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Chapter 14 Courage Without Forgiveness Is Paranoia
Cheng Jia told Li Ye on the phone that he was taking care of Gao Zhan, and Li Ye was furious.

"You'll be right back!" Then hang up.

Cheng Jia thought: If he saw Li Ye taking care of other women, it would be unpleasant.

It's not that she didn't think about leaving Gao Zhan's house earlier, but she just couldn't bear to let Gao Zhan go.

When Cheng Jia arrived home, Li Ye was already waiting for her.As soon as she closed the door, Li Ye gritted his teeth and squeezed Cheng Jia against the door.

"Cheng Jia, will you take care of him when he drinks too much? If he dies, will you still stay with him? I told you that you don't want to have any private contact with him. Have you considered my feelings in this way? "

Cheng Jia said: "I know you do this because you care about me, I can explain it."

Li Ye didn't speak.

"Mr. Gao has no family in Nanjing. His friends are all business partners, and he doesn't have much personal contact. If something happens to him, I shouldn't take care of him in public or private."

Li Ye snorted coldly: "Could it be that there is no one else in your company except you?"

Cheng Jia replied: "It was already noon when I went, everyone was off work, and I wasn't sure if he was at home, so I don't want to trouble others!"

"Yes, then go in person!"

"I met Mr. Gao when we were in XZ. He took good care of me! Over the years, whether it was life or work, he has taken good care of me. Emotionally, I respect and love him as an older brother. I do I don’t care about him! Even others…” Cheng Jia hesitated for a moment, and then said: “I can’t believe it!”

Li Ye said angrily, "What kind of brother is he? You don't have any blood relationship, and Gao Zhan treats you..."

Li Ye paused, "Cheng Jia, I'm very uncomfortable. You are my girlfriend, but you are so close to another man! I can't accept it! You should leave that company! I don't want you to stay there anymore! "

"I won't leave! I like my job!" Cheng Jia said firmly.

Li Ye was out of breath, turned around and sat on the sofa, and hammered the coffee table hard, making a loud noise.

Cheng Jia was terrified. She stared at Li Ye without daring to catch her breath.

"Cheng Jia! What are you going to do? In your heart, who do you choose, Gao Zhan or me?" Li Ye's face was a little distorted.

"Li Ye, you are my boyfriend, you are different from me, there is no way to compare! Today you are more excited, let's talk tomorrow, shall we?"

Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia weakly: "You can't say categorically that you care about me the most, do you choose me? You have to leave there!"

Cheng Jia was a little annoyed: "You have no right to boss me around, even if I am your girlfriend, I still have my own independent personality. What have you done for me to ask me so! Where will I leave the company and become your caged bird Are you in captivity? Stop joking, Li Ye! We are just dating, even if we are married, it is impossible! If you think you can’t accept it, you can leave, I didn’t force you to accept me, we can break up! "

Li Ye stood up in a huff: "Cheng Jia, are you going to break up with me because of Gao Zhan? Are you serious?" He walked over and grabbed Cheng Jia's hand: "Can't you wait to throw yourself into him?" embraced?"

Cheng Jia was terrified, and Li Ye made her feel terrified: "Li Ye, you said let me give us a chance, we tried to date, but you see, you can't accept my job, you can't tolerate my friends, you Deny everything about me. Then what do you like about me? Don’t you like me like this? My past, my present, every aspect of me.” She went on to say:
"I didn't do anything wrong, and neither did Gao Zhan. We lived as usual, and you came here to accuse me. Tell me, where is your reasoning?"

Cheng Jia was very frustrated: "I didn't think carefully enough today, but I was in a hurry! But you are really scary, you scare me! Li Ye, I don't think we are suitable. We are not in a deep situation now. Break up!"

Li Ye's eyes were red: "You live as usual, I blamed you! I ruined you? You said it so easily? You said you broke up and broke up?"

Cheng Jia didn't say a word, didn't know how to react, didn't know what to do, the words she blurted out were her true thoughts.

Li Ye touched his nose and controlled himself to calm down: "Cheng Jia, I will not break up with you!"

Li Ye said sadly: "Is your heart made of stone? Can't you feel how much I like you? You broke up so easily because of Gao Zhan! Am I not as important as him? I know You have known each other for many years and have a deep relationship, but I am your closest person!"

Li Ye turned his head away, not wanting Cheng Jia to see the panic in his eyes.Continue to say: "I like you at the first sight of you, I just like you, what did I do wrong? I wish I could put you in my pocket 24 hours a day and watch you all the time. I just like you too much .Thinking about you serving tea and water to another man every day, and caring for another man, I still can't bear to treat you like that, how can I be happy?"

Cheng Jia was moved, but couldn't say a word.

Li Ye continued: "Cheng Jia, you are really too much, you just rely on me to like you!"

Cheng Jia was still speechless, she was scratching her nails, not knowing what to do.

Li Ye raised his head: "This is the first time I like someone like this, Cheng Jia! You are going to break up with me now!" He looked at Cheng Jia with heartache.

Cheng Jia sighed: "Li Ye! I'm sorry! I'm not used to taking care of other people's feelings. This is my life all the time, and that's how I live it."

"I'm not your other person..." Li Ye looked at Cheng Jia weakly and sadly: "I have wondered more than once what my partner will look like in the future? The first time I saw you, I thought you were, and Surprisingly surprised me. Cheng Jia, I love you! I want to own everything about you, occupy everything about you..." After speaking, Li Ye left without looking back.

At night, Cheng Jia thought about Li Ye's words, worried and flustered, Li Ye's desire to possess and control made her afraid, she tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

The same is true for Li Ye, he lost control today, but Cheng Jia proposed to break up without hesitation, which made him feel very insecure, and it was beyond his expectation. Satisfied, he has been working hard to go smoothly and everything will eventually go according to his plan.This time, Cheng Jia... No matter what, he won't give up!

Gao Zhan was also suffering from insomnia. He was standing at the window, as if he was thinking about something on his mind, but actually he didn't think of anything!He made some money, but now he is alone and alone. He used to live a sensual life, coming and going around him, the more lively the more empty, the more indulgent the more lonely.The appearance of Cheng Jia slowly gave his life a different meaning: seeing her enthusiastic life, he had vitality, protecting her pure heart, he seemed to be pure too, Cheng Jia made his life more With a sense of responsibility, looking at her, taking care of her, and listening to her have long since become a habit that I can't quit.What's the use of earning more money without Cheng Jia?He didn't want to let go like this, he didn't want to admit defeat like this, he couldn't bear to lose.But I am 16 years older than Cheng Jia. He has experienced vicissitudes, but Cheng Jia is simple and pure. He has gone through thousands of sails, and Cheng Jia's life has just begun.He is ashamed of himself in front of Cheng Jia, and sometimes even feels shameless. He is like a voyeur, feeling that his feelings cannot be seen, and will disappear as soon as the sun shines.

Today he couldn't help kissing Cheng Jia, just like what he had always felt—Cheng Jia is beautiful...Gao Zhan's heart was swaying and contradictory.

The next day, as soon as Cheng Jia woke up, Li Ye came and brought her breakfast, as if nothing had happened.Cheng Jia has an illusion: if life goes on peacefully like this, it's okay!

Gao Zhan ended his life of making friends and companions. He is still the same, making people unable to see whether he is happy or sad.

The company's various training courses are on the way, and the sound of Cheng's high-heeled shoes shuttles up and down every corner...

It's winter in a blink of an eye, and Nanjing in this season is a bit difficult for Cheng Jia.Her office does not have a central air conditioner, and the heat from the small air conditioner does not reach her feet. Every day, she feels like she is in an ice cellar, especially during those few days of each month.

It has been raining in Nanjing for the past few days, and Cheng Jia felt uncomfortable when she woke up in the morning, with a dull pain in her stomach.Li Ye was on a business trip a few days ago, so she didn't have breakfast.

When he arrived at the company, Gao Zhan saw her pale face and was a little worried.He made Cheng Jia a cup of milk powder and drove her home to rest.Cheng Jia smiled:
"What's the difference between going home and being here?"

Gao Zhan didn't insist anymore, they ate together the takeaway that Gao Zhan ordered at noon, and Cheng Jia ate very little.Gao Zhan wanted to send her to the hospital, but Cheng Jia hated those checkups and insisted that it was okay if she didn't have a fever!
When it was time to get off work, Cheng Jia's stomach hurt a little bit, like someone pulled a rubber band in her stomach for a while, her head was also dizzy, Cheng Jia drank some hot water, trying to lie down on the table to relieve it go home again.Manager Wu took her painkillers and went to catch the bus. Cheng Jia just fell asleep in the office.

When Gao Zhan came home, the whole building was empty. He habitually looked at Cheng Jia’s office. Cheng Jia should be off work. The office was pitch black. He found that the air conditioner was still on, and thought: Cheng Jia Why are you so careless!

Gao Zhan turned on the light and suddenly found Cheng Jia lying on the table, so he hurried over.

"Cheng Jia, why are you sleeping here?"

Gao Zhan pushed her lightly, Cheng Jia woke up, and then said in an almost inaudible voice: "Mr. Gao, I don't feel well! I feel so uncomfortable!"

Gao Zhan touched Cheng Jia's forehead, it was very hot.He immediately picked up Cheng Jia and rushed out of the office building without even locking the door.

In Gao Zhan's car, Cheng Jia curled up sadly.Gao Zhan looked at her, annoyed why he didn't visit her in the afternoon.He kept asking about Cheng Jia's condition, for fear that something was wrong.Cheng Jia was annoyed by the question, so she let out a loud "Hmm~".

Gao Zhan immediately said: "Okay, okay, okay, I won't talk anymore! If you persist for a while, you will be in the hospital soon."

When he arrived at the hospital, he hugged Cheng Jia tightly with his tall body, like holding a fragile glass doll.

The doctor checked that Cheng Jia had acute gastroenteritis, coupled with some anemia during menstruation, she stayed in the hospital for emergency transfusion.The doctor gave Cheng Jia a fever-reducing injection, and Cheng Jia's fever subsided.

Gao Zhan was with Cheng Jia all the time. After ten o'clock in the evening, the two sets of medicines were administered.He fed Cheng Jia some clear porridge, and after feeding Cheng Jia, he drank the rest of the porridge in one gulp.

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia and asked in a low voice, "Are you feeling better?"

Cheng Jia sighed: "I thought it would be fine in a while, but I didn't expect to vomit again in the afternoon, and then I felt worse after a while, and now I feel much more comfortable. Thank you, Mr. Gao!"

Gao Zhan felt relieved: "Why are we polite? Are you still disgusted now?"

"A little more!"

What Cheng Jia saw was the outpatient clinic, and they had to leave after the infusion.As soon as Cheng Jia put on her shoes, Gao Zhan hugged her: "Let me come! You still have a low-grade fever and anemia!"

Cheng Jia said: "Let me down! So many people are watching, I'm so embarrassed, I can do it myself!"

Gao Zhan said dotingly: "If you hide your face in my arms, you won't be able to see others, and they won't be able to see you either!"

They walked out while talking like this, Gao Zhan's broad chest made Cheng Jia feel at ease, she shrank in obediently, like a timid kitten.

Gao Zhan gently put Cheng Jia into the car, and said in a low voice: "I don't feel at ease when you are alone at home!" He put on her seat belt, and then said: "Go to my house! My house has many rooms, so it is more convenient!"

Cheng Jia thought that if Li Ye knew that there would be another earth-shaking noise, she quickly waved her hands: "I can do it myself! I am much more comfortable now!"

Gao Zhan said firmly: "Your fever has not completely subsided, so go to my house!"

He then started the car and drove away.

Cheng Jia didn't have the energy to argue with him, thinking: "Whatever! Don't care!"

On the way, Cheng Jia vomited out the porridge she just drank in disgust, and then she was exhausted from tossing and falling asleep.

Gao Zhan arrived home, parked the car, put the sleeping Cheng Jia's hands on his shoulders, and hugged her all at once.

Cheng Jia babbled a few words, but still fell asleep in a deep sleep.Her head rested on Gao Zhan's shoulder, helpless and vulnerable.

Gao Zhan put Cheng Jia in his room. His room has a bathroom, and Cheng Jia will definitely have to toss about at night.Gao Zhan picked up the thermometer and took Cheng Jia's temperature.

Then I breathed a sigh of relief—the body temperature was considered normal!

Cheng Jia went to the toilet twice, took medicine once, and was so sad that she couldn't open her eyes.Gao Zhan is taking care of her by the side...

But here, Li Ye couldn't get through Cheng Jia's calls, and there was always no answer. Cheng Jia's cell phone and bag were in the office.

He began to think that Cheng Jia didn't hear what he was doing, and he called again after a while, but no one answered, so he became a little anxious, but no one answered several times in a row. Li Ye was so anxious that he decided to go back to Nanjing overnight. He kept calling on the way, Until the phone prompts: The phone you made is turned off.

The car was speeding towards Nanjing at the speed of an arrow, and Li Ye in the car felt like he was sitting on pins and needles.

(End of this chapter)