time never ends

Chapter 181 Irritability
This year's Lin Nuo's family seems to be no different from last year, maybe every year is like this, quarreling, reconciling, continuing to quarrel, and so on.She no longer expected that they would not quarrel, even if they quarreled less, Lin Nuo would feel at ease.

It's just that her family never did what she wanted, and the quarrels erupting outside the room made it difficult for Lin Nuo to find peace, and her heart ached.

Listening to their quarrel, Lin Nuo didn't dare to step out of the door of this room, nor did he dare to persuade.Every time she persuaded, all the anger would be poured on her, and she couldn't bear that much anymore.

She could only hide in the corner of the room, shedding tears silently, her eyes were red from crying, her heart ached so badly with her, she was suffering physically and mentally.

Recently, she felt that she was becoming more and more strange.Sometimes when she encounters a small matter, she will suddenly get angry; telling jokes with others, she is smiling on her face, but feels very irritable in her heart; she cries every day, and even has the idea of ​​leaving.

She didn't know what was wrong with herself, but since the incident with Yu Shu, her emotions sometimes became inexplicable. Although she tried her best to cover up in front of others, when she was alone, her emotions burst out.

Lin Nuo listened to the noise of the rain, opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling above his head, but there was darkness in front of him.But she didn't feel sleepy at all, instead she felt extremely irritable.

She lay down at ten o'clock tonight, didn't look at her phone or do anything else, but no matter what, she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.Taking out his phone, Lin Nuo glanced at the time, it was two o'clock in the morning.

It has been like this for many days in a row. At first she thought it was just getting up too late in the morning that caused her lack of sleepiness at night, but no matter how early she woke up in the morning, she still couldn't fall asleep at night.

Lin Nuo got up and got dressed, and sat in front of the computer to do other things.After all, she really doesn't feel sleepy at all now, she just keeps lying down and only opens her eyes until dawn.

Turn on the computer, hang up my social account, no matter whether it is private or group chat, there is no news, maybe someone is still awake, but they are doing other things.

She suddenly found that the world was so quiet that she didn't know what to do.

Opening the document and preparing to write something, Lin Nuo stared at the blank screen, but Lin Nuo started to be in a daze.She came back to her senses and patted her face, trying to stay awake, but felt restless.As soon as she typed out a few words, she fell into a fugue again.

Lin Nuo scratched his hair, feeling extremely irritable, and had no interest in writing.I opened the film and television website, found a TV series to watch, and felt more irritable after watching it for a few times, so I simply turned it off.

She seemed to have lost interest in everything, as if a large group of black lines had been drawn in her heart, and they were intricately intertwined, making Lin Nuo irritated.

Lin Nuo clicked on the button, but all the messages she sent to Yu Shu received no response, and her profile picture was always gray and never turned on.

Looking at Yu Shu's gray head portrait, Lin Nuo shed tears inexplicably, and then felt more and more uncomfortable until he collapsed.She obviously tried very hard to tell herself that it's fine, Yu Shu will be fine, she must be fine, and she has to live a good life, but she still couldn't do it.

But her collapse could only be silent, biting her arm, her whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.If she cried aloud and disturbed Lin Ping and Zhang Yu, she would only be regarded as having something wrong and be severely abused by them.

She sat there until she felt dizzy in her head, then climbed back into bed again, and would wake up as soon as she fell asleep.

Lin Nuo didn't sleep much all night.

(End of this chapter)