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Chapter 67 Who Understands Your Pain Without Saying It
Gao Zhan got better day by day, and he could have some liquid food. Cheng Jia took care of him every day, but Gao Zhan became more and more anxious.

His weight dropped rapidly, and he was full from eating very little every day. The doctor gave him targeted nutritional supplements, but Gao Zhan was obviously irritable.

He seldom rests, either keeps his eyes open or wanders around, and sometimes loses his temper because of small things.For example, the spoon is not placed correctly, the clothes are uncomfortable...

When Cheng Jia was around, he was in a good mood, but whenever Cheng Jia went out, he would lose his temper.

Cheng Jia was very helpless. She tried not to go out as much as possible. Many people were not used to the changes in their bodies. She understood Gao Zhan's pain.

These days, Cheng Jia has a bad appetite and she has lost a lot of weight. Gao Zhan saw it and became more irritable.

"Husband, the doctor said we will be discharged soon!"

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan with a smile.

Gao Zhan's eyes lit up, then dimmed immediately.

"What if I'm discharged from the hospital? It means I won't relapse?"

"I asked the doctor. There are cases like ours that are completely cured! Although there are many tumors, they have not metastasized. As long as we actively cooperate with the treatment and have regular checkups, there is a high chance of being cured!"

Gao Zhan didn't speak. He saw the scar on his stomach, and he was a little disappointed with his body. Gao Zhan couldn't bear it, and he would live in the shadow of serious illness in the future.

Cheng Jia hugged Gao Zhan gently: "Husband, nothing is better than having you by my side, let's face it together!"

Hearing what she said, Gao Zhan became even more irritable. He hated his skinny and sickly appearance. He didn't want to face such a fragile self, nor would he face such a powerless life in the future.

Gao Zhan walked to the side, so upset that he wanted to drink water.

Cheng Jia went over immediately: "I'll change some warm water for you, this one is cold!"

Gao Zhan said in a deep voice, "No, I'll just drink this!"

Cheng Jia snatched the cup.

"Drinking cold water can irritate your stomach."

Then she poured a glass of warm water and handed it to Gao Zhan. Gao Zhan felt so angry that he didn't want to be protected like a baby.

"I don't want to drink anymore!"

Cheng Jia smiled and coaxed him: "Drink less..."

Finally, Gao Zhan was so angry that he waved his hand vigorously and knocked the cup to the ground.

bang~
The glass is broken.

Cheng Jia was stunned, she looked at Gao Zhan with a livid face.

"It's okay, don't be angry! Don't drink if you don't drink, and drink when you want!"

Cheng Jia lowered her body and picked up the glass fragments one by one, tears falling silently.

Cheng Jia was at a loss, she didn't know how to cheer up Gao Zhan, he has always been a calm and calm person, Cheng Jia has never seen him like this before.

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia who was squatting on the ground, and his heart ached.He didn't do it on purpose, but there was always a moment when he couldn't control himself.After getting rid of the shadow of death, such endless consumption made him on the verge of collapse.Every time he looked at Cheng Jia, he was also in pain. Cheng Jia was so young, would he keep dragging her down like this in the future?What he wanted to give Cheng Jia was definitely not a burden!
Gao Zhan grabbed Cheng Jia's arm and pulled her up. Cheng Jia didn't dare to struggle, she followed Gao Zhan's strength and stood up.

Gao Zhan saw her face full of tears, his heart ached, he hugged Cheng Jia:
"I'm sorry Cheng Jia! It's my fault!"

Cheng Jia cried out sadly.

"Gao Zhan, I don't know what to do to make you feel better! Emotions are very important to you! I hope you are happy every day, you are torturing me like this! You let me watch you suffer, it is better to let me Go to hell! You are such a proud and strong person, how can you be so upset?"

Gao Zhan closed his eyes in pain: "Cheng Jia, I will drag you down like this! How can I give you happiness? I don't want you to see me sick!"

Cheng Jia cried: "You are Gao Zhan in everything, as long as you are by my side, and you will be fine! Everything will be fine! Don't be angry, okay? I beg you! We will all suffer I'm going through the most difficult time, what can't I persist? Even if I stay in the hospital for the rest of my life, I don't care, as long as you live!"

Cheng Jia's shoulders twitched, and Gao Zhan gently patted her.

At night, Cheng Jia curled up into a ball and slept in Gao Zhan's arms. Gao Zhan stroked her back, and gradually calmed down...

In the morning, Cheng Jia fed Gao Zhan porridge. She also wanted to imitate the way Gao Zhan had teased her before.

As a result, Gao Zhan quickly wiped it off with his hands.

Cheng Jia smiled nonchalantly, "Look, I despise my clumsiness!"

Gao Zhan didn't speak, his face was gloomy.

Cheng Jia felt her heart was very stuffy, so she stood up.

Then the feeling of nausea that lasted for several days could not be suppressed no matter what, she ran to the toilet and retched.

Cheng Jia sat on her knees in the bathroom, feeling weak all over.

Gao Zhan chased after the door nervously, froze for a while, then came to help her up.

"Cheng Jia, what's wrong with you?"

Cheng Jia shook her head and said slowly:

"I'll go check and check later!"

She went for a checkup in the morning, and the result surprised her—she was pregnant again!

Cheng Jia was very happy when she first heard the news, but when she came to the floor where Gao Zhan was hospitalized, she was suddenly at a loss.

Gao Zhan's situation is not stable now, how will she take care of this child?What's Gao Zhan's attitude?

Cheng Jia sat on the chair.

——Life is not afraid of sudden changes, but of slow consumption.Will Gao Zhan have the patience to face the pain and the two children who need to be taken care of together?Are you able to balance yourself?

Cheng Jia covered her face, and her mind was full of happy scenes of her and Gao Zhan: Gao Zhan sprinted for [-] meters with her on his back, Gao Zhan gently fed her, Gao Zhan held her face and kissed her, Gao Zhan knew She's pregnant to lift her up...

No matter what Gao Zhan becomes, no matter whether he is alive or dead, no one can take his place in her heart. For Gao Zhan, she should not shrink back.

Cheng Jia realizes that Gao Zhan used to protect herself, but now she needs to protect him herself—she must be brave: bravely help Gao Zhan cheer up, and bravely protect their children.She wants to give Gao Zhan another daughter, a warm home for Gao Zhan, and a fulfilling life for him.Stomach cancer cannot defeat them, and nothing can stop them.

Cheng Jia walked quickly to the ward, where Gao Zhan was sitting on the sofa.

"husband!"

Cheng Jia called Gao Zhan softly.

Gao Zhan turned to look at her quickly.

Cheng Jia smiled with tears in her eyes: "I'm pregnant!"

Gao Zhan was taken aback for a moment, his chest heaved violently, looking very happy.Then he suddenly suppressed his smile and leaned on the sofa slumped.

"Cheng Jia...we can't have this child!"

Cheng Jia walked up to him and looked down at Gao Zhan:

"No! I want to give birth to her! And we will raise her together! We will watch our two children have children together! Gao Zhan, no one can stop me!"

Gao Zhan looked up at Cheng Jia, her black eyes radiated determination, and she looked at herself with great certainty.

Cheng Jia continued: "I know that this disease came suddenly, and you can't accept it for a while, but life is like this, and no one knows when the accident will come. I don't want to complain. Since life has given me these things, I will accept them all. , I believe that everything will turn around, and we will usher in a bright day. I don’t want to be intimidated, I want to give you a perfect home, and we will always be with each other.”

Cheng Jia's tears rolled down in strings, she kept wiping them, and continued:

"In the morning I'll wake up to your kisses, and at night I'll fall asleep in your arms. I'll have a son just like you, and you'll have a daughter just like me, and we'll enjoy life together. Three less What does a one-third stomach matter? Isn’t it just a little less food? We can eat a few more meals! It’s no big deal if you lose weight now, and you will gain weight slowly. I will feed you fat one bite at a time.

If you continue to be depressed and anxious like this, I will give birth to a child too!Big deal, you watch the three of us suffer and be bullied!Whatever you want, the three of us will accompany you together, if you die, I will die too, you know, I have nothing to miss, I will not care about your children!I do what I say! "

Cheng Jia bit her lips until they turned white and trembled unnaturally.

"You said that you can't give up loving me. You said that I am a piece of your flesh. You have something wrong, and your flesh will not be safe. We must live together, or we will all die! You don't want to leave me. Who told you to provoke me? If you hadn’t been so kind to me, how could I not be able to leave you! If you had left me long ago, maybe I would have been better off! You want me to kill the child? That is our child, the child we combined! It is the crystallization of our countless sweetness, are you willing?"

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia who was trembling all over, feeling distressed and heartbroken. He embraced Cheng Jia and hugged her tightly. He couldn't bear to part with her or the child!

Yes, he can't give up just now, he wants a son and a daughter, he wants family happiness, and he wants to accompany Cheng Jia to her last breath!

……

After listening to Cheng Jia's words, Gao Zhan finally came to his senses. Gao Zhan was like a different person after he woke up.He no longer walked around restlessly, but communicated with the doctor. He actively cooperated with the treatment and tried to take care of the pregnant Cheng Jia.

They were discharged from the hospital shortly after.

Cheng Jia arranged a caravan to pick them up in BJ.At the same time, she hired a dedicated nutritionist and family doctor to take care of Gao Zhan.

When I got home and saw my father who had changed greatly, Cheng Cheng was shocked and motionless, and Cheng Jia's parents were also very surprised.

Cheng Jia explained the cause and effect to them, and also expressed her gratitude to her parents, because of them, she has no worries.

When everyone found out that Cheng Jia was pregnant, they were very happy for them.

Gao Zhan put down all his work and recuperated in peace.Cheng Jia would accompany him to exercise in the morning, and the nutritionist also made a careful nutrition plan. The doctor paid attention to Gao Zhan's condition all the time, and they even took appropriate treatment to prevent recurrence.

Cheng Jia goes to work in the company for a while every day, and when she encounters something she can't make up her mind about, she will go home and discuss it with Gao Zhan.Her belly was getting bigger day by day. The family doctor looked at her color Doppler ultrasound and told her happily that the baby was likely to be a daughter.

Gao Zhan is very happy, he has always wanted a daughter, and he wants to give her the best things in the world, so as not to let her suffer a little bit, because it is a pity that he did not meet Cheng Jia earlier, and he wants to be with his daughter make up for it.

Although Gao Zhan did not return to his previous state, his body became more and more healthy.He can even run, and the kitchen at home always prepares nutritious meals for him in addition to three meals a day.

Life was being rebuilt bit by bit, and Cheng Jia finally breathed a sigh of relief seeing Gao Zhan becoming more and more energetic.

Gao Zhan's serious illness made Cheng Jia understand what is the most important thing in life!She said to Gao Zhan:
"I don't think your sickness is a nightmare! I think of it as a trip, this is our landscape!"

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia and smiled:
"It's a trip, it's our honeymoon trip! If the process is not good, how can we measure the gains and losses of this trip? I lost part of my stomach, but we have an extra daughter!"

Cheng Jia chuckled: "It seems that you are indeed a businessman, and you won't suffer from anything you do!"

Gao Zhan hugged Cheng Jia: "Cheng Jia, it's good to have you!"

He held her face and kissed her tenderly.

Gao Zhan's face is sharp and angular, with a little stubble on his chin, and he has become lean.

Cheng Jia suddenly said: "President Gao! I think you have become more handsome!"

Gao Zhan laughed...

Life has an end, and illness is just a preview of it. Help them filter life in advance and let them cherish every day as if it were the last day!
Because the meaning of life is not how long you live, but to make every day to the fullest and worth living!

(End of this chapter)