half water half salt

Chapter 57
Cheng Jia woke up in Gao Zhan's arms in the morning, and Gao Zhan was still sleeping soundly.

She remembered what Gao Zhan said yesterday, and her heart still felt a faint pain. She never knew that Gao Zhan liked her so much, and it was the first time she knew that loving someone can be like that.I love Gao Zhan, but I have two feelings.She lay on the bed and used her fingers to draw Gao Zhan's outline. Gao Zhan was very rough, with full forehead, thick eyebrows and big eyes. At this moment, her eyes were quietly closed, as peaceful as a child.

Cheng Jia didn't eat last night, and his stomach gurgled, which woke Gao Zhan up.

"My wife is hungry!"

He picked up his cell phone, called the butler, and asked the kitchen to deliver breakfast to the room.

When Cheng Jia realized it, Gao Zhan had already hung up the phone.

"Gao Zhan, I'm ashamed of you looking like this! Everyone knows what we did?"

Cheng Jia's face was as red as an apple, Gao Zhan saw the red marks all over her body, and immediately felt his heart surge again.

He hugged Cheng Jia: "If you know it, you know it. Isn't this normal between husband and wife?"

Gao Zhan's hands became restless again, "I drank too much yesterday, and many details are paragraph by paragraph, let's review it!"

Cheng Jia pushed him away hard.

"Gao Zhan, it seems that I don't need to give you my kidney tonifying soup!"

Gao Zhan laughed loudly: "I don't need it at all! You forced me to drink it! I take good care of it, so how can I use it?"

He hugged Cheng Jia and clamped Cheng Jia with his legs, preventing her from moving.

Cheng Jia blushed: "You hate it!"

There was an untimely knock on the door.Cheng Jia immediately fell silent and huddled under the quilt.

Gao Zhan put on his pajamas and opened the door.

—It was the kitchen that brought breakfast.

Gao Zhan put the breakfast on the bedside table, wrapped Cheng Jia in a quilt, and held him in his arms.

"Come on! Let me feed you!"

"Hehe, Gao Zhan, this is a bit strange!"

Gao Zhan bit off part of the skin of the bun and gave the middle to Cheng Jia to eat.Cheng Jia took a bite, and he put all the rest in his mouth.

"Hmm! It's delicious if your wife drools on it!"

Cheng Jia felt nauseous, and said loudly: "Pervert!"

Gao Zhan smiled, "I have even more perverted ones!"

He used a spoon to feed Cheng Jia porridge, making his mouth full on purpose, laughing while doing it, then held Cheng Jia's face, and ate the porridge on her mouth.

Cheng Jia yelled: "Gao Zhan! How disgusting!"

"Really? I have something more disgusting?"

"Enough! Enough! Let me go... Ah... Gao Zhan..."

From time to time, Cheng Jia's screams and Gao Zhan's laughter could be heard in the room...

Cheng Cheng stood at their door with his schoolbag on his back, shaking his head, his small face full of helplessness.

"Mom and Dad are so boring, both of them forget about their son!"

He patted the door hard, and the sound inside stopped abruptly.

"Dad, Mom! I'm going to kindergarten!"

"Okay, Cheng Cheng! Don't fight!"

Cheng Cheng had already walked down the stairs.

Gao Zhan hugged Cheng Jia, who was wrapped like a rice dumpling, with a smile on his lips.

"This brat doesn't even answer!"

……

The days passed day by day like this, Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan went to work, accompanied Cheng Cheng, and went home step by step every day.Occasionally, two bubbles popped up: Cheng Cheng got into a fight with a child in the kindergarten, Cheng Cheng used tape to glue the leg hair of a foreign teacher, something went wrong in the company, and the superior department came to check...

Gao Zhan is still fiddling with his rocks, Cheng Cheng is messing around with his cards, Cheng Jia's father and mother have moved into the apartment, Cheng Jia is terrified that he has gained a few pounds and started a diet, Gao Zhan lures Cheng Jia to eat every day...

Every morning, Cheng Jia would go for a run, and Gao Zhan would accompany her regardless of the weather. Every time, he would run there. When he came back, Gao Zhan would carry a section of his back and Cheng Jia would walk a section. People who get up early and do morning exercises are used to it.

However, in a car parked by the roadside, there was a pair of eyes that were not used to it today.

——Li Ye, he's out of prison!

Li Ye knew about the company's affairs a long time ago, and Gao Zhan would not be lenient.Gao Zhan is the kind of person who doesn't easily get angry, and when it happens, he is not allowed to miss and kill him with one blow!
In fact, Li Ye also insisted that his mood was fading. When Cheng Jia went to him with their son in his arms, he knew that everything was irreparable!It's just that he still can't let go of his unwillingness.Persisting in hopeless things is in itself a punishment for himself. After experiencing these things, he doesn't want to persist anymore.

He and Cheng Jia's love, Cheng Jia didn't let him down, but he didn't know how to cherish it.When they gave each other their love without reservation, he didn't expect too much, he only hoped that Cheng Jia would be with him.But slowly, he was no longer satisfied, and wanted Cheng Jia to treat him equally in return, just like himself, with only her in his eyes.But he forgot, you can't force it, you can't rush for success!Cheng Jia said he was not love?That's it!Because the love is too deep, you will think about possession, and because you are too persistent, you will be deeply in love.

Li Ye didn't know when he would be able to let go of everything, but he was really ready to let go.

"There is no past that cannot be let go, and there is no time to erase the past..."

Li Ye started the car, walked up to Cheng Jia, and pulled down the window.

"Beauty!"

Gao Zhan and Cheng Jia turned around at the same time, staring at him blankly.

"I'm going back to England, saying goodbye to you, and giving you something back!"

Li Ye stared at Cheng Jia, looking at Wannian.

He stretched out his hand.

Cheng Jia stood there in a daze, and reached out to take it after a few seconds.

——A ring, the only thing Cheng Jia gave Li Ye, the wedding ring she chose for him!

Cheng Jia looked at the ring with mixed feelings.

"I'm so glad you came out!
... Take care when you go to England! "

Li Ye looked deeply at Cheng Jia, a woman who brought him sweetness, madness and regret, waved her hand gently, and walked away.

Cheng Jia's hand was still in the starting position.

Gao Zhan suddenly picked up the ring and threw it out forcefully.

Cheng Jia exclaimed, she looked at Gao Zhan.

"The firepower is fierce! I haven't figured out what to do with it before you throw it away!"

There was a little pain in my heart, a little bit of reluctance.

"Cheng Jia! Stop being emotional! I won't give you a chance to be emotional!"

Cheng Jia smiled.

Gao Zhan looked at her smile that didn't reach her eyes, and grabbed her hand forcefully.

"Cheng Jia, I almost made the arrangements some time ago. We haven't had our honeymoon since we got married. Think about where to go. Let's spend our honeymoon by the way!"

Cheng Jia almost didn't follow his brain circuit, "Honeymoon?"

"Are you going abroad? Europe? Or Korea? Japan?" Gao Zhan then asked.

"I want to go to XZ!" Cheng Jia blurted out almost without thinking.

Gao Zhan was surprised, and after a while he said loudly: "Okay! Let's go to XZ! Revisit the place where we met."

After speaking, he squatted down and motioned for Cheng Jia to come up.

Cheng Jia opened her mouth: "Here again? Mr. Gao, do you want to eat more for breakfast?"

"No, I'm afraid your soul will be taken away by someone, so I have to call you back!"

"nonsense!"

"Okay! I'm talking nonsense! No process, when will you be smarter?"

Cheng Jia didn't speak, but leaned on Gao Zhan's shoulder.

We live in this world, and we will always encounter all kinds of people and things at different stages of our lives. We will have different feelings of sour, sweet, bitter and spicy, sometimes at a loss and sometimes complacent.But no matter good or bad, that is part of our life, even if we do it all over again, we will still make the same choice.That encounter is doomed, it has been doomed since you were born, fate is hidden in your character, and character determines a person's choice.How smart?
In the years of entanglement between Cheng Jia and Li Ye, both of them suffered losses: they had a good beginning but no good ending, they were extremely mismatched but loved vigorously, until they lost their original intentions and ended in dismal.Cheng Jia would rather believe that this is a debt from her previous life, an unavoidable fate!
In their relationship, there is no difference between each other, because they are related, love is, pain is also!

Gao Zhan carried Cheng Jia on his back and walked forward step by step. Cheng Jia didn't kiss him as usual, but just pressed his face quietly.

"Cheng Jia, I want to tell you a story."

"you say!"

"Walking alone in the desert, he was tired, thirsty, and exhausted. Just when he was almost desperate, he found an oasis not far in front of him. This man forgot all his exhaustion and ran to the There.

The moment he saw the oasis, he felt extremely happy.

When he walked over, picked up the sweet water, and drank it, he felt so happy.

He was full and lying on the ground to rest, he felt very happy too.But there is no way to compare with the previous happiness.

why? "

"Because she's not that thirsty anymore!"

Gao Zhan smiled, thinking that Cheng Jia's answer was very cute.

"We don't usually feel so happy drinking water, and we feel strange if we lie on the grass.

It is also drinking water and lying down, why are there so many differences? "

he asked softly.

"Why?" Cheng Jia asked back.

"Because the more desires in life, the easier it is to ignore them at the moment. Water is inherently sweet, but we ignore it because we hold too much in our hearts. In the desert, the instinct of survival makes people forget everything, and water becomes The only moment.

If you don't let go of the past and your obsessions, you will forget to feel the present moment!And it is the only moment of contact with life, there is no life in the past, and there will be no life in the future!Only at this moment! "

Cheng Jia gave Gao Zhan a big kiss.

"Honey, I see!"

Gao Zhan said again: "I have forgiven Li Ye!"

Cheng Jia said "Huh?"

"Li Ye is very sad and pitiful. He doesn't know what to do to have happiness! Because pride, anger and fear of loss hinder him. Compared with him, I am much freer! I have no regrets, no confusion, I am enjoying everything in the moment.

Forgive him, the shadow of the past will not dominate my present life!Only by forgiving him will I truly drive him out of my life! "

Cheng Jia got off Gao Zhan's back and hugged Gao Zhan.

"Husband! Thank you for forgiving him, and you also forgave me. I know that I didn't handle it well. Let us go through so many detours. You were distressed and resentful. It was because I was not mature enough. Let's let go of the past." , enjoy the moment, you are the clear spring in my desert, the steamed bun when I am hungry, and the toilet when I can’t hold back..."

Cheng Jia talked endlessly, Gao Zhan laughed.

(End of this chapter)