Beauty and Marriage

Chapter 1 Different Attitudes to Studying
I am an ordinary girl with an ordinary appearance, an ordinary figure, ordinary grades, and ordinary communication skills.Such an ordinary me, but I have a particularly outstanding elder sister.She has been good-looking since she was a child. Some people say that she came from a painting to have such a beautiful face. Occasionally this makes me jealous, but I am always more proud.

The first year of high school is almost over, and my sense of presence in the class is unsurprisingly low, although I sit in the middle of the classroom.Until one day, my sister appeared at the door of the classroom with two packs of snacks. Of course, it was not the two packs of insignificant snacks that caused a sensation, but my sister who was so beautiful.I remember that all the boys in the class were restless at that time. I was in the middle of the classroom, and I felt it very clearly. My sister was 169cm and 48Kg at the time. She was wearing a pair of 6cm high heels. She was actually 175cm tall, but because she was slender, she looked able to have More than 180cm, plus a beautiful face.We were very popular at the time, an angel face, a devil figure, it was her.

I was very disgusted to see a group of 15 and 6-year-old boys salivating.I asked my sister why she came here, and she said that when she was in school, she really hoped that someone would come to see her with snacks like this. She thought it was a happy thing, but unfortunately not, so she wanted to see me like this, hoping that I would be happy.

Our family is not very well off. Although we can afford food and books, but outside of livelihood, our parents don’t have the energy to care about our spiritual world. What my sister desires is something I desire, but my parents can’t. For me, she gave it to me.

How sensible is my sister?Although we can still afford the books, she feels sorry for her parents who are too tired. After the high school entrance examination, she chose a technical secondary school, so that she can spend less money at home and go out to work earlier to earn money to support the family.When she came to see me at school, she was the one who received her first salary. She was only 18 years old at that time, so she was as beautiful as a flower.

It is precisely because she was born so beautiful that her parents didn't care about her going to school. Wherever she went, people said that her parents would definitely enjoy happiness in the future, and that a daughter who was born so beautiful must marry well.So the parents naturally pinned the sister's future on the matter of getting married instead of working, so it didn't matter about her education.

Believe me, parents will always be eccentric, and this eccentricity is not what I said. They made my sister so beautiful and me so ugly.In terms of appearance, my sister inherited all the advantages of my parents, and I inherited all the shortcomings of my parents.I lost a lot of temper because of this, so they always thought they owed me, and worried that my mediocre image would affect my standard of living in the future, so they always wanted to make up for me.He has asked me a lot in my studies and provided a lot of help, hoping that my overall level can be higher.

I feel that I am not ready yet, I have not mastered a lot of knowledge, but the college entrance examination is coming as scheduled. I broke down and cried, saying that I did not study anymore, and refused to go to the classroom. My father stood with me on the playground for a long time, and I kept crying , he just buried his head in silence.With tears in my eyes, I seemed to see that my father's eyes were also full of tears. Facing me who was crying, he couldn't reprimand me, and even a rough man couldn't tell me the truth that convinced me, but such a resolute man also You shouldn't cry with me!
Although my father's tears persuaded me to return to the classroom, they were powerless to change my grades.In this way, even if he barely entered the examination room, so what?Can't get the result that can satisfy us!We had a family meeting for this, and all three of them spoke on the same page, and I had to read on.

My mother said that it doesn't matter if I didn't get a good university entrance examination. My mother must have loved me very much at the time, seeing that I was tortured by pressure, she would not suffer better than me.Dad said that it would be a big deal to spend more money. After my sister started working, the financial pressure on the family was reduced a lot. Dad took the risk to start a business and made some money. The life of the family has improved by now, and they are willing to use all this to give I change to a better future.

So although my congenital conditions are not very good, I grew up with the love of the whole family.

In the matter of my studies, we chose my sister's opinion. I left the classroom of the third year of high school and joined the class of the second year of high school.It didn't solve the problem, I was very uncomfortable in the same classroom with children younger than me, and the more I tried to concentrate, the more distracted I became.Those children thought that I should know it after learning it once, but it is precisely because I can't that I come to their classroom, isn't it?In terms of age, I am a real elder, but in terms of grades, I am not. I began to be timid about interpersonal communication, guilty and afraid of knowledge.I was also afraid of meeting my classmates in the third year of high school. Watching them prepare for the college entrance examination, I felt like a coward and had no face to face.

After my father came to the school to see me quietly several times, he decided to help me transfer.I transferred to a school where no one knew me. They didn’t have much interest in me and my mediocre grades. After another year of quiet study, I was admitted to the ideal university. Very pleased with this result.To celebrate, we hosted a banquet for relatives and friends. For the first time, my light overshadowed my sister, and I felt proud in front of relatives and friends.

At this time, my sister, who had suffered a lot in society and understood the importance of academic qualifications, asked her to continue her education.With the completely opposite attitude towards my study, her request was denied.Parents think that she is past the age of studying, and studying at this time is a lot of superfluous things, and it is better to use her energy to find a partner.They thought she was at the best and most suitable age to find a partner.They always believe that with their sister's prosperous beauty, whoever they marry will be held in their hands and loved.

My sister retorted, "Who will you marry? The greasy uncle or the waiter?"

I was immersed in my road to happiness, and I didn't pay any attention to my sister's life and encounters in the past few years, and I didn't know what the world outside of school was like.I know that my sister has been working in catering, department stores and other jobs, but aren't many people doing such jobs?Until she said it, I didn't know she didn't like her current job and life, including the people she met.As she said, it's either a greasy uncle or a waiter who is talking about running the train. These really don't suit my sister, but fortunately, my sister is wise.

I never doubt that my sister knows what she wants. She has been an independent, charismatic and leadership person since she was a child. She can not only control her own affairs, but also give correct guidance to others.I don't know if it was born with her, or because she is beautiful, everyone depends on her, in short, she has always had unquestionable decision-making power, whether it is at home or outside.In my case, I listened to her very much.I may be against my parents, but I won't be against her because I adore her.In the same way, my parents may interfere with the decisions I make, and may make a lot of decisions for me, but they cannot influence her.The same goes for her schooling.The elder sister ignored her parents' objection, applied for the self-examination, and went to college.

(End of this chapter)