodles for him. I couldn't make any complicated ones, and I think it's good to eat on his birthday.I said "Happy Birthday!"

Like before, he looked at me and said "Thank you!" and ate it up!

I made a restaurant reservation to help him celebrate, and he said he was going out of town, but he'd try to make it back.However, he didn't rush back. He just called me before I got off work and told me that it would be late so I didn't have to wait for him.I still went to the restaurant I made an appointment with, and I didn't know what I was thinking. I kind of hated myself for being like this, but I felt like I should be like this.

I saw a message in his circle of friends praising the client's private garden. They must have had a good time!He once said that eating and drinking with a group of men is not interesting, and what is even more interesting now is to have a quiet meal with me!I had this outrageous idea.

So I went to the movie theater on my own schedule and cried a lot watching the rom-com.It turns out that as long as you are in a sad mood, you will cry when watching a comedy.Romantic plots are always connected, and the romance in the movie once happened to me, it can be said that it hurts the scene!
After leaving the cinema, I passed a wine tasting room. I walked in and drank a cocktail. For those who don’t drink alcohol, this small cocktail made me a little dizzy!I went out and took a taxi and went home.

Here I am, the house I used to live in, I thought my family was still here.But when he opened the door and went in, he saw his sister inside.

"You're here!" I thought she was a guest.

"Didn't you let me move in?" She came up to me "Did you drink?"

I smelled myself, "Does it stink? Every time Tang Yufeng drinks, I feel so stinky! Where is Tang Yufeng?"

"Is he coming too?"

"What time is it, don't go home yet!"

"You moved, you forgot?" My sister helped me to sit down.

But I didn't listen to her, and called Tang Yufeng, "What time is it, and I'm still not going home! Have you forgotten that you have a family?"

(End of this chapter)